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They
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Mutant Enemy’s and WB’s. I’m just
taking them off the shelf for a little harmless fun.
Classification;
Romance/Angst
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Tonight’s
episode features music by the Pretenders.
Summary;
Buffy stands by her beloved when Willow confronts her parents about her
alternative lifestyle(and I don’t just mean her loving Buffy).
I’LL
STAND BY YOU
Written
by Kirayoshi
“Love,
why do you look so sad?
Tears
are in your eyes.
Come
on and talk to me.
Don’t
be ashamed to cry.
Let
me see you through.
‘Cause
I’ve seen the dark side too.
When
the night falls on you,
And
you don’t know what to do,
Nothing
you confess
Will
make me love you less.
I’ll
Stand By You,
I’ll
Stand By You,
I
won’t let nobody hurt you,
I’ll
Stand By You.
--“I’ll Stand By You”
The Pretenders
Buffy
reached across the bed, expecting to touch the warm smooth skin of her lover,
but instead hit a warm indentation in the mattress. Buffy sat up suddenly, worried that something had happened to her
beloved. In the town of Sunnydale, so
close to the Hellmouth, those who walk alone at night literally take their
souls into their own hands.
She
looked around the bedroom, and saw her lover, her friend, her Willow, wearing a
red negligee, leaning against the window sill, pondering the night sky beyond
the window. She smiled, relieved that
Willow was safe, then she stepped beside her, wrapped her arms around her and
whispered into her ear; “C’mon, Sweetheart.
Let’s go back to bed.”
“In
a minute, Buff,” the redhead answered.
Buffy could hear the resigned tension in her beloved’s voice, could feel
the stiffness in her muscles. She
turned her around and saw a tear making a thin rivulet down her cheek.
“Okay,
Wills, spill,” she said in a gentle voice.
Buffy and Willow had been best friends for over three years, and lovers
for nearly three months. They were now
at what Buffy called the “when-she-smiles-I-smile-when-she-hurts-I-hurt”
stage. She couldn’t stand by and watch
Willow in pain, not if she could do something to assuage it.
Willow
bowed her head, then began quietly;
“You know a week ago last Saturday, when I was at my parents’ for
dinner?”
“Yeah?”
She gulped hard. “I told them.”
Buffy
stood silently for a second, letting the redhead’s words sink in. “About us?”
“I told them we were lovers, Buffy. I
told them I’m in love with you, that I’m happy with you.”
Buffy
stroked her friend’s cheek, smoothing a lock of red hair from her face. “And from the general mopeyness, it didn’t
go well.” When Willow nodded, Buffy
asked, “What did they say?”
“That’s just it, Buffy, they didn’t say anything. Not one word to me over the rest of dinner. After dinner, I tried to talk to Daddy in
the living room, but he just opened up the newspaper and held it in front of
his face. It was like he put the Great
Wall of China between us. I left for
the dorms right after that, and they didn’t even nag me. No ‘remember to wear a sweater’, no ‘careful
walking at night’, nothing.”
“So
you were at your folks’ house and they didn’t nag you once? Check their basement for pods!” Buffy
laughed lightly, but stopped once she caught Willow’s withering glance. “Sorry, Will. I’ll leave the jokes to Xander.”
Willow
managed a slight smile, and continued.
“It’s just that it’s been ten days since then, and they haven’t called
me once. I tried to call them, but they
just said, ‘we’re fine’, ‘nothing new here’, ‘look, I gotta go’, you know, that
sort of thing. No support, no anger, no
‘keep away from that Summers girl or you’ll no longer be welcome in our
home,’ no nothing. I don’t know which would be worse; hearing
them tell me I’m wrong, or not hearing anything at all.” She looked at Buffy again, apologizing, “I’m
sorry, I know, babble mode, but Geez, if I wanted the silent treatment, I’d
have stayed together with Oz!” She saw
Buffy’s head turn away at the mention of her old boyfriend, and realized that
Oz was still a sore spot with her. “Oh,
Geez, Buffy, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have mentioned him, I’m...”
Buffy silenced Willow’s emerging babble mode with a gentle finger to her
lips. “Don’t worry, Wills. I shouldn’t get wigged out over Oz. And you shouldn’t worry about your folks. They just need to get used to it.
They’ll come around.”
“You
really think so?”
“Of course they will. You’re their
daughter. You’re Willow. How could anyone not love you? Look at me; I spent three years trying to
avoid falling for you, and look where I am now?”
“And where is that, exactly?” Willow asked teasingly.
“In
the arms of the woman I’m going to love for the rest of my life,” Buffy
answered, her voice carrying overtones of a growl. “The woman whom I want to
make love to so bad...”
“Shut
up, Jerry Maguire,” Willow whispered huskily as she leaned in to her best
friend’s lips for a kiss. “You had me
at ‘hello’.”
@---\---\-----
The
two vampires prowling outside Stevenson Hall were newly risen, and their sire
had left without properly educating them on the finer points of
bloodsucking. However, in life they had
gorged themselves on a steady diet of grade Z horror movies, from “Fright
Night” to “Subspecies”, so they had a general idea of how to stalk their
victims for their blood.
And
it was their lucky night; a middle-aged couple were walking alone on the
campus. They ‘stalked’ their prey with
little grace, as the couple quickened their pace, hearing footsteps behind
them. Suddenly, the newly-sired
vampires jumped in front of the startled couple, fangs and claws bared.
“Hey,
guys,” a sweet voice called from the side of the causeway. “Fresh blood over here!” The two vampires turned to see two young
women, one blonde and one redheaded.
“Those
two don’t really have enough blood for the two of you,” the redhead said in a
sweetly soothing voice, as she waved her right hand in front of the two
vampires.
One
turned to the other, and said in a dazed voice, “Those two don’t really have
enough blood for the two of us.”
“You
don’t want to drain them, do you?” the redhead asked.
“We
don’t want to drain them,” the vamps agreed.
“These
are not the droids you’re looking for,” the blonde piped in.
“These
are not the--HEY!”
“Buffy!”
“Sorry,
Willow, couldn’t resist,” Buffy returned her gaze to the two vampires, and
said, “Okay, hard way!”
She
delivered a standing high kick to one vampire’s mandible, and as the fiend was
sent reeling, she withdrew Mr. Pointy from her belt loop, and staked the
vampire quickly and efficiently. Wiping
some of the resulting dust off of her hands, she commented, “Newbies. Where’s the challenge?”
Willow
ducked an attack from her sparring partner, and ducked behind a large fir
tree. The vampire, thinking that he had
his victim cornered, ran around the other side of the tree to capture her, only
to find himself looking down the business end of a crossbow.
“It’s
amazing how often that trick works,” Willow smiled as she pulled the crossbow’s
trigger, firing a wooden shaft directly into the heart of the beast. Within seconds, he was a pile of ash.
“She
shoots, she scores,” Willow announced as she walked back to the scene of the
attack. “Das right, we bad!”
“Way
to use the Force, Luke,” Buffy greeted Willow as they high-fived.
“Hey,
at least we know that my ‘Jedi Mind Trick’ spell works. But what about them?” she asked, indicating
the two near-victims.
“We’d
better make sure they’re okay,” Buffy agreed.
“Hey, are you two all right -- Oh -- My -- God -- Mr. and Mrs.
Rosenburg?”
At
Buffy’s statement, Willow looked at the couple more closely, and gasped as she
recognized them; “Mom? Dad?”
Ira
Rosenburg had stood up, and was helping his wife get on her feet. “Come on,
Sheila,” he announced briskly. “We’re
going home.”
As
Willow’s parents walked away, Buffy chased after them. “Please, Mr. Rosenburg, I think that we
should talk about this--”
“I have nothing to say to you, Miss Summers,” Ira snapped at Buffy, not even
bothering to look at her. “And I have
no wish to discuss what we saw tonight.”
“Well, that’s too damn bad!” Buffy heard a voice she belatedly recognized as
Willow’s, shouting from behind her. Hearing
the anger in her lover’s voice, Buffy quietly prayed that she would never do
anything to make Willow that mad at her.
“I don’t give a good goddamn whether you want to talk about it now, because we’re gonna talk about it
now. And if you walk away from me
tonight, I’ll never talk to you again!”
The
Rosenburgs stopped and turned to their daughter. Sheila hissed angrily at Willow; “How dare you speak to us in
that tone of voice?”
“How
dare you not speak to me at all?” Willow pleaded. “I know that you have issues about me and Buffy, but I’m not
leaving her, not now, not ever. Please,
Mom, we need to talk. Now.” She set her
jaw firmly, indicating that she would take no arguments.
Buffy
looked back and forth between parents and daughter, not knowing what to say to
ease the stand-off. Finally Sheila
looked at Buffy, and said, “I’m sure that you’ve seen that expression before,
right?”
“Eeeeyup-hah,”
Buffy exhaled. The two women looked at
Willow for a second, and said in unison, “Resolve face.”
Ira
finally nodded his head, saying, “You are quite right, Willow, we do need to
talk. Perhaps the two of you know of
some neutral territory where we may continue this discussion more peacefully?”
Buffy looked at Willow, and asked, “Espresso Pump?”
“Sounds
good,” Willow agreed.
@---\---\-----
“Okay,”
the waitress at the Espresso Pump said cheerfully, “one French roast, black,
two sugars for the gentleman, chamomile tea with lemon for his wife, and two
tall mochas for the young ladies.” She
left the foursome with their drinks, quietly heading for the cash
register. Buffy sipped her mocha
pensively, waiting for a break in the stalemate between parents and
daughter.
Finally,
Ira Rosenburg spoke; “Willow, I wish first to apologize for not saying anything
to you when you announced your...relationship with Miss Summers.”
“Buffy,”
the blonde absently corrected. Ira
glanced at her, making her feel self-conscious. “Please, Mr. Rosenburg, my friends call me Buffy. Hell, Mr. Snyder called my Buffy, and he hated
my guts!”
Ira
glared at her, saying, “All right, Buffy.”
Turning back to his daughter, he
continued. “The reason we didn’t speak
was because we didn’t want to say anything that we would both regret. Your announcement about Buffy shocked
us. We simply didn’t wish to react out
of that shock, and say anything that we couldn’t take back.”
“I
guess I understand, Daddy,” Willow replied.
“But ten days? I started to
think you didn’t want to see me again.”
“No,
darling, that’s not true,” Sheila said immediately. “It’s just that we still didn’t know what to say then. Personally, I wasn’t sure which scared me
more, that you were in love with another woman, or that you were in love with
a--well, a--” she couldn’t finish the thought.
Buffy
took a stab at it; “A goy?” she said, smiling.
This
sudden outburst helped ease the tension some more. Ira chuckled, amending her statement; “Let’s just say, a
gentile. Not to mention that you always
did have a reputation for being a troublemaker. I seem to recall at least once when you were accused of murder.”
Buffy
gulped hard at that memory; when the soulless Angelus killed her fellow slayer
Kendra, and Buffy was framed for the crime.
Snyder had her expelled summarily, her mother didn’t believe her, and
when she learned about her being a Slayer, that’s when the organic material hit
the ventilation device.
Willow
was quick to defend her lover. “That
charge was bogus, Mom. And it was
dropped quickly, too.” She held Buffy’s
hand tightly as she spoke. “I know that
I am safer with Buffy than with anyone else.”
“We
understand, darling,” answered Sheila. “The truth is that we came to a
consensus last night; it is your life, and if Buffy was who you want, who you
love, we would support you. That is why
we came to the campus tonight; I felt that we owed it to you, Willow, to speak
in person, to tell you that we had accepted your relationship with Buffy.”
“But
then you saw--” Willow started, “those guys attacking you--and we--” she felt
herself sinking deeper with every word.
Ira
took another sip of coffee, and continued.
“What those two thugs did to us was unnatural. Their speed, their strength, they weren’t human. And what the two of you did to them...” He
left the sentence hanging, and Buffy and Willow knew that they had a greater
secret to explain than their merely being lovers.
Buffy stared at her mocha for five seconds,
then looked at Willow. Willow regarded
Buffy with a look that clearly said, Tell them, they deserve to know the
truth. Buffy took Willow’s hand in her own and smiled at her.
“Mr.
Rosenburg,” Buffy announced quietly, “those two punks weren’t human. They were vampires. I’m a vampire slayer.”
“And
I’m a witch,” Willow added sheepishly.
In for a dime, in for a dollar.
The
Rosenburgs stared at their daughter for a long moment. Ira then exhaled quietly through pursed
lips. “That would explain your candle
collection.”
“And
I have this dim memory,” Sheila added hesitantly, “of trying to burn the two of you at the stake.” She shuddered as she said the words. “And your mother was with
me, Buffy, and there was that girl Amy, and we never did see her after that...”
“So
babbling is genetic, Wills?” Buffy quipped.
Willow gave her a sour look, and Buffy relented.
“You
weren’t yourself, Mom,” Willow quickly consoled her mother. “You were controlled by a demon.”
“Uh-huh,”
Sheila replied quietly. Another dense silence took over the table.
“Look,
Mom, Dad,” Willow broke the silence, “There’s a lot of bad stuff going on in
this town. Surely you’ve been aware of
it; you think it’s natural for everyone in an entire town to lose their voices
all at once? For the entire swim team
to turn into sea monsters? For hundreds
of people to turn up dead from blood loss, while the police force does nothing
about it? For a demon to try to eat the
entire graduating class?
“I
know that Judaism has some strong words against both witchcraft and
homosexuality, but that doesn’t change who and what I am. I’m still Willow Rosenburg, the babbling
computer hacker, I still light the menorah every Chanukah, I still attend the
synagogue. And I also cast spells, and
help fight vampires. And I love Buffy
Summers. I’m sorry if that’s not what
you expected from a daughter, but that’s who I am.”
Ira
shook his head, and asked Willow, sadness and compassion in his voice, “What
ever happened to the little girl whom I could convince everything was all right
by shining a flashlight under the bed and scaring out any monsters?”
“She
grew up, Daddy,” Willow said, her voice catching. “She found out that the monsters were real. And she discovered that she could fight them
herself.” She looked as though she was
going to break down and cry, and Buffy instinctively put her arm around her
beloved’s shoulder.
After
a final profound silence, Ira Rosenburg spoke, quietly and clearly; “When I was
six years old, I sat on my father’s lap, and asked him why he had a string of
numbers written on his arm. He said
that he would tell me when I was older.
Shortly after my bar mitzvah, he told me about those numbers. How bad men in Germany tattooed those
numbers on his arm when he was just a child.
How the Nazis routed him and his family from their poor home in Poland,
and forced them into the Warsaw ghettos, and then into the camps at Dachau,
Buchenwald, and Auschwitz-Birkenau. I
trust these names are familiar to you.”
“Yes,
sir,” Buffy nodded somberly.
“My
father spent seven years at these camps, imprisoned for the simple offense of
being Jewish. His parents, my
grandparents, were killed in those camps.
He and his sister, my aunt, survived.
Call it luck of the draw, call it the will of God, call it what you
will. He never forgot those years of
trial, of torture. And he vowed never
to allow his blood to become guilty of the crimes he had witnessed. The greatest sin of all, he often told me,
is intolerance.” He stopped and sipped
his coffee. “That was the lesson I took
with me from my father’s relating to me the story of the Holocaust. And I would be a poor son to him if I forgot
that lesson in regards to my own daughter.”
Willow
nodded to her father, relieved at his understanding. “I remember Grandpa telling me about the holocaust. And I too took a lesson from his story; evil
cannot be ignored, or it will grow.
Evil has to be opposed. Like the
Nazis were finally opposed and beaten.
That’s what I’m doing, what Buffy and I are doing together. She showed me the way, but I chose to walk
down that path.” She turned to Buffy
and repeated the vow she made a year ago; “It’s a good fight, and I want in.”
Buffy
smiled in remembrance of her words, tears flowing freely from her eyes. “I kinda love you, Wills.” And she hugged
her fiercely.
Ira
smiled at the two women. Sheila said to
them, “All that I need to know is that you are happy, Willow. And that Buffy will protect you from
whatever evils you oppose.”
“I
am, Mom,” Willow said, and Buffy added, “And I will.”
“Then
there’s only one more question to ask,” Sheila announced. “Buffy, do you have plans for a week from
Wednesday?”
“Not
that I know of, why?”
“Then
would you join us for the Seder meal?” Sheila asked. Willow piqued when she heard her mother make the invitation. “Passover begins that night, and we would
like you to join us.”
“I would be honored, Mrs. Rosenburg,” Buffy answered. “Should I bring anything, some bread maybe?”
“Uh, Buffy,” Willow corrected her quietly, “leavened bread is not permitted for
the Passover meal.”
“Oh, sorry, my bad,” Buffy grinned sheepishly.
“Some wine, then?”
“If you wish,” Ira replied, “As long as it’s kosher.”
“I will personally bring a Rabbi with me,” Buffy announced, eliciting some
laughs from the table. Willow said,
“I’ll help her find something. That’ll
work.”
The
four of them laughed more easily together as they finished their drinks. Buffy chatted about her interest in skating,
and her mishaps as Willow tried to teach her the finer points of computers. Suddenly Willow stood up, and announced,
“Before I forget, I have an early Passover gift for Buffy.” She fished through her ever-present
backpack, and pulled out a small jewelry case, and handed it to Buffy.
Buffy
excitedly opened the box, and looked at the charm. She looked quizzically at Willow, asking, “A half of a necklace?”
“It’s a Mizpah coin,” Willow announced, pulling on a gold chain on her
neck. “See, I have the other half,” she
added, showing her pendant. Indeed, it
resembled a broken half of a coin. She
sat down next to Buffy, took the chain out of its box and placed it around
Buffy’s neck. Buffy shuddered at the
contact of Willow’s fingers against the skin of her neck, and the resulting
sensation thrilled her to the core.
“See,”
Willow demonstrated, taking Buffy’s pendant, and placing it next to her own,
“The two pieces form one whole coin.
They symbolize how you and I are two halves of the same entity.” Buffy smiled as she looked at the coin, and
noticed the engraving on it. “It’s from the Book of Genesis,” Willow explained.
Buffy
looked at the inscription and read it aloud; “‘The Lord watch between me and
thee when we are absent, one from another.’ Oh, Willow, that’s beautiful.” She
fought back a tear at her lover’s gift.
“Thank you.” And she hugged her again.
“I
remember the Claddagh rings you and Angel shared,” Willow observed. I just wanted some symbol for us to
share.” They embraced again, as Ira and
Sheila applauded.
Ira
turned to Buffy and offered his hand to her.
As they shook hands warmly, Ira commented, “You’re not quite the
son-in-law I had in mind for Willow, but you’ll do.” Sheila nodded in agreement
with her husband, and Willow grinned broadly.
Buffy smiled at his easy-going charm, and was glad to be accepted into
Willow’s family.
“See,”
Buffy said to Willow later, after the Rosenburgs left for their house, “that
wasn’t so bad, was it?”
“Yeah, I guess it wasn’t,” Willow admitted.
“I’m glad that they finally accepted you. I know that some people won’t; I’ve already been called ‘dyke’ by
three different people in my economics class yesterday,--”
“
You want I should mess up their faces for youse?” Buffy offered in a lame
Humphry Bogart accent.
“No,
not really,” Willow said, as she leaned into Buffy’s body. “I’m just glad that my folks are cool with
us. Between gay-bashers and vampires,
I’ve got enough aggravation.”
“Hey,
just remember, I’m here for you, and I’m not going away,” Buffy answered. “I do love you, Willow.”
As
their lips touched, two hearts sang anew and yearned toward oneness again. Whatever new challenges the next day would
bring, with the support of their families and closest friends, Buffy and Willow
would make it through.
Together.
FINIS