The nightmare started when I suddenly felt a shaking under my feet. I
stopped kissing Jack and asked him if he felt it. Jack grabbed me as I saw
large chunks of what I thought were rock, crash onto the deck barely
missing me. I told Jack to look and pointed to the massive mountain in
front of me. Jack said, "my god Rose, it's an iceberg. The ship must have hit
it!"
He rushed toward the side of the
ship and I followed him. He looked up and down the side as if searching
for something. I asked Jack if we were okay and he said he thought we
would be fine because he did not see any damage. There were a few people
on deck kicking chunks of ice around and I picked up a piece and playfully
put it down Jack's shirt. He jumped and turned to me smiling saying now he
would have to throw me overboard. I squealed as Jack chased me to a gate
that was locked. Climbing over the gate, I heard two ship's officers say
something to the captain about pumps and flooding. Jack whispered to me
that this was bad. My heart skipped a beat, I was becoming frightened, and
asked Jack to take me to my stateroom. I turned to him and told him we
should warn mother and Cal.
I held onto Jack's hand tightly as
we returned to my stateroom. At the entrance, Lovejoy was standing there
and he told me they had been expecting us. Inside there was Cal and mother
and some other men and everyone was staring at us. Cal then spoke and said
something about two things being dear to him and now once one has returned
he knows where the other might be found. I demanded to know what was going
on and told him that we had an emergency.
Then Cal said, "search him." Two men
grabbed Jack and one of them took something out of his pocket. I was
astonished when I saw what was inside. It was the Heart of the Ocean
necklace. I
looked right at Jack and he told me this was horse shit. I turned to Cal
and said Jack was with me all the time, he could not have taken it. Cal
said a professional thief could have taken it easily.
My mind was confused as I tried to
recall the past recent events when Jack could have even taken the necklace
but I could not come up with anything. Cal whispered to me that maybe he
took it while I was putting my clothes back on. My mind went back to when
I was changing but Jack had already locked the safe before I went to
change. I saw him do it. I looked at Jack again; deeply hurt and betrayed
wanting to believe him as the chief petty officer led him away in
handcuffs. He shouted back to me that he did not do it.
Mother gave me a look of
disappointment as she left the room. Then the room was empty except for
Cal and I. He glared at me and was about ready to say something then he
slapped me. My eyes began to tear because of the pain. It was completely
unexpected. Cal had never slapped me during our entire courtship. He
grabbed me roughly and said, "it is the slut isn't it?" I was seeing a side
of Cal I had never seen before and it frightened me. I did not answer him,
and he grabbed me again and fiercely spoke, "speak to me you
little," and I
closed my eyes and turned my face expecting Cal to hit me again.
Then the door opened and a steward
told us to go out to the boat deck. Cal angrily shouted that he was busy,
but the steward told Cal he apologized but it was the captain's orders. He
pulled down our life belts and saw that I had been crying. I guess he
thought he had upset me and tried to comfort me. Cal said this was
ridiculous as he gathered up the jackets. He tossed mine towards me.
Angrily he said to me, "get moving, I will deal with you later
slut." Then
he roughly shoved me out the door.
All the way to the boat deck, Cal
was cursing and complaining while I walked in stunned silence. There was a
large crowd of people gathered inside, all of them wearing life belts over
their clothing. I can remember that the band was playing music above the
noise of the crowd.
Then Mr. Andrews passed me by and
his face looked like he had seen a ghost. I grabbed his arm and told him,
"I can see it in your eyes. I saw the iceberg. Please tell me the truth." My
mind could not accept what he told me then. The ship would sink. Stunned I
asked him if he were sure. He said yes and that it would be only a couple
of hours before all this was at the bottom of the Atlantic.
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