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*Sakura*

 

I decided to clean Naruto-kun’s house while he was out. I always cleaned the house for Katsu-kun. He doesn’t even appreciate that of me. When ever I clean always find lacy panties that weren’t mine. Every time I confront him about them, I end up cleaning up bloodstains off the floor and walls. I hate him for his problems.

I cleaned Naruto-kun’s things like I was looking for something.  He was good to me but this was a habit of mine. I would have to learn to trust again. Katsu-kun had damaged me too much.

Once I was done, I went into the bathroom to change clothes. I found a long black and pink dress was hanging up for me. I instantly recognized it. This was the dress Naruto-kun bought for me last year. Katsuya was angry with me for having it. He accused me of cheating, beat me, and took the dress. Naruto-kun must have stole it back and kept it. I was glad he did.

I slid on the dress. It still fit me perfectly. I really liked it. I felt sexy in this dress. I fixed my hair and looked in the mirror. Before when I looked in the mirror, I saw a defenseless woman. Now, that image had changed.

I rested on the couch for a while. The thought Naruto delighted me. He was so kind to me. Last night when we slept in each other’s arms, I felt so safe with him. Soon, I realized something. I was in love with Naruto. I wanted to be with him forever.

But there was still a problem. Katsuya would be released in three months. And then what? He would kill Naruto and me, feel guilty for it, and then kill himself. I put my knees to my chest. Either path I took, I lost. I was miserable with Katsuya and I was trapped as property to him.

Then, the door opened. I looked up and Naruto walked in. My heart raced in sweet despair. “Hi, Sakura-chan.” he greeted me. I flew off the couch, embraced Naruto-kun tightly, and kissed him hard on the lips. He was shocked, I didn’t doubt that. But I didn’t care. I wanted Naruto-kun so badly. When I pulled away, I saw the confused look on his face. “What was that for?” Naruto-kun asked me at last. I kept silent at first. Then, I swallowed hard and replied: “It’s just a greeting, Naruto-kun. I’m going to rest for a while.” Then, I walked upstairs to bed.