journal - january 200201.11.02 (friday) 12:40 pmwell ... christmas break ... what can i say ... it was misery ...the bus ride back out here ... that sucked more than you can possibly imagine ... waiting for joseph to return ... seemed like it was an eternity ... but now, here i am ... finishing the first week of my second semester (well, actually, classes started last thursday(?) .. so i don't know if it being friday counts as a "week" .... anyway) ... i'm enjoying myself more now, i think .. maybe it's because i have joseph with me this time .. or that i actually have friends ... or that i actually like my roommate ... but things seem kind of unreal to me sometimes ... like, am i really here ... and are these experiences really happening ... recent events have really helped me to focus more on the future and goals ... and that seems a little odd to me ... good things of course .. everything that's been happening to me has been ever so joyous and exciting ... but it's just .. different .. like the term "boyfriend" was to me the first time i said it (about joseph, of course) ... i realize this has been short ... but it's my page ... so too bad if that annoys you .... 01.27.02 (sunday) 6:16 pmokay ... i am officially a slacker ... what are you gonna do about it? ... actually, right now i'm in joseph's room ... updating from his computer ... which is way cool ... why from his machine, you ask? ... well ... i'm waiting for him to come back ... it being visiting hours and all ...so what've i been up to? nothing much really ... i did go skiing for the first time last monday ... it was so much fun!! ... it's something that i don't suck at! (too much anyway) ... plus i found out that i'm going to victoria (that's where my man lives!) during the olympic break that we get (16th of february - 25th) ... i'm really excited! .. of course, you would be too if you lived in anal-tah ... i really need a break from school ... actually, i need a break from life every once in awhile ... i like not having to think and worry about my problems for a few days ... it calms me ... usually i only get, like, a week a year .. to break away from my life ... i don't know how long i'll get this year .. but then again ... i don't think that my life will ever be the same ... so maybe i won't need such things ...... HA! ... anyway ... i'm tired of writing ... i'm tired of thinking ... i'm just plain tired ... later ...
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