Lyrics --- Spirit
* Bonus Track: This Little Bird, featuring Nedra Carroll 2:43
You find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky
But your heart like grape gum on the ground
And you try to find yourself
In the abstracts of religion
And the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive
When you're standing in deep water
And you’re bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you’re drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it’s these little times that help to remind
It’s nothing without love
You wake up to realize your only friend
Has never been yourself or anyone who cared in the end
That’s when suddenly everything fades or falls away
‘Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which we’ve made
When you’re standing in deep water
And you’re bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you’re drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it’s these little times that help to remind
It’s nothing without love, love, love
It’s nothing without love
We’ve compromised our pride
And sacrificed our health
We must demand more not of each other
But more from ourselves
‘Cause when you’re standing in deep water
And you’re bailing yourself out with a straw
When you’re drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it’s these little times that help to remind
It’s nothing without love, love, love
It’s nothing without love
It’s nothing without love
Turn to me with frozen lips
Your hands are icy cold
Your eyes burn bright against the frost-bit sky
You never seemed more lovely than you do tonight
Pale on the horizon
Like leaves frozen in the snow
Our two shadows merge inseparably
Will time stand still if it’s pierced with cold
The more I live
The more I know
What’s simple is true
I love you
There’s a warmth in my heart
It haunts me when you’re gone
Mend me to your side and never let go
Say ‘Time knows nothing, we’ll never grow cold
The more I live
The more I know
What’s simple is true
I love you
Twilight descends on our silhouette
How soon spring comes
How soon spring forgets
I wanna hold time, say it’ll never begin
Old man winter be our friend
Old man winter be our friend
‘Cause the more I live
The more I know
What’s simple is true
What’s simple is true
I love, I love you
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we’re all OK
And not to worry ‘cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won’t be made useless
I won’t be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they’re not yours, they are my own
But they’re not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn’t steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn’t ever after
We’ll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what’s right
‘Cause where’s there’s a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they’re not yours, they are my own
But they’re not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they’re not yours, they are my own
But they’re not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they’re not yours, they are my own
But they’re not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God’s eyes
God’s hands
God’s mind
We are God’s eyes
God’s hands
God’s heart
We are God’s eyes
God’s hands
God’s eyes
We are God’s hands
We are God’s hands
Please love let’s make no impartial vow
Let all fade away
That’s not crucial now
I want a brave love, one that makes me week in the knees
I want a crazy, crazy love
One that makes me come undone at the seams
‘Cause I’m tired of all these pilgrims, these puritans, these thieves
Of all these unbelievers who whittle love down at the knees
Let these swift roads destroy themselves
Let the world fall into its sleep
For we shall be spared
We shall be left standing
To face what’s left of concrete and honey
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnamed
Kiss the flame
Let’s run with the hunted the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnamed
There are nightmares on the sidewalks
There are jokes on TV
There are people selling thoughtlessness
With such casualty
But wherefore art thou Romeo
Where have all the brave men gone
Show me a man who knows his own heart
To him I shall belong
Kiss the flame
Let’s run with the hunted the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless, the unnamed
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame
Please love let’s make no impartial vow
Sun sets ‘cross the ocean
I’m a thousand miles from anywhere
My pocketbook and my heart both just got stolen
And the sun act like she don’t even care
The wind blows cold when you reach the top
It feels like someone’s face is stuck to the bottom of my shoe
I got a plastic Jesus, and a cordless telephone for every corner of my room
Got everybody but you telling me what to do
But I’ve been down so long
Ooh, it can’t be longer still
I’ve been down so long
That the end must be drawing near
I look to everybody but me to answer my prayers
‘Til I saw an angel in a bathroom who said she saw no one worth saving anywhere
And blind man on the corner said it’s simple, like flipping a coin
Don’t matter what side it lands on if it’s someone else’s dime
But I’ve been down so long
Ooh, it can’t be longer still
We’ve been down so long
That the end must be drawing near
I take a trip, I catch a train, I catch a plane
I got a ticket in my hand
And then a man takes my money
And like cattle we all stand
But we’ve been down so long
Ooh, it can’t be longer still
We’ve been down so long
The end must be…
I know the end must be…
Oh, I know the end must be drawing near
Bridge Repeat/Scat Section
Innocence Maintained
Ophelia drowned in the water
Crushed by her own weight
Hitler loved little blue-eyed boys
And it drove him to hate
Birds always grow silent before the night descends
‘Cause nature has a funny way of breaking what does not bend
A hero’s torso built of steel and Novocain
His heart a bitter beat inside a bloodless frame
There was a hole inside his soul a manicure could not fill
So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the window still
We’ve made houses for hatred
It’s time we made a place
Where people’s souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
For innocence can’t be lost
It just needs to be maintained
A small town in Ohio
Two boys are filled with violence
And darkness spreads its legs for hate and ignorance
We are given to a god to put our faith therein
But to be forgiven, we must first believe in sin
We’ve made houses for hatred
It’s time we made a place
Where people’s souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
For innocence can’t be lost
It just needs to be maintained
I want to live bravely and love without fear
I want always to feel the wings of grace near
We all will be Christed when we hear ourselves say
We are that to which we pray
We’ve made houses for hatred
It’s time we made a place
Where people’s souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
We’ve built houses for hatred
It’s time we made a place
Where people’s souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
For innocence can’t be lost
It just needs to be maintained
Jupiter
Venus de Milo in her half-baked shell
Understood the nature of love very well
She said, "A good love is delicious, you can’t get enough too soon.
It makes you so crazy you want to swallow the moon."
Oh, oh Jupiter
Oh, oh be still my little heart
Oh, oh love is a flame neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
Say it’ll be soon
You make me so crazy, baby
Could swallow the moon
My hands are two travelers they’ve crossed oceans and lands
Yet they are too small on the continent of your skin
Wandering, wandering I could spend my life
Traveling the length of your body each night
Oh, oh Jupiter
Oh, oh be still my little heart
Oh, oh love is a flame neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it’ll be soon
You make me so crazy, baby
Could swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Oh, oh Jupiter
Oh, oh be still my little heart
Oh, oh love is a flame neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it’ll be soon
You make me so crazy, baby
Could swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Fat boy goes to the pool
Sees his reflection, doesn’t know what to do
He feels little inside and filled with pride
Oh, fragile flame
No one sees the same
Fat boy goes about his day
Trying to think of funny things to say
Like, "This is just a game I play"
And, "I like my this way"
Oh, fragile flame
When no one feels the same
Hush, sleep, don’t think, just eat
Your daddy’s little boy
Your mama’s pride and joy
You know they love ya
But not because they hold ya
Fat boy says "Wouldn’t it be nice
If I could melt myself like ice
Or outrun my skin and just be pure wind"
Oh, fragile flame
Sometimes I feel the same
Enter From the East
I went out a-wandering
Beneath an unknown sky
The heavens all shook violently
He caught my eye
Strange fruit fell
It struck me to the core
My heart became a single flame
It wanted nothing more
Stranger, enter from the east
Stranger, step inside this place
Oh, and own me, own me.
The clock became a bullet hole
Cruel and unkind
It hurt me with its second hand
Alone another night
Stranger, enter from the east
Stranger, step inside this place
Blue is that you?
Well, don’t bother knocking on my door this time
Blue, go be true for someone else
There’s no room inside this heart of mine
My heart has four empty rooms
Three wait for lightening and one waits for you
I must have you all to myself
Feel the full weight of your skin
I’ll hollow out my insides
To place you in
Stranger, enter from the east
Stranger, step inside this place
Oh, and own me, own me
Barcelona
Barcelona where the winds all blew
And the churches don’t have windows but the graveyards do
Me and my shadow are wrestling again
Look out stranger there’s a dark cloud moving in
But if you could hear the song in my heart it would tell you
I’m afraid I am alone
Won’t somebody please hold me, release me
Show me the meaning of mercy
Let me loose
Fly, let me fly, let me fly
Super paranoid, I’m blending, I’m blurring, I’m bleeding into the scenery
Loving someone else is so much easier
But I hold myself hostage in the mirror
But if you could hear the voice in my heart it would tell you
I’m tired of feeling this way
God, won’t you please hold me, release me
Show me the meaning of mercy
Let me loose
Let me fly, let me fly, let me fly
I won’t be held down, I won’t be held back
I will lead with my faith
The red light has been following me
But don’t worry mother
It’s no longer gravity
Hold me, release me
Show me the meaning of mercy
Let me fly, let my fly, let me fly
Don’t worry mother, it’ll be all right
And don’t worry sister, say your prayers and sleep tight
It’ll be fine lover of mine
It’ll be just fine
Lend your voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And you shall lead a life uncommon
I’ve heard your anguish, I’ve heard your hearts cry out
We are tired, we are weary, but we aren’t worn out
Set down your chains, until only faith remains
Set down your chains
And lend your voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And we shall lead a life uncommon
There are plenty of people who pray for peace
But if praying were enough it would have come to me
Let your words enslave no one and the heavens will hush themselves
To hear our voices ring out clear
With sounds of freedom
Sounds of freedom
Come on you unbelievers, move out of the way
There is a new army coming and we are armed with faith
To live, we must give
To live
And lend our voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And we shall lead…
Lend our voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And we shall lead a life uncommon
Hey, you say you like the way the cowboys tip their hats and say
"How’s it going ma’am?"
But you’re never quite clear if their glares are sincere
Or really only just second hand
To you it’s all roses it’s lavender haze
The man is a marvel, but it’s a shame about his brains
But that’s OK
You say "He’s got straight teeth and it’s good sex."
You look to the sky
You look to the man
You claim innocence and not to understand
Or do you, do you?
There’s a big man wearing a white suit and patent leather shoes
He wants to take his monkeys to see his kids at the zoo
‘Cause the gypsy on the corner said
"Hey Mister you can’t lose."
And it’s your first day at the track
You feel that heat on your back
We all want a way to beat the system
Find some rhythm in the madness
Get down on your knees and pray
Say "I’ll do whatever you want, God
Just let me have my way"
Well will you, will you?
Come on all you merry men,
Rally your cry
Dance with the devil for tomorrow we’ll surely
Hey, hey blow the men down
You all with your cigarettes and cool stares
Filled with blank glares and loaded regrets
Just like the girls today with nothing to say
No more pigtails and pony rides
They’re sophisticated
They sip on lattes
And have their eyes on a bigger prize
We shake our fists and say "Well good golly we’re mad
That God kills children with our very own hands"
We claim innocence and not to understand
Or do we, do we?
Come on all you merry men
Rally your cry
Dance with the devil for tomorrow we’ll surely
Hey, hey blow the men down
Blow the men down
Inside my skin there is this space
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches
Inside my heart there's and empty room
It's waiting for lighting
It's waiting for you
And I am wanting
And I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear
Muscle and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in, for
I am wanting
And I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear
There is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me
And it knows that you're no stranger
You're my gravity
My hands will adore you through all darkness aim
They will lay you in the moonlight
And reinvent your name
For I am wanting you
And I am needing you here
I need you here
Inside the absence of fear
There's a little bird
Somebody sent
Down to earth to live on the wind
Blowing on the wind
And she sleeps on the wind
This little bird
Somebody sent
Light and fragile and feathered sky blue
Thin and graceful
The sun shining through
She flies so high in the sky
Way out of reach of human eyes
Light and fragile and feathered sky blue
Thin and graceful
The sun shining through
She flies so high up in the sky
Way out of reach of human eyes
Light and fragile and feathered sky blue
Thin and graceful
The sun shining through
And the only time
That she touches the ground
Is when that little bird, little bird
Is when that little bird, little bird
Is when that little bird, little bird
Dies