It was that time again and the letter that I held in my hands
only confirmed that it was necessary that I enter into the place where time
seemed to stand still. My body was immobilized at the thought of having to enter
into that place of seemingly endless fog, but it was the law of the land and
there was no escaping it.
Who would have thought that one's birthday could bring such dread? Yes,
even though it was every other year, it was an event that even the bravest and
most courageous person wished to avoid. Wanting to have the inevitable far
behind me, I donned my rain slicker and started the journey to the dreaded
place.
When I arrived, I was greeted by lines of people that extended outside
the heavy glass doors emblazoned with an ornate government symbol. I was
thankful that I had put on my rain slicker. I didn't want the indignity of
having to stand in the rain getting soaked before entering the inner sanctum of
the place where time stops.
The people who waited in the eternal lines were islands amongst
themselves, each clutching official papers. Each person in line bore the mask of
boredom covering a seething anger at a system that required their presense in
this building that seemed filled with the fog of endlessness. No one spoke save
to murmur a curse under their breath. An eerie silence punctuated by the sound
of an official rubber stamp filled the building.
The "little gods" who worked in an official capacity behind the
Official Counters, schooled in rudeness and disorganization, were mirthless and
discourteous people who were rewarded for their "services" with
excellent pay and government pensions.
They moved agonizingly slow and considered the "line people" to be the
enemy. When one of the enemy was caught with an error on their paper work
or in the wrong line, the "little gods" derived great pleasure in
banishing "the line person" to the back of the longest line. In fact,
it made their day.
After what seemed like days of moving forward step by step, inch by inch,
it was finally my turn to present my official papers to the "little
god" who stood before me behind the Official Counter. As I approached
the "little god" who had slitted eyes and evil grin, she placed the
"Closed" sign on the Official Counter in front of her.
"YOU will have to go to the back of that line
over there!" she bellowed as spit dribbled from the corner of her mouth and
down her chin.
Cackling laughter issued forth from her mouth as her mammoth form jiggled
from head to foot like a mound of jello. Humbled before my peers, I slowly
shuffled to the back of the next line as everyone averted their eyes or looked
at the papers that they held in their hands. Cob webs had formed over the
occupants of my new line and I had to scatter some of them from my path lest I
be caught up in them.
Minutes before the Official Counters were to close, my official papers
were processed, my picture was taken by the "Official Camera That Captures
Your Evil Side" and a sense of freedom and joy overtook me as I fled from
the Department of Motor Vehicles. With my renewed driver's license in hand, I
swore to myself that in 2005, I will use the mail-in form.