I Will Save You For Another Day

I feel the cold metal on my wrist

I can see the vein in my arm

I go to push down, but stop

Can I do this?

Can I really end it all?

Is there anything left for me to live for?

Then I think about it

I know that if I do

he will follow me

or so he tells me

and I can’t let him do that

I look at the metal in my hand

and shake my head.

I stand up and put it back into the drawer

I will safe you for another day.