I Wish
Emotions and Logic
Down Hearted and Confused
The World Trembles
I wish that I could count
Heart filled with joy,
So as I walked on the dock, I looked into heaven.
All the ways that I love you.
I can't do such a thing.
Not because I can not count,
It is not because I don't want to.
It is because I do not know how.
I don't know how to count beyond
Infinity.
Mind with confusion.
The world turns black and white.
Between the balance
I separate the grains of
salt and feelings.
It sways it's way and comes
Unbalanced and upset
And so are my heart and soul.
Emotions and Logic.
I looked at the cloud covered, night sky.
I looked and I was downhearted.
I asked "Why" to myself.
Droping my head and wishing into my self, my heart.
I went through the motions. . . . . . .
Now I sit here, put a little Don Henely in the drive.
I convince myself that it is for the best.
I smile then frown, knowing I just lied.
So I looked from my window and I dreamed for a moment. . .
I whisper to the darkness around me, to the soft glow of my monitor.
I whisper "God, here I am. . . Send me an Angel."
so as I walked on the dock, I looked into heaven.
I looked at the cloud covered, night sky.
I looked and I was downhearted.
I asked "Why" to myself.
Droping my head and wishing into my self, my heart.
I went through the motions. . . . . . .
