journal - march 200203.19.02 (tuesday) 10:25 pmi suppose that a journal entry is past due ... i know joseph wants another one .... hmmmm .... what have i been doing lately .... well, failing tests for one ... and joseph and i went to "preference" not last weekend but the weekend before that ... we actually didn't go to a dance ... we had our own "private dance" ... because mormon dances are stupid ... well .. in my opinion anyway .... i went ice skating with joseph last friday ... it was painful :( ... very tramatizing ... i'll have to post those pictures ...i guess i really don't have any deep thoughts at the moment ... nothing has pissed me off lately ... you know, except for my roommate .... no big deal or anything .... why are girls so stupid? .... why do they say and do stupid things like talk about what guy talked to them today .. while i'm trying to work ... why can't i be rude and just say "leave me alone you whining freak of nature - who has a messed-up perception of everything even remotely tied to the opposite sex - who couldn't keep a guy even if she had a bat and he was tied to an unbreakable leash .. he'd die of boredom ... or he'd chew his own head off just to get away from your pathetic self-serving attitude - who couldn't understand how a healthy relationship works even if it was spelled out in small one syllable words right in front of ya - who scares people and drives them away .. i.e. blind redheads - who is so obsessed with marriage she'd marry the first piece of dirty, rotting meat that she pulled out of the grates at the meat packing factory .. you disfunctional and annoying human being, you" ..... nope ... no problem here ... i really don't understand these people anymore ... and i can't imagine/remember myself ever being like them ... though i know i was at some point in my life ... due to lack of boyfriend-age ... it sucks to be them ... they're all jealous ... of me! ... of all people ... yep ... it definitely sucks to be them ....
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