October 10, 2000
im feeling so much. better. this was all for the best.im letting go.
"your dealing with this so well!" they all say. well how else am i supposed to deal with it? i cant just let myself sit here and rot away crying over lost dreams. i have to take my life back. maybe even find a new life. find what i want out of life. and suddenly ive truely regonized the existance of my supportive friends. some people really do care.
