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My heart has found no purchase
Above me the stars shine bright
In these tidal waves of time
Another night goes by
Regret and sadness
Fills my eyes
I count the seconds of my life
I pass on to another place
Where your cruelty can't touch
This soul that wanders
My anger carries me no longer
If only I could cry
If only I could care
If only I could hate
If only things were different
The pain of this world
Is heavy on my heart
I long to feel something
But I fear I never will
I have nothing in me left
People surround me
Wondering what's wrong
This little girl
Can't cry anymore
Why can't I just be?
If only I could see
If only I had a heart
If only I could feel
If only my life had meaning again
I wait for something
A something that doesn't exist
I sold my soul to emotion
An emotion that has left me
To fall down on these weak knees
The darkness consumes me
I have no guiding light
Nothing to call home
No where to go
No place to call my own
If only I had a love
If only I had a temptation
If only I had a reason
If only time hadn't left me behind
I reach for you and you pull away
I surrender to your half truths
Wanting to only trust in you
You give me reason to run away
You give me reason to go a seperate way
I try so hard but you don't care
A whore is respected more than I
She's appriciate more than I
So I cry in vain
You take away my strength
You take away my confidence
You're too afraid to walk away
I want to believe
So I look away from it all
I'm so cold inside that I don't care
