I don't know how you do it
How do you keep a smile
through all the hard times you've faced
How do you keep away from those
alternate ways to deal with your problems
through all this turmoil
Now I know that there is
evil inside of everyone
just try not to take everything
to your heart
Freaked out at 7 last Friday night
Ran out after another fight
they don't know how to keep me safe
Went home and saw that I was alone
Poured out the pain in my heart I've known
Realized I'm all alone
How can you keep that smile on your face
after all this, and no blue sky up ahead
But life is worth, More than your words
more than your words, yeah
Life is worth more than your words
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Nothing Special
I can't find a reason to justify my actions
but I don't regret a thing
I can't stand here and tell you that I'm right
but I know I can't be wrong
Whatever I do
The seasons will still change
I'll never dwell on an old mistake
because I can't fix it now
I may not be a model citizen
I'm not your ideal guy
I'm not anything special I'm just average
So don't expect anything more
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Playing Games
Just one time I want to walk away ok
from a fight with you
Just one time I want to be the one who wins
this game you call love
Well I don't want to play this game anymore
Call me a sore loser, call me what you want
Now I'm just stuck here in my home
on my own, all alone waiting for your call
I'll take a nap or two, or just wait here to die
this is how I'm going to live my life
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The Other Way
If you knew anything about me
you'd know the ego-bus left without me
If you knew anything about me you'd know
that I don't know how to show my emotions clearly
When you say goodbye
my world comes crashing down
Asphyxiation is not that bad
when you consider everything from the other way around
A hundred million voices, A hundred million ways
A hundred million thoughts running through my brain
And I know I'll realize it's time to leave
but the doors are locked victims have been seized
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Don't Open Your Eyes (The 30-sec. song)
Don't open your eyes
You'll see every aspect of your life
burning and crashing down around you
Don't open your eyes
you'll know that everything you wanted
and everything you ever needed is gone
Don't open your eyes
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So Much
yeah I know I should try this time, and yeah, I will
because there's a motivation that comes alive
when you begin to end the root of frustration
and I've tried so hard for that
so much for comprehending life and order
so much for reaching a true understanding
so much for everything I ever wanted
so much for that
I should pick up the pieces that don't fit right
because I won't let my shattered heart
keep me down from starting over
over, over and again
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Breaking Down
out of everything of ever done wrong or done right
there is only one yeah only one i'd ever try to change
because when i look in the mirror i cant bear to stare into my own eyes
but i never thought it would happen to me, yeah i never thought it would happen to me
and now I'm breaking down
but now its too late, i made a mistake
and words cant fix anything, they cant fix anything at all
because when i look in the mirror i cant bear to stare into my own eyes
but i never thought it would happen to me, yeah i never thought it would happen to me
and now I'm breaking down
i deserve every bit of pain i get
because i've caused much more than this
but i guess im just a cause for conflict
and i'm breaking down
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Out Of My Reach
I've wasted all my chances
Now nothing's left for me to do
I want you to know that I
would do anything for you
Now I can see
You've gone away from me
And you'll stay
Out of my reach
Depression, I learned my lesson
Learned the hard way, why always that way?
Once I find how to win over your heart
I'll be okay
I can't live, without you, to hold on to....
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