~Taylor's P.O.V.~
~I can't believe I did that. After all that we've been through.~ I'm not one to cry but i found the tears falling freely from my face. I climbed into our bed and nestled my face into her pillow and continued to cry. I heard a faint knock at the door and it slowly opened. "Amy?" I whispered as I sat up.
"No, Taylor I'm sorry. It's just me." Beth said as she sat down next to me. "You know Taylor what you did to her was pretty shitty. Hell, if Isaac did that to me it'd be castration time."
"I know, God, I know. I feel like shit. But hopefully by tomorrow she will have calmed down and we can talk about it." I don't know why but when I said that a tear fell from her eye.
"I doubt that." she whispered as a few more fell.
"Why, Beth what's wrong?" At that she lost it.
"She asked me to give this to you." And she handed me Amy's engagement ring. "I have to go." I sat there in shock.
"Oh God." I choked out as I lost all control of my emotions. "Oh my God." I didn't know what to do. ~How could I have done this? I need to talk to someone.~ I tried to get a hold of myself but couldn't. This was just too much for me. I then heard another faint knock. ~Oh I am in NO mood.~ I got up and answered the door. "Sarah?"
"Hi" she whispered quietly in my ear. She kissed the side of my neck. "I heard what happened." She said as we sat down on my bed. "It must hurt huh?" I nodded "She had no right to do that to you." She moved closer to me. "Come here." She wrapped her arms around me. I hugged her back--I needed it. I nestled my face into her hair. She then began to nibble my ear again. "You know Tay, I've always liked you." She kissed my neck. "And I've waited for the day you'd kiss me.... and it's come." And she kissed me. I kissed her back eagerly. She kissed down my neck and took off my t-shirt as she laid down. I unbuttoned her shirt and she moaned slightly as I kissed between her breasts and pulled her closer to me.
"Let's finish what we started earlier." She said as she unbuttoned my jeans. I lifted my hips towards her. She smiled at me "Urgent are we?" and she came back up to me and kissed me forcefully. Then she kissed down my chest and again found my penis. ~This is wrong~ i thought, but I couldn't say no. What she was doing felt way too good. But before I could come, Sarah got off the bed and took off her pants. I sighed. Her body was magnificant. She came back to me and I turned her over so I was on top of her. I unclasped her bra and buried my face in her creamy white breasts. Then I found her pushing me down to inbetween her legs. I slipped her panties off and thought ~This is Amy's favorite~.
"No Sarah; I can't do this." I said as I got off her and buttoned my pants.
"Yes you can, Tay. Forget about her." Sarah said, reaching out for me. I backed further away.
"I WON'T do this and I REFUSE to forget about her. I Love her. With all my heart. That's why I asked her to marry me--"
"But she gave the ring back."
"Do you blame her? Look at what I did to her." I said, picking up Sarah's clothes.
"So forget it."
"NO! I have every intention of making it up to her 100%. We both tried so hard for this relationship and I'm not about to lose it over an Extremely cheap thrill from a whore like you. Who, by the way, couldn't get me to come if she tried her hardest -- At least not the way Amy can. So take your clothes and get out."
"But Taylor--"
"GET OUT!!" I yelled. She put her clothes back on and came up to me. She started to wrap her arms around my neck. "Jesus, Sarah!" I said as I took her hands off me. "What didn't you understand about that?! Get out. Right now, you fucking bitch." She looked at me extremely shocked and somewhat hurt. "If I lost Amy lee over thiss..." I shook my head. "I will never forgive you. Now leave. Not just out of mine and Amy's room -- get out of my house." And I opened the door. She left without another word. And I slammed the door, climbed into bed and snuggled with Amy's stuffed rabbit -- that smelled like her. And again my tears began to fall as I listened to Amy's love songs CD. At that moment Backstreet Boy's were singing "I'll Never Break Your Heart".
Chapter 33: "Born To Make You Happy"