journal - february 200202.11.02 (monday) 2:10 pmyes ... i realize that there may be a few of you who are annoyed with my lack of ... let's say "activity" ... lack of 'activity' on my site .... i'm sorry if my website isn't exactly the first thing on my mind every morning ... or my sole motivation and purpose in life ...when you begin to think about your future ... your priorities change .. you don't see anything the same ... things that were minor crises last year don't find any meaning anymore .... when you realize what's really important ... you don't have to worry about everything else ... i am beginning to become like this .. i know what's on my mind every morning when i wake ... i know my motivation ... i know my purpose ... i don't have to stumble through life anymore ... wondering where i'm going and why i'm lonely ... i have an arm to hold onto now .. to help me on my way and carry me when i fall ... to understand me .. to cherish me ... can those who haven't felt this joy possibly understand it? ........ no, i don't think so .... but they should strive for it ... even when in the depths of sadness ... there is peace in knowing what can be yours ... in time ...
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