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~MY STORY~
 


 
 

November 1984, in a cold, bone chilling mist, midnight watch began.
Our first call would be my last as an active police officer.  My final
assignment, a disturbance call at the city's oldest housing project.
As we approached the building, a  woman shouted from above,
"They're throwin' empty beer bottles from the 3rd floor, see there,
 she said, pointing, look at all that broken glass."  Our eyes  followed
 the direction of her finger, though instead of seeing broken glass, we
were blinded by the glare of a  car's headlights.  A car that had left the
street, jumped the curb, and was mounting the sidewalk.  Realizing
 we stood between an out of control car and a building, my partner
and I ran for cover.  Seconds before impact, the driver turned the
 wheel.  Too intent on getting as far away from the building as
possible, I was unaware this car was rapidly bearing down on me
from behind. Never hearing the sound of  a crash, I paused to look
back and turned...just as the car hit me.
 


 

 The world  in slow motion, my body on the car's hood, bouncing to
the roof.  Sliding from the roof and down the hatchback, as the car
sped back toward the street. Lying in the street, face down on the
yellow center line.  The car continued to travel, made a U-turn, went
over the opposite curb, and came to a sudden stop on the grass.
 


 

Critically injured, I hear my partner shouting  "Send help, she's been
hit by a car!"  Curious faces above me, a quiet night shattered, sirens
wailing, as a sea of blue lights converge, surrounding me from all
directions.  One car screeches to a halt, its left front tire inches from
my head. Conscious, but so confused, I  wonder, should I tell them?
Is there still a reason to tell them?
 


 

I had 10 children at home, the youngest, were 18 month old twins.
I had no chance before the accident to tell them about the new baby.
Their newest sibling was conceived in spite of birth control, but to
survive his mother getting hit by a car ?
 


 

Two broken legs, muscles and ligaments destroyed, my knee crushed,
nose broken, head, facial injuries, covered with an assortment of cuts
and bruises, my prognosis looked bleak.   After three emergency
surgeries, my doctor said,  "You'll never walk again, your police career
is over BUT, you are still pregnant and it's a boy."
 


 

There is no way to adequately describe the impact of those words, nor
the  feelings, thoughts, and emotions they evoked.  My mind flooded
and overwhelmed, refused to accept  this final decision, that  life as I'd
known it , was over , totally and completely destroyed.   Slowly, at first,
like a whispering in my head, one thought began to form, growing
louder as it took shape and emerged, clearing my fog of confusion as
 it  roared into focus,

YOU MUST SURVIVE...

I  WILL SURVIVE....

SO MY SON CAN COME INTO THIS WORLD.
 


 


 


 


 


 

"GREATEST LOVE OF ALL"
~WHITNEY HOUSTON~

I believe the children are our are future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter
Remind us how we used to be
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfill my needs
A lonely place
To be
So I learned to depend on me
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail
If I succeed
At least I'll live
As I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest
Love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love
Of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest
Love of all
I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride
To make it easier
Let the children's laughter
Remind us how we used to be
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail
If I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest
Love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest
Love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love
Of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest
Love of all
And if by chance
That special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love
 


 

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