trying to remember
perhaps it's better to let go
{but i find nothing here that will even bring me down}

watery and calm
awaiting like an ocean
{seeking something deep and soft and soothing in which to drown}

emerging from beneath it
barely seeing what is true
breaking through the surface
wet and naked just like you
ripping through the layers
of a lost indemnity
hearing softly-spoken answers
that should have guided me

to eternity

but all that i have found
is that all i ever do
consists of breaking through the surface
blind and helpless just like you
enough of what you want
won't you learn to trust in me?

i will lead and you will follow
so together we can see

divinity

so maybe then
you will learn

to trust in me.