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1.19.93 top

Spotlight

in the spotlight life is so peachy yeah, yeah, yeah
wouldn't you like to retire with a million
a million beating hearts
behind brick and cold steel piping
fighting for the top
fighting for the room to breathe
bench parks sleepers lie
cold blanket bedless babies
here this must stop
here I cannot stay
damn you big city, black city
rise and take me over, steal my soul away
oh big city, black city
rise and take me over, steal my soul away
but all out in the world
the night it crawls it falls much harder than I recall
out in the world
the sirens call from every corner they say
in the spotlight life is so peachy, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
all of us are in the spotlight for a reason, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
caught for stealing somebody's riches, no, no, no, no
wouldn't you like to retire with a million bucks yeah
came here from a small town
see my dreams here in the big city
sour disappointment
here I cannot stay
damn you big city, black city
rise and take me over, steal my soul away
oh big city, black city
rise and up around me, steal my soul away
but all out in this world
the night it crawls it falls much harder than I recall
out in the world
the sirens call from every corner to say
in the spotlight life is so peachy, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
all of us in the spotlight for a reason, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
caught for stealing somebody's riches, no, no, no, no
wouldn't you like to retire with a million bucks yeah
damn you big city, black city
rise and take me over, steal my soul away
oh big city, black city
rise and up around me, steal my soul away
but all out in this world
the night it crawls it falls much harder than I recall
out in the world
the sirens call from every corner to say
in the spotlight life is so peachy, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
all of us in the spotlight for a reason, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
caught for stealing somebody's riches, no, no, no, no
wouldn't you like to retire with a million bucks

1.26.93 top

Halloween

oh little lovely eyes open
and give it to your life
oh little chicken eyes open
and leading, i won't tell you
wait until i come
and he will leave you
wait until i come
and he will go
wait until i come
and he will leave you
wait until i come
and he will go

watch man leave it where it lie
and give it only this play
is out of my hands
and get and i sneak off in the night
till i will and wake you up well
till i get out of here
hey

oh little lovely eyes
and give my yeah
one little bit and i give to you
a little bit i give it to you
a little bit a little bit
say love

hey man would you if you're while
and calling in the back street
i'm hoping your happy
your mind you'll leave it in this life
and i notice everything i like
and love till the end

and why do you run around me
till i ask why do you run around here
did i ask why do you run around here
did i ask why then why then watch you
and you

would you mind
no way yeah
why this mourning
why this mourning
why this mourning love
why this mourning
why this mourning
why this mourning love
lay

carry on
carry on
carry on
and won't walk away
i walk away
love is hell
lovey dove
and lovey dove
lovey dove
lovey dove
lovey dove
lovey dove
lovey dove

i'll walk away
i'll walk away
man if you go burial
lovey dove
walk away
and i'm here
and you will carry on you will
you'll love love love
love is up to you
love love love
love is up to you

2.01.93 top

Kind Intentions (91-93 Demos)

she said
don't you ever lay
your hands on me again boy
unless you mean it well

i was always so kind
intentions were good
you'll leave me, well

nobody said
hey, where would you be without me
without me
i'd be home alone, yeah

fall way back, oh
drive on way back to me, drive
why notice me here alone
find oh well i do grow again into me
take me home
lie as you may
you go send away

watching roll way back to me, roll
feeling here way back so low
follow me home, why did you go
facing well alone on you should
falling

why, say
drive all way where did they go
faiths been so cold
watch, you know nothing
well, don't you believe
find your way now
say, cold and

2.17.93 top

Rhyme & Reason

so here we stand she's younger but so very fine
and i want to hold her close
ah but trouble it surely will be my own
and everybody will discover here
and i know hey lovely lovely little child
don't tell, don't please kiss and tell
oh cause i fear i fear the change will lead percussion
time we go out again to my head
my head'll leave my head alone
i'll do it to you
i'll give it away my love
my head'll lie my head don't know
well we will choose yeah to follow yourself and
i watch your tail as you're walking down the street
but would not admit it to your daddy your mommy
oh you look so fine walking at me
make me want to take you take you down
oh how much i love when you hold me closer
and I dream your eyes on my lips
oh how how i how i tender tender keep you
by me and nobody else's say i'll keep you say
my head'll leave my head'll lie
you make me feel all fine
oh our hearts they'll lovey dove
my head'll know what I desire
you will but see this oh don't go back into
love again me and hold and hold you don't
in my head is in
my head is out
lying lying lying about this alone
and I steal away so alone
oh going to leave you
and i'm going away
going away sooner than you think
would you not like to spend an hour or two by me
oh i'll let you away
let you away
i can smell you now
waiting me
better go

#34

hey man be quiet and they say i can't
oh friend
man i wonder if this sticks out again
so we stand like fools and i fight oh oh again
man too older hand
me but still i lean
cry about it
lie about it
we grow so tired
take it always
tell me again
i'm all away

[instrum. break]

oh i lay myself at your feet, wild again
my old friend
i know everything that you say is only true
so wild
so cry about it
oh fill my head
lie about it
cry about it
see you again

[instrum. break]

cry about it
lie about it
lean upon me
i'll lean up you
we'll be ok

3.17.93 top

#34

Oh my head lay back on the seating
Been so tired throw away my surrounding
Like the sun and moon take for granted
Soon we move through the flood and we fade away
Lie about it
Cry about it
We'll be ok
Lean upon me
I'll lean upon you
We'll be ok
Oh I lay myself at your feet laughing
Hope mine eye made of the soul choir
Lean upon me
I'll lean upon you
We'll be ok
Lie about it
Cry about it
Soon fade away
Lie about it
Cry about it
We'll be ok
Lean upon me
I'll lean upon you
We'll be ok

3.23.93 top

Heathcliff's Haiku Warriers

I I
I won't be so what will we wait
and our reasons sew away
then we crawl out of our holes into the open air
take us so long we cried away
in corners they may feel
but oh no what I see
but I know it's not fair
baby say you love me
and don't leave her waiting
by the any one word
you call me up and say a lie
so child take'em I call to come again
and now I'm watching you
why and it's all into the old way back
we swing our hands and hope
that everyone comes back
I don't believe you're saying
I don't believe what you're doing here
tell me good intentions
and what you hang from your tree
I don't believe what you said
but walkin by my door
I find all these smilin' faces
locked up and tied
oh the rhythm, an old song I heard
wild and afraid I'll sail away again
memories fall
hey we feel so cold
I really thought it was cool winter day
not to buy
we buy the air down the wall
say this one time
we all, they could do it for a week or more
then they wait and buy it
I don't care no matter what
I will mend me one too
pour the soul out in an open page
crushed by our memories
so my happiness fell away
and tore my mind and darkness fell here

#34

oh my head lay back see all of your love (?)
no i lay back look out at your feet here
take my hand reached to that you take out yet
we're too old and too tired i say i'm old

lie about it
cry about it
we'll be ok

lean upon me
i'll lean upon you
we'll be ok

when i lean back here i say to my (?)
lean on me tell my heart that survives

lean upon me
i'll lean upon you
things we regret

lean upon me
i'll lean upon you
we'll be ok

lean upon me
i'll lean upon you
there is (?)

lie about it
cry about it
we'll be okay

Rhyme & Reason

in the we'll
go all of us
in a hurry to get
somewhere i don't know
well and we're leaning heavy
leaning heavy on each other
hope is (?)
light will shine on

then go out
falling about this place
driving a little bit at night
but what about
they say
hey don't you enjoy the feeling
i say here
shivering cold i say

my head will rise
but i don't mind
what you do on your time
but what you do lord don't mind
i'm going to take what i can find
then i'll step away
and leave you behind to find

my head watching you
and the mind
i take it
then i take it leave it leave it
find it in time
and i come back here
running running me away
don't talk
and the court
like every witness in the room
say got the time to pay
i'm talking

my head is here
my head is around
leave me slipping
step on a little bit of loose here
i don't know my head is on the ground
and my feet are dangling
up and the cards gone wild
had a way
why i had a way
the time you lying
why i had a way again
lying lying around to find out

and i told you
when you have a minute
please come live with me
not that i feel i have to do
any explaining but oh
this and that for free you said
my mama loving leaning
while lean on me if you can you will
but here live that a woman don't sin
and make me
whats your name
i'm living by yourself

my head is mine
my head is around
sometimes i throw it away
and told to the lying
my head around
spinning time and time again
follow leave it
what you say love it again
i want to love you again
the woman i hope for love it again
but theres no such thing
and you got me go up up and down
our love i say has got to be more

4.14.93 top

Seek Up

sometimes i feel like i'm falling
fall back again
fall back again
fall back again
fall back again

oh here we stand twenty million strong
a thousand million going on
feeding tired in
and every minute passes
every moment past
oh pumpin up up into the sky
we could hide ourselves from him
he the holy one
that locked us all up in cages
kept all in our cages
hey take a look at yourself
take a take a very fast look at yourself
you would lead him here
and you will get away
forget about the reasons
for the treasons you are seeking
forget about the notion
that your emotions can be swept away
forget about being guilty
be innocent instead
for soon we will all find ourselves swept away

hey heredom
i've got a lovely car and my bank account
and your modern leave
here locking cages
here I look into moments taken by my stolen few hearts
we would leave it all
one minute as it passes
temper
forget about the reasons
for the treasons you are seeking
forget about the notion
that your emotions can be swept away
forget about being guilty
be innocent instead
for soon we will all find our lives swept away

you seek up an emotion
and your cup is overflowing
you seek up an emotion
sometimes your well is dry
you seek up a big monster
for him to fight your wars for you
but when he finds his way to you
the devil's not home
ha ha ha ha
hey here we stand
the two of us in doubt
and the moment's out
feeding as we do
at this some food we land food we land
hey man about town
and man about his own business
he will leave it
leave you believing that he alone
might be the answer to your questions
forget about the reason
for the treasons you are seeking
forget about being guilty
be innocent instead
forget about religion
finding holes and filling them
for soon we will all find ourselves swept away

you seek up an emotion
and your cup is overflowing
you seek up an emotion
sometimes your well is dry
you seek up a big monster
for him to fight your wars for you
but when he finds his way to you
the devil's not home
ha ha ha ha

fall back again
fall back again
fall back again
fall back again

fall back again
reel me in
fall back again
we're finding out it
fall back again
nobody said this
fall back again
this emotion

7.27.93 top

Any Noise / Anti Noise

it's gracious of you
to hold your arms
throw your charms around me
it's gracious of you
to lead me by your hands
love you
it's gracious of you
to be by my side
growing wild
breathing thunder
it's gracious of you
to come again
come again
to me and need to say
need to say goodbye
you need to say goodbye
so yeah
so yeah
i'm notice way
this way this place that lead me
walk hallowed and open
why one more than this
and i need this
gracious of you to hold me while
but i don't want to
don't want to say goodbye
yeah goodbye
it's too soon for me
to say goodbye

8.09.93 top

Any Noise / Anti Noise

it's gracious of you
to hold your arms
to spill your charms down on me
it's gracious of you
to hold me near
tell me fear nothing but i'm an illusion

it's gracious of you
to spin me round
and spend your charms up inside
it's gracious of you
to hold me hold me up
in your lovers arm
but your head
this time grows tired for us together
but i don't understand in
understand when you were saying

say goodbye
you tell me words
say goodbye
why i say goodbye
and all this time spend away
i want i want all this raging here
i mean i don't take
i meant that you
as best as best as all
lay down
i cry here when all
and all there
bring questions

it's gracious of you
to take me down
hold me tight while
it's gracious of you
why why must you go
why must you go
and all i say
let us
my hope my love
in times for you
but the corners
if you must say goodbye
say goodbye
hey hey say goodbye
and no no i'll say goodbye
you say goodbye

8.10.93 top

Any Noise / Anti Noise

it's gracious of you
to take the time to find out
it's gracious of you
to listen up listen up listen up
i'll sail on you
it's gracious of you
to spend your time
to spend your charm around me
it's gracious of you
to hold me near hold my words
i shall see it
things we be
it's gracious of you
it's gracious of you
so i wait here
it's gracious of you
to tell me oh things seem tired so
soon my way see it
i missed you

you say goodbye
so you say goodbye
time i won't say it
it's gracious of you
but not to leave
i'm not ready oh so you were no
to ask you up
please don't please don't
then say goodbye
it seems so good don't say goodbye
but no i won't
i beg to stay
those times we played
those times we run a mountain
to climb baby don't
well all i ask my heads out
my head won't
you tell me to say goodbye
you say goodbye to time
i'll fade
patience please give me a minute
patience please don't rush away
patience please i'll make it okay patience
don't say goodbye
don't say goodbye
i will not find out
say goodnight

11.02.93 top

Doobie Thing

oh she might not change and go leave it
and i won’t let them die again
i know that whatever she does
she may never go down my way again
leave it oh and they walk on the mountain
and stream again
and then when i will
i will never fall in love again
she will, she might go my way again
she might go my way
she might end up going my way

11.13.93 top

Take a Minute Jam

won’t you please
i said take a minute
take a minute with me
iI said let it down
here low on the window
and then go down

and then look at the walls
they came raging
and the soul still wet
is the woman okay
and then awhile yeah
just roll away
roll away

if you should be the way up
i don’t know if i got time to let go
i don’t know where i'm in the way
in here on my day i know
so i am
should you be in my head
over me
so i am
should you be over my head in here me
take me away
take me away

faith love
so the pattern rose again
and the windows closed tightly

11.16.93 top

Say Goodbye

(cut)

friends
and we talk, we change the subject again
to what we like to eat
what we like to do
spend the afternoon
movies we have seen
i mean let's get serious
i want to lay want to lay want to lay with me
said wanna melt in you tonight
we could get a little wild and fight
oh man kiss swept and away
lets mingle mingle in this juicy love
slide slippin again
but person kissin it never ends
tongue tastin touchin grows
man we say man throw its
in this wild eve
tomorrow another day
tomorrow's another when she will stay
i want miss lover
again and again
roll about and let's give it up
this fear of romance
at the mouth we've lusted
i see eyes
i throw them your way
our stares are loaded
and i mean every bad every bad
and say this wild and this again
in me i won't depend
see this placing again
and wait couch seems fun
and they dance see wouldn't go
will need when see this wine
and the wine took time
and we better we better save and i
sin with me yeah
with me
tomorrow and again
tomorrow and again
possi-possible again
and it won't be the greatest
and wait there lie crave me
me wait cover so ain't again
bareback slumber please
say lie and they came out with me today
slow night and i'll wait with you tonight
and away led
while my knowing well is well is it love
love i say God, God
and i wait
lying in bed bed
lady love love me tonight lady
and tomorrow say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye

11.27.93 top

Say Goodbye

see the way here you and i together
for the night
oh keeping the distances safe
but have another glass of wine and relax
let your eyes steal me back away
and fantasy rolling
maybe this evening
you and i could both portray those we
patrol the lovers we'll lay
this roller coaster
oh man it's got me reeling

to wait man in this bed
and the way we like old friends
i realized its all old friends
but lovers well tonight lets pretend
when the way man all light and fall again
fall again by my side
and wait there
oh tomorrow go back to being friends
go back to being friends

say we're not lovers at least for right now
before the fire the blood red wine
gots my mind twised itching for the companion
and maybe we could roll roll
roll about kiss sweat
and blow one into each other
you and i just for a while
and we'll give it up till

rain man on my head
oh lay, lay with me in my bed
and while we roll in this gold
for a man has gots my mind flowing
oh why tonight should we hesitate
give me one good reason
say man leave and we'll see
oh man and woman pleasantries
take it away here today
tommorow go back to being friends
go back
go back

say we're not lovers
but one question
it's no rise
have another glass of wine
open up your eyes
i mean close them tightly
and embrace
and embrace well say

we lay on tonight
oh lover just for the night
and we can daylight daylight
oh we'll roll until its bright outside
leave me only here, only here
head over heels
head over souls
and wait man wait

will i, will i, won't i
bet i wait
lie just for tonight
we'll leave it but i
i'll leave it and wait
yeah yeah
lie, we'll lie, won't lie
and tommorow say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye
tommorow say goodbye

12.02.93 top

Rhyme & Reason

oh man lights open
and leave me crying again
i wonder wonder if i can get out
of this dizzy dizzy spell
well leave my God my eyes are open
but i feel i'm locked behind
can't get out
can't get what i mean to tell you
out out out of my mouth

my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
till i'm dead and gone
my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
till i'm six feet under ground
i i

so all these groove seems to help my mellow
oh sometimes sleep treats me well
and the day begins i think maybe i can handle
get my way out of this cell but
oh God then the day continue
copy words television get me turning about
and i don't know don't know if i can find a reason
find a reason to live this one out

my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
till i'm dead and gone
my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
till i'm six feet under ground
in my grave
why won't leave here
why won't leave here
let it wild and again
yeah i said why don't why don't you
leave me by myself

oh i say i have this knowing feeling
i might be losing
losing what little i've got
hey and i feel i feel i might be losing hold
losing hold of what i'm not
and maybe i maybe i'll lay here
lay me down on the floor
and the death bed looks
so comfortable to me now
looks soft as hell oh

my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
till i'm dead and gone
my head won't leave my head alone
and i don't believe it will
till i'm six feet under ground
in my grave
when i'm leave here
leave here
lie right and while i won't say
i am under understand leaving low

God knows here i'm oh
won't you leave me wait here
man this sky
oh the darkness seems so cold day oh
oh the darkness will lead me home

Drive In Drive Out

sang all my sisters and brother
oh manners if i divide us all
oh political words they ponder our soul
this side that side
right wrong driving me bare

drive in drive out i'm leaving
drive in drive out i come back again
drive in drive out i'm leaving
drive in drive out

hell has it's own place we carry on
well everyone cityside watch us go along
wail as you will driving drive us apart
don't trust words that divide us and get it to my heart

oh man i lay her way
in the way in the way
oh man i lay her
on my way God on my way God
oh man i lay oh
won't have won't have won't have won't have
oh man i lay her away

you and me sister
sometimes i feel we figure it out
you and me sister
oh we got it right
our differences differences
mother and pen collide
why must a stand fast beside
what i think is right

oh drive in drive out i'm leaving
drive in drive out i come back again
drive in drive out i'm leaving
drive in drive out

hell has a place for everyone
it's here and now
the devil he's not hiding underground
he's waiting by your front door
or tv man take you away
rock up your world
tell man he won't leave you alone
drive you alone
man man i want back here again
light and some peace

oh man i lay her away way
oh man i lay her
i'm in my world oh and i see
oh man i lay her
run away run away run away
oh man i lay her
chickadee
what you got
what you got
hetchya

Say Goodbye

oh well here we are
by this fireside
and the snow outside
keep you and me lock up
for tonight
i mean no harm here
but while we're stuck
why not get stuck inside each other
and no more baby
i know we're friends
but tonight oh God let's be lovers
oh roll around beside
until daylight
won't leave won't lead

away man only kind
i'll leave all this tonight
have another glass or sip of wine
and your eyes lead me to find
heaven way raise

tomorrow go back to being friends
tomorrow go go back to being friends
and not no lovers
you go back to your man
i go back to my wife
back to our lives
seperate from each other
and when you see me
when i see you
we pretend we do not know
one time we too were lovers
just for the night until daylight

come and strip us away
goddess tonight
oh come down lay by my side
we won't play away
then we i
oh how i like to spend
you time on with us away
and gotten oh got today
oh away yeah

tomorrow go back to being friends
go back to being friends yeah

leave it romance all again
i i believe honey just tonight
in your eyes i see
and taste your lips
tonight well the taste of the
from fingers it might be alright away
God won't set away
and we pray out again
and we be playful
rollercoaster friends
and away yeah

tonight oh man woman
see the way all away
please stay lie lie it away
lie for love and pain
rare red as there
red as her lie God lie lay here
rain

and tomorrow say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye

Minarets (intro)

::scat intro::

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

reason tells me something
that you are old here
wailing
so diverse
we all differences have between
but still human always
but the diverse i was coming to

Halloween

oh little lovely eyes open
and staring up at me
oh little lovely hair
so long and reeling here
wait until i come
and she will leave you
wait until i come
and she will go
wait until i come
and she will leave you
wait until i come
and she will go

watch man leave it where you like
i come to you at nightmare
i suck up into your mind
well religion isn't fine
no faith that you will find here
could save you from out of my hair

boy little lovely eyes
open and staring up at me
ha ha ha ha ha
one little bitty mama see you with you
little bitty mama see you with you
little bitty mama little bitty mama say lie

hey man watch it where you lie
i come into your nightmare
i suck up into your mind
here the date of the desire
i walking on a right way
i run up into your

why do you run around me
why do you run around here
oh why do i run around near
oh why then why then watch me
little fuck

wind away yeah

why this lonely
why this lonely
why this lonely love
why this lonely
why this lonely
why this lonely love

halloween

carry on
carry on
carry on
carry on
carry on
carry on until away
tell me are you satisfied with fucking

oh walk away
don't walk away
don't walk away
i'm talking to

lovey dove
lovey dove
lovey dove
love is i give you
love love love
love is i give you
love love love
love is i give you

12.08.93 top

Say Goodbye

so here we are
you and i together
stuck for the night with the fire
and the snow all down tonight
back to inside
i guess this evening
we'll be spending hours together
wondering what if
i will take and i'll take
too much time by this
i don't mean over
lets make the best
lets make the best of our time

to read all oh lets make
oh man i don't leave this day
oh we'll lay and minus sour
and give this and save the hours
till we lay here
tommorow go back to being friends

oh its just fate thats brought us together
in this room
your smile bright and your eyes
you get me feel
and i am lonely and i hope for
hope for you and me
while we're tonight
lets be lovers
all this evening
and by daylight go back to your man
i go back to my wife
back to our lives
back to our lives

and so i wait here it's okay
man well all the same
all its
have another glass of wine
this ball of time
this sweet lives in a moment
so wait here and tommorrow
go back to being friends
go back to being friends

say i'll wait oh on this side
we'll fill this tub
and desire and we so wait
well in the life
and i want to be my lover tonight
and wait we'll come inside
and god said just wait
i'm gonna leave and while my sunrise
and wait here
my love and i wait here
wait on light
and i'll got to say
i won't let me love here
we'll wait tonight

tonight and tommorow say goodbye
say goodbye
say goodbye hey
say goodbye

12.11.93 top

Route 2

we got stuck on top a mountain
in the snow
someone sent us on route 2
or whatever the hell that is
over the mountain
it’s cold here
it’s pretty cold in Massachusetts
compared to Virginia

she walks through my head
oh mountains change my way
our walking would have been faster
but mountains got in the way
a lotta snow today
lotta snow today
can we (?) here
play my head water
I want to be on in my change
got me tired again, hey
drive two miles an hour down a mountain trail
don't go any faster, gonna lose my way
can't go any faster, gonna lose my way
riding on the mountain, its snowing today
giddyup giddyup away
giddyup giddyup away
gonna be late if we don't find our way
hurry, hurry, yeah
oh hustle
oh hustle