So you figured out how to hurt me
To make it feel empty inside
Once again
Back to loneliness, back to emptiness,
Back to knowing I am unloved and unwanted
So you figured it out
I trusted you, I believed in you
And now i am here, alone
What happened to me?
What happened to what could have been a good thing?
It's hard to hurt me
But you
You disarm me with kindness
Through friendship I lower my guard
And all I seek is acceptance
But it was ripped from my grasp
By your harsh words.
You figured out how to hurt me.

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