***Chapter Eighteen: The First Time***

~My P.O.V.~

"So what movie do you want to watch?" I asked as I knelt down looking through all his movies.
"Oh just put one in. It's not like I want to watch one anyway." He said as he came crawling up to mw. He wrapped his arm around me and somehow flipped me so that he was on top of me. ~He must have learned that from all the wrestling he'd done with his brothers.~ I thought to myself. I laughed as he kissed me on my neck and skillfully unbuttoned my shirt.
"Whoa, Taylor." I said. "Why don't we go somewhere a little more comfortable?" I suggested as I got up. I kissed him as I continued to follow him towards his bed. We got there and he pulled me to him. I always did love the way Taylor kissed me. Not to fast and not to slow. Just perfect. And I loved the way his hands always new where to be. I lost my shirt and my tank top. ~Dammit why am I always the first one to lose clothing?~ I asked myself. I seductivley nibbled his ear as we rolled over on his bed. He continued to kiss me as he unbuttoned my shorts. I sighed as I lost those too, it'd been so long since we last fooled around I couldn't wait.
"Wait a minute." Taylor whispered as he got off me. "I have to lock the doors." As he did that I got under the warm red comforter and took off my bra and underwear. Taylor turned around and I innocently dropped them on the floor. "Oh really?" He asked as he made his way back to the bed.
"Yeah if you have something to keep me safe." Taylor knew what I was talking about and grabbed a condom out of his dresser and put it on the nightstand. I excitedly took his shirt off while I brought him to me. And he started to unbutton his pants. "Not so quick." I said. He looked at me kinda confused. I smiled sweetly, "Foreplay's the best part." I said as I placed his hand on the inside of my thigh and kissed him. His hand quickly found it's way up my thigh and his long, strong fingers inside of me. He did that perfectly too. Most guys just jab their fingers in there. Not my honey, he slid his in and out smoothly but with enough pressure to make me moan and come. Taylor buried his face in my bare breasts and held me close to him as I came. "Your turn." I said as we rolled over. I kissed him with all my love. He took off his pants and I took off his boxers. I ran my hands down his chest and to his penis. I stroked him slowly as I made my way down on him. I blew him but only enough to get him really excited. "I love you Taylor."
"I know." He said breathing heavily.
"Are you ready?" I asked.
"For you, yes." We continued our foreplay and as I found his mouth between my legs I began to wonder if I was really going to go through with this. I came so close with other guys. taylor's whispering interrupted my thoughts. "Amy, I can't do this." I opened my eyes and he got off me.
"Why not?" I asked as I kissed his sweaty chest. I was finally ready to give myself to him and now he CAN'T?
"I want it to be special." He said somewhat disappointed.
"But honey, it will be. It'll be the most special thing ever because it'll be with you." I kissed him. "But if you want to we can wait."
"Ok. Thank you. I love you Amy Lee."
"I love you too. Just tell me when you're ready." I got dressed after about a half an hour of laying in his arms.

"Amy, where have you been?" Care asked as I walked into our room. She was sitting on Zac's lap in her window.
"In my room getting it on with Taylor." Zac said. I laughed and told them that was pretty much it. I fell asleep a little while later. The foreplay with Taylor was always so great it wore me out. Care and Zac went to the Rec-room to play Sony Playstation and I was left by myself.

~Tay's P.O.V.~

I'd been fighting with myself for about twenty minutes. HOw could I have done that? I's wanted that for so long. ~I have to make it up to her.~ So I went to talk to Zac and put a note on my door that said, "Isaac, I'm in Amy's room, Zac's sleeping in here with Care. Please don't disturb us. *Maybe spend the night with Beth? :) "
I got some candles and cut roses from the flower garden. I then quietly made my way to my love's room. I opened the door quietly. She was still sleeping. I placed the candles on her night stand and on her trunk and lit them. I them placed the roses in a vase on her dresser.
I sat on the edge of her bed admiring how beautiful she was. My life was perfect with her in it.

~My P.O.V.~

My dreams were troubled. I felt as if I did something to make him not want me. I woke up to Taylor softly stroking my cheek. I smiled to myself as he kissed me then said, "I want you." He kissed me again with more passion. He was only in his boxers and the candle light danced on his finely toned arms, back and chest. I invited him to join me under my blanket. He came to me slowly and put his arm under me. I felt unusually vulnerable.
"I love you so much." I told him as his hands again found their way under my shirt. I was quickly undressed and the foreplay started. The foreplay this time was the best ever. My orgasms were so fierce I thought I'd scream. But I remembered everyone else and just dug my nails deep into his flesh. Then it happened.
"Are you ready?" Taylor asked. I could only manage to nod. I wasn't getting enough air to speak. I was never so sure about anyting before in my life. It had never felt so right. He entered me slowly. All I was feeling was ecstacy. I was sure Taylor was feeling the same way. It sounded like he was. Everytime he entered me he went a little further. He was moaning loudly as he began to enter me faster. Little gasps were escaping me despite my efforts to be quiet. He kissed and sucked my neck as his thrusting continued to quicken. I felt him begin to tense up and I felt my own orgasm starting to peak. He held his thrusts longer and longer. We started to moan loudly together, me higher pitched. Almost a whimpering. And as we came together I started to scream his name but caught myself and bit into his shoulder. Taylor was cryingas he held me close to him. We were both shaking and covered in sweat. "Oh God I love you so much Amy." Taylor said barely above a whisper. We were breathing heavily and Taylor's head was resting on my glistening chest.
"Taylor I am so happy we finally did this. I love you. Don't you ever leave me." Taylor looked up and kissed each of my breasts then between them.
"I'll never leave you." Half the candles were burnt out and the house was quiet. I looked at my clock. It was 12:47am. Almost three hours after he first woke me up.
I quietly got up and slipped on my silk nightie. Taylor got up and put on his boxers and followed me downstairs. He held me close as I looked in the refrigerator for a bottled water. We then went back up to my room. That's when I noticed the roses. "Oh honey they're beautiful." I said as I smelt them. I turned around and kissed him. "Thank you."
We went back to my bed and fell asleep in each other's still weak arms. My love for Taylor grew in a way that was unexplainable and I knew my life would never be the same.

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