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Title: Poor Little Rich Boy
Author/pseudonym: Tinnean
Fandom: Love and Human Remains
Pairing: Kane/David
Rating: NC-17, m/m consensual sex, language
Status: New/Complete
E-mail address for feedback: tinnean@aol.com
Series/sequel: Yes, this is part of a series
Other websites: Not yet
Disclaimers: We don't own Kane and David, but we sure do enjoy playing with them. Sigh.
Notes: This is my first attempt at slash fan fiction. Hope everything works the way it's supposed to. :-)
Summary: Ever wished that you could find the perfect man? Kane does.
Warnings: Spoilers for the movie Love and Human Remains. First Time. Underage consensual m/m sex. Kane is only 17 at the start of this story. However, he does turn 18 during the course of the series. In any case, if that kind of thing bothers you, please don't read this story.
Part
1
Kane was not your typical rich kid.
His father had more wealth
than God. He spent his days trying to amass more and more of the filthy lucre.
Money. He had bought so many toys with it that there was little left to sate his
jaded appetite. So now he just accumulated and hoarded, a modern day Midas. He
had even lost his taste for the lovely Miss Winstead, his nubile secretary.
Every once in a while he would cast a lascivious eye over her, but he just did
not have the interest to chase her around his desk anymore.
Kane’s mother
was forever seeking the fountain of youth. She jet-setted from one spa to
another, frantically trying to halt the progress of time. She was on a
first-name basis with the most noted plastic surgeons on the continent. She
toyed desperately with men who grew younger and younger as each year passed. Her
latest cherub was a youth only a few years older than Kane.
Kane told
everyone he was eighteen, but he still lacked a few months until that birthday.
A bright student, he had completed his schooling early and now, for the past six
months had found himself at loose ends.
He didn’t do
drugs. He had tried them in a rare move to get his parents’ attention, but soon
realized that nothing he did would redirect their focus from themselves. And he
had felt so wretched coming down from the highs, that he wisely concluded that
they just weren’t worth the pain.
Then, a few days before, someone had
caught his eye as he strolled aimlessly through the city. Something about the
smile had tugged at his memory, and he had followed the man as he wended his way
through the streets.
The man had entered a restaurant and Kane casually
took a seat at one of the tables. But then he had lost sight of him. The tousled
dark hair, the teasing smile. Where had he seen them before?
A waiter had
come to his table and asked if he was ready to order. Kane had looked up and
grown still. There was the vision he had been trailing! And suddenly it
clicked.
He was Toby! Of all the TV shows that Kane had watched as a
child, The
Beavertons was his favorite! In a family that couldn’t be bothered
with teaching him acceptable behavior, that program had shown him what he wanted
to be. In a family that offered no role models, Toby pointed the way to the
character traits he most wanted to possess! Alone in a house filled with
servants who cared for him, but not about him, Toby and Sandy and Amy had become
his family.
Almost breathless, he had managed to whisper a request for a
hamburger and fries.
Toby...no, the actor’s name was David....David
McMillan. David had walked away to put in the order and bring him a soda, and
Kane had avidly watched him, feeling himself grow warm.
Suddenly he had a
purpose.
He was going to get to know David.
Part
2
Kane toyed with his hamburger. How could he strike up a conversation
with
his idol?
A tray of dishes fell with a crash. Food splattered,
drinks splashed, silverware clanked in discord. An angry bus boy was ripping off
his red jacket. “I don’t need this crap, man. I don’t need the lousy tips you
give me. I am so out of here!”
With that, the disgruntled youth stormed
out of the restaurant.
And just like that, Kane found the means necessary
to be near Toby... No, he had to remember his name was David.
He slid out
of his booth and walked quietly to the manager of the bistro. “Excuse me, sir. I
couldn’t help but overhear that. If you should need a replacement, I’d be more
than happy to volunteer.”
The frazzled manager looked at the young man
standing composedly under his scrutiny. The kid was well-dressed, classy, but
not flashy. His clothes screamed ‘wealth’. Why would he want to work at such a
menial position?
Then he realized he didn’t care. The weekend was coming,
the busiest time for this restaurant. He needed a replacement,
fast.
“Kid, you got yourself a job! You can fill out an application after
your shift. Here,” he thrust the jacket at him. “See if this fits
you."
"David, you have a new busboy!”
Part 3
Kane was in despair. The longer
he worked with David, the more he saw him as David and no longer as Toby, the
character he had played. And the more he saw him as David, the more he ....liked
him.
The problem was, David didn’t seem to have any feelings whatsoever
for his busboy. Oh sure, David had taken him to meet a friend, who just happened
to be a psychic dominatrix. They had gotten him stoned on what he first thought
was cocaine, but soon discovered was heroin. He had passed out on Benita’s bed,
and had had the most delicious dream.
*****
David was trapped in a
burning building. The heat was fierce. Flames blazed, casting a fitful light in
the night. The windows exploded out as fire raced up the drapes, consuming them
as if they were paper. David called helplessly for someone to come to his aid.
The hair on his hands was singed as he tried to force the uncomfortably hot door
open. But it would not budge.
Falling back in dismay, David cried out.
“Someone, save me, please!”
Suddenly, a miraculous figure appeared! Clad
in a helmet and the coat and overalls of a fearless firefighter, his knight in
shiny fireman’s gear came to the rescue. David could not see his face, but wept
with gratitude when he was swept up into the fireman’s strong arms. Bursting
through the heat and the soot, sweat pouring down his handsome face, the rescuer
carried David out into the cool, soothing night air. The soft breeze felt
wonderful on his overheated skin.
David snuggled in the arms of the one
who had saved him from such a horrid fate. "My hero,” he whispered as he
stroked the boyishly smooth skin of his savior’s face. He sighed softly, content
to be in those arms.
Away, further away he was carried, past the din of
the fire trucks, past the shouts of the men struggling to extinguish the blaze,
past the heat and the wet.
At last they came to a dimly lit, secluded bit
of parkland. Gently, his rescuer set him down on the sweet-smelling grass.
Tossing aside his oxygen mask and helmet, the stalwart firefighter leaned over
David, stroking the damp hair back from his brow. An errant moonbeam revealed
his hero to be Kane! Kane, who worked daily by his side, content with crumbs
from the table of David’s affection. Kane, who asked for nothing more than a
friendly smile. Kane, who would die for him, kill for him, be whatever David
wanted him to be!
“Oh, Kane, I was so blind! All this time I have been
looking for my best beloved, and you have always been there, at my side!” David
buried his face in his hands and wept bitterly for the lost, the wasted
time.
Kane shrugged out of his gear and stood before David like a young
Michelangelo, naked in the moonlight.
“David,” he told him gently, “it’s
all right. I forgive you!”
David threw his arms around Kane’s sturdy legs
and hugged him fiercely. “I’ll make it right, I swear it!” he vowed, looking up
at the handsome youth. Then he gasped at the beauty of Kane’s manhood, which
rose majestically before him. He brushed his lips along the inside of Kane’s
thigh, against the smooth, tender skin of his thigh. Rising to his knees, he
pressed fevered kisses closer and closer to Kane’s arousal.
Kane’s long
fingers wound in David’s thick, dark hair, urging his head to where they both
wanted it to be. “Kane!” David panted. “Kane!” Hesitantly, he touched his tongue
to the tip of Kane’s hard flesh, tasting the drop of dew that beaded there. Then
his lips engulfed him, seeking to take all of him into his mouth.
Unable
to catch his breath, David was forced to pull away, dragging deep mouthfuls of
air into his starving lungs. Kane’s legs were no longer able to support him,
after the loving onslaught of David’s lips and teeth and tongue. He sank to the
grass, as desperate for oxygen as David.
But David would not let him be.
His fingers replaced his mouth, dancing up and down the length of Kane’s
erection. Breath whistled quickly past Kane’s parted lips, followed by soft
whimpers and moans.
From somewhere he heard a sweet voice say, “Booze,
and junk, and he still gets hard!”
And then he felt as if the world was
coming to an end. His heart pounded violently, his legs trembled, and his body
poured forth the essence of life.
“David!” he whispered, and then sank so
deeply into sleep that even dreams could not find him.
Part 4
David was restless. His skin felt as if it
were too tight for his body. He couldn’t seem to settle on anything.
He
really needed to get laid.
It had been a very long time since he had
indulged himself physically; careless couplings had become too dangerous. The
odd blow jobs and the familiarity of his own hand had had to suffice, but he
wanted the stability of a solid relationship. He wanted a love he could trust,
not only with his health, but with his heart.
He *really* needed to get
laid. His desire to be inside someone, and have someone inside him in turn, was
making him behave badly.
Look what he had subjected Kane to. In spite of
himself, he liked Kane. Probably more than was good for either of them. Kane had
told him he was eighteen, but Benita had discovered he was still just
seventeen.
Christ, the thoughts he was having made him feel like a cradle
robber!
Benita had told him that Kane loved him,
but when David tried to see him outside of work, Kane became evasive, telling
him he had plans he couldn’t get out of.
And now this! Looking down from the upper
level of the Palladium, the current popular nightspot, David spotted Kane with
his arm around a girl! A really tarty looking girl, at that! She was much to
worldly for a sweet kid like Kane! He ought to go down there and just pull him
away from the slut!
But what he really wanted to do was pull Kane into
his arms and press honeyed kisses onto his mouth, sipping at the treasures
within, licking at the smooth tissue lining his mouth, teasing Kane’s tongue
with his own.
David felt his eyes glaze over. With a groan, he bolted for
the stairs. What was he thinking? The boy was seventeen! He could get
arrested!
He was almost out the door when he heard Kane call his name.
“David, wait! David please!” But he kept on going, half hoping Kane would follow
him, half dreading that he wouldn't.
Outside, in the parking lot, David
felt a tentative hand grasp his sleeve. He whirled around to face Kane. The boy
looked shame-faced. He shrugged. “Sometimes I just need to get laid,” he
murmured plaintively.
“You know something? You're right!” growled David.
“And sometimes, so do
I! And that’s just what I’m going to do right
now!”
Kane tightened his hold on David’s sleeve. “David, please!” he
begged, almost in tears. “Please don’t leave like this.” Taking a deep gulp of
air, he took the plunge. “Why don’t you come to my place?”
David touched
a gentle fingertip to the tear that clung precariously to Kane’s outrageously
long lashes. Then he brought that finger to his mouth, tasting the salty essence
of Kane. A delicate tremor shivered through Kane’s body, and he felt himself
becoming aroused.
Kane blushed and lowered shame-filled eyes. “No, it’s
okay, David. I know you must have people you like better than a stupid kid who
just keeps giving you a hard time. But just tell me one thing.”
The
beautiful chocolate brown eyes pleaded with him, and David reluctantly
acquiesced. “All right, Kane. What do you want to know?”
“Who jerked me
off, David?” And he held his breath.
“I did. Who did you think?” But the
tone of voice was so cruel.
“You did?” Daring to hope, daring to begin to
dream, Kane looked at David with adoration flowing out of him.
Disgusted
with himself, David said quietly, “No, it was Benita.” And the disappointment on
Kane’s face was too much for him to bear. He sighed. “All right, let’s go back
to your place. Where’s your car?”
Kane threw him a dazzling smile and all
but danced to a black Porsche parked a short distance away. David shook his
head, mocking himself.
“I am definitely tipping you too much!”
Part 5
Kane handled the Porsche with
careless ease, maneuvering the black
convertible with casual disregard,
glancing often at David.
David sucked in his breath at another near miss.
“Christ, Kane! Keep your
goddamn eyes on the road! You’re going to get us
killed!”
“Not tonight, David. Tonight I could tilt at windmills!” The
wind whipped through his long, chestnut hair, tearing it free from the thong
that held it back from his face. Strands blew in front of his eyes. Helpless,
David reached out with trembling fingers to gently brush the errant tresses away
from that winsome face. Somehow, the motion developed into a caress.
Like
a kitten, Kane rubbed his head against the hand that threaded softly through his
hair.
“We’re here!” he murmured as he swung the car past a wall that
would do credit to a fortress. And still, it took them a good five minutes to
actually reach the house. A huge pile, surrounded by luxuriant shrubs and
numerous flower beds and towering oaks and maples, it resembled nothing short of
a rambling, Tudor-style mansion.
Kane hopped out of the vehicle and
waited expectantly for David to emerge as well. Leading up the shadowed walk,
where tiny lanterns glittered like fairy lights to illuminate the path, Kane
ignored the splendor that was all around him, concentrating instead on the man
who held his heart within his hands.
David stared around him, unable not
to be impressed. It must take a small army to care for these extensive grounds!
A pool appeared beside the path, seeming to reach to the house itself. Moonlight
reflected off the crystal blue water, rippled by a scented breeze.
Kane
swiped a security card through the electronic lock. “Pretty big, isn’t it?” he
asked, referring to his house.
The only response David could find was a
dumbfounded, “Yeah!”
A glimmer drew his gaze to the right, and there,
within the house itself was the pool! Enormous glass walls on sliders closed out
the cool night air, but the flick of a switch could open the room to the
outdoors, or, closed, on a winter's day, give the impression of swimming in a
snow storm.
David began to feel ill-at-ease.
“Where are your
parents, Kane?” he asked.
Kane looked back over his shoulder and shrugged
dismissively. “My father's in Hawaii, getting laid.” David heard the irony, but
did not understand it. “And I’m not sure which clinic my mother is in this week.
The last word was that she was going to try a new sleep cure. Never mind about
them! I want to show you something!”
David felt his heart lurch. Was Kane
going to become the aggressor? Was he going to attempt a seduction? The notion
intrigued him, making him ache in all his empty places. His mouth went
dry.
Uncannily, Kane halted in the middle of an entertainment room filled
with state of the art VCRs, a wall that held more audio components than the
local electronics mart and a sixty inch color TV with stereo speakers and DVD
compatibility.
The room was so huge, it comfortably housed a tournament
sized pool table off to one side. “David,” he asked, “would you like a
drink?”
And David licked his lips, and smiled a slow, lazy
smile.
Part 6
David followed Kane into a
butler's pantry down the hall from the media room. The pantry, ostensibly the
size of his whole apartment, loomed as an additional reminder of just how
wealthy Kane’s background was.
From out of an enormous, fully stocked wet
bar, Kane pulled out two frosted bottles of designer water and offered one to
David. He leaned back against the fridge, watching dry-mouthed as David tilted
the bottle to his lips, swallowing the icy liquid, the muscles in his throat
working rhythmically. Belatedly, he realized that his hand was cramping from the
force of his grip on his own bottle. He twisted off the cap and gulped
convulsively, his eyes closed, his thoughts ingoing.
Why was he so jumpy? he asked himself. This
was his turf. He knew what he wanted.
Didn’t he?
David lowered the
bottle from his lips, which were sheened from the moisture of his drink. He
rested a hand on the fridge and leaned closer to Kane, his breath whispering the
loose hair around his head. “Just what did you want to show me, Kane?” he asked,
nuzzling his ear, then staring into the boy’s bedazzled eyes.
Kane felt
himself inclining toward David, and caught himself abruptly, much to David’s
disappointment. Licking his lips nervously, he ducked under David’s arm. “It’s
back in here,” he said as he bolted from the pantry, back to the entertainment
center. “Ummm, why don’t you sit over there,” and he gestured to a black,
butter-soft, leather loveseat, just large enough to fit two comfortably. David
eyed it with interest as Kane switched on the large-screen TV.
Crouching
down to select a video tape, Kane turned to David, to see his gaze lingering on
the taut muscles of Kane’s thighs. Involuntarily he blushed, feeling himself
stirring and beginning to grow hard. His tongue peeked out to moisten lips that
had gone dry, and his breath stuttered in his chest.
“Are you ready?” he
asked distractedly.
And David smiled, almost ferally, at him.
“Yes.”
Part 7
Kane’s fingers fumbled with the
video tape. Then he tore his eyes off David’s mouth and found the slot of the
VCR. He slid the tape in and pressed the play button. Taking a deep,
surreptitious breath, he rose to his feet and joined David on the
loveseat.
Music started and the camera panned on a snowswept
mountainscape. Suddenly the logo for The Beavertons appeared on the screen.
David froze in disbelief, unable to take his horrified gaze off the images on
the TV. Joe Arthur, who had done the voice-overs every week on the show,
introduced the smiling faces of Sandy and Amy. And then his own cocky facade
filled the screen.
Unable to bear the sight of his younger self, David
jerked to his feet. “Shut it off!” he ordered.
Dismayed at the frost that
dripped from David’s voice, Kane snapped the remote at the TV and jumped up to
hurry after him. David was heading for the door.
“I thought you’d like
it!” Kane cried in despair. “I thought it would mean as much to you as it does
to me!”
“Oh, what? I should be flattered that you brought Toby back here
with you tonight?” David demanded harshly.
“No! It isn’t like that! Not anymore! Don’t
go!”
David wheeled to face him. “What do you want from me?”
At the
sticking point, Kane backed off. “I just want to be your friend,” he
mumbled.
“I don’t need another friend!” David told him
fiercely.
Almost too petrified to get the words past his lips, Kane
finally managed to ask, “What do you need?”
“I need a lover!” Aghast at
what he had said, David whirled around and stalked past the pool table, fully
intending to get out of there, never thinking of how he would get home, just
knowing that he had to leave. Now.
Kane had come to a stumbling halt.
Hesitantly, he said, “I don’t think I’m like that. Gay.” He ducked his head,
embarrassed to voice the lie. For David, Kane would be whatever he wanted him to
be. Staring helplessly at David’s mouth, he waited in resignation for him to
leave, just as everyone else in his life that he loved had left him, sooner or
later.
But David was not leaving. “You’re scared of me, “ he announced,
“scared of what you’re feeling!”
Kane shook his head, his mouth dry,
excitement fizzing in his blood like champagne bubbles. His leather trousers
were suddenly too tight, caging an arousal that sought freedom. He took a step
closer to the older man. “I’ve never met anyone like you! I want to be like
you!”
David snorted. “You want to go from one meaningless one-night stand
to another? You want to be stuck in a dead-end job that’s the only thing you’re
qualified for?
“You want to be so paralyzed by stage fright that you
can’t set foot on a stage without becoming so sick to your stomach that you need
to clench your back teeth for fear of spilling your guts in front of
everyone?”
Shocked, David locked his lips together, before another truth
could come pouring out of the deep recesses he had kept them buried in for what
seemed like forever. Surely Kane would be disgusted by the fraud of a man who
stood there shuddering in the dim light cast by fixtures that highlighted the
fortune in art surrounding them. He waited for him to turn away in
distaste.
But Kane took a step toward him, instead. “David,” he
whispered.
Anger ripped through David. If the young fool didn’t know that
David was all wrong for him, was no good for him, then he’d just have to hammer
it home. “Kiss me, Kane!”
“David!”
“Kiss me!” he
ordered.
Uncertain, the younger man wet his lips, then leaned toward
David and gently kissed him. Pulling back a whisper, he stared briefly into
David’s dark eyes, before his own gaze was drawn helplessly back to David’s
mouth. Biting his lip irresolutely, he wondered if he was doing it right, and
then forgot about that to pursue the illusive thrill that had swept through him
when he touched David.
He kissed him again, at first softly, and then
with growing excitement. Openmouthed kisses that spoke of trust and desire.
Kisses that plucked at lush lips. Kisses that caressed them, trying to tease
David’s tongue into his mouth, to mimic the act he so desperately wanted. Kane
raised his hand to tenderly cup David’s jaw, and felt as if he would faint from
need.
Abruptly, David thrust Kane away from him. “Now turn around and
take your pants down!” he ordered.
“David!” Kane was almost voiceless
from excitement.
“Do it!”
Slowly, Kane exposed his back to David.
The pool table was there before him. His fingers went to his belt buckle,
and he paused for a tiny moment. Then he unfastened it and pushed his trousers
down around his ankles. He leaned over, his palms pressed flat on the green
expanse, balancing his weight on his arms. Finding it impossible to breathe, his
lips parted and he silently struggled to draw much-needed oxygen into his lungs.
His nails dug into the felt of the table and he bent slightly, angling his hips
further toward David and an experience that he was dizzy
with
anticipating.
Amazed that Kane had complied with his wishes,
David stared in wonder at the taut, firm, young buttocks presented for his
pleasure. He groaned almost silently, unable to drag his gaze
away.
“Kane!” he whispered, and shed his jacket, tossing it carelessly to
one side. “You would let me do this to you?”
Kane bowed his head,
preparing for another rejection. “Yes,” he replied. That was all.
“Yes.”
With that one word, David realized the depths of Kane’s feelings
for him and he felt humbled. “I don’t deserve you, Kane,” he said as his hands
ripped open his shirt and wrestled with the fastening of his slacks. “But I want
you like my last hope of heaven!”
Kane whirled around at that, joy
filling him, ready to leap on David. The sight that met his eyes halted him.
David was hopping around on one foot, trying to get his pants’ leg over his
other foot without removing his shoe first. Kane’s jaw dropped as David lost his
battle with the shoe and with gravity and he landed on his rump with a painful
thud.
“Ow!” he murmured, rolling onto one hip and rubbing his tailbone
carefully. Then Kane was there next to him.
“Let me do that for you,” the boy said, stars
in his eyes.
“Okay. You take that foot, and I’ll take this one.” But
before David could reach toward his shoe laces, he felt tentative fingers on his
hip, circling around to touch the abused cheek. Then soft lips replaced the
fingers.
When Kane drew back, David felt bereft. But then he saw how Kane
was looking at him.
Kane was riveted on the rampant erection that
tantalized him, and reached out to delicately stroke its length. He leaned as
far forward as his imprisoned ankles would allow and licked at the male flesh
which quivered beneath his ministrations.
Soft, full lips engulfed
David’s arousal, taking in as much as they could, then Kane gently raked his
teeth over it as he raised his head back up. Again and again he repeated this,
nuzzling his nose in the thick, wiry hair that clustered at David’s
groin.
Trembling like an untried youth, David felt himself approach the
edge and pushed at Kane, trying to draw back.
“No!” Kane pleaded. “Let me
taste you!”
And with a groan, David felt himself lose the battle. His
hips jerked convulsively as Kane’s warm mouth continued to caress
him.
“Kane.” Gently, David cupped his chin in his hand and forced him to
meet his eyes. He pressed warm kisses to his young lover’s mouth, tasting
himself there. “I really didn’t come prepared for this. I have no condoms.
And as much as I want you,” and the evidence of this was his manhood rising to
attention so soon after a most satisfying climax, “I won’t take you at the risk
of hurting you.”
Kane’s smile was brilliant. “Tell me what we need and
I’ll get it for you! David, how do you think my father made his last
million?
“In health and beauty aids!”
Part 8
David sighed contentedly as
Kane snuggled up against his chest, his head tucked neatly beneath his chin.
Then David felt Kane’s erection nudging his hip.
“Sorry,” murmured Kane,
and he shifted his lower body away.
“No,” said David, “*I’m* sorry. You
haven’t even come yet.”
“Maybe not, but this was the best experience of
my life!”
“So far,” David reminded him. “Didn’t you say something about
having protection in the house?”
Kane felt his insides grip, and his
arousal grew almost painful. “Oh, yes!” he breathed, trying to leap to his feet,
forgetting the trousers around his ankles.
David laughed as he propped
him up to keep him from falling over, and Kane smiled sheepishly. Sitting back
down, he tugged off his shoes and pants, then yanked off the rest of his
clothes. Scooping up a remote, he pressed a key on the pad and soft music began
spilling from hidden speakers, surrounding them with sound.
Naked as a
young satyr, he bounded out of the room, barely giving David time to admire his
sleek lines. David began to leisurely divest himself of his own
clothing.
In almost no time Kane was back with two boxes of condoms and a
tube of
lubricant. He tossed one of the boxes to David and settled down next
to him.
“From my Dad’s private stash. These are primo!”
Two dozen
in a box! David had to grin. “And you expect me to use all of them
tonight?”
Kane looked dashed. “Do you need to leave soon?” His voice
quavered.
David ran a soothing hand through Kane’s long hair, loosening
the rest of it from the thong that had held it back.
“No, baby, no! I
just meant you overestimate me! I’m ten years older than you, you
know.”
“Doesn’t matter,” Kane avowed. “They’re yours and I want you to
use them. On me!”
David’s flaccid flesh suddenly grew very
interested. “I won’t hurt you, Kane!” he promised. The younger man’s eyes were
starting to look a little scared and David felt his heart lurch. “Are you having
second thoughts? Do you *not* want me to do this?”
“No, David! No! I’m
afraid I’ll disappoint you! I’ve never done this before,” he confessed in a
small voice.
David pressed soft, reassuring kisses to the mouth he was
fast becoming addicted to. “Neither have I,” David told him. “Not with
love!”
Kane drew in a sharp breath and an incandescent smile lit his
face. “Then take me now David!” he commanded. “I want you so much; I’m about to
burst!”
David kissed him again and rose to his feet, pulling him up with
him. “Just lean over the pool table, Kane. Find a position that’s comfortable
for you. I’ll take care of everything else!”
Kane braced his forearms on
the green felt, his back almost parallel to the table, his legs spread apart to
hold himself steady. Looking over his shoulder, he watched with interest as
David rolled on a condom and lubricated it liberally. Then David put more of it
on a finger, and Kane sucked his breath in, nervous in spite of
himself.
“Shhh, baby,” David whispered. “Everything will be
fine!”
Pressing openmouthed kisses along Kane’s spine, David stroked the
shadowed cleft between his buttocks, searching for the spot he wanted, the spot
needed. On the stereo, a male voice was singing, “Knock, knock, knockin’ on
heaven’s door...” When he felt the tight band of muscle give slightly, he
reached around to stroke Kane’s arousal, seeking to distract him somewhat from
what he was doing.
Gently he inserted the tip of his finger, letting the
lubricant soothe the intrusion. Between the kisses, the petting and the easy
movements of David’s finger, Kane was soon writhing and moaning, desperate for
his lover’s possession.
When he judged Kane to be almost beyond
coherence, David withdrew his finger and carefully began a tentative rocking
motion that soon saw him partially sheathed in snug flesh.
Kane’s breath
was whistling from between parted lips. His eyes were clenched shut and his
nails dug into the material covering the pool table.
“Am I hurting you?”
David gasped.
In answer, Kane thrust his hips back toward his lover.
“More!" he begged, “Give me more!”
Then David was completely within his
lover and inner muscles caressed his turgid flesh. Lying along his lover’s back,
he fastened his lips feverishly to the side of Kane’s neck. His hips began
pistoning more and more rapidly, as one hand played along Kane’s arousal and the
other caressed his chest.
It had been too long since David had been in a
relationship like this, where he trusted his lover enough to become embedded in
his body. Unable to contain himself until he had seen to Kane’s satisfaction, he
felt himself hovering on the brink of a mind-shattering orgasm. Overwhelmed by
it, he was blind to everything but the need to empty himself into Kane. Not some
anonymous body, but Kane.
Kane bent beneath the onslaught, immobile;
shocked and thrilled to the core by David’s loss of control, shuddering a little
from the aftershocks. His chest stung a bit where David’s nails had scored him,
and he gently rubbed the spot on the side of his neck where lips had suckled in
a frenzy of passion.
He looked down at himself, amazed to realize that
he, too, had climaxed. He had been so wrapped up in what David had been doing to
him that he had scarcely noticed.
He was basking in the afterglow, almost
purring like a kitten when suddenly it occurred to him that all was not as it
should be. David’s breath sobbed out of him as he withdrew gently from the
younger man, collapsing onto the deep pile of the rug.
Just as in Kane’s
dream, David wept bitterly, but not from wasted time. The loss of control had
sent him back to a very dark place in his past. Kane touched a hesitant hand to
his lover’s hair, but David moaned and rolled away from him, curling into a
fetal position.
Kane wasn’t sure how to comfort him, but he knew he could
not leave him in this condition. Hurrying to the butler’s pantry, he filled a
small basin with warm water, grabbed a tea towel from a drawer and hurried back
to the man who had given him such a fantastic first time
experience.
David’s sobs had quieted to hitches caught in his throat. His
hand shielded his eyes. He could not believe he had done that to Kane! He
started as he felt Kane remove the demolished condom, and a warm, wet cloth
tenderly wash over his skin. David swiped a hand under his nose and watched from
beneath lowered lids as Kane ministered to him.
Then he laughed
mirthlessly: almost as an afterthought, Kane was wiping himself casually off,
removing all outer traces of their passion.
“Christ, Kane, how can you be
so nice to me, after what I did to you?”
“David, I don’t know what you
think you did to me, but *I* thought it was great! I’m sorry you didn’t have a
good time. I thought you did, but I’m so inexperienced at this, I guess I read
it all wrong. I just love you so much, and I don’t want to lose
you.”
“You love me, even though I hurt you?” David demanded
savagely.
Kane looked at him with a furrow between his
brows. “I don’t understand where you got the idea that you hurt me. You were so
gentle, I’m not even sore now. And if you weren’t in such a pissy mood,” he
suddenly spat, “we could probably be doing it all over
again!”
Before Kane could gather up the towel and basin and flounce
back to the pantry, David grabbed his hand.
“Kane, I...I need to tell you
something.”
Part 9
Kane turned so pale, David
thought he was about to faint. This is it, Kane said to himself. This is where
he tells me ‘I love you,honey, but the evening’s over’. Wretchedly, he felt his
own eyes begin to tear.
“You’re leaving me?”
“You see,
when...Kane, what the fuck are you talking about? I’m trying to bare my soul to
you, and you accuse me of leaving you? After I told you I loved you? I ought to
beat your sweet ass!” Insulted, David tried to get to his feet, but Kane threw
his arms around his legs, forcing him back to his knees.
Planting kisses
at random, Kane pleaded, “Bare your soul, David. Bare...anything you want to
me!”
“You cheeky little monkey!” David grabbed his chin and kissed him
firmly, crushing his lips against his teeth, thrusting in his tongue to tangle
with Kane’s. “All right, now shut up and listen, and don’t you dare interrupt
again until I finish. This is hard enough as it is.”
Kane reached over
and squeezed David’s torpid manhood. “Not from where I’m sitting, it
isn’t!”
David ruffled his hair affectionately and settled him with his
head in his lap. Kane continued to pet him gently.
“Back when I was first
starting in The Beavertons, I was just a few years younger than you. I was only
a mediocre actor, but I was desperate for the part. There was talk around the
set that the producer wasn’t too happy with me, that he had his eye on a younger
actor. One afternoon after we had wrapped for the day, he called me into his
office.
“And he came on to me.”
Kane made a sound of sympathy and
hugged David fiercely around the waist.
“No, don’t get the wrong idea. It
wasn’t the casting couch thing, not at that point. I didn’t know what I was, if
I was straight, if I was gay. I got hard anytime, day or night, looking at a
woman, looking at a man. I was so confused. When he started telling me how
attractive I was, and how he thought that with a good acting coach I might grow
into the part of Toby, I felt like parched ground, thirstily drinking up any
drop of praise that fell. Here was this powerful man, telling me he thought I
could be a good actor!
“When he started to kiss me, I let him. And I
liked it, so I kissed him back. And then I started getting excited. But I was so
stupid, I had no clue what to do. He pushed me into this small, dark closet and
told me to take my pants down.”
“Like you told me? Were you trying to
frighten me off?” Kane wondered.
David refused to answer, although Kane
was closer to the truth than he could have guessed. He went on with the tale,
speaking of it for the first time since it had happened.
“He told me to take my pants down,” he
repeated, “and then he told me to turn around. And he was in me before I could
brace myself.
“Kane, he really hurt me. That’s why I was so concerned
about not hurting you. I wouldn’t do that to my worst enemy!”
Slow tears
began to seep past David’s closed eyelids. “He gripped my mouth shut, so hard
that his ring cut my lip. It was so deep that I actually bled all over my shirt.
There’s even this tiny scar.” He pointed out a thin white line that bisected the
bottom of his lower lip.
Turning his head away from Kane to hide his
shame, he continued, “That wasn’t the only place I bled from. I was so scared,
so fucking scared! Stuff like that isn’t supposed to happen to guys. And then he
told me to keep my mouth shut, and that I was to be available to him any time he
wanted me. He said that if I ever said anything, no one would believe me, and
they’d think that *I* had made a pass at *him*. And they'd think that I was a
slut.”
His eyes were tormented. “It didn’t really matter what other
people would think: *I* thought I was a slut. Something in me must have given
him permission to treat me like that.
“After a few days, when I realized
that nothing bad had happened...” he ignored Kane’s choked outrage. “Well, but
Kane, nothing really had. I didn’t need to be hospitalized, or anything like
that. Anyway, because nothing bad happened, and because no one seemed to realize
what he did to me, I felt I must have deserved that. Because I was so ambiguous
about my orientation. So I began sleeping around. I let whoever wanted me have
me, and I let them do whatever they wanted."
“Then, after The Beavertons
went off the air, I figured I’d better straighten out, so-to-speak, before I did
something really stupid and wound up dead. Or dying. I even tried sleeping with
women.”
“Is that why you got involved with Candy?” Kane asked softly,
never having been able to figure out that aspect of his lover’s convoluted
lifestyle.
“Yeah, and that’s just one more mark against me. I made her
fall in love with me, and now she can’t get past that. She keeps making the same
mistakes over and over, choosing partners who can never fulfill her
expectations, who are almost guaranteed to hurt her. But then, who am I to
criticize? I do the same thing!”
Kane sucked in his breath at the hurt
that blossomed in his chest. “David...”
“Oh, no! Baby, I didn’t mean that
about you! You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me!” David’s arms
encircled the younger man, holding him close and rocking him against his chest.
“I kept pushing you away, and pushing you away, but you wouldn’t go. And now
here we are.” There was a smile in his voice.
Kane relaxed against him,
winding his arms around David’s neck, fitting himself more snugly to his lover’s
body. “I would never hurt you, David,” he told him. “But I need to know if you
would ever let me make love to you the way you did to me?’
David rubbed
his chin against Kane’s soft hair, pondering not that question but the one Kane
left unasked. Will you trust me enough to let me into your
body?
Generally, just the thought of allowing a man against his back was
enough to give him an anxiety attack and render him psychologically impotent. So
now he envisioned Kane leaning over him, eager and ready. He imagined him
sliding his hard length into him. And he pictured his own vulnerability at being
helpless to control the depth or speed of the strokes as Kane pounded into him,
much as he had just done to his young lover.
And he waited for the
sweats, and the shortness of breath, and the fear, the Godawful fear, of being
hurt.
And when they didn’t come, he realized that he had freed himself
from the nightmare of the past.
And he found himself growing hard with
excitement.
“Kane, is anyone else in this house
tonight?”
Perturbed by this non sequitur, Kane frowned but gave the
question a moment’s thought. “No, the servants who live in have tonight off.
That’s one of the reasons I invited you here tonight: I thought you’d be more
comfortable without another presence in the house. And anyway, they know enough
never to come to this part of the house after working hours. Are you going to
answer my question, David?”
“Yes, I am. I just need to know if you'll be
more comfortable here. Or would you rather fuck me in another part of the
house?”
Kane’s face lit up. “Oh please, David!” But he slightly reworded
his response. “Can I have you in my bedroom?”
Part 10
Kane had been a neat,
conscientious child who always put his toys away
and never left a mess.
He had grown into a meticulous, methodical young man
who hung up his
clothes and cleaned up after himself. In a hurry now, he went
about the
room gathering up his clothes from where he had flung them. While
he
leaned over to scoop up the remote and snap off the stereo, David
admired
the sleek lines of his hips and thighs.
Since David had
been less rushed in his undressing, his clothes were
tidily stacked in
a compact pile. He gathered them up and hugged them to him,
amazed at
the sudden turn his life had taken.
For so long he had not allowed anyone
to get close to him, fearing that
they would see the putrescence that
was within him and turn away in horror.
Now, here was Kane, not only
refusing to acknowledge any ugliness in his
lover’s soul, but actually
enveloping David in his tender, loving embrace,
attempting to shield
him from the pain of his past.
David felt his heart swell, and a single
tear wended its way down his
cheek.
Kane tapped a code into the
wall panel that controlled the lights, and
the room darkened. The dim
glow from the pantry spilled into the room,
illuminating a path through
it to the sweeping, curved stairway that led to
the upper story.
Turning to take his lover’s hand, Kane spotted the trail
left by the
tear.
Dropping his clothes onto the pool table, Kane went to David and
wrapped
his arms around him. “David, what’s wrong?”
David shook
his head and brushed a soft kiss against Kane’s cheek. “I
just can’t
believe that you love me!”
“Oh, is that all?” Inwardly, Kane was
terrified that David would rebuild
the walls that protected his bruised
heart, shutting him out. So he pretended
to a nonchalance that he
didn’t feel. “Well, let’s just get that gorgeous
ass of yours upstairs,
and I’ll show you how much I love you!” He wrapped
his fingers in
David’s hair and pulled his face down to him. Never taking his
eyes off
David’s eyes, he delicately licked a path across David’s upper
lip,
then did the same to the lower one.
David sucked in a
strangled breath. Curiously vulnerable, the older man
could only stare
helplessly as Kane kissed him, watching David watch him.
Their arousals
touched and David tossed his clothes aside to take Kane into
his arms
and plunder the treasure that was his sweet mouth.
“Kane!” he groaned. “I
want you so badly, baby!”
Kane rubbed his cheek against David’s lightly
haired chest, pressing
close to him, breast and groin. David’s hands
stroked his back, each downward
glide finding them lower and lower,
until at last they cupped the cheeks of
his derriere, squeezing and
kneading them.
“David, I want to be inside you so much! Please, let’s go
to my room?”
"My own little monkey!” David whispered tenderly. “Show me
the way.”
Retrieving their clothes, they left the room and climbed the
shallow
stairs to the second floor. David couldn’t take his eyes off
the rhythmic
movements of the muscles of Kane’s thighs and buttocks. He
couldn’t resist
reaching out to gently run a finger down the shadowed
cleft, reaching lower
to cup the jewels that swung beneath Kane’s
engorged manhood.
Kane stumbled and nearly flattened himself on the
stairs, but managed to
catch himself in time. That maneuver left him at
the mercy of his lover, who
tossed aside the clothes that encumbered
his hands and with a needy cry,
encircled Kane’s waist with one arm,
hauling him back against him. Scrambling
frantically for a condom, he
prepared himself and his partner for the loving
assault about to take
place.
“David...?” squeaked Kane, dazed at the rapidity with which the
older
man had raised his level of excitement, and was even now sliding
smoothly
into his depths. With a soft moan, Kane hunched forward,
offering David a
better angle to ravage his tender body. Shuddering and
trembling, Kane’s hand
found his own erection which was already beading
with moisture. And while
David worked his magic behind him, he stoked
himself into a frenzy of need.
“Harder, David!” he pleaded.
“Harder!”
But David was in control this time, and he knew that if he gave
Kane what
he wanted right then, they could both very well tumble down
the stairs.
And wouldn’t that be difficult to explain to the
servants in the morning,
their two bodies, sprawled at the bottom of
the stairs, still joined, but
unfortunately too dead to enjoy
it!
So he tempered his strokes with dark phrases of Anglo-Saxon
words,
telling his young lover in graphic detail what he planned to do
to him after
they got to his bedroom.
And the words and the
images they evoked drove Kane over the edge. He
began to come, his
breath whining out even as David poured his essence
into
him.
Bracing a hand on the step below him, he stood bowed,
his head hanging,
struggling to regain his breath and return to
reality. David leaned against
him, still embedded deeply inside
him.
Kane could not understand how passion could have risen so suddenly,
so
unexpectedly. In such a kinky spot! As David withdrew from him, he
spotted
the evidence of his surrender on the stairs and
sighed.
“Well, shoot! Now I’ve got to clean this up before someone slips
and
breaks a leg. Am I ever going to get you into my
bed?”
David’s eyes gleamed at him and he tipped his chin up. Rubbing his
lips
caressingly over Kane’s, he murmured, “My sweet monkey, you can
bet your
tight little ass you will! Don’t even doubt it! Now come on.
I’ll help you
take care of this and then I’m all yours," he leaned over
to whisper in
Kane's ear, "and we're going to fuck each other like
mink, all night long!"
Part 11
The hallway at the top of
the sweeping staircase was a wide-open expanse
of plush cream
carpeting. It ran the width of the house. Three doors leading
into
bedrooms faced off it: Kane’s to the front of the house, his
father’s
at the back and his mother’s over to the side, away from them
both.
Kane’s steps became more and more hesitant as they approached his
room.
The door was ajar and he reached around the jam to flick on a
switch, then
moved aside to allow David to enter.
Soft
lighting bathed the room in an amber glow. Encompassing the length
of
the house, Kane’s room was a curiously ambiguous reflection of
his
personality. On the far wall, to the right were all the electronic
toys a boy
could want. A video game console vied for room with a
computer. A stereo
system to rival the one downstairs sat cheek by jowl
with a smaller version
of the large screen TV: this set was merely
forty-five inches. A bookcase
held not only paperbacks and hardcovers,
but videos, CDs and game cartridges.
David found himself examining the
titles, drawn to discover the interests of
his young lover. Mystic
Realm, Dragonflight and Monopoly, the Star Wars
edition; Raiders of the
Lost Ark and Casablanca; Barbra Striesand and
Metallica. Off to one
side, almost hidden by a beautifully realistic
artificial ivy was a
select collection of erotica: The Story of O, the Beauty
trilogy, The
Pearl and The ShadowLane books.
Hmmmm. His lover had a penchant for
spanking? Very interesting.
Very....intriguing.
Turning back to
face the young man, David watched as he threw his clothes
to one side
and closed and locked his door. David raised a teasing eyebrow at
him,
and Kane looked a trifle uncomfortable.
"I just don’t want anyone
to burst in on us,” he explained softly.
“But you told me no one
else is home,” David reminded him.
“No, but....”
“But what, Kane?
Something is disturbing you. Tell me what it is.”
For an endless moment
David thought he would refuse to answer him. Then
Kane capitulated. His
shoulders slumped and David couldn’t resist the urge to
go to him and
take him in his arms. Kane’s arms came around him, holding on
tightly.
He was trembling.
“Baby,” David said softly, placing gentle kisses along
Kane’s cheek and
jaw, “talk to me. I can’t make it better unless I know
what’s wrong.”
“It’s just that this is the first time anyone has ever
been in here.
This room has been this way since I was
little.”
At David’s startled glance at the bed, huge, round, and covered
in a very
red satin duvet, Kane gave a brief snort of laughter. “Not
the bed, silly. I
got that was I was thirteen! I meant everything else.
Does all this make me
seem too young for you? I mean, you keep calling
me ‘baby’. And I’m not a
baby!”
David stroked the hair back from
Kane’s face. Almost eighteen, he could
easily pass for four years
younger. For a disconcerting moment, David feared
that his lover’s
obvious youth was what drew him. Then he relaxed as he
dismissed that
thought as unworthy of them both.
He loved Kane because he was Kane.
“Everything in this room is a
reflection of you, Monk. These are what
molded you into the person I love,
‘more than I love my eyes, more than
I love my life, more, by all mores than
ere I shall love wife!’”
Amazingly, he could feel himself growing hard
again, and he took Kane’s
mouth in a kiss driven by uncontrolled desire. The
lust blindsided him,
catching him unawares.
“Now, Kane! I want you inside me now!”
Part 12
Kane’s eyes were incandescent.
They glowed with love and passion and
mounting excitement. Taking David
by the hand, he led him to his bed and
flung back the covers. David
watched as Kane repeated the actions he had
observed earlier, rolling
on a condom and applying the lubricant. Relishing
the dominant role, he
gestured for David to get on the bed and nearly lost
control as he
gently placed his fingers on his lover’s flesh.
David’s head drooped, and
his arousal vanished. Shuddering, starting to
sweat, he said nothing,
willing to allow Kane to have his way with him.
But for all Kane’s tender
years, he was not stupid and he was not blind
to his loved one’s
distress. Murmuring soothing nonsense words, he slid
himself beneath
David’s arms so that he was in the subordinate position.
Pulling David
down on top of him, Kane brushed gentle hands on David’s back
and sides
and buttocks.
“I’m sorry, baby, I’m so sorry. I know how much you want to
fuck me. I
want it too. I thought I was past what had happened, but it
keeps slapping me
in the face. Go ahead and take me. It will be all
right.”
Kane kissed him sweetly. “David, you can be such a fool! Yes, I
want to
fuck you, but I also want to make love to you. It doesn’t have
to be tonight.
We’ve both come so much, I don’t know if we have
anything left in us! We can
just pet each other, or you can fuck me, or
we can go to sleep. It’s not
important!”
David reared back. “It
*is* important. This is something you want so
badly, and why shouldn’t
you have it? I’ve taken you, and taken you. It’s
only fair that you
take me!”
“Not at the risk of hurting you, David. I love you too much for
that!
I’d rather we just keep doing what we did tonight then do
something to you
that you don’t enjoy!”
Kane was not only
adamant, he was also soft. David could spout as much
self-sacrificing
bullshit as he wanted, but that wouldn’t make his lover hard
enough to
achieve penetration.
At a loss, David rolled over and surged to his feet.
He stalked around
the room, stopping before the collection of erotica,
and his eyes lit as a
solution struck him. He ran back to the bed and
threw himself upon it,
laughing in relief.
Kane’s look was
decidedly sour. “I’m glad one of us is so happy. You
won’t make love to
me, I can’t make love to you...”
“Yes! Yes you can baby! That old text
reminded me! It doesn’t have to be
from behind! If you wouldn’t mind
trying something....different?”
Kane’s physical reaction spoke volumes.
Already growing hard, his arousal
lured David as nothing else could,
and answered his question. Whatever David
wanted, Kane was, quite
literally, up for. Hurling himself into David’s arms,
Kane scattered
relieved kisses wherever he could reach. “Just tell me what
you want me
to do, love.” He said the last somewhat shyly, as he was unused
to
endearments.
David felt his heart turn over, and he, too, became erect.
“In the
ancient world, it was forbidden for a man to take another from
behind. But it
was permissible through the thighs!”
Kane looked
puzzled, and David pulled him hard against him, wrapping his
hands in
Kane’s luxuriant mane of hair. David took his mouth with a force
that
left them both shaken, biting at his lips, thrusting his tongue in
an
act that mimicked what they both most wanted.
“Lie down on
your back, baby.”
Kane obeyed and David made sure the condom was in place
and
well-lubricated. Then he knelt over Kane’s hips, settling himself
gently on
either side. Easing himself down over Kane’s excited flesh,
he sat back and
began to take his young lover deep inside of him. His
eyes widened as muscles
relaxed and loosened to accommodate the
intrusion. Kane leaned up on his
elbows, watching in delight as he
became a part of his lover, his lips parted
as he tried desperately to
catch his breath.
“David!” The name whispered out.
And David began
a slow, easy ride, rising up almost off his lover and
then sinking back
to take him all the way in. Pulling Kane up against him,
David placed
the younger man’s arms around his neck and proceeded to kiss
him
senseless. Kane’s hips began to buck helplessly as he felt the
tingles that
presaged an overwhelming orgasm. Fighting to delay it as
long as possible,
his uncoordinated movements brought David even more
pleasure than he had
anticipated, and his breath began to whine in his
throat.
Sex words, hot, dark, passionate whispered in his ear. Kane! Kane
was
talking to him, telling him he was going to fuck him blind, telling
him he
was going to bury himself so deeply into David’s body that
neither one would
know where one stopped and the other began, telling
him he was going to brand
him as his until the end of time.
As
on the stairs, the words triggered the response. Clinging to each
other
with grips that were sure to leave bruises, they rode out
the
aftermath, trembling and panting and then fell back, still joined,
rocking
gently to enjoy to the fullest the consummation of their
love.
And then David sighed. “I want you to be with me always, Kane. I
want you
to be mine!”
Part 13
Kane slept the way he
normally did: sprawled at the edge of the bed, one arm
hanging over the
side, his head burrowed under a pillow. His legs were spread
wide and a
voluptuous feeling crept through him as fingers feathered along
the
cleft that divided his buttocks. He began to rub himself against
the
cotton sheets that were so fine they could have passed for
linen.
Then he froze. Not at all his most alert the first thing in the
morning, he
could not immediately recall who he had brought to his bed
the night before.
The hairy leg that held his own prisoners determined
his partner to be male.
Kane moaned under his breath. He had slept with
a man?
Burying his face further beneath the pillow, he could have wept.
He loved
David! How could he betray him by letting someone else make
love to him for
the first time?
Then he heard David’s beloved
voice, and the full memory of the previous
night’s activities burst
upon his brain, making him impossibly hard.
“I’m sorry, baby,” David said
sleepily. “I didn’t mean to wake you up; I
just couldn’t resist
touching you!”
“Do you want me again, David?”
“Sweet Jesus! I’ve
created a monster! Kane, I love fucking your sweet ass,
and I’d take
you in a New York City minute, but you’ve worn me out!” With a
deep
groan, David pressed a kiss to Kane’s lower spine and fell back
among
the pillows. “Give me an hour baby, okay?”
Before Kane
could argue with him, he heard soft snores. David had fallen into
a
deep, dreamless slumber.
Smiling wryly, Kane got to his feet and made his
way to the ensuite bathroom.
Should he shower now, or wait until later?
The idea of standing under the
pounding water with David looming behind
him made him unbearably excited.
Catching a glimpse of himself in the
floor-to-ceiling mirror behind the
vanity, Kane observed the marks
David had placed upon his body. Turning this
way and that, to get a
better view of his buttocks, he touched himself in
amazement, that
David could have fitted so easily into such virgin territory,
and
brought him such unimaginable pleasure.
Well, virgin no longer. Kane
wanted to run back into his bedroom and fling
himself upon David. Then
he was suddenly bitten by a domestic urge: he would
cook for his lover
instead. Feeling extremely virtuous for rising above his
baser
instincts and letting David sleep, Kane decided to leave the residue
of
their lovemaking on his body, and brushed his teeth
instead.
Quietly he reentered his room and pulled a short bathrobe from
the enormous
walk-in closet that was housed in one wall. The robe
barely covered the
essentials, and was actually meant to be worn with
pajamas, but Kane relished
the feel of the silk against his naked
flesh. He wasn’t worried that anyone
would see him. His father’s
servants spent as little time as possible in his
part of the
house.
Barefoot, he padded down the stairs and headed for the little
kitchen. This
was a misnomer, as it was a good deal larger than the
butler’s pantry.
However, it was smaller than the kitchen the servants
used to cook for his
parents whenever they were home. Which now seemed
to be less and less
frequently. Maybe Kane would ask his father for
this house. Maybe he would
ask David to move into it with
him.
He smiled softly, liking the idea of sharing a home with David. And
the
prospect of preparing breakfast for his lover gave him a funny
feeling in his
stomach, almost as if they were....married. Kane sucked
in his breath, and a
brilliant smile lit his face. Whistling happily,
he crossed to the
refrigerator and held the door opened, doing what men
have done since the
beginning of time: making sure the provisions were
where they had been left,
and hadn’t escaped.
Pulling out a
carton of eggs and a package of bacon, Kane placed them on
the
countertop and turned to the cupboard that held the pots and pans.
He pulled
out his favorite frying pan and put it on the stove. After
the bacon began
sizzling in the microwave, he picked up the eggs and
was about to crack them
into a bowl when a rustle of sound and movement
from the breakfast nook
caught his eye.
Kane whirled
around, suddenly panicky at being caught without his trousers
on. The
eggs flew from his hand and landed in the middle of the floor with
a
wet splat. But it was no intruder who sat so casually in the sunlit
kitchen.
It was no murderer or rapist who had entered his house bent
upon mayhem.
It was much, much worse.
It was his
father.
And from his finger dangled one of David’s shoes.
Part 14
Kane
felt the blood drain from his face. His lungs struggled to draw in
oxygen.
His hands trembled. “Father.” His voice was flat, emotionless.
“You’re back
early. Or have I mixed up the date?”
The older man, a
harder, colder version of Kane, but with the same
chocolate eyes and chestnut
hair, although his was now shot with gray,
examined his only son carefully.
The boy never failed to disappoint him. He
had turned down his father’s
generous offer to buy him into any business he
wanted, or a place in any
university he chose. Instead, he worked at a
menial, minimum wage job as a
busboy. The father could have understood it if
Kane was using that as a
stepping stone, planning to eventually buy his
own
restaurant.
But Kane actually seemed content to
work in such a dead-end job. He must
have spoken the words
aloud.
“It’s not a dead-end job,” Kane said tightly.
“If my work remains
satisfactory, the manager has promised to make me a
waiter.”
His father continued to regard him, baffled
that a child of his loins
could be so blase toward the idea of making money,
and more money, and still
more money.
Eyeing the
shoe which still dangled from his father’s hand, Kane
attempted another
topic, hoping to distract him. “Ummm, how is Miss Winstead
these days,
Father?”
Neither of them wanted to speak of the
bounteous brunette who had at one
time been his father’s mistress as well as
executive secretary. Now she was
just his secretary, and she was clever
enough not to push for more, knowing
that the elder Kane would have no
compunction about squashing her like a bug.
But she *was* beautiful, and at
one time he *had* lusted for her.
Lust. Now there was
a word he feared would never be used in conjunction
with his son. Gawky,
gangly, wrapped up in video games, seemingly unaware of
the opposite sex.
Would the boy ever grow out of this adolescence?
And
now this! A cheap pair of loafers casually left beside the pool
table. “Did
you have a sleep-over, boy? One of your little friends spend the
night? I
suppose it would be too much to hope for that it would be a
girl?”
Kane stared at the man responsible for his
birth. Never once, in all the
long years, could he remember him offering him
a word of praise, a word of
affection. Any kind of a word, really. His father
never saw that he had grown
out of that awkward adolescent phase, never saw
him as a young man in his own
right.
All he saw was
that his son was not what he had dreamed of him being. So
he ignored the boy
for the most part, and when he couldn’t do that, he tore
his soul to shreds
with words that cut like a razor blade.
As usual, in
his father’s presence, Kane became tongue-tied. He couldn’t
have answered if
his life depended on it.
But someone else could. David
slid his arm around Kane and pulled him
back against his body. Clad only in
trousers, he told the older man,
“Actually yes, it would be too much to hope
those are a woman’s shoes. They
happen to be mine. I was just coming down to
look for them.”
The elder Kane’s eyes suddenly gleamed
with avarice. He scented a way to
pour more wealth into his coffers. “Exactly
just how old are you, young man?
And do you realize that my son is a minor?
If you’ve had sexual congress with
him, I will have you arrested for
statutory rape!”
“Unless.....?” Kane knew his father
well. The old man didn’t care if
Kane was the victim of a gang bang. There
was something brewing behind his
cold, cold eyes.
“Well, my boy, if you give me control of your trust fund, I just might
be
persuaded to forget this ugly incident
happened.”
“You always wanted to get your hands on
Grandmama’s money. That’s the
only importance I ever had for you! But you
can’t have it Father!”
David felt a chill. Was Kane
willing to throw him to the wolves to
protect his money? Was he, after all, a
chip off the old block?”
“I’m your only son, your only
child. You would arrest the man I love,
but you couldn’t even remember my
birthday, could you? I’m not a minor
anymore Father, and you have no legal
hold over me.”
The older man leaned forward abruptly
and then slumped back into his
char. “When....? Ah yes, the other day. Well,
it was worth a shot, I suppose.
I really just stopped back here to have my
belongings packed. I’m moving into
the penthouse apartment.” And he got
heavily to his feet. “This place will
be on the market in a matter of days,
so you might want to think about
moving.”
He paused
in the doorway, tossing David’s shoe to his feet. “By the way,
you haven’t
asked about your mother.”
Old habits are very long in
dying. “I’m sorry Father. How is Mother?
Will she be stopping by to pack
also?”
“No, boy, I don’t think that’s very likely.” He
was enjoying this. Oh,
he was enjoying this more than he dreamed possible.
“That last *cure* proved
to be one too many. She’s
dead!”
And with that, he left Kane’s part of the house
and rounded up his
servants, preparing to strip everything of value from the
only home Kane had
ever known.
Part 15
Kane began to shiver violently as shock at
his father’s words set in. David
turned him gently and briskly rubbed
his arms. But Kane was shaking so hard
that his teeth were beginning to
chatter. Scooping up the slender body he
loved so well, David carried
him, back up the curving stair where they had
found such pleasure, back
to the room where the younger man had brought him
such
delight.
He took him into the bathroom and turned on the shower, getting
it as hot as
he thought they both could bear it. Then he stripped off
his pants, took the
robe off Kane, and hustled him into the
shower.
This was his fantasy come true. Kane turned his face up to the
spray, letting
it wash away the tears that seeped from beneath his
closed eyelids. Bracing
his arms against the wall of the enclosure, he
let stinging drops beat at his
misery. Behind him he could feel David’s
presence. He needed him closer.
“Hold me, David,” he whimpered. “I’m
falling apart! Please hold me!”
“I’ve got you, baby. I won’t let you
fall.” David pressed his face against
Kane’s long hair and wrapped his
arms tightly around him. He angled his lower
body to keep from Kane the
knowledge that he was almost mad with wanting him.
The opportunity to
play white knight was seriously arousing.
But Kane needed more than arms
holding him. He needed the reassurance that he
was loved, that someone
in the world *did* love him. Backing against David,
he felt his
erection nudge against his buttocks. “Make love to me, David. I
need it
so badly!”
It Kane had said “I need you”, David would have shed his
principles like a
second skin and taken his young lover right where
they stood, without
finesse, without a thought to protection, without a
thought to comfort.
But the *it* infuriated him, as if he was nothing but
a sex toy for Kane to
play with when he felt he had an itch that needed
scratching.
He knew that Kane was in emotional agony, but he was hurting
too. To see the
father of his lover treat him with such casual cruelty
was devastating. He
wanted to commit serious violence upon the man. And
since he couldn’t channel
his anger in that manner, it turned upon him,
becoming a ravening beast ready
to devour that which it most loved.
Kane.
Viciously twisting off the shower, David spun Kane around to face
him. Hard,
hurting hands on his shoulders, he shook Kane until his hair
whipped them
both.
Kane stared up at him, openmouthed, and
David seized that opportunity to take
advantage of him, kissing him
savagely, nipping at his lips, ravishing his
mouth.
“You don’t
need *it*! You need *me*! And by God you’re going to get me! I’m
going
to take you in the bedroom and fuck you so long and so hard you
won’t
be able to walk for a week!”
David grabbed a towel from a
warming bar and roughly dried Kane. With
careless swipes he ran the
same towel over his own body, then took Kane’s
wrist and dragged him
into the bedroom.
Kane submitted to all the rough treatment with rising
excitement. He knew
that David was trying desperately to distract him
from the devastating news
of his father’s parting shot. He knew that
David would never harm him. He
also realized he had hurt David somehow,
although he couldn’t recall the
exact words that had turned him into a
dominating master.
“David,” he whispered, “what are you going to do to
me?” His erection
reached toward his lover.
David looked into
chocolate brown eyes and felt himself begin to melt. But
no! He had to
be strong. He had to teach Kane a lesson. As much as he loved
him, he
would not allow Kane to treat him like one of his many
possessions!
Winding his fingers in Kane’s wet hair, he pulled his face
close to his.
“You will never again consider me an anatomically correct
doll to play with
at your convenience.” His tongue plunged into Kane’s
welcoming mouth.
Pulling back to make sure Kane knew the seriousness of
his intentions, David
told him, “I am going to fuck your sweet mouth
until I come! Then I’m going
to spank you until you are all rosy and
warm from my hand, as long as it
takes until I am hard again. And then
I will fuck your ass until you beg me
to come inside you!”
David
stroked his fingers down Kane’s chest, finding the flat male
nipples
and scraping them lightly with his nails. Kane shuddered and
dropped to his
knees before David, kissing a path down his body.
David’s arousal was eagerly
seeking the warm, willing mouth of his
lover. Kane parted his lips and
delicately licked a bead of David’s
essence from its tip. He rubbed his cheek
along the side of his
erection, savoring the smooth, soft skin. David took a
handful of
Kane’s hair and positioned his mouth where he wanted it, and then
he
was thrusting deeply. He had become so unbelievably hot that he was
able
to reach satisfaction in remarkably few strokes.
It was
only then that he came to his senses and realized what he had done
to
his traumatized young lover. If Kane ever let him near him again, he
would be
truly surprised. Dropping to his knees beside where Kane
crouched on the
carpet trying to catch his breath and wiping off his
mouth, David encircled
him with none too steady arms.
“Oh, my
God, Kane! I’m so sorry! I just lost control and I... Did I hurt
you
baby? What a beast I am to do that to you! I never meant to.....
And
after hearing about your mother, too! Oh God, Kane, say something
to me! Even
if it’s just to tell me I’m a heartless
bastard!”
Kane looked at him with wounded eyes. David was sure that this
was the end,
that Kane was going to order him out of his life forever,
and his heart broke.
“Does this mean you aren’t going to spank
me?”\
Part 16
David’s face took on such an
stern aspect that Kane leaned back away from
him, falling from his
crouch and landing on his rump. His lover began to
slide up along his
body, forcing him down until he was flat on his back,
aware that every
inch of his flesh was covered by David.
“You want me to spank you, little
boy?” David asked huskily. “You want to
feel my hand against your tight
little butt? Well, I’ll give you anything
you
want!”
David’s fingers entwined in Kane’s hair and the
pressure he exerted was just
short of exquisite pain. Kane found it so
erotic that he had to struggle to
keep from spilling himself all over
his dominant lover. His eyes were huge
and his lips were parted, trying
to drag in ragged breaths of air.
“I’m going to turn you over and mount
you!” David’s mouth was hard against
Kane’s, not kissing him, but just
letting him feel his exhalations. “I’m
going to ride you, and ride you,
and ride you! I’ve already come so much, I
won’t have any trouble
controlling my climax. But you will! And I’m going to
make you go
higher and higher! I’ll leave you so filled with the feel of me
that
you’ll think I’m a part of you!”
David rose gracefully to his feet and
walked to the night table where a box
of condoms and the tube of
lubricant had been placed. He eyed them
reflectively for a moment, then
sat down on the bed.
Kane was still sprawled on the floor, legs spread
apart, staring at his
lover, trembling with excitement. David crooked a
finger at him and Kane
slowly got to knees, scooting to where David
sat.
Nervously he moistened his lips. His mouth was so dry he could
barely
swallow. David leaned toward him and ran his own tongue over
Kane’s lips.
Then he hoisted him up, and over his knees.
Kane’s
long hair swung loose to the floor. His hands clutched together.
David
ran a gentle hand over the curve of Kane’s buttocks, then
inserted a long
finger into the cleft, touching Kane in a way
calculated to drive him wild.
He started to writhe and David’s hand
came sharply down, leaving a bright red
imprint on Kane’s pale
flesh.
“No matter what I do to you, no matter what I make you feel,
I don’t want
you to move. Do you understand? Everytime you move, I will
spank you!”
David continued his actions, and each time Kane squirmed, or
jerked, or
twisted, David would leave another imprint on his lover’s
buttocks. Before
long, Kane couldn’t keep still, and David’s hand was
rising and falling with
regularity. He could feel Kane’s arousal
growing against his thigh, but still
he contained his own passion,
endeavoring to give the younger man an
experience to
remember.
It was only when Kane was unable to restrain a sob that David
uprighted him
between his knees. Tears had formed a path down Kane’s
face and David leaned
toward him and gently licked them off. “Did I
hurt you?” he asked softly.
Kane pressed close to him and held him
fiercely. “No!” he exclaimed. “I know
you would never hurt me! I....I
loved it! Does that make me weird?”
David urged him to his feet and he
gently petted the heated skin he had
spanked to a rosy glow. Turning
him, he smoothed kisses all over the sweet,
tight ass of his young
lover. He was getting desperate to bury himself in
that ass, but he
wasn’t sure how Kane would feel about doing that after being
so hardily
spanked.
“Kane, talk to me. I know the news of your mother’s death is a
shock, and
sometimes making love at a time like this helps. You know
I’ll do whatever
you want. Just....talk to me.” And he pulled Kane onto
his lap.
Kane winced a bit, then sat there nuzzling David’s neck and jaw,
taking
little nips, leaving tiny love bites, cuddling against the man
he loved.
“It’s so hard to explain. You saw how my father is to me. My
mother never
showed me any kind of affection. I was under the
impression that once I was
born, they never had sex again. Getting an
heir was the sole purpose for
that, and once they had me, there was no
further need for them to be
together.”
He shrugged
uncomfortably. “I don’t know why I reacted like I did in the
bathroom.
I haven’t really seen her in months. It wasn’t like...like
I...like I
loved her...” His voice broke and his shoulders shook as another
bout
of weeping shook him.
David just held him and rocked him in his arms.
“It’s okay, baby, it’s okay.”
“It’s *not* okay!” Kane wailed. “Never, in
my whole life, has anyone loved
me!”
David set him on the bed
and stood to get some tissues. Gently he dried his
lover’s tears,
turning surreptitiously to wipe his own eyes. “You’re wrong,
Kane, you
are loved! *I* love you, and I’ll love you until the day I die."
He
missed the look that Kane slanted at him, the look that said, sure,
tell me
another one. "Come live with me. If you have nowhere to go when
your father
sells this fucking mausoleum of his, then come live with
me.”
“With you and Candy?” Kane asked for clarification. If he had to
share David
with the woman who had once been his lover and was now just
a friend, he
wasn’t sure he could do it. But for David, he would try
his damnedest.
David held himself very still, examining the idea from all
angles. Then he
shook his head. “No. It’s not a bad idea, but no. We’d
be kind of like...
well, like newlyweds. You wouldn’t want someone else
along on your honeymoon,
would you?”
Kane hugged David tightly,
showering his face with kisses. “Just you. David!
Just you!”