journal - august 200108.05.01 (sunday) 8:48 PMif anyone cares . . i've been at girl's camp all week . . so, yeah . . by friday i was suffering from severe internet withdrawal . . no, just kidding . . it wasn't what i expected it to be, though . . it was kind of a let down . . i don't think i'll be goin' back next year . .anyway . . i learned more about myself in the last week than i have in the last four years . . thanks, in part, to katherine . . have you ever heard about personality colors? . . apparently i'm a blue . . way, way blue . . every characteristic that a blue typically has i can see clearly in myself . . it really gives me insight into how i interact with people and how i tend to get along with certain people more than others . . i learned that reds and blues don't get along very well . . reds tend to tease a lot . . while blues take offense to that teasing . . . yep, you guessed it . . that's me and charles . . that's why i decided to just give it up . . no more charles . . . i have a new guy anyway . . and he actually likes me back! . . i know, hell must have frozen over . . it kind of sucks that i have to leave in three weeks though . . :( . . his name's luke . . in case you care . . we went out last night . . went to wendy's, went bowling . . (and when i couldn't stand the pain anymore - 'cause my back really hurts!) . . he drove me to medford and back . . just so we could talk . . and today i went to his home ward . . and his cousin's ward . . and my ward (5th ward, that is) . . i was suppose to go to his house tonight and have dinner . . but i couldn't get a hold of him . . darn . . i really don't know where this is going to go . . he likes me a lot, apparently . . and i have no idea how to handle that. 08.09.01 (thursday) 4:09 PMi'm kinda worried about luke . . he's really taken a likin' to me . . that concerns me . . no way am i goin' away to school havin' a man to drag me back to grass pants . . i don't mean to be disrespectful of his feelings . . but i just can't deal with that . . i can barely deal with our relationship now . . i really don't know what's going on in my life at the moment . . so don't ask me to explain . . too much stuff to deal with in too little time . . .
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