Sweet Angel's Lullaby

Fourth installment of the Click, Click, Boom Arc

The movie ran through me/the glamour subdue me/the tabloid untie
me/I'm empty please fill me/ mister anchor me assure me/that Baghdad
is burning/your voice is so soothing/that cunning mantra of killing/I
need you my witness/to dress this up so bloodless

Testify, Rage Against the Machine

Quatre's Pov

Zechs followed us up to space and I had all the caution of a
five-year-old. We had left separately to the wide abandon of space.
Who would know if one little ship followed me? After all, Heero
couldn't be bothered by Zech's romanticism. I loved it, he did everything
to try and make me happy. With Trowa it was just trying to keep him
sane while he struggled through deep holes and dark corners. Of
course, Trowa had to live over countless of demons from his past and
I had few so I took care of him. I would never go back and change
that for the world for it kept me anchored and oblivious to anything
except my mission and my clown.

"Kat?" Zechs appeared on the screen, I looked up and smiled.

"Hello Lightening Count, how is Oz doing?" I smirked at him; he
smiled back, his mask firmly hiding his beautiful face.

"Just fine, I see that I'm to be transferred to space soon, too bad I'm
already there," Zechs said, I grinned.

"Well then, you have down time, huh?" I say, Zechs shook his head.

"Of course little one, I'll be on the L2 colony during my time,
care to join?" Zechs offered.

"Wouldn't miss it for the world, so is Heero coming along?"
I ask, Zechs slowly stopped smiling.

"I'm afraid not, the Perfect Soldier has a mission with pilot 02.
I know that boy, he thinks I don't know but oh do I know," Zechs
was frowning now, I started to get a little scared but I had a
completely puzzled _expression on my face.

"What are you talking about?" I asked, Zechs gestured.

"He sleeps around, I can tell. This last time, something's caught
his eye…maybe another of you pilots, I don't think it's you though
but never mind that. What ever Heero wants to do is up to him. If I
try, he'll just get mad," Zechs shook his head, then he looked off
screen then back at me.

"I'll see you later angel," Zechs said, I smiled and waved, he then
flickered off my screen. I sighed and leaned back. So he did know
about him and Wufei, I just don't understand that guy. I mean if it
was me I'd be pitching the biggest bitch you've ever seen but that's
me and this is Heero and Zechs. The two have been in a secret
relationship for so long it's hard to say. I smiled and leaned back,
my thoughts floating back to Zechs and his awesome body, I can't
help but blush a little.

Duo's Pov

I have a freaking mission with Heero right when we get there,
can you believe it? The mad docs just won't give us all breaks
once in a while. Wufei disappeared, Trowa disappeared, Quatre
disappeared and I haven't seen Heero either until I got the mission
briefing. We were to meet up and destroy a colony base and then
go on to another mission after that together. I admit, we do get a
lot of missions together to where we're basically partners and can
function perfectly as a team, better even then Trowa and Quatre
at times but things have changed. Wufei told us about Zechs and
he explained it. I don't blame the guy personally. When Quatre and
I snuck into his base to spray paint Tallgeese then take his mask, I
got to get a good look of the sleeping Count. I now know that Heero
likes guys, this could change something, maybe something of a lot.
I mean the guy slept with Wufei, remind me to beat up the bastard later
for taping us. Heero's been my best friend for a very long time now and
we're like two lost souls seeking comfort in each other, strictly friends
at th-

"Duo?" Heero flickered on the screen; I gave him a grin.

"What's up buddy?" I said, leaning forward.

"Are you going to land or just go by the base?" Heero growled, I
blinked and looked around then blushed slightly.

"S-sorry," I mumbled and landed, Heero gave me a funny look but
flickered off, and I narrowed my eyes, what was that about?

"Are we ready?" I whisper, Heero looked around the corner then
nodded; I jumped up from my place and ran lightly down the corridor
to the main computers. Heero set the bombs near the doors and I
popped the disk out and held it out to Heero. He grabbed it and we
ran out. Soon we were pulling away from the colonies in our gundams.
Fighting off the suddenly alerted fleet of suits. The base blew and
we made our get away. I followed Heero to a near by colony, we
hid our gundams in an abandoned warehouse and made it to a hotel.
Suddenly Heero grabbed me and spun me around, shoving me up
against the wall and kissing me damn hard, almost drawing blood, I
was too shocked to do more than just react. He then pulled his lips from
mine to look into my eyes. His cobalt blue eyes searching mine.

"W-what?" I whisper, he smiled and let go slightly.

"I've always wanted to do that," Heero replied just as quietly,
I smirked at him.

"Why now instead of earlier?" I ask, he tilts his head.

"Just getting bolder, now that I know you can handle this," Heero
returned, I frowned slightly.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I ask, Heero lets go totally and
goes to his bed.

"Nevermind, forget it," Heero shoved his duffel bag under his bed
and went to set up his labtop but I grabbed his arm.

"I won't forget it," I warn, slowly drawing away my mask, half-scared
of the answer for some odd reason.

"I-no," Heero shook from my grasp and sat down at the desk to plug
in his labtop, I sat down on the desk, getting in his way.

"Tell me," I demand quietly, Heero looked up at me, his eyes
boring into me.

"I've done research on all of you as you know," Heero started;
I nodded, my final mask starting to crack.

"So?" I prompt.

"I found a few tape-" Heero said, I got up and went to my bed. I then
opened my duffel bag and started rummaging, Heero came up to me, I
didn't look up but pulled out my pjs and went to the bathroom, and
Heero grabbed my arm.

"You asked," Heero reminded me, I looked down.

"I asked but I didn't know. Just…how could you think I couldn't
handle this? I may be scarred but I'm not some scared street rat who
doesn't know how to live," I snarl, I tore myself from his grip and slammed
the bathroom door in his face. I then tore my clothes off while turning
on the water. I then caught myself in the mirror. I looked like shit,
I willed Shinigami away and composed myself but the words flooded
back and my eyes started to water. I then spun around and got into
the shower, no use in dwelling on the past.

Wufei Pov

I was called back to my colony as soon as I got into space. They
told me that they had to, that they had to do something. We were
a decrepit colony and needed to be sacrificed for the better of
humanity, bullshit! This is my home we're talking about, my family
but now they're just a pile of space crap. I couldn't take it; no I didn't
want this. I had to go, get out of there and I went off to space, I didn't
know where I was going. I couldn't go to Duo because he was in the
middle of a mission, Trowa and Quatre had disappeared and I was on
my own, alone. It's not easy being totally alone, not easy at all. Missions
came in but they didn't distract me. I dwelt on my grief for a
very long time, enough to become bitter.

Zechs Pov

"Do you have the right schematics?" Treize asked, looking up at me.

"Yes," I reply, he looked back down.

"Good, space awaits you. The mobile dolls should be ready
pretty soon," Treize flickered off the screen, I sighed and leaned
back. Noin had called me for the fifth time, trying to get through.
Sweet girl but she just wouldn't understand. I had to have Heero
because he knew how to get past all my defenses I had stored up.
That annoying sibling of mine always did have a way of finding him
but he always had a way of finding me. Now Quatre is a different story,
Heero had told me about him long before and I had to admit, he
sounded pretty amazing. Heero had said he would be perfect fo
r me then he chuckled and said he was always attracted to the
strict peace fighters. I knew something of the Winner family and
their colony but nothing really in detail. When I saw Quatre,
going to his mansion, climbing those stairs to him. He looked
like an angel waiting regally for me to come to the gates of heaven.
I sighed and turned to other business, Noin beeped again and
I finally answered.

"Zechs, finally, I've been trying to get a hold of you for a while
now," Noin said irritably, I almost smiled.

"I noticed," I return, she frowns.

"So, why are you already in space?" She got straight to the point, as always.

"I anticipated that I might be needed in space," I reply, she
nodded then launched into an overview of our plans, I half listened
to her drown on as I went over the schematics.

Heero Pov

I could not just leave him in there, not with out trying to make things
right but then again, he's in the shower and that means a very ticked
off god of death would not be very good. We've gone head to head
once and I've got the fingernail scars to prove it. I growl and open the
door, letting it swing open, steam rolled towards me and away. I sighed
and dived into the mass. I slowly shut the door behind me and looked
to the mirror. The see through curtains revealed Duo washing his hair
. He was tilted back slightly, washing the soap from his long sacred
chestnut locks. His slick creamy muscles extended and relaxed at the
same time. He had his eyes closed; covering up his very soul and his
full lips slightly parted. He then leaned forward and turned around,
looking around for the soap; I sighed and sat down on the counter.

"I need to talk to you," I say, his eyes shoot up to me instantly,
a glare firmly in place.

"Go to hell, we have nothing to talk about," Duo snarls and
snaps around, exposing his tight, well rounded ass to me.

"I think we do," I say, Duo lowers his head, then looked over his
shoulder at me.

"You invaded my privacy," Duo flicks the water off and slams the
curtains to the wall, he stared at me coldly.

"I did research on all of you, you could have done the same of
me," I reply coolly, he rolled his eyes and grabs a towel off the
rack and starts drying himself off.

"Those tapes are more than just simple research on a person," Duo grumbled.

"If it makes you feel any better, I destroyed all of them, even the
copies," I offer, Duo looks up at me.

"Did you watch them," Duo says, straightening, I nodded slowly.
He steps out of the tub. "Did you like them?" Duo molds himself to me.
"Did you like the way I played along with all of those games? Did
naughty things for him?" Duo trails a finger down my chest, I try
and look into his eyes but he avoids me.

"Had him fuck me so hard I cried out in the grips of heaven? Had
him tie me up, cut me, rip into me?" Duo gripped my balls hard
then suddenly he was gone. "I bet you did like it," Duo said over
his shoulder, going into our room with his pjs. I stood there a while,
pondering this until I growled and went into our room.

Third Person

Trowa watched the base burn. The flames reflected off his helmet
and danced across Heavyarm's glowing eyes. Trowa leaned back and
piloted Heavyarms off to a small colony. He had nothing to do
until a mission came in. He half wondered if he should go to
the circus, talk to Cathy a bit before blowing up another Oz base.

"Trowa," his doctor appeared on his screen, Trowa looked
up at his doctor.

"Yes?" Trowa simply replied.

"I want you to go to L2 colony. There are rumors that
Commander Zechs is on that colony; I want you to terminate him.
He is a thorn in our side and easier to beat out of his suit,"
Trowa's doctor said.

"Acknowledged," Trowa turned off his comm and flew off
towards the colony.

Quatre Pov

"Zechs," I breathed, leaning into Zechs' warm, taught, smooth muscles,
his arms wrapping around me to complete this feeling of intense peace
and love.

"Little angel," Zechs replied, I smiled and turned around, leaning
up to take his adorable lips into a passionate kiss that ended with
the both of us on the bed. Zechs pulled my clothes off reverently
and ran his long fingers over my chest and stomach, I reached up
gathering him to me and kissing him once more, putting all the passion
I had into it. I then undid his clothes and threw them across the room
and licked his jaw and neck, trailing a path down his chest. Zechs
pulled me up for another kiss and suddenly he was on top of me,
he seemed to be all around me, if only he was inside me, oops,
did little old innocent me just have a completely nasty thought?
Hell, I'm only human.

"I want you inside me now," I voice my thoughts, Zechs smiled,
only too happy to comply. Zechs reached up to the nightstand
and grabbed the lube there; he then spread some over his fingers
to stretch me. Then he entered me in once swift movement;
I moaned and writhed underneath him, wrapping my legs
around him, pulling him deeper into me.

"What the fuck are you doing to my best friend?" A growl cut
through our festive activity. Zechs pulled out and turned to
the intruder, I sat up, blinking away the passion clouding my eyes.

"Trowa?" I asked, sounding suspiciously like a two-year-old
caught in the middle of something he didn't understand. Trowa,
a gun trained on Zechs and a heartbreaking _expression trained
on me, was standing at the balcony doors. I then shook my head,
trying to clear it and then I gapped at him.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I say, both of them looked
at me like I had gone insane.

"I'm here to kill Zechs," Trowa nodded to my lover.

"Why?" I asked, Trowa looked at me again with that shocked _expression.

"It's my mission and he's our enemy," Trowa spelled out like I was a
three-year-old, I hate being talked down to so I stood up.

"Trowa Barton, your mission is to get your ass out of here before
Sandrock beats it out for you! This is my lover, well, Heero and mine
but he's not our enemy. If anything it's those messed up doctors
flying retardedly over the controls to our lives. I'm sick and tired
of fighting, we all are," I finish and sit down, wrapping my arms
around Zechs and glaring at Trowa.

"But…" Trowa looks around, not finding a suitable argument,
he finally shrugs, turns around and leaves without a word, like
usual. I sigh and turn to Zechs.

"I didn't know you had it in you Angel," Zechs breathed in my ear, I smiled.

"Well…" I blush and kiss Zechs. "I fight when necessary,"
I explain simply. "Now, where were we?" I say, pulling Zechs down with me.

Duo Pov

I was fuming silently, god I hate fuming. It's the worst emotion god
ever gave us except hate. It never let's us let things go so we have to
fume, build up anger until it either explodes or placated. Heero came
in after me and sat down at his labtop, yippee, I get to hear the lovely
sound of typing for the rest of the night. I sigh and flop down on my
bed, nestled comfortably in my favorite pj bottoms, I didn't feel like
putting a top on, god knows it's hot on this colony. A weight settled
next to me and I was suddenly aware of the blissful silence. I looked
over at Heero, he sat, looking down on me, his messy brown locks
falling into his face and his cobalt blue eyes sparkled lightly.

"I'm sorry," Heero said simply, wow, the words are actually in
his vocabulary, a miracle has just occurred ladies and gentlemen.
I slid my eyes away from him and to the ceiling.

"I accept your apology," I return, Heero sighed and started tracing
his finger along my arm, sending shivers down my spine.

"Stop that," I giggle and look to him, he smiles slightly. I then
tackle him, tickling him until he's laughing so hard; tears
are forming in the corners of his eyes. I laugh and collapse,
my back resting against my bed. Heero gave a last little chuckle
and stared up at the ceiling then over at me. He then sits up and
captures my lips in a warming, gentle kiss. I deepen it and lean up
into him, practically sitting his lap. Let me tell you, he tastes like
vanilla and rain. The smell of gunpowder and of course his raw power
encircles me like a heavy blanket. I wrap my arms around his neck,
drawing him impossibly closer. He wraps his fist around my wet
braid, caressing the tightly bound length drawing shivers from me
at the small tuggings. We broke the kiss, staring deeply into each
other's souls. I searched through his eyes, looking for him, not his
perfect soldier uncaring crap he puts up over him. I've only seen
'the real him' a couple times, sometimes, I won't lie, he scares the
shit out of me and other times, he makes me feel so damn warm
it's amazing. He had a warm hand on my chest and the other
resting on my waist, my own arms were still around his neck,
my fingers digging into his thick dark brown hair.

"Let me in Duo," Heero whispered, I frowned, my face going into
a puzzled _expression. Heero smirked and kissed me again and leaned
back, I tilted my head slightly, pondering what he said still then it
dawned on me, he actually guessed I have about as good a mask as him.

"I let you in a long time ago, you just didn't notice," I reply and pul
l him up and onto my bed.

Wufei Pov

I sighed and did a flip; this is so typical of me. Fighting for justice,
fighting in the heat of my revenge, fighting for all that I lost, and fighting
for everything except for myself. Duo fought for himself, Quatre fought
for basically himself, Trowa fought for…something, I’m pretty sure
himself, Heero…fought for the mission and sometimes for himself.
They all are better than I am because they knew what their focus was,
they weren't blinded. I admit it, I'm blinded by my bitterness but what
else am I to do? There is a part of me that wont listen to these reasonings.
He want's to lose himself in the battle and for that I find myself a
mindless killer bent on revenge and guilt. Oz could be the only
thing that focuses me so that is probably the only reason I'm still
alive. I still breathe because I'm either too damn lucky or the gods
think I haven't been punished enough because sometimes I don't
see my focus, I only see the inky blankness of space and the knowledge
that I could have done something. My musings are dark, my clothes are
white, I heart is gone and I am fighting. I am Chang Wufei and I have
a problem, a very big problem and it isn't alcohol.

Zechs

That was great, exhilarating to see my love, my little angel stand
up to Pilot 04. He seems too fragile but he has a soul of steel and
a heart of gold. I run my fingers through Quatre's sunshine colored
hair and nuzzle my nose into it, smelling the smell of Quatre.
Lotus, and the sun.

"Good morning," Quatre said, looking up at me and smiling,
the sun just rose early people.

"Good morning angel," I breathe, leaning in and kissing him lightly
then getting up to get dressed.

"I thought you said you have down time," Quatre protested.

"I did but Treize is a very ambitious man my love," I say, pecking
him on the lips once more, Quatre pouts prettily and I wrap my
arms around him.

"I will come back to you my soul," I whisper in his ear and stand,
Quatre smiles up at me.

"I understand and you better or else," Quatre grins, I smile back
and put on my jacket.

"I love you," I say, turning to Quatre.

"I love you to," Quatre returns, I give him one last soul searing kiss
and walk away, looking back before disappearing through the door ,
he was my only star.

Heero Pov

I ran my hand down Duo's well defined chest and stopped at the
waistband of his fluffy cotton pjs. I then kissed Duo deeply and
delved down into them, seeking that warmth. Duo groaned as I
closed my hand around what I was looking for. I started pumping
it, making him mewl prettily. I kissed him hard, sucking on his bottom
lip; his hands come up and drag me to him.

"Fuck me," Duo growled, staring deep into my eyes, he then kissed
me, biting my lower lip and pulling off my tank top. I slowly nodded
and stripped him of his pjs and he took care of my shorts. I leaned
back, admiring him, he smirked at me.

"Liking the view?" He commented, he then sat forward and kissed
me then pulled me back on top of him. I groaned as our erections
grinded against each other. I pulled some lube from my duffle bag
between our beds and squirted some onto my fingers then stretched
him. He hungrily nipped at my lips, battling with my tongue, making
me almost go crazy. I then slammed into him; he moaned and arched
his back, wrapping his long legs around me, trying to draw me in
even deeper. I then slid out a little, starting a rhythm. He made
beautiful sounds that filled my ears and head. I pumped his erection
greedily, feeling everything build up inside of me until I climaxed,
dots sprang to my vision, making the edges fuzzy and I to cry out,
filling Duo up and him to spill into my hand. I then pulled out of him,
almost collapsing on top of him. I then settled down next to him and
drew him to me, wrapping my arms around him tightly.

"We have got to do that again sometime," Duo mumbled, snuggling
deeper into me. I chuckled and nuzzled my nose into his neck, drifting
off into an exhausted sleep.

Trowa Pov

How could he? Nevermind the whole oh my god, Quatre cussed.
Why would he protect a guy that was bent on killing us last time I
checked? I slammed my fist down on Heavyarms' controls.

"What the hell is he thinking?" I grumble to myself, landing on a
colony and getting out. At least it isn't Treize, a small voice said in
the back of my mind, I shook my head. An enemy is an enemy, right?
I sighed and went up to my hotel room, a bellhop set my bags down
and asked for a tip, I handed over a hundred and shooed him out.
I then sat down and opened up my labtop. What was I going to say
to the doctor? Just not? Hell, who cares, it's Quatre's life and he's a
noble guy, a trustworthy guy. A guy I would give my life willingly for
but why Zechs? Is it just a suicide thing or is Zechs something else?
I hack into the Oz files, looking for the Lightening Count's file. I think
I'm going to be here a while…

Quatre Pov

We were to meet Howard on the Libra? White Fang? Well the others
will be there to fight with us, hopefully. Duo met up with me, telling
me that Heero and the others should be here shortly. I felt almost
giddy; we were to be together as a full team once again to fight
against all the evils of the world.

"Here they come," Duo called, pointing to the ship going to dock, I
jumped up and ran after Duo to the hanger bay. Duo hugged Heero
first then Trowa and finally stopped before Wufei, something didn't seem
right about him. Trowa shook my hand, saying he was sorry for misjudging
me and then left to secure Heavyarms. I then faced Heero.

"So, how was everything? The trip to space, the missions…" I trailed
off, Heero smiled slightly at me.

"Fine," Heero replied simply, I grinned then slowly my smile disappeared.

"I think we kind of need to talk," I say, Heero nodded and we walked off.

"So, how did everything go with Duo?" I ask, sitting down on a chair,
Heero sighed and leaned forward.

"Quatre, I don't think it's going to work out," Heero looked up at me,
I looked down.

"I understand but what about Zechs?" I couldn't help the small hope
creeping into my voice.

"I don't know what to do about him," Heero sighed and leaned back.

"Wait a minute, so you're just going to leave him be? I think he
has a right to a little bit of words," I say, looking up into melting
cobalt blue eyes. Heero will always be attractive to me, positively
awe inspiring with those eyes and that hair, wow and those lips…
anyway, back to the break up at hand.

"I know and I will talk to him but we're going into a full scale battle.
There's no running from this," Heero said, I nodded, looking down
once more. Heero got up and lifted my chin.

"I will talk to him. You are wonderful Kat and Zechs will be happy
with you," Heero said, I shook my face out of his hands, tears
starting to prick at the corners of my eyes.

"Happy, with me? I can't even hold myself together long enough
for you to leave," I stand up, wiping the tears from my eyes.
"I'm too emotional, look at me," I say, backing away but Heero grabs
me and holds me in a tight hug.

"Kat, don't do this to yourself. You're the best thing for Milliardo
Peacecraft. I'm not nor will I ever be," Heero sighs and lets me go,
I stare at him a second.

"You will win this war, I will pick up the pieces and soon we'll
know peace," I whisper. "This is just the beginning," I say, I turn
around and leave.

Duo

"Are you alright?" I ask Wufei, he stares at me, barely recognizing me,
he then looked down and walked past me, barely brushing me.
I grabbed his arm.

"Wufei, answer me," I growled, Wufei looks back at me, a blank,
pain ravaged _expression appears on his face before he shakes from
my grasp and walks away hurriedly. I know that _expression,
seeing it countless of times the first years of my life then in the
mirror, you get to know that _expression rather well. I sighed
and walked off, wondering what happened to Wufei.

"Heero," I whisper, inspiration lighting my face, I then run off to
find the baka. Finally I find him in a conference room, sitting there,
staring at his hands. I walked in and sat down, waiting for him to notice
me. Finally I get impatient and lean forward.

"Heero, I need your help, something happened to Wufei. Something
very bad and I need to find out what," I say, Heero looks over to me,
he blinks a couple times before getting up and leaving, I followed
him to his room. He sat down and started on his labtop. I sighed
and went to sleep on his bed. A few hours later Heero shook me
awake, he then pointed to his labtop. On it is an article reading,
Colony L5 self explodes. I gasp and dash to the screen, reading the
article over a couple times.

"Poor Wu," I say, looking over at Heero. He sighs and nods, I look
out the window. The inky blankness of space with small light bulbs
illuminating nothing. Shining almost dully, they always look like that
to me, I guess Wufei now knows how to look at the stars, Shinigami style.

Owari for now…

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Phoenix: How was that?

Duo: I liked it, sugary lemonness to go around even. I'm impressed.

Trowa: Why'd you make Quatre yell at me! *Points to Quatre*

Phoenix: Well it can't be that hard to imagine him doing something
like that, I mean he is a gundam pilot. He can't be all sugar.

Tracy: True, so now we can start on the next chapter?

Phoenix: *Rolls eyes* yes oh mighty muse of the lamp.

Tracy: We really need you to stop watching those Disney movies.
They give you the wrong ideas.

Phoenix: Hell yea! Neway, I really want to thank Just Silver and
Ronweasleysgirl, they really gave me inspiration for my lemons.
Without them, I could never pull off that. I know their both Harry
Potter authors but hey, what's so bad about HP?

Duo: Next you'll be digging into Andromeda fics.

Tracy: She already did.

Phoenix: *Sigh* Harper…

NEXT ---> Tiger Trap

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