You are in what Bible believing Christians call the Tribulation. The Tribulation is a seven year period of time that God will pour out his wrath upon all unrepentant sinners on the earth, those who have rejected his Son and plan of salvation. During this time the world economy is or has been in shambles and a man will come on the world scene and not only fix the worlds financial problems but will make a seven year peace treaty with the State of Israel. This man, "The Anti Christ", will come out of the European Union, or more specificly "Rome". He will rule the world and demand that everyone take "The Mark" on his right hand or forehead in order to be able to buy and sale, Revelation 13 : 11 - 18.
The world is in a state of Chaos as God's judgments rain down upon the earth such as wars all over the earth, extreme famine and pestilence & great earthquakes, the moon will become as blood and the sun blackened, hail & fire mingled with blood, meteors falling from the sky. Revelation Chapter 6, 8, 9 & 11.
I know at this point you must feel despair, hoplessness and complete fear. The good news my friend is that there still is hope for you and your eternal future ! First of all you must understand that the position you're now in is self inflicted and is nobody's fault but your own. You've rejected Christ and his free gift of salvation and now here you are. Secondly you must understand that it's not to late to accept him. At this point, you have two options. 1.) If you accept the mark of the beast on your right hand or forehead, you have accepted the Devil's mark and your eternal future will be Hell, there is no turning back. 2.) If you reject that mark and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord & savior, John 3 : 16, there will be rough times ahead and you will probably lose your life at the hands of the Anti Christ, but the very next second after you die you will be in Heaven, in the presence of Jesus Christ at the throne of God. Revelation 7 : 9 - 17.
If you have made the decision to accept Jesus Christ as your personal Lord & savior please allow me to guide you to the throne of God. As John 3 : 16 tells us, God sent his only Son into the world to be a sacrifice for the sins of the world. It tells us that all we need to do is first acknowledge and confess our sin
to him, believe in our hearts that he is the only begotten Son of God, and we will have eternal life. You can also find this in
Romans 10 : 9 & 10. Prayer is just talking to God from your heart. Thank God he doesn't require us to be College English professors to approach his throne. If you have prayed this prayer, your eternal future is secure. However keep in mind your mortal life just became shorter. Your life is not yours anymore but now belongs to God. Get a Bible, read all you can because it is God's living word. Pray, be strong, be dilegent and die well my friend. We will be waiting for you in Heaven.
Your Brothers & Sisters In Christ