Obscurity, darkness, loneliness, pain. That's what my life is all about.
It seems you want to know more about who is this weird girl that you probably
met on IRC, in #suicide or maybe #bus...You also want to know all my deepest
feelings, and my interests, and things like that?
I won't tell you my deeper thoughts
and feelings here and I wont complain about all the things I hate in myself.
(I already have my diary to do so) So, here is all
you probably dont want to know about me, but well, if you are here, I guess it's cause you are
a little bit interested in who I am. I guess...
My name is Josée and I'm seventeen years old. I could describe myself as a
depressed, sad and lonely person. It doesn't mean I'm never smiling or laughing,
but it means that I don't like life, or mostly the life *I* am living. But I
wont complain about it.
If my life is like that, it's probably all my fault.
I am a dark person, with dark thoughts. I listen some depressive music and love to write some dark texts.
I'm also really lonely, and sometimes I really enjoy being alone (even if most
of the time, loneliness sucks). I love to walk in the forest and sit there to
draw.
If you want to know what I look like, I won't describe myself physically, so
you can take a look at some of my pictures.
I dont know what I want to do in life, I only know that I want to be myself,
and be free. I wont accept to feel in jail, or stucked in any relationships
or kind of work. I need freedom, and time for myself, all alone. I like to
think, without worrying...
In fact, I just want to be happy, and that everyone else also be. I live for
and in my dreams. Reality would hurt me too much, the world of dreams and
beauty is mine, it's were I live, with my illusions. A dark and painful world
or dreams. Opposition, contradiction, absurdity...
