Serenity
*Shizuma*
My heart is a frozen rock. Nai love, nai compassion,
nai
sympathy. I lived in a cold ruthless life. You could say I am the “Kill
or
be killed” type person. But soon, that was about to change.
It all started with Yuki. Yuki. He was a young
beautiful
tenshi. Yuki… Bah! He’s just a human! Flesh and blood. Food for the
onis.
Yet…
I slept in the tree near the Fujita house. I don’t
know
naze. Maybe I wanted to spy on him. Anyway, I was well hidden. Or so I
thought.
“Hi Shizuma!” a voice yelled. *Twinge* “D’oh!”
I thought. “He saw me!” But I just couldn’t let him see that. So
I
pretended to still be sleeping. “Spying on me again, eh?” Yuki asked.
*Nai
answer* “Well,” he continued. “Take care!” Then I heard him run off.
Once
he was gone, an idea roused in my head. I leapt up and followed him in
secret.
*Yuki*
I sat in the classroom in boredom. Zen and his
friend
weren’t harassing me like usual. That was nice but strange. But I would
be
in for a huge shock.
The sensei entered the room. “Ohayoo!” he said.
(Ohayoo=
Good morning in Jap.) “Ohayoo!” the students replied. “Today, we have a
new
student!” he exclaimed. The students were in a silent buzz. I didn’t
care.
“Another person to torment me!” I thought.
The sensei opened the door. And low and behold, my
savior
walked in. I jerked my head up. “Shi-zuma!” I thought. Another
playful
heat consumed me. I was turning aka again.
*Shizuma*
“Ohayoo,” I said. “My name is Shizuma.” I looked
around.
My Yuki was blushing. I grinned with satisfaction. The girls were
blushing
as well. I didn’t think much of it. Then I saw Zen and his friend. They
didn’t
show it, but I sensed their fear. This was going to be sweet!
“Dozo take the seat behind Fujita Yuki.” the sensei
said.
“Certainly.” I said. Then I complied gracefully. I could feel the sweat
developing
on his back. Hai! This was going to be sweet!
*Yuki*
By lunchtime, I found Shizuma again. Surprisingly,
he
was sitting on the ground. I was expecting him to be in a tree.
Anyway, I began to approach him.
*Shizuma*
My heart felt heavy. My head was swimming with many
thoughts.
Every time I was near Yuki, I got this little glowing feeling in my
chest.
I didn’t want this feeling! I was supposed to be a cold ruthless
killer!
But still…
My head jerked up. He was right behind me. Now nani?
I
slowly turned my head. He was smiling. D’oh! His smile was so kawaii.
My
cold heart raced. “Not again!” I thought. “Not again!”
*Yuki*
“Hi.” I said. “Nani do you want?!?” he snapped. I
paused.
Then said: “I wanted to ask you something.” “Naze?” Shizuma growled.
“Because
I want to know.” I answered. Silence passed. He looked so dreamy in his
schoolboy
uniform.
“All right,” he said at last. “Make it quick!” I drew in a deep breath.
Then
I asked: “Do you love me?” Shizuma’s eyes grew wide. “NANI?!?” he
asked.
“Do you love me? I repeated. He seemed to be in a panic.
“Nani’s wrong?” I asked. “Nani makes you think I
love
you?!?” Shizuma yelled. “Well,” I began. “You follow me around a lot,
you
protected me, and you enrolled into my school to keep watch over me” I
could
see him blushing now. He was a combination of dreamy and kawaii now.
I could even see he was speechless. “Just go
away!!!”
he yelled. Then he ran off. I just stood there. “Was it something I
said?”
I wondered.
*Shizuma*
He… asked… me… such…. sick… questions! I could
barely
breathe. Nani was he thinking?!? But… He spoke the truth. I did love
him.
But I’m a cold-hearted killer! Nai I’m not! All right. I admit! I love
Yuki,
a little! *Sigh* Shit! I’m confused now! *Sigh*
Hmm… Maybe my heart’s not a frozen rock after all.
