Chapter
4
The one
room cabin stank of booze and human waste. The dirt floor was cold, hard,
and managed soggy all at the same time. Sitting absolutely still, Miss
Patterson shivered, soaking up the chill from the ground she was sitting
on. Warily, she watched him sharpening his knife.
"Don’t look
at me like that, bitch. Y’knew whatcha’d get for runnin’ away." She knew
all right. She knew he was going to use that knife for her punishment.
She’d known as soon as he’d dragged her from the doctor’s office that she’d
been beaten. He’d cut her so many times in years past that she wasn’t even
sure she’d be able to feel it anymore. But then again, he always knew how
to make her scream in agony. It was his twisted little gift. She tried
hard to think of a time when he wasn’t like this. When he didn’t inflict
pain on her in order to feel something besides drunk. She prayed silently
that he would kill her this time. Her teeth were chattering. Her tightly
bound hands
were blue. She didn’t know if that was from the leather that bound her
wrists, or the chill she was absorbing from the floor. She looked at him.
She wondered what ever became of the handsome man she’d fallen in love
with. It was shameful the way she had loved him. She’d given him everything
he asked for. She had even destroyed her own reputation by openly allowing
him to court her. The dregs of society, her mother had called him. Her
father had put her out the day he found out she was spending time with
a savage. She had begged her father to understand that she loved him, that
being an Indian didn’t make him a bad person. She let out a rusty laugh,
her father had been so very right. She had gone to Striking Bear, and told
him of being homeless. He had agreed readily that she move into his crude
cabin with him. What she hadn’t understood about the arrangement was that
she was to perform all wifely duties without the benefit of being a wife.
She was so in love though, that she was willing to do anything to please
him. She’d used her teaching credentials to get a job in a neighboring
town whose
population
was unaware of both the way and with whom she lived her life. She had spent
the next four years of her life supporting the man who mutated from prince
charming into a drunken lout. It was only weeks after she moved in that
the change was complete. Now that she had a grasp of the way his mind worked,
she realized that he hadn’t bothered to fight the darker
aspects
of his personality any longer because he had her all ready and she had
no other place to go. He had put his mark on her. She was branded a ruined
maid, and no one else would have her. She endured beatings, whores, and
illnesses brought home to her bed. Then after four years she became pregnant.
She thought that maybe he would stop drinking. She hoped he would stop
hitting her for the sake of his unborn child, but nothing had prepared
her for his reaction to becoming a father. Rage. He became utterly enraged.
Completely sober for the first time in months, he hit her until the life
of her baby seeped out of her hopelessly battered body. As soon as she
could walk, she did. She sold her own flesh to get money to board a train
travelling as far from Striking Bear as possible. The train deposited her
in Rock Creek, where she thought she could make a fresh start. But another
heathen monster ruined her new life. This was all the fault of Buck Cross.
If it hadn’t been for his meddling, she would still be in her safe little
room at the
women’s
boarding house. If the damned Injun had been smart enough to know his place,
and that of his little bastard, this never would have happened. She was
angry with herself for letting him scare her. It was just that for a moment
there, she had seen Striking Bear in the angry lines of
Buck’s
face.
Abruptly
a thought occurred to her. She could punish Buck Cross so easily for doing
this to her. All she had to do was …her thoughts were cut off as the unyielding
blade of Striking Bear’s knife bit into her skin.
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Kayla was
enjoying the view immensely. The jagged vista of her new home, she could
take or leave, but the delicious creature beside her was breathtaking.
She, Buck, and Noah were bouncing along down the road in the buckboard.
She sat on the bench, next to Buck. Noah was in the back with his head
stuck in between the bench and back rest jabbering happily about his
horse who
was about to be a mommy. Kayla sneaked another glance at Buck. The more
of these peeks she stole, the more difficult it became to keep them quick.
She was afraid he, or more likely Noah, would notice her staring at him.
She couldn’t help herself though; he was nice to stare at. His straight
black hair flowed from his head, gaining wings on the rush of the wind.
She had never before seen a man whose hair was so long. In New York, all
of the men she had met wore their hair close cropped to their skulls on
the back and sides, and a little longer on the top. Buck’s was one length,
and a good deal past his shoulders. Kayla noticed that he had something
dangling from his ear. She needed a closer inspection to figure out what
it was, but she didn’t want to risk staring at him so obviously for the
time being. She assumed it was an earring. After all, what else could it
be? Her mother had told her once that only the misfits of society were
so crude as to pierce their bodies. She explained that Sailors, savages,
and such were the kind of riffraff to be avoided at all costs. She had
told Kayla that an obvious way to tell these men apart from decent ones
was if they had tattoos or earrings. She had regaled Kayla with terrifying
stories about how these horrible men were the kind to steal away her virtue,
beat her, and steal her money. Remembering her first glance of Buck in
the store, she decided that her mother was dead wrong. She was known by
Kayla and her father to commonly get her facts wrong. Her mother wasn’t
a hateful person, but she was very easily lead. She probably heard this
information somewhere, and took it for gospel. After all, she’d described
these "bad men" to Kayla as having beady, evil, little eyes, and Buck had
the kindest eyes she had ever had the good fortune to
witness.
She glanced up at his face again, noticing that he was quite a bit larger
than she. Of course, most people were. She was only five feet and two inches.
He must be around six feet, she surmised. She eyed his hands. A wry grin
tugged at her lips. She had always been a strange one. She had a crazy
preoccupation with men’s hands. She had decided through trial and error
that she
could not trust a man with soft hands. Ben had had soft hands, and that
had been a disaster. He’d been so bold as to call on the constable to bar
her way from the train. Ben had told the poor old man that his fiancée
was having trouble with pre-wedding jitters. She almost missed boarding,
wasting her time trying to explain that she was not Ben’s fiancée.
She pushed that fiasco out of her head, and decided to focus on better
things. Buck’s hands were much better things, after all. His hands looked
like those of a man who made a rough living through the strength of his
body, and the skin of his hands was a testament to that. His hands looked
hard. They seemed, to her inquisitive eye, to have been fashioned from
tree bark. He had numerous obvious calluses, and when he helped her into
the buckboard she relished the hard, warm, sandpaper texture of his hands.
She tugged at the hem of her bodice, wishing she had a better view of his
face.
"Why are
you staring at my Pa?" Noah inquired. Kayla jumped at the unexpected switch
in topics. She shouldn’t be surprised. After all, she had expected
it. Why did children have to be so observant? Deeply embarrassed, and worrying
about what Buck must think of her rude behavior, she formulated her words
carefully.
Immediately
pulling his gaze from the road, Buck watched Kayla’s eyes go wide and bright
bursts of crimson bloom over her face. Buck inspected her expression with
one black brow upraised. Why had she been staring at him? Had she only
now realized that she was traveling with Indians, savages? Was she trying
to figure out a way to escape his filthy clutches? He’d been through this
so many times. The minute he found a woman he thought might be decent,
a woman that might judge him as a man, and not by the color of his skin.
She would remember the social stigma that would be stuck to her as a savage’s
whore for the rest of her life, and never so much as look at him again.
Buck was thinking himself into a flare of temper when Kayla’s answer
began to
penetrate his thick scull.
"Well Noah,
your father is very nice to look at."
There it
was again. That delicious warmth was wrapping itself around Buck’s heart.
He couldn’t help but smile. She was a vocal girl if nothing else. Before
he could stop it, his tongue took off independent of its owner. "I’m not
the only one."
Pulling
his head from between the wooden cage his head was in, Noah puffed out
his chest. "I know, Pa. I’m nice to look at too, but you don’t want to
make Miss Lambert feel bad cuz she’d not part of our beauteous bloodline!"
Buck had often kidded with his son using the exact same phrase, "beauteous
bloodlines" trying to combat the effect of social prejudice on his son’s
self-worth.
It just couldn’t be a muttered curse while working with the animals, or
a momentary lapse in manners, or even a lengthy conversation about bodily
functions with his child that came back to bite him on the butt. It had
to be something that under any other circumstance would seem so benign
that just embarrassed the hell out of him now. It was Buck’s turn to blush.
Looking
Buck square in the eye, Kayla quirked her head to the side, "beauteous
bloodlines?" She murmured, all the while thinking, Damn right. Though,
the schoolmarm in her was outraged at the naughty thought the woman
in her was without apology. Finding the reins in his hand of
particular
interest, Buck just shrugged. "We’re almost there," was his noncommittal
reply.
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Striking
Bear was afire with rage. He was shaking with it. He hadn’t planned on
this turn of events. How could she say such things? Worse yet, how could
she humiliate him so happily? She always did have a hateful streak. That’s
what had originally attracted him to the pasty colored, white woman. He
had always known that she left for a reason, but she had no idea it was
for
another
man. He could barely think of her betrayal without the assumption that
he’d burst into flame. Whore! What was that name? Oh yes, it was burned
in his mind forever. Buck Cross. She’d lain with him, when she knew she
was his possession. His woman. His! He could barely think straight, but
he didn’t need to think to consider retribution. There was no question
about
that. Buck
Cross had defiled his woman. Well, Striking bear would find this half-breed’s
woman. He'd have her begging for him like Robin had. And if, by chance,
this man had no woman, Striking Bear would destroy all that he did have.
Chapter
5
Buck had
turned out to be a fairly good cook. Kayla supposed it was because he had
to feed both himself and his son, so he had to become at least moderately
proficient in the kitchen. After their meal of roasted turkey, biscuits,
and spinach, which Noah kept "accidentally dropping" on the table, Kayla
helped Buck do the dishes while Noah cleaned the table and swept up the
crumbs. Kayla would have been more than happy to do dishes forever if it
entitled her to more time with such wonderful company. She was going to
have to be very careful not to show any favoritism to Noah. She had already
instructed him that tomorrow he was to treat her as if they didn’t know
each other. She didn’t want him to get grief for being the teacher’s pet.
She smiled
at the
thought of the Cross men. Their house was amazingly neat for it to be the
home of a bachelor and his boy. It was cozy, comfortable, and smelled of
Buck’s spicy, soapy, delightful scent.
Kayla was
so exhausted that she could barely speak, but she didn’t want to leave.
She wanted to enjoy Buck’s company all night. It didn’t matter that she
had her first day of school tomorrow. It didn’t matter that it looked awful
for the new teacher to spend half the night with a student and his bachelor
father. It didn’t matter that she’d only known Buck for a matter of hours.
She didn’t care. Every time common sense or exhaustion almost got the best
of her, she would just immerse herself in those extraordinary eyes of his.
Kayla decided that they were the color one would get if they mixed chocolate
and honey. They were sweet, delectable, and she couldn’t look away from
them. In
fact, all of him was excessively easy on the eyes. His features were perfectly
chiseled, and from what she could tell, his body was as well. Just as Noah
had "accidentally" lost most of his spinach, Kayla often "accidentally"
bumped into Buck. He seemed to be made of stone. All of her brief collisions
with him had her entire body acutely aware of his physical strength as
well as her ever-increasing attraction to him. She had always had a bold
tongue, but she had never been so bold personally as to go alone, to dinner
at a man’s house. There was some serious kind of chemistry hard at work
between the two of them; she’d sensed it immediately. Her skin felt too
hot, too
tight, and energized all at the same time. She watched, entranced as bits
of his hair fell into his face while he scrubbed dish after dish. She fought
diligently, the urge to pull it back for him, and leave her hands to her
dish drying. After all of two minutes of this diligence, she gave her resolve
the proverbial, "get lost", and laced her fingers through his silken ebony
tresses, gently tucking them behind his ear. He gave her a startled glance,
then a smoldering smile. She really needed to get home!
"That’s
so funny!" Kayla whispered, still fighting giggles. She didn’t want to
jar Noah, who was half sprawled across her lap, sound asleep. Past the
point of exhaustion, she was seated on a masculine looking, rough hewn,
but very comfortable bench that sufficed for a sofa in the Cross home.
"You seriously told him that smearing bear grease all over himself, and
coating that with
sand would
placate the spirits?"
"Yip," Buck
grinned. "He believed it too. Well, he did until every one jumped out of
the bushes with buckets of water. Then he figured it out, and chased me
halfway home before he realized he was still in his underwear." Trying
too hard to contain her laughter, Kayla snorted. "They sound like a wonderful
group of people." Buck smiled sadly, "They were."
"So this
Cody fellow really followed you halfway home in his unmentionables?"
"Isn’t that
what I just said?" Buck laughed. He hadn’t had this much fun just talking
to someone since Ike. Kayla had a crazy sense of humor just like his lost
friend. She found humor in the strangest things. She made Buck miss him
more, all the while filling some kind of void in him that he had not realized
was empty. "You never had any funny friends like that?" Kayla almost
mentioned
Ben, who had his funny moments, but quickly ruled that out. She shook her
head, but stopped abruptly. "Well, I did have this dog." Eyebrows drawing
together, Buck smirked. "A dog?"
"Yes," she
crinkled her nose, indignant. Pursing her lips, she replied. "They are
man’s best friend! Anyway, this dog, Toby was his name. If he did something,
like gnawing up a shoe or clawing up the couch he would be just fine with
that until someone started yelling at him. Then as soon as he
understood
that one of us was angry with him, he would play dead. It was the oddest
thing you could ever see. That dog died something like ten thousand times
in his career as a rascal!" Kayla fought a yawn unsuccessfully.
"Oh Kayla,
I’m so sorry! It’s past midnight, and I haven’t even offered to take you
home. I can’t believe I did that!"
"It’s okay,
really. I most likely would have refused anyway. I’ve been enjoying myself
far too much."
"You have
to start a new job tomorrow, and here I am keeping you up all hours of
the night. Let me take you home now. I’ll just put Noah to bed, then we’ll
be on our way."
Kayla watched
with a swelling sense of fondness as Buck gently tucked his child into
bed, wrapped his little arm around a ragged teddy bear, and kissed him
tenderly on the forehead. With a desperation that astounded her, Kayla
longed to be part of this loving little family. For the life of her, she
couldn’t figure out why this man was without a wife. Surely he had been
married
before,
after all he had a son. She wanted to know more about Buck’s life, but
was afraid to put him off with her nosiness. As they walked toward the
door, curiosity overruled her fear of seeming rude.
"Buck?"
She paused, trying to formulate her question into a less obtrusive one.
That not working, she asked, "Why aren’t you married?"
He looked
overwhelmed, then thoughtful. "Well, I guess I have so many things running
against me…I have lots of qualities…women tend not to like."
Pausing
briefly, Buck decided to put all of his cards on the table. "Lots of women
won’t even walk on the same side of the street as me because I’m Kiowa.
That’s enough reason not to like me for most, but other women don’t like
that I have a son. While I consider him my life, they consider him baggage.
You see, he isn’t really my son. He’s my brother Red Bear’s son, but Red
Bear died when Noah was only four months old. I guess that any woman who
might have given me a chance despite my descent was unwilling to help raise
a child that wasn’t hers or mine."
Kayla had
a far away look in her eyes, and an odd little grin twisted her lips up
at the corners. "He’s your son. You’re his Pa. You feed him. You put a
roof over his head. You love him. You care for him when he’s sick. You
love him like a father. That’s all anyone should see, not the mechanics
of family dynamics." Raising her eyes to see his reaction to her blatant
prying, she
nervously
tugged at her bodice. The gravity of Buck’s stare was turning her knees
to water. She couldn’t figure out exactly what it meant. There were so
many different emotions afloat in his eyes, all the while his face was
set in a mask of pure intensity. Leaning up against the interior of the
front door, Kayla felt like all the air left her. Buck took one step, swallowing
up the distance between them. The solid pressure of his big body nudged
her more firmly into the door. She could feel his heart pounding through
the cloth that separated them. Slowly, he bent his head to hers. Pausing,
he looked into her eyes. Seeing no panic, he continued on his path to her
lips. Before comprehension dawned, Kayla felt rough hands frame her face.
The sensation of his thumb running across her lower lip brought her into
reality. He was going to kiss her. His intoxicating scent surrounded her.
Inhaling deeply, she lightly ran her hands up his chest, and wound them
around his neck. She lifted her chin up, trying to meet him halfway. It
seemed to
take an
eternity to meet his lips to hers, but when they did, nothing else mattered.
Buck felt
like he was melting into her. All of the sharp angles of his body met and
molded to the soft curves of hers. What began as a gentle nudging of lips,
and light nipping of teeth, changed into something more passionate and
desperate than either of them was ready to contend with.
Without
comprehending what he was doing, one of Buck hands slid into her hair,
firmly grasping the back of her head, pulling her closer, tasting her,
smelling her, trying to absorb her. His other hand ran down her face, her
throat, her arm, and came to rest heavily on her ribcage, the tip of his
thumb grazing the bottom curve of her breast. His senses were rioting from
the overindulgence in arousing sensation. Somewhere in the farthest recesses
of his mind, his conscience was deriding him for his lecherous behavior,
but it went ignored. Leaving his right hand tangled in a mass of satiny
hair, Buck’s left hand slipped up to her breast, but the corset she wore
hampered
the feel
of her against his palm. He moved his hand further up to her throat. He
traced the outline of her button down collar down to the swell of her breasts.
He followed the same path his hands had taken with his mouth, raining soft
wet kisses on her sensitive flesh.
"Watcha
doin’?"
Buck leapt
back from the door as well as the woman pressed against it. "What are you
doing out of bed?"
"Thirsty.
What were you doin?"
Floundering,
Buck stammered, "saying goodbye."
The boy’s
grin grew impossibly wide. "How come you don’t say goodbye to Grandpa Teaspoon,
or Aunt Lou like that then?"
Buck blew
an errant strand of hair from his flushed face. "Son, get your water, and
go back to bed. It’s way past your bedtime."
Noah’s bare
feet slapped noisily on the floor, but his sleepy muttering could still
be heard. "There he goes again with the son thing. All I did was catch
him smooching my teacher."
Kayla and
Buck took one guilty look at one another, and instantly burst into laughter.
"Son, I’m taking Miss Lambert home." He called into the kitchen.
"I’ll be
back real soon." Buck opened the door for a still giggling Kayla, but as
she stepped out onto the porch her laughter turned to screams. Sprawled
across the front porch, covered in congealing blood, was the lifeless body
of Miss Patterson.
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What a beautiful
woman Buck Cross had. Striking Bear paced his shack aimlessly as he contemplated
the night’s events. He’d watched them talking, from his perch outside the
window, for what seemed like hours. What a sweet picture they made, a man
and his pretty lady, with his child sleeping in her lap. He had to laugh.
He had his little surprise dumped outside the door for
hours while
he watched them chat. They never heard a thing. Just chatting, chatting,
chatting, chatting. He wondered briefly if that’s all they ever did. What
a waste of a pretty woman. He didn’t waste Robin though. She told Striking
Bear how thoroughly Buck Cross had used her, and she’d gone into excruciating
detail about how much better she liked it than she did with him. It was
going to be fun teaching that half-breed not to touch women that didn’t
belong to him. Maybe he’d even keep Buck’s woman as his own. It just depended
on if she was as sweet as she looked. He curled up on his bedroll. He needed
his rest after all; he had work to do tomorrow.
________
Kayla was
shaking uncontrollably. She had never seen so much blood in all her life.
She clutched Noah more tightly to her chest, whispering in his ear. "Now
honey, remember what I told you. Keep your eyes shut until I tell you it’s
okay."
Buck ushered
her out of the door, blocking her view of the carnage with his body. She
ran from the porch straight to the buckboard. With Noah’s little arms and
legs still wrapped securely around her waist and neck, she scrambled into
the buckboard. Squirming, trying to see what all the fuss was about, Noah
tried to lift his head. Kayla placed her hand gently against the back of
his skull. "It’s not time yet." She said in a hushed tone.
"Why are
you whispering?" He mumbled into her throat.
"I have
no idea," she spoke into his hair. She felt the bench sink down under Buck’s
weight. She peeked at him from around Noah’s head. She must have looked
terrified because Buck gave her arm a comforting rub. He took the reigns,
and the horses pulled them away from the terrible sight on the porch. Kayla
removed her hand from Noah’s head. It immediately popped up. "What’s goin’
on Pa?"
"We’re going
to see Uncle Kid."
"What’s
wrong Pa?" The gravity in his father’s voice, and his terse reply had Noah
on edge. Something was very very wrong.
"Don’t mind
that, Noah. Everything will be fine." A thousand different scenarios played
themselves out in Buck’s head. Who had done this, and why dump the evidence
on his porch? Was someone trying to frame him? The predatory way of the
whole thing had Buck on guard. He was dealing with an enemy, no doubt about
that. The act of dumping a kill on the territory of
another
was a blatant animalistic warning of danger or vengeance to come. Furious
with himself, Buck worried for Noah and Kayla’s safety. If only he hadn’t
been so immersed in Kayla that he missed all sounds of an intruder’s arrival.
Whoever had done this could have very likely been watching them. They might
know what these two people meant to him. He couldn’t abide the
thought
of having Kayla taken from him after having just found her. Before this
disaster, Buck had been enjoying the night of his life. He could still
smell the fresh flowery sweetness of her on his clothes.
"Kayla I
really think you should stay with Kid and Lou tonight."
"But I don’t
even know these people. I don’t have clothes for tomorrow. I can’t look
like I crawled out of bed in the clothes I slept in, and come to work without
bothering to look decent."
Her head
was swimming. She had so many questions to ask Buck, but she couldn’t without
alarming Noah. Dear Lord, she wondered, who was that poor woman?
"I don’t
think you should go to work tomorrow either."
"What?"
Kayla felt her temper rising. She hated it when men got territorial on
her. She’d only known Buck for a number of hours, phenomenal hours though
they were she couldn’t let him have so much power over her. If there was
hope for a relationship with him, he had to know that she wouldn’t be taking
orders from him or any other man. It had taken her moving across country
for Ben to get that through his thick scull.
"I thank
you for your concern, Mr. Cross, but I’ll be going to work in the morning."
Buck started.
She’d just called him Mr. Cross.
She was
mad. She was really mad. "I just want you safe Kayla. The man who did this
might think he has a score to settle with me. He could have been watching
us all night. He might try to go through you or Noah to get to me."
Kayla paled.
"Pa, what’s
going on!" Noah shrieked. "Why would anyone want to hurt us?"
"I don’t
know why anyone would want to hurt us, but someone hurt your old teacher
Miss Patterson and left her on our porch."
Alarm rang
out through every cell in her body, "That was the old teacher?" Buck simply
nodded.
"Why didn’t
you try to fix her Pa?"
"She was
gone son."
"Oh." The
smallness of Noah’s normally boisterous voice disturbed Buck.
"Is it my
fault?" The little boy asked. Kayla’s heart broke at the sight of his big
black eyes swimming in unshed tears.
"No!" Came
Kayla and Buck’s simultaneous and emphatic reply. Buck watched in awe as
Kayla wrapped his son in her arms, and began to rock him back and forth.
Something seemed to squeeze his heart as he watched his child bury his
face in her long dark hair. He’d never realized how much Noah needed a
mother. Until this moment, Buck hadn’t realized how much he needed a companion.
Would she ever give him a chance after this mess? As their destination
drew nearer, Buck tried to persuade Kayla again to stay with his family.
"Kayla, I need to find out who did this, and I won’t be able to if I’m
worried about your safety." Kayla seemed to mull his words over for a while.
"If your
friends don‘t mind me staying tonight, I will. As for skipping my first
day in a new job, that’s absolutely out of the question."
Buck heaved
a great sigh. That was close enough for now. "Thank you, Kayla." His thanks
caught her off guard. She was expecting the usual male orders and recriminations.
The last time she gave Ben a flat out no, he’d accused her of being a seductress
bent on driving him mad. Buck was certainly a breed apart. Her mind flashed
back to his tenderness in tucking in his son, as well as initiating their
kiss. He was so much more of a man
than any
she had ever known, besides her father perhaps. He was so much better than
what she could ever have hoped to have in her life. Her eyes locked on
his. She gave a faint nod in acknowledgment of his thanks, but his eyes
didn’t leave hers. He brought the horses to a halt in front of a large
house. That’s all she could tell out of the corner of her eye. She didn’t
care to
change
her view to inspect the building better. Buck’s hand went up to her cheek,
pulling strands soaked with Noah’s tears away from her face. He leaned
over, and smoothly placed a chaste kiss, one on her cheek and another on
the top of Noah’s head. Noah, who had recently lapsed into a deep sleep
didn’t move, but Kayla was fighting to let him leave it at that. She wanted
more than a mere peck on the cheek. She wondered briefly where their first
kiss would have gone, had Noah not gotten thirsty. She pushed the thought
out of her head. There were much bigger things for her to contend with,
like school tomorrow.
Chapter
6
"I’m so
sorry about this Louise. I didn’t mean to be an imposition tonight. I thought
Buck was staying here too."
"You aren’t
an imposition. Besides you’ve been through somethin’ terrible tonight.
You deserve a safe place to rest. Anyways, it’s nice to have another woman
around. For the longest, the only girls in this clan have been Rachel,
Teresa, and me. You haven’t met Teresa yet. She was all ready asleep when
you got here. She’s my baby sister. I know I’m talking way too much, and
that’s
because I want to ask you some questions. But I don’t know you, and I don’t
want you to get all uppity and decide I’m nosy."
"Well, Louise,
considering that you were kind enough to take me in for the night with
no prior notice at all, I’ll be more than happy to answer any questions
you have."
"How long
have you known Buck?" There was a faint accusation in her voice, but Kayla
didn’t mind at all. From the way Buck spoke of this woman, she was his
sister in every way but blood. She was entitled to be wary of new people
in Buck’s life.
"What time
is it?" Kayla joked. Lou stared at Kayla, incredulous.
"You’ve
only known him for hours?"
"Yes, we
met about four this afternoon. If it’s any consolation we’ve been inseparable
since."
Lou’s eyes
narrowed. "Did you have anything to do with this mess?"
Kayla’s
eyes went wide, "Well of course not!"
Lou watched
the girl. There was something about the way Buck was when
he came
in with her. It was like he was seeking protection for another loved one,
not a virtual stranger. She hadn’t seen Buck that taken by a woman that
quickly since that Devlin woman, and what a disaster that had been. "So
let me get this straight. You just happen to move here recently," she looked
at Kayla for confirmation. Kayla nodded. "You just happened to meet Buck
today, and you just happened to be at his house when this dead woman was
found there. Now that’s a few too many coincidences for me."
"I’m very
sorry you feel that way, but I have to admit that in your shoes, I would
feel the same way. I should probably go back to the boarding house. Do
you think I could borrow a horse?"
"No way.
If I let you leave here Buck would have my hide."
"I really
don’t mean to be any trouble. I…I know I’ve just met Buck, but I all ready
care a great deal about him. He’s a very special person. I understand why
you want so much to protect him."
Lou blew
a chunk of her bangs out of her face. She had been all set to hate this
new woman in Buck’s life, and then she had to go and say something nice
like that. "You really like him don’t you?" Kayla didn’t get a chance to
answer. Noah appeared in the doorway, tears streaming down his little brown
cheeks. "My Pa went to go find the bad man didn’t he?" Lou watched
astounded
as Kayla opened her arms, and the boy came running straight to her. She
hauled him up to her hip, kissed his nose, and began to quietly utter assurances
in his ear. The woman had a gift. She had Noah back to sleep within moments.
Silently, Lou followed her as she took him back to Jeremiah’s room, and
tucked him in beside Jeremiah without waking either child. The outright
affection she kissed his forehead with left Lou completely without a doubt
that she did care for Buck as well as his son.
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Kid and
Buck hastened their way to the Marshall’s office. They understood that
they were grasping at straws, but they wanted to check out the wanted posters
anyway, just in case they recognized someone. As soon as they walked in,
Barnett greeted them enthusiastically. "Hey Buck, I'm glad to see you here.
There was an Indian feller here lookin’ fer ya."
"What?"
Buck stared open mouthed.
"Yip, I
just told ‘im where ya lived so ya’ll could get reacquainted." Realization
dawned on Buck, so that’s how the madman had known where to leave the body.
Unfortunately, he still had to figure out the why of the matter. "You sent
a stranger to my house?"
"Well, I
thought you was friends."
"What gave
you that idea?"
"Well he
knowed yer name, and he’s Indian, like you."
"He’s Kiowa?"
"Well how
should I know?" Barnett whined.
Taking a
deep breath through his nose, and releasing it through his mouth, Buck
tried with little result to force down his rising temper. "Barnett, would
you know this man if you saw him again?"
"Well sure."
Come on
then, we’re going to look for him."
"Are you
boys gonna tell me what’s goin’ on here?" As the threesome went on the
prowl for their murderous enigma, they explained the night’s events to
the deputy.
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Kayla had
no idea how she could still be standing. She hadn’t bothered to go to bed
at all the preceding night. It would have been a pointless pursuit anyway.
Every time she closed her eyes, all she saw was a ruined body covered with
blood. She wanted to know what was going on. Why would any one kill the
other teacher? Noah had said that she’d gone crazy. Why hadn’t she been
in an institution? Why would Buck be the recipient of such a sick offering?
She absolutely refused to believe that Buck had anything to do with this
mess. He'd been as shocked as she had. Instead of obsessing about questions
she had no hope to answer, she went to Louise. She had ended up talking
the latter half of the night away with a woman she now knew simply as Lou.
Kayla could understand why Buck loved her so much. She was smart, funny,
and she could keep those men in line like nothing Kayla had ever seen.
They had shared the morning chores, as well as preparing breakfasts for
the crowd that had assembled in the Marshall’s household during the early
morning hours.
Upon dawn,
Kid, Buck, and some man they called Barnett had shown up haggard, hungry,
and empty-handed. The Mayor followed not too much later than that, inquiring
as to why the Marshall’s office was locked up.
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The jail
was supposed to be manned at all times to watch the jailed criminals as
well as to be available for emergencies of the town folk. Teaspoon and
Kid had made it a habit of being there for anyone who needed them for any
reason, which was very likely why the town revered them so. His office
being upstairs from the Marshall’s office let him know that something big
was amiss as soon as he showed up to work in an empty building. Upon finding
Kid’s house full of his deputy staff, his Marshall, his family sans his
wife, and the school teacher he’d hired the day before, Teaspoon hitched
his pants up, tipped his hat, and inquired, "What the flamin’ hell is goin’
on here?" Everyone clamored to answer his question at the same time. So,
he plopped down in front of Lou’s dining table to wait out the loud cacophony
of raised voices. He spied Miss Lambert who was sitting silently across
from him. He raised his brow at her. She looked around the room, smirked,
and shrugged at him.
After he
managed to drag a coherent story from the group, Teaspoon sent Barnett
to man the office, and he decided to take Buck’s place in the search for
clues so that he could take care of Miss Lambert. Teaspoon agreed that
she shouldn’t be left alone, and he was all fired happy to see Buck take
such a powerful shine to such a nice lady. He was so relieved to see that
she
seemed
to share Buck’s feelings. That boy deserved some happiness. He’s spent
his life being so damn responsible that he hadn’t bothered to do anything
for himself. Teaspoon figured that she’d be good for Buck. He personally
agreed with Buck about her just staying put, but he was old
and wise
enough to know that it is pointless to argue with a woman who has her mind
made up. That thought reminded him of his wife who was at home alone and
oblivious to what was happening. He'd run by on his way out to explain
things to her. Hopefully she’d decide to go to Kid and Lou’s house to stay
with Lou, Jeremiah, Teresa, and Noah. He doubted there would be
trouble
there, but you couldn’t be too careful. They would be safer together.
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Kayla decided
she was being ridiculous. It wasn’t like she hadn’t been alone with Buck
before. She had, well, sort of. Noah was always around, but he was not
always in the room. That qualified as alone didn’t it? She took a deep
breath. She couldn’t think straight. Every time she almost managed a logical
thought, her mind would short circuit, and remind her how good he looked,
or how intimately she had let him touch her the night before. Thinking
about that was her undoing. She had no idea how she was going to keep her
mind on her job today. He asked her if it was okay for him to sit in and
keep an eye on her. Considering it was the old school teacher who’d been
murdered she had agreed, but how was she going to keep her eyes off of
him? As soon as she’d agreed to his playing guard for her at the school,
he lit into her about not staying alone in the boarding house. She had
been so lonely since leaving New York that staying with friends sounded
wonderful. Especially since she and Lou had overcome their initial problems,
and become fast friends. She was willing to be
talked into it even more
because she was too stubborn
to admit
to being frightened. She realized, though that she was also hoping to see
a great deal of Buck while she was with his family. She knew for a fact
that Noah wasn’t going to be allowed back into his home until Buck had
a chance to sand down and paint the porch to erase any lasting vestiges
of the gore that had befallen it the night before. If Noah was going to
be there,
then surely
Buck would be too.
Buck was
worried about his loved ones’ safety. After a night of searching they had
found nothing. Even another search of not only the Doctor’s property that
Robin disappeared from, but also Buck’s property, yielded no new information
to their search. Now that Buck knew that their suspect was of some kind
of Indian heritage he could understand how he managed to leave no trace.
Though it disconcerted Buck even more because this led him to the conclusion
that his enemy was extremely stealthy. Buck had a suspicion that this man
was the one responsible for the healed wounds of Miss Patterson’s that
the doctor had described to him. But still, his most
important
question was left unanswered. Why him?
Kayla and
Buck made their way into the boarding house, not missing the scornful glare
the boardinghouse mistress, Mrs. Koniker gave them. They had tried to pass
her without comment, but she blocked the hall, and informed Kayla that
men were not allowed in her room, and furthermore, Indians were not allowed
at all. Kayla had spoken as if her tongue were coated with
honey.
She described the last night’s events as sweetly as if she were reading
a bedtime story to an infant. Buck had to smile. Kayla was spoon feeding
this horrific story to the rude matron knowing that afterward, she’d be
terrified enough to let Kayla do whatever she wanted as long as she didn’t
involve her in the trouble. Kayla led Buck to her room as soon as she artfully
dismissed
Mrs. Koniker with a wave and a smile. Buck was falling heavily for Kayla.
The woman was lion hearted. Nothing stopped her.
"Buck, would
you mind waiting out here while I freshen up?"
"Of course
not." Buck was happy to give her privacy, but he was worried about not
being able to see her. He wanted to be certain of her safety. As soon as
the door shut, he strained his ears so that he wouldn’t miss any kind of
a struggle. Unfortunately, his listening for danger plan backfired
when he
heard the noises of clothes being removed, and water being pored. He stood
beside her door with visions of a naked and glistening Kayla floating around
in his mind. After Buck had managed to rile himself into a lust-fueled
frenzy, Kayla opened the door to invite him into her domain. She had changed
into a flattering pink dress. It accented the smallness of her waist, and
it complemented the color of her eyes and hair. Her raven hair was pulled
atop her head in a loose bun. Silken tresses were falling about her face
and neck, adhering to the moisture that still resided on her smooth skin
after her makeshift bath. He knew he should be asking to help her with
her bags. He knew he should be helping her check the room to make sure
she hadn’t left any of her things. He knew he should be getting her to
work as quickly as he could. But he also knew that he would explode it
he didn’t touch her, and that he might well explode if he did. He reached
up to gently tug on a loose strand. "You look beautiful."
She blushed
profusely. "Do I look beautiful enough for a good luck kiss?" Her answer
came in the form of Buck’s hand sliding to the back of her neck, and pulling
her to him.
It was a
miracle that they managed to get to the school at all. Luckily, another
renter at the boarding house had passed by giggling at the site of them.
That had sobered them up enough to get moving. Kayla was astounded to find
that she had beaten all of her pupils to the school. She pointed Buck to
a desk in the back of the room, and managed to familiarize herself with
the space to her satisfaction as her first few students began to trickle
in. The day had been a flurry of questions, many of which were about the
man in the back, rule constituting, and getting to know some of the children
of Rock Creek. Through all of it, Buck’s eyes never wavered from her, and
her thoughts never left him.
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