Love doesn't make the world go round, but it sure makes the ride worthwhile.
In September, 1997, my life changed tremendously. I met a wonderful woman named Pamela Flinn. How we met could only be described as simple destiny. I am a very shy person, and if there is one thing that I fear in this world...I fear rejection. Knowing this much about myself led me to feel that I may very well be single the rest of my life. And believe me, when you reach your late 20s and still single, you start to prepare yourself for being a bachelor the rest of your life. But, I found a way around this almighty fear of mine. I realized that I could meet women through personal ads on the internet. I was a genious for that brief period of time. I immediately put my plan in action by looking at ad after ad after ad after ad until one finally caught my attention. I read it once...I then read it a second time. And then came the moment of truth, I had to respond to this ad that had caught my attention. I was nervous, my hands shook as I typed, and then when I was finished, I prayed that I would get a response. I did not know it at the time, but when I pushed that send button that day to send my e-mail, it was the best decision I had made in my entire life.
I received a response the very next day. My fear was behind me and I was relieved. I wrote her back, telling her as much about myself as I could. We continued to write each other almost daily for the next three weeks. We covered everything in our letters to each other, and the only thing left to do was to finally meet. We set a date, and though I was nervous, I was excited to finally get to meet her. As it turned out, on that first date I met a beautiful woman that I soon fell in love with. A woman that I hope to marry one day and spend the rest of my life with. A woman that I hope to raise a family with. A women that I hope to share my love and life with as we grow old together.
Ever since I was a little kid in diapers all I dreamed about was meeting someone special. It is really hard for me to explain, but events occur in a persons lifetime that they want to share with that one special person. That is one thing that I believe is very special about life. It breaks a persons heart when they don't have someone special to share their dreams with. I know, because for years I have felt my life was incomplete. When I graduated from college, one thing was missing for me. I did not have that one special person that I could share that moment of my life with. That has all changed for me now because I have met that someone special. I know in my heart that Pam wants to be there with me when I achieve my dreams. They are my dreams, but she loves me and cares about me to see that all my dreams come true.
Pam is a very beautiful woman. She has come into my life and made every day a special one for me. She is my best friend and I am devoted to spending the rest of my life with her. Everything she does warms my heart. She is full of vibrance and her passion for love is there ever time we are together. I think about her all the time and I miss her when we are not together. She always knows when I need a hug or a smile to brighten my day. She is truly the one woman that I love with all my heart and soul. And I can see the love she holds dearly for me each time I look into her beautiful blue eyes. It is the greatest feeling in the world to me to know that Pam loves me and cares about me more and more each day. I think Tom Cruise said it best in the hit film Jerry Maguire, I LOVE YOU...YOU COMPLETE ME!!(click to hear wav)
To Pam,
You are a gift to all those who know you. I love you more than I did yesterday, but not as much as I will tomorrow. I never want to lose you!!
-All My Love, John
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