Broken Circus Clown

Third installment of the Click, Click Boom Arc

"Everyday is a new day/I'm thankful for every breathe I take/ I won't
take it for granted/ So I learn from my mistakes/ It's beyond my control.
sometimes its best to let go/ Whatever happens in this lifetime/ So I
trust in love/ You have given me peace" -POD Payment on Death, Alive

Trowa Pov

I leaned against the column that held up the ceiling, waiting for my
beloved god of death to walk out of the terminal at the Siberian airport.
Soon he was bouncing out of the door and looking around, he almost
instantly spotted me and ran up. He threw his arms around my neck and
gave me a soul-searing kiss that lasted quite a while.

"Miss me?" He asked huskily, and I let a small smile pass my lips.

"Of course," I return and pick up his bag. Duo slid his hand in mine and
we walked off to my car. The ride to my hotel wasn't special, just having
Duo there was enough for me. He chattered a bit about where Wufei was
going and a few odds and ends.

"Did he give it up to you?" I asked finally, he looked over at me,
I glanced at him, Siberia isn't the type of place you don't want your
concentration to wander while driving. It tends to give you some big
disastrous surprises rather frequently.

"He-he did," Duo looked down, I thought about this.

"What is he like? Does he still want us to happen?" I finally ask, Duo smirks.

"He's great, just like I thought he would be and I'm pretty sure he does want
this to stay the three of us. He said he missed you, and wanted you back as soon
as possible," Duo said, he looked over at me, I smiled slightly.

"I think so to," I say and pull into the hotel garage. We then got out
and went into the hotel and then my room. Duo threw his stuff on the
floor and turned to me.

"I've missed you so much and we barely got enough time to really
explore each other in the first place," Duo ran his finger down my chest.

"Then lets get started," I say and shut the door behind me.

Wufei Pov

I threw myself into my mission, completely acting like one of the
guards in the lower level labs of an Oz base. Heero walked by, I couldn't
help but check him out as he past, I then snapped to strict and rigid
attention as a few doctors and scientists came out and went to dinner.

"Shift," a soldier walked up, I saluted and walked off. I then met up
with Heero in the cafeteria; we had managed to have the same room,
lucky me.

"Find out anything?" I asked, Heero smirked slightly.

"Yea, not here though," Heero sat down and started eating, I
shivered slightly and dug in, trying to not watch Heero's lush lips
which was not helping my control one ounce. If it wasn't Heero I'd swear
he was trying to make the act of eating as erotic as possible so I just
stopped watching him after lunch. We had the same shifts, Heero
was stationed outside the main computers and I was stationed in
front of the top security laboratories. Then we got up and went to
our room. I sighed and took off my shoes; Heero sunk onto his bed
and lay there, staring up at the ceiling. I sat down next to him.

"What did you find out?" I asked, Heero looked over, pinning
me with his cobalt blue eyes.

"The main computer has three different memory banks. All of them
have information on us; all we need to do is send a slow working
virus through them all so we have time to clean out the labs. In
three days we'll be able to blow this place and get to the safe
house. A villa outside of town called the Villa de Christi. It used
to be a missionary but converted into a plantation and finally a
rented mansion for the rich. Quatre managed to buy out the renter
and offered it as refuge before I left," Heero explained. I nodded,
thinking a bit on what Duo said.

"What about you?" Heero asked, I shook out of my thoughts
and looked down on him.

"Um…there are two main labs and one factory. The factory should
be easy to blow up and the labs have ten doctors and 15 scientists
in each," I say almost deadpan, Heero stares up at me, I could almost
sweat. He then suddenly props himself up and takes my lips in his
own, coaxing my mouth open. I lean over him and he falls back on
the bed as I pull my leg over and straddle him, making the kiss deeper, hungrier.

"Wait," I gasp, sitting up, he looks up at me, confusion crossing
his deep blue eyes before the mask pulls down.

"What?" He asks, reaching up and stroking my cheek.

"What about your…" I tilt my head, at a loss to who Heero goes off to.

"My secret someone?" Heero smiles slightly. "What he doesn't know
won't hurt him and I'll make it up to him, Quatre already promised,"
Heero sat up and captured my lips once more and pulled me down,
our cocks rubbed against each other and I groaned into Heero's mouth.
Suddenly an alarm went off and I got off Heero to go to the door.

"This is a test!" A person said over the speakers, I sighed and closed
the door, Heero was right there, he reached forward and grabbed the
belt of my uniform and pulled me over to the bed then threw me down.
He crawled up and started unbuttoning the uniform and kissed my neck.
He didn't think twice about the maze of buttons, catches and clasps
that littered the Oz uniforms, like he had done this a thousand times
before.

Heero Pov

I couldn't believe Wufei, I mean he had just started this naughty
activity and already he's got it down. He's definitely a fast learner,
intoxicating to. Wufei leaned up and captured my lips while struggling
with my own uniform. I kissed the corner of Wufei's lips and started
on my uniform. Zech's is much more complicated; I wouldn't want
Treize's uniform at all just by looking at Zech's. Soon I was
caressing Wufei's muscles, leaning down and trailing kisses
along his chest. He moaned and looked down on me.

"I want you in me," Wufei whispered softly, I crawled up and
looked into Wufei's eyes.

"Duo did create a monster," I let it slip, Wufei's chocolate almost
black eyes widened.

"You were watching us," Wufei said, a little bite and arrogance
climbing into his voice once more.

"Of course, Quatre would play matchmaker with a couple of turtles.
Anyway, he insisted we leave, I couldn't stick around, I had my own to
go to," I say, Wufei smirked slightly.

"Who is it?" Wufei asked, I ducked down, avoiding the question,
I leaned over and grabbed the lube Quatre had given me before leaving.
I then started stretching Wufei before he could push the question,
soon he lost all thought and I plunged into him. He was tighter than I
expected, much tighter. I climaxed faster than I liked but it didn't matter.
Only Zechs could make everything go away, now I realized, Wufei is the
only other person who could do the same.

"Who is it?" Wufei asked softly, resting against my chest, I had
thought him asleep at first.

"Who?" I returned.

"Who's your boyfriend?" Wufei asked, I smirked slightly.

"Milliard Peacecraft," I answered, Wufei's face became puzzled.

"Who?" Wufei asked.

"Zechs," I sigh, Wufei sat up and turned to me.

"The Lightening Count?" Wufei asked, staring at me, I nodded,
he frowned.

"Isn't that betrayal?" Wufei asked in a dangerous tone.

"I never tell him anything, you all mean too much to me to do that
and I'm trying to win this war. Zechs is a pawn to Treize, a power
against us. He's also trying for peace just like us only he's on the
wrong side. He's a Peacecraft, there's no way around that," I say,
it sounded almost like a speech but all of it is running around my
head at the oddest times, trying to come to terms with myself. Wufei
nodded once and turned to lay back down next to me. I wrapped my
arms around him.

"Quatre found out, didn't he?" Wufei asked.

"Yes," I reply.

"He's also going to go meet him," Wufei said.

"Mmhm," I mumbled, closing my eyes and taking a long breathe,
taking in all of Wufei's exotic smells, from jasmine to raw power.

Duo Pov

I leaned my head against the freezing glass, watching the endless
snowfall. I wasn't cold, Trowa had picked a really good hotel where I
could run around naked and feel comfortable of course I decided to
try this out. I looked back on Trowa, he was sprawled on the bed,
butt naked like me and I smiled. He did look good like that, Trowa
mumbled something and rolled over into a ball, curling tighter into
himself. He searched around for the blankets, tightly clutching them.
I knitted my eyebrows; it wasn't cold in fact it was rather warm, I
slowly walked over to Trowa. He was shivering! I touched his
forehead, normal, his eyes moved rapidly as in dreaming and his
hands were clutching the blanket so tight his knuckles turned white.
I sat down, Trowa gave a small whimper and unconsciously moved
away from me, I fully got onto the bed to face my love.

"Trowa? Hon?" I asked, concern filling up my voice, Trowa relaxed
a bit but was still clutched in some nightmare. He cried out and
rolled over, hitting the ground. I struggled over to him, he was still
wrapped in his dream, the blankets impossibly tangled in his long limbs.
It would have been funny if Trowa didn't have this absolutely terror
stricken _expression on his beautiful face. I kneeled down and reached
out to stroke Trowa's hair, he jerked away, burying even deeper into
the sheets. I then decided to wake the sleeping beauty.

"Trowa, wake up, bud," I say, shaking him, he cries out again and I
hastily scamper back as Trowa thrashes then settles down a bit.

"That's it, you're waking up," I say, getting up and going to the
bathroom, I grab a pitcher from under the sink, fill it up with freezing
cold water, in Siberia you get really, truly cold water. I walked back
into the room and poured the water all over Trowa, he sat up blinking
rapidly. I tapped my foot on the wet carpet, holding the pitcher in one
hand; he looked up at me, looking like a lost child. I kneeled down in
front of him and took him into my arms, leaning back on the bed.

"Are you alright?" I finally asked, Trowa looked up at me.

"Fine," Trowa said, pulling out of my arms but I wouldn't let him.

"I don't think you are," I say, catching his eyes before they
fell to the ground.

"It's just dreams, everyone gets nightmares," Trowa explained,
I shook my head.

"Not as bad as that except if you…are hurting," I finish slowly,
almost looking down myself.

"It's nothing, I'm fine," Trowa said, trying to go.

"No, Trowa, please, tell me what's going on," I say, staring
deep into his emerald eyes, Trowa sighed.

"Quatre always helped me with my dreams, he would sit for hours
with me just holding me. I thought my dreams were gone until a couple
weeks ago, they started coming back," Trowa was looking down on the
soaked sheets around us.

"What are they?" I ask softly, Trowa looked up at me.

"I-I used to be a mercenary," Trowa looked away.

"A mercenary?" I prompted.

"I was the third youngest in my group, I was taught everything by
the oldest of the kids, he took a liking to me. Took me under his wing
basically but he could only offer so much protection, not enough to
keep the older ones away," Trowa closed his eyes, I drew him in and
hugged my love.

"Bad things happen to the best of people, love," I say,
stroking Trowa's back comfortingly.

"He-Heero said once that you couldn't sleep sometimes. He'd
try everything while you two were roommates to go to bed," Trowa
got up and pulled me to the bed. Trowa sat down at the head, leaning
against the wall and I lay down on my stomach, staring up at Trowa,
grabbing my braid and playing with the end.

"Well I guess once you've had a nightmare as bad as mine you don't
want to go back to sleep," I say, looking down.

"I know how you feel," Trowa said softly, I looked up at him, he wasn't
pitying me, he was understanding me. I could feel it, that's why I liked
Wufei so much and why I could stand Heero so well while the others
couldn't.

"I lived on the streets of L2, an orphan with only a little survival chance.
I happened upon a small group of people, Solo was everything to me.
He was my big brother, my father, my everything. Then he got sick,
really sick, Cat and I was the oldest out of us next to Solo. He was the
leader; I couldn't do anything to help him. Cat then suggested selling
the only thing we had left to get the medicine to cure him, I suggested
stealing. When we put the ideas to Solo he instantly refused, he said
that if we sell the only thing we had left then what do we have after
that? Then he said it was too risky for us to steal. The hospitals were
guarded by the Alliance, we'd be sent away or killed. So Solo got
worse and worse, I tried stealing the medicine with one of the group,
he got killed, I barely escaped. Then Cat handed me a rolled up
50-dollar bill.

"It's money Duo, Solo won't know the difference. He'll think we took
regular jobs in the factory," Cat had said, I had to go along with her
and that's when it began. I sold my soul to the devil in order to save
Solo. We had enough money but it didn't matter, they took our money
and ran, giving us medicine that didn't work. I was furious so I went
and I snuck in, I successfully got the medicine out but it was too
late, Solo had already died," I looked down, tears gathering in
the corner of my eyes.

"It was cold, that all I remember, it was cold and Ricky had said
that the older ones had wanted to see how good I was. We both
thought it was to test my fighting capabilities, it turned out much
darker. Rain poured down from the steel roof, dirt puddled in a
corner and there were four of them. All of them born fighters and
one kid, I didn't have a prayer," Trowa looked away, burying the
hurt again, I got up and hugged him.

"It doesn't matter, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. After my
home was blown up I thought I wouldn't survive, no one else did so
why should I?" I say in Trowa's ear, he wrapped his own arms around me.

"Heero told me and Quatre about that," Trowa looked into my eyes.

"How does Heero know so much?" I ask, he smiles.

"Why do you think he spends so much time on that labtop," Trowa
smiles, I nod thoughtfully.

"It's almost lunch, let's go get something then book a plane to
somewhere warmer," Trowa suggested, getting up and going over to the
closet, I couldn't help but check out Trowa as he walked away,
damn he's hot.

Third Person

Quatre plopped down on the couch, not really knowing what to do.
He had given any and all advice to Heero before he left. The Arabian
felt a little empty, like with out one of the other pilots he had nothing to
fill this cold hole in his heart. They all managed to take away the fighting
war torn world and colonies and replace it with different emotions. With
Trowa, its extreme friendship, with Duo it's fun filled days going off and
playing pranks on any and all. With Wufei it was the occasional extremely
intelligent but slightly bland debates on different issues of the time,
mostly on who gets the privilege to rid the world of Relena. Heero filled it,
or used to fill it with small probing questions of the heart. Quatre knew
around the edges something was seriously going on with the two of
them but Heero was dedicated to his guy and Quatre used to have
Trowa. Quatre sighed and got up to go get something to munch on.

"I need a life," Quatre grumbled, rummaging through the almost bare
fridge. He pulled out a left over sandwich and went into the living
room, flipping on the TV. It instantly bored him and he turned it off,
not finding anything in this room, he decided to go for a walk. He
slowly walked away from his endless problems, his gundam was
safe, he didn't have a mission, his heart was at least calm, and his life
was standing still. It was just to the breaking point, just before that
tornado hits the roof, snatches it off, takes a few cows then decides
to come after you. Quatre sat down on a park bench and looked up
at the blueness of life. The trees made a noise that could have been
mistaken as music, the birds slowly slid across the seamless sky and
then away, never to be seen again. Clouds slowly intruded on the not
quite baby blue sky and formed into large pillows, a violin, dragon,
ugly sea horse, three little mice, the ocean waves, waves of grain
and on. He sat there for the longest time until someone sat down
next to him; he looked over at the intruder. It was a woman of about
twenty with long black hair in a high ponytail. She crossed her legs
self-consciously and glanced over at Quatre. She then pulled out
a cell phone to check what time it was.

"Hello, my name's Quatre," Quatre held out his hand, the woman
looked down on it then at Quatre.

"Christina, nice to meet you," she said, giving a short smile as she
shook Quatre's hand quickly, they felt cold and icy to the touch but
none the less a firm handshake. Quatre leaned back and looked back
up at the rolling clouds.

"What brings you here?" Quatre asked after a while.

"I'm meeting my brother," she said, sadness crept into her voice
and Quatre looked over at her. "I haven't seen him in a while, we've
never been this long apart without even a word. He joined the Oz
faction," she looked down, obviously a little ashamed.

"It's alright, Oz has a lot of good soldiers. They may not be fighting
for the right cause but they are still honorable," Quatre said, thinking
back on all the things Heero said.

"Really? It's obvious even to me that the colonies deserve at least
some freedom," Christina said softly, relaxing a little.

"I agree but I bet your brother is just as honorable as the gundam
pilots," Quatre said, Christina looked up.

"Those gundam pilots…p-tish, they have no honor, they kill
innocents all the time," she said bitterly, Quatre was shocked
down to his core.

"Oz kills just as many, probably even more," Quatre sat up,
Christina sighed.

"I had a friend once, she told me that the colonies once was her
home, that many kids were taken in by mercenaries. Savage people
who did awful things to get what they want, they thought they
were right," Christina growled.

"Everyone abuses good ideas. The worst things happen with the
best of intentions," Quatre offered, suddenly a guy walked up the
path. He had the same black hair as Christina; his eyes were dark
green like Trowa's and just as tall. His hair hung down his back, free
in the slight breeze that flew around him.

"Johnny!" Christina cried, jumping up and running to him, he instantly
smiled, picking up Christina and twirling her around. Quatre couldn't
help but smile at the kawaii scene they made.

"Hey doll, how ya been?" Johnny asked, walking by Quatre,
Christina smiled down on Quatre and waved to him then turned back
to Johnny. Quatre's smile slowly faded and he stood, stretching
slightly and going back home.

Trowa Pov

I smirked as Duo rocked on his heels as we waited in line to get on the
plane heading to the Philippines. Duo had insisted on it and I would
never say no to the bouncing ecstatic American. We finally sat
down in our seats. Duo snuggled up to me and looked out the window
at the clear blue sky. I looked around at the other passengers. A
couple kids squirmed in their seats next to us; an old woman was
putting on her headphones. A professional looking guy opened
up his labtop and a married couple was talking quietly to each other
. A stewardess announced that we'll be taking off soon but was
interrupted by the captain, announcing that we were taking off.
She then sat down in a huff and the plane started forward.

"Planes make me sleepy, wake me when we're there," Duo yawned and
leaned his head on my shoulder. I sighed and took my headphones out,
zoning out on the pulsing techno beat.

We landed and I woke up, then I shook Duo. He mumbled something
then slowly opened his dark purple eyes.

"We're here?" Duo asked groggily, I nodded and helped Duo up
then we went to get our bags. I drove to the resort and we settled in.

"It's beautiful, huh?" Duo looked out on the ocean.

"Truly, come on, let's explore the pool," I say, picking up my swim
shorts, Duo grinned.

"Race you!" Duo grabbed his own and started tearing his clothes off,
I smirked and started taking my own clothes off. Duo soon ran out the
door and I not too far behind him.

"No fair! You have longer legs!" Duo called as I passed him, he
kept up with me for a while but I was the first one in. He did a
cannon ball off the small wall separating the beach from the
extensive pool. Stealing money from Oz and giving to the poor
little gundam pilots has its rewards. Duo then swam deep under
the water, not coming up for the longest time; I leaned back and
stared up at the blue sky, idly wondering what the others were doing.
Suddenly Duo grabbed my feet and dragged me under the deep pool.
He gave me a huge grin, bubbles escaping from his mouth as his eyes
shined brightly at me, almost become amethyst jewels. We then broke
to the surface and Duo took a long breathe and started laughing
happily, floating on his back, still chuckling slightly. I almost caught
his laughter but the sunset drew my attention. Every thing about the
Philippines were wonderful, Duo hated the resort so we went out to
the small ocean side markets. Duo dived right in with calimari, sushi,
other exotic seafood and I just watched. He dragged me everywhere,
not that I minded but I still missed Wufei, wondering what will happen
between us next time we meet.

"Hey, you on earth still Tro-Tro?" Duo waved his hand before my eyes,
I smiled up at him, and he smiled back.

"I don't think I'll ever have enough of that smile," Duo kissed me
and looked back on the sunset. We had been here for three days,
basking in the open sunshine. Duo lost his pale cream skin to a dark
tan that only made his eyes darker and his smile brighter. I had
acquired a small tan but nothing as dark as Duo.

"When will we go back?" I asked, Duo lost his smile slowly.

"Wufei hasn't sent anything, Quatre said we might be going to
space pretty soon," Duo looked back at the sunset, his sunglasses
hiding his expressive eyes that seemed to drop all of his mask
even though his face still held it.

"So we're just waiting for the doctors to give us missions?" I ask.

"Either that or Wufei, Quatre already said he'll talk to him when they
arrive," Duo said, almost deadpan, I frowned.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"Wufei hasn't even called us, I don't know what's going on," fear
slightly creeping into Duo's voice, I stared at his profile.

"Wufei will come through, he always does," I say, closing my eyes.

"I hope so," Duo said and got up, leaving me as the night descended.

Wufei Pov

I growled, this mobile suit is just plain annoying. I tried shooting at it
again but it just dodged and skipped forward. I finally stopped and slammed
my triton into the suit, it burst apart and I nodded. I then turned around and
stared in horror at the ten mobile suit flying towards me.

"Bastards!" I grumble, getting ready for them, they descended and I
sliced, cut and snarled my way through to the place we kept the
gundams. I finally made it and dropped from Nataku then looked
up at her.

"Sorry you got the worst," Heero slid his arms around me, I closed
my eyes and leaned back.

"What's going to happen to us?" I ask softly, Heero kissed my neck
and let go.

"You go back to Duo and Trowa, I go back to Zechs and Quatre.
Simple," Heero turned and started to the hangar door.

"What about us?" I call, turning to him.

"We are two stars, there are worlds between us. Maybe in time those
worlds will disappear but maybe they'll get stronger. How do you
know? Only time can tell us about us," Heero said, backing away
from me. "They're in the Philippines, go to them. Quatre will give
you the location," Heero then disappeared. I sighed and looked
up at Nataku.

"Give me strength," I say and walk off to where my bike was parked,
Quatre definitely knew what I wanted, too bad I couldn't get all
that I wanted.

Heero Pov

I sighed and looked over at Wufei as he got onto his bike and
drove off. This was something that tore at me but if I left Zechs
I would be leaving another part of my heart and Quatre would
never forgive me, maybe I am becoming too soft but love comes
in all shapes and sizes and to all. Suddenly I felt like the world
should just open up and swallow me, I had let Wufei walk out
of my life and I probably won't see him for a while. We were to
go into space, all the signs were there, all we had to do was get
orders. I then sighed and got into my jeep, then driving off to
Quatre and Zechs, he should be arriving soon.

"Heero!" Quatre cried, running up and jumping into my arms, Zechs
was standing almost regally at the door. I smiled and pulled out
my bags as Quatre chattered about how he missed me.

"Missed me?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Well I've been alone these past few days, what do you expect
and I just can't wait for…" Quatre blushed and looked to Zechs, I
was tempted to break into a full out grin but smirked slightly instead
and grabbed Quatre's hand then walked up to the mansion. Zechs
gave me a sultry smile as I past. I then made it to my room. Suddenly
Zechs spun me around, his eyes catching on the small scratch on
my cheekbone I had gotten when fighting off some mobile suits.
He ran a finger lightly across it; tingling sensations erupted from
that spot and spanned out, I stared up into his eyes.

"Missed you," Zechs breathed, his voice sending shivers down
my spine. I looked over at Quatre; he was grinning like and idiot
in a New Orleans celebration.

"Missed you both," I returned, my voice almost above a whisper,
Zechs smirked and sat down on my bed, leaving me standing a few
steps away from Quatre who slowly lost his grin, it turning into a
slightly nervous look.

"Nothing to worry about Quatre, nothing at all," I said, slowly
walking towards him.

"Oh, I'm not worried, nope, not a least bit nervous," well he sounded
confidant until around the first thing that came out his mouth. Quatre
looked down on the off white carpet.

"Kat, we won't do anything you don't want, we don't want you to
be uncomfortable in fact, we can go as slow as you want," I was
standing right before him. I lifted his chin to look into his sea green
eyes; Quatre slowly gave me that smile that just melted me. He then
looked down and then over at Zechs, he was sprawled out on my
bed, lazily staring at us, I smirked and beckoned for him to come over.
He lazily got up and walked towards us, I could feel Quatre tense
up slightly, I looked down on him.

"What's wrong?" I breathe.

"Well, I've been trained…he's the or is supposed to be…" Quatre
looked up at me, willing not to say that word that would probably
ruin everything, Zechs smiled slightly, his storm grey eyes twinkling lightly.

"Think of me as not your enemy, think of me as someone who
thinks you look really hot and is madly in love with your friend,"
Zechs leaned on me, I smiled slightly, Quatre stared up at me, the
battle slowly calming in his eyes. I then held up my hand, Quatre
took it and I led him over to my bed.

Duo Pov

"Wufei!" I called, running forward and almost tackling the guy.
He laughed and held me tightly.

"Duo," Wufei breathed, he then looked up at Trowa, and he stood
there, almost out of place.

"Hey Trowa," Wufei let go of me and slowly walked towards Trowa
and looked up at him. I smiled slightly and picked up Wufei's
abandoned bag. Wufei reached up and traced Trowa's jaw.

"Gods, how could I ever even think of having this vision?" Wufei
whispered and kissed Trowa lightly, then looked back at me, he
grabbed a bag and we went off to the car.

"You guys have good taste," Wufei commented, looking out on
the balcony to the ocean.

"Thought you'd like that, so what's on the agenda?" I ask,
flopping down on the bed, Wufei smirked back at me,
suddenly the labtop beeped, I jumped.

"It's yours" Trowa mumbled, getting up from the chair at the desk.

"'Kay," I say, not moving.

"Well, let's relax while we can," Wufei shrugged and opened the
balcony door, stepping out into the light breeze, Trowa followed.
I stayed back, enjoying the view for a while, my labtop beeped again.

"All right, all right you little pest, hold your horses," I grumble,
getting up and going over to the offending machine. The dreaded mission
to space, oh lucky stars in heaven. Isn't it just the greatest?
Tomorrow you say? Our gundams also you say? Fuck you doctors!
We're going to have fun tonight and you can't stop a good thing like
that, try and shinigami is going to kick some major mad doc ass!

"Duo!" Wufei called, I smirked and got up.

"Coming Wu-man," I call and go off to my two beautiful lovers.
Wufei leaned up against the doorframe leading to the balcony; Trowa
was watching the ocean by himself. I came up behind Wufei and
wrapped my arms around him; he smiled slowly and leaned back against me.

"We're going to space, aren't we?" Wufei whispered, I sighed.

"'Fraid so, two days from now, why don't we make the Philippines ours?"
I whisper in Wufei's ear then I started nibbling on it. He smiled and
turned to me, capturing my lips in a searing kiss. Trowa ran a hand over
my shoulder, we broke apart and Trowa descended on Wufei's lips.

Quatre Pov

Okay, yea…who would ever guess that one day your hating
your enemy, silently looking over your good friend and the next
making mad threesome sex with both of them in a mansion full of silence
and solitude. Not so silent now…*Snicker*

"Kat…what'cha thinkin'?" Heero drawled, running his hand
through my hair.

"Nothin'," I take a deep breath and look up at Heero, he smiled
slightly down on me. I then looked over at Zechs, wondering
what it's like for the impossibly beautiful guy…girls must
through themselves at him.

"Really, I want to know, your always thinking of something
interesting," Heero snuggled up closer to me.

"Me? I highly doubt that," I yawn and reach up to take Heero's
hand.

"You don't have much self esteem," Heero stated, I smiled.

"If it makes you feel better, call it modesty then low self esteem. It
sounds like something a normal teenager would have," I say, Heero snorted.

"How about I call it anything I want? And I'm going to rid you of
this problem. Angels shouldn't have problems," Heero said sleepily.

"Go to sleep, that's an order," I say, closing my eyes, Zechs laughed
and blinked his eyes open.

"Too much," Zechs shook his head and brushed his fingers
across my cheek.

Trowa Pov

We took our selves into the room and onto the bed. Duo slowly
slid down onto the bed, watching us shed each other's clothing.
I pulled Wufei onto the bed and straddled him; he leaned up and
captured my lips then trailed kisses down my jaw and neck. Wufei
pushed me onto my back and Duo captured my lips and Wufei
grasped my cock, I gasped right after Duo let go of my lips. Duo
then smirked down on me and trailed his fingers over my cheek
and went over to Wufei, kissing him passionately. I leaned back
as Wufei started pumping my member. He then broke the kiss
with Duo to suck my erection. I clutched the sheet desperately.
Duo ran his hands over my chest; I thrashed my head, spilling
my seed into Wufei's waiting mouth. He licked his lips and crawled
up to kiss me. Wufei then turned to Duo and started kissing him. I
smirked and leaned back, enjoying their warring of tongues. They
get really hot and Duo moans, leaning up into Wufei. I shake my
head and grab Duo's hair, unbraiding it and running my hands
through the silken shiny mass. Moments like this don't happen
often…they happen whe-

"Com 'ere Tro," Duo growled huskily, diving into my lap and
ravishing my lips and mouth.

Wufei Pov

I sigh and look to my two lovers…I really wonder know if I truly love
them. I mean I know I love them but do I really, really love them like I
can't live without them. All the books I've read, there's always
somebody who ends up dependent on another person and that's the
happy ending. With Duo, I swear I could seriously love him but Trowa
just doesn't click. I admit he's really hot but there's something about him,
something that I just can't put my finger. I get up from the bed after Duo
had his way with me and then moved on to Trowa. I looked out on the
rolling tide, wondering what's going to happen? Could I really pull
it all off?

"We're not together, aren't we?" Trowa said quietly, cutting
through my rolling thoughts, I look over at him.

"Trowa I-" I start but Trowa holds up a hand then drops it back to
Duo's hair. He knocked out in Trowa's lap.

"I understand, this isn't the way it's supposed to be," Trowa said.

"I wish…" I trail off, going over and sitting down next to them, Trowa
smiles slightly.

"We aren't right for each other but remember, you'll always be in here,"
Trowa brings my hand to his heart.

Owari for chapter 3!

Phoenix: How was dat?

Duo: well…

Phoenix: What's that supposed to mean?

Quatre: What Duo's trying to tell you is, it's good but, you need
something more.

Phoenix: *Rolls eyes* what?

Trowa: *Shrug*

Phoenix: *Blows a blueberry* It's late, I said I'd finish now,
let me finish my cherry Pepsi and we'll start on the next chapter tomorrow…
sheesh.

Heero: At least she as some actual plans for the next chapters.

Phoenix: It might take a while and a lot of patience but I think I'll be
able to get this sucker finished!

Everyone: yea, right!

Phoenix: *Pouts* Fine, I'm tired, leave me before I become homicidal.

Duo: God of death style?

Phoenix: We might… Oh and I'm really sorry for all you TrowaxWufei
shippers but there's just way too many relationships going on already.
Maybe I'll do a fic strictly TrowaxWufei.

Tracy: Now there are some possibilities!

NEXT---> Sweet Angel's Lullaby

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