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~GRIEF AND THE HOLIDAYS~
~PAGE ONE~ 
Skip & Jerry Mudge
(Newsletter ~ November/December 2003)

Each year we try to share how others are handling their grief during the Holidays.  We ask most of you on our e-mail list to contribute ideas, poems, memories, difficulties etc.  Holdiays are difficult because they are family time.  How do you express your thankfulness to the Lord at Thanksgiving when your child or loved one is not there?  Can you still rejoice in the birth of our Savior?  We'll share with you what has been contributed and then share ideas how to turn your time of sorrow into ways to honor the memory of your loved one. 
 


 

Written by Carol Helmlinger of son Richie who died 
December 15th 1990. 
Taken from Winter 2002 The Comforter Newsletter
Span-NC
1112 Askham Drive
Cary NC 27511.

"This year (1991) on Thanksgiving weekend I put the tree up for him.  I decorated it for him.  I went through all the motions but it killed me inside.  He always put up the outside Christmas lights.  For us, it wasn't the same.

As I unpacked Christmas ornaments he was everywhere.  I had saved everything from his childhood and I hung many things on the tree he had made for me as a little boy.  I hung up my favorite cut-out of a construction paper Santa Claus he colored when he was in the first grade.  I placed the Yule log on the fireplace mantle he made for me when he was 13.  I even hung his stocking with the others.  If I didn't put it up with the other children's it would be like you weren't here anymore.  I have to keep you alive......."
 



 

Written by Joan Dotson in honor of son Steven who died June 6, 1991.

"Our son Steven will have a birthday October 20.  He would have been 34 years old...I try to imagine how Steven would look now and then I think: it doesn't really matter because where he is he will have a new body and it doesn't age...now I have such a peace when I think about him.  He is one of the special ones that God needed a little bit sooner than we wanted to give him up...There isn't a day goes by that I don't think of him but I have to admit time does make a difference.  We never get over our loss but with God's help we learn to go on and try to make a life without the one that is gone from us.  Through it all, I have to raise my hands to Heaven and say, "God is Good!"  He doesn't say we won't have to go through hard times here on earth, but He does promies us that He will hold our hand through them and I can say He keeps His promises...This is what God has done for me since June 6, 1991." 
 


 

Written by Jo Ann Glim in honor of granddaughter Melissa

"October 15, 1995 was the day my granddaughter Melissa Lynn was born and died.  How joy could turn to sudden sorrow went beyond emotion to a voiding of all sense and reason.  What kept me centered in the days and weeks and months to follow was my faith in God.  I knew withoug a doubt all life had purpose and meaning no matter how short lived.  This event set the direction for my life's work...

I made a vow to Melissa and the other children and young adults whose lives have ended all too soon that their voices would never be silenced.  That was the beginning of The Children's Memorial Walkway & Gardens project, of which Our Children's Memorial Walkway in Charlotte NC is affiliated.

There is strength and comfort in knowing you are not walking this path alone.  Even though we may have not met face-to-face, we have met heart-to-heart.  Our tears mingle and we remember.  Our petitions pierce Heaven and God truly understands our pain.  He lost a Son." 
 


 

Written by Barbara Connell in memory of nephew Kevin Brewer

"This is your first new year in Heaven, celebrating with our Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ and all our loved ones who have passed on before you....This is the first time in 23 years we are celebrating a New Year without you here on earth with us....I know you are looking down on us from that wonderful place, where one day we will see you again and you will be wishing us a Happy New Year....We love you and miss you so much, but it is a wonderful feeling to know you are in the place that nowhere on earth can compare to....

We on earth cannot totally understand why you had to be taken from us, but we know you are the happiest you have ever been...When we cry and ask WHY? WHY? WHY?, we have the reassurance that one day we will be with you for eternity.

Your loving Aunt Barbara
 


 

Written by Shari Kohne in memory of daughter Sarah who died Nov. 3

 ~INTO GOD'S ARMS~

Into God's arms we place you
Our sorrow feels unbearable
Our tears have formed a river
At the loss of you, our precious child.

Oh, the times we prayed for you,
That you would even be.
Now you are, and we cannot hold you,
Touch you, rock you.

Our voices sing the lullaby
But you are not cradled in our arms.
The chair rocks,
But we rock alone.

Oh God, take this pain and sorrow,
Fill us with your love.
Cradle us with your loving Spirit, Oh God!
Give us strength to continue on.

Into God's arms we place you
You will forever and always be in our hearts.
Our tears replaced by hope
For we say goodbye for now
But soon, in God's time,
Goodbye will be hello.

"As you know, it's hard putting your thoughts and feelings into writing.  I wrote the above poem after our daughter Sarah's death.  My husband Paul read the poem at her graveside service.  Sarah's twin sister will celebrate her 4th birthday on the 28th of this month.  November 3rd will mark the fourth anniversary of Sarah's death.  Needless to say this is a very bittersweet time of year. 
 


 

Written by Sharon Massey in honor of son Phil who died 3-27-2000

"I'm the writer, Phil's the musician and camerman...25-year old Phil died 3 1/2 years ago.  But he still walks with me - some days more than others.  Phil has been performing his magic lately.  He always was a unique guy - full of surprises...I volunteered to be a writer for the Senior Citizen's Public Access TV Program Project: Aging With Attitude...they encouraged everyone...to take the full day workshop at CMPACC - the Charlotte Mecklenburg Public Access TV station.  In that one day they gave us the shorthand course in TV program production - operating the cameras...as well as other bits and pieces about the cameras themselves.

I started to get calls from producers soon after the workshop.  I told them I was a stone beginner...I was complimented a few times on my camera work...it encouraged me to keep trying - to center my shots, keep enough headroom.   When I got a comliment on one of the senior project location shoots, I started wondering what was going on.  I'm not a cameraman, I'm a writer.  Then it hit me.  It's the Philster.  He's at it again.  Somehow, his gift is filtering down to his Mom.  Now we're both cameramen.  God bless you Phil - you surely are Mom's intercessor in Heaven." 
 


 

Written by Barbara Smith in honor of son Grant who died 6-26-96

"The first several holidays were so painful, I sometimes wonder how Jack and I and Justin survived them after Grant (our 7 year old) died.  Justin was 13 on that first Christmas and he insisted we put up our tree.  Justin's grieivng was now our main concern so we did it although it was torture.  We knew we couldn't bear to be home that first year so we went to Charleston for Christmas.  We found out there is no escaping the pain; the only way I could handle being out in the stores was after I decided that I would do a "Grant" tree the following year.  So every store I had to enter became a search for ornaments that reminded us of Grant.  Since then our "Grant" tree in the living room is filled with ornaments of his favorite things.  One special ball has a precious note from Justin inside of it." 
 


 

~AN OFFER I COULDN'T REFUSE~ 

I won't be with you for Christmas;
But, I know you will understand
For the invitation I received
Was so remarkably grand.

I was invited to celebrate in Heaven
With my Savior, the King of Kings,
And to live with Him forever.
Imagine what joy that brings!

Remember, I always prided myself
On knowing what was a good deal.
When this offer came along
I could hardly contain my zeal.

Of course, tho I'll be with you in spirit,
I will miss you, Tyler and the rest
Of my family and my friends;
But, memories of me will be blessed.

As you know, I had missed Dad
For twenty-nine of my thirty-six years.
Well, the offer included being with him
In a place where there is no sorrow or tears.

Someday you can all join us here
And we will share the glory I've found
In our eternal Heavenly home
Where love and blessings forever abound.

So, I knew you would understand
That my transition was good news
And you would be happy for me
Getting this offer I couldn't refuse.

Love always,
your son,
Andy

My son, Andy Weaver, passed away on August 12, 2002.
This is the letter I imagined he might have written this year.

Pat Langwell Weaver
December 22, 2002
 


The following is used by permission from Alice Wisler, who has an online grief support newsletter called TRIBUTES.  You can contact Alice at:

wisler@mindspring.com

~THE BEREAVED PARENT BLUES~

"I got the blues, I got the Bereaved Parent Blues.

I'm tired of having to answer to "how many children do you have?
I'm tired of getting pictures developed and never any new of you
I'm tired of conversations about cold medication, 
Band-Aids and scraped knees.

I'm tired of being tired
I've got the blues, I got the Bereaved Parent Blues.

I'm tired of wondering what you do every day in Heaven
I'm tired of everyone growing older, everyone but you
I'm tired of people saying how grateful they are that
nothing bad has happened to them

I'm tired of being tired
I've got the blues, I got the Bereaved Parent Blue.

I'm tired of buying pinwheels and balloons for the grave
I'm tired of holiday music and your empty chair
I'm tired of my old aching eyes watching your peers without you.

I'm tired of being tired
I've got the blues, I got the Bereaved Parent Blue.

I'm tired of waking up from a night of crying
I'm tired of listening to others deny grief and laugh at death
I'm tired of never finding your socks under the bed
nor you hand inside mine.

I'm tired of being tired
I've got the blues, I got the Bereaved Parent Blues."

Alice J. Wisler
 


 

~GETTING PAST CHRISTMAS~

Ideas borrowed from Charlene Vesper Eneroth
Who wrote the full article after her first husband, Greg, died in 1982

 1)  Buy a beautiful Christmas candle and light it each day through December. 

It was my daily, silent reminder of him and it made me feel so much better.

 2)  Plan your shopping trips ahead of time or try creative alternatives.

Go early in the day, before bumping into all those merry shoppers.  Shopping by mail is also an option.  Perhaps you'd be most comfortable making out a check for each one on your list.  Exchanges are not required with a check.

 3)  Enlist the help of others in wrapping your gifts.

You supply the paper, ribbon and tags.

 4)  Consider changing your traditional family Christmas note.

You may feel good getting to talk about your family tragedy. Feel free to include a picture of your loved one and a copy of the obituary.

 5)  Give yourself permission to change family traditions. 

Talk over possible changes with your family, asking for a new host/hostess this year.  Switch time for presents.  It's also difficult to sit down at a decorated, foo-laden feast, only to have your eye fall on the empty place now at your table.  Instead, turn your table into a buffet line.  Another option is making reservations out for dinner.

 6)  Try a new idea when you are getting ready to hang up Christmas stockings.

Tell your family that they can write a note to the person who is gone.  Put each note in their stocking , deciding to either read these cards together on a special evening or just letting family take them out to read whenever they wish.

 7)  Determine to do one special thing for someone else in December.

One grieving family adopted a needy neighbor and spent three weeks gathering gifts and goodies to leave at her door on Christmas Eve.

 8)  Contribute to your favorite charity in your loved one's name.

When writing a check, take time to jot a note that introduces the one in whose memory the gift is given.  Oh, it feels so good to share about this to special family members.

 9)  Pamper yourself this month.

Determine to buy yourself a present.  Don't wait until the 25th to open it but pick a particularly tough day and let the present be your reward for getting through it.

10)  Plan on taking time to cry.

It is normal to cry during the holidays.  Because it isn't healthy to hold back emotions, schedule tear times into your day.  Pick a certain length of time to cry, ten minutes, maybe, or even an hour, whatever makes you comfortable.  You'll find it easier to face whatever else is coming up in December when you've had your daily time for tears.
 


 
 

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