I thought she was in the house playing hide and seek, I didn't realize she was in the pool
Then there was a quiet in the house and my dog was looking outside, I saw her in the pool,
Forever it will be etched in my head, Forever I will think about it
Over and over I think about what I could of should of or would of done.
I thought at that moment all the things you say to God when you are bargaining for her life,
I was in a panic and I tried everything to save her, it's the most difficult and painful thing I have ever had to deal with.
I will live with this forever and forever
I will never forgive myself. I hate it, I wish it was a dream.
I'm trying to deal with it,
it's very hard.
I love her so much
I asked God, why me God, but then, if not me than who,
I wish no one to go through this, the pain is too horrible.
Mikaila, was grand-ma's special little girl, a princess.
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Mikaila
A million tears I have cried,
I keep asking the Lord, “Why.”
The joy you brought me was so divine,
I thank the lord for your precious time.
Anger, guilt, resentment, vengeance, emptiness and shock
Are feelings of mine that are so hard to block.
Why couldn’t it have been me, instead of you?
Why did our loss have to be so cruel?
I miss you so much my beautiful baby girl.
Why did the Lord have to take you from our world?
So much time has passed, weeks, months and days,
But my love for you baby girl will never fade.
My heart, soul and mind will embrace you, baby girl,
Till the very end of time.
So go on your way baby girl, be happy be free,
Cause I know your little Angel lights, will be shining down on me
I’m so sorry my baby girl, Grand-ma wasn’t holding your hand,
But I guess it doesn’t matter, for the Lord knows his plan.
So just twinkle twinkle my little star.
Twinkle twinkle I know where you are.
So now I will just sit here and wait
For when you greet me at heavens gate.
All my love baby girl.
Grand-ma
A Whole New World
From: Mikaila
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me
From: Aladdin
Music: Alan Menken
Lyrics: Tim Rice
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