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Well, As you might have been able to tell, I usually only write in this when I think i have something to say, or I write something. Do you know what it feels like to see the founders and supports of your beliefs crumble before you? Its sad...makes you think why you even beleived in their words in the first place. My thoughts....this time they're poetic:

Whats the meaning of sentiment?
Irrational views not from a train of thought,
As emotions leave you confused,
The sentiment leaves and you think that you 'shoulda thoughtt
But thus is life so we move on.
Pick up a pen jot it down, and we press on,
Forget about what happened, and just live on,
But what happens when the needle sets in too strong?
My pain leaves my soul black and bruised,
Epiphany's leave me feelin nothing but used,
Though at this moment I feel so humbled,
I sat and watched as my adolescent foundations crumbled.
Ya see, back in the day all my friends had my back,
If I couldn't carry the load, they'd help me carry the slack,
Sharin the same views, thoughts, and plots,
But in reality, diploma's makin it all for naught.
See, when we move out, we forget, we move on.
Just follow the crowd, in order to seem strong.
But we really all just weak,
Faced with our peers, we really all just meek.
The pressure - we used to fight the war,
Now the intoxication is what we long for.
The only one left, I stand alone,
All the rest open their hands,
still beleivin' that "when in rome"


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ITS COLD!!!!!!!!!! =)



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Here's a brand new rhyme from.....Me! Check it...Its deep, and political. try to figure it our...(hint..."conservation"...."of freedom")

Forget what im telling you
Go out and see for yourself what is really true
I would give up all the clothes and the jewelry
If I could, just for a moment see clearly.
To find out what rings eternally true for me
It’s a blessing that with I’d never ever disagree
My God’s given me the power and determination
To Analyze the foundation of the temptation
The very grounds that economically support the nation
Its true meaning lost somewhere south of the translation,
This what we facin’
Challengin’ countries in the name of the conservation
Without an explanation, we gone soon see the concentration
Campin out in the center of our education
Mis interpretation to inauguration
The alteration of the altercation,
Mass destruction to fomulatin fumigation
The common conception of the population
Leadin’ to connotations in a generation...
Its just my speculation ---Scene II

I need a desperation to meet expectations,
Looking for inspiration for my motivation,
An obligation for my future, called “occupation”
Now turn it out,
I lack a dedication,
A hesitation to be knowledgeable about,
The very aspect that’s accumulating a rout,
Without a doubt, I keep trying to be devout,
But my complacency has caused a drought. -Scene III-

This institution causin’ a revolution,
My resolution is my evolution to my execution,
To use Confucian to establish my true retribution,
When will we celebrate my dissolution?
When does it change?
Why does it matter in the long-range?
These tests, these methods leave me shortchanged.
How does it end?
Using science to solve patterns and trends,
To comprehend, the apprehension that I apprehend,
The fear of failure, but I always find I just pretend,
To mend my condescension which the root that extends,
From absolution of my impending decent.
Back to the Basics-

In the light of all my revelations,
I try to face it with strength for trials and tribulations,
Strength from the dedication to the God of Creation,
I accelerate my relaxation --My respiration.


- Written by "Chetho The Greato" Aka. Me.

If anyone can tell me what im talking about in this rap, i will give them a prize.... good day!

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Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh, i guess i'm a little early. So, how ya'll been. I've been good. Just doin school stuff (which sucks). So whats the deal with school? Why all the tests, i mean, learning is cool, but tests and homework and all that mess sucks. Learning is so stressful when you have to do it for a test. And whats up with grades? Why is everything we do in life based on grades? My girlfriend said its like the matrix. Cuz they put us in this system, and everyone is supposed to play by the rules of the game, which are : 1. Be the best, ever. 2. If you're not the best, you fail and will not be happy, and die. So therefore everybody in this world sucks, except for one person, who is the best. And, of course, this person's "best-ocity" is defined by his grades (which he probably cheated to get, since cheating is at an all time High in...everywhere) and by how much money he makes. It has nothing to do with his moral ethics, desire to help people, happiness in a proffesion or anything...lets see...good. Too bad in this Matrix, the One will not die. I am the One. and i will save us all.

Heres a picture of me and my girl:




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