Title: Tensions
Author: War Dove
GW and its characters do not belong to me but to Sunrise/SOTSU Agency
and all those associated.

I'm having the fantasy again of Heero and me on the countertop
in the kitchen, we're locked in a passionate embrace, our lips are
devouring each other and we're fucking like crazy. "Oh yea." I
notice I'm whispering to myself. "I'm gonna fuck the shit out of
...AH! God Damn!" I collapse over the bathroom sink, my body
in convulsions as I notice my own gunk all over my hand, and
a little on the countertop. I curse a little again; somehow beating
off just isn't the same. Suddenly I feel a presence behind me.
I cram myself back into my pants and just miss snagging myself
in my own zipper. Slowly turning around I see that it's Heero.
Oh god why him out of all people? I fumble the towel trying to
dry off my hand and the sink. "Have you ever heard of knocking
Yuy?" "All I heard was you moaning. I thought you were sick
or something." Only sick with love for you I wanted to tell him,
but I decided to try and save some of my dignity instead.
"Well this isn't the first time I've been caught whacking off."
I see him giving me a very confused look. "I didn't know you
were, ah, whatever it was you said." I feel my eyes go wide
and my mouth drop. "You mean, you, didn't see?" God I wish
there was a rock to crawl under right now. I laugh stiffly
and make a hasty exist and head straight for my room.

So I lied to him. I hate liars but that is what I've become.
I had watched him the entire time. How I wanted to sneak up
behind and snake my arm around his waste and...Just the thought
and the vision of him that ran through my head-damn, I'm
starting to get a hard-on myself. I close the door of the
bathroom behind me. But unlike Duo I make sure the door is locked.

Ever since the little episode in the bathroom I've been
avoiding him. I'm glad in a way that me and him are the
only ones in the safe house at this time-saves me from trying
to explain my silence. Of course Heero doesn't seem to
notice-not that I'm surprised. Heero seems to notice nothing
when it comes to me. I hear the front door open but I don't
look at him entering the hideaway. He has a small plastic bag
of groceries. I turn up the volume on the t. v.

I never imagined that Duo could ever be this quiet. For the
past two days he's said almost nothing. I wish he would
speak to me. He always started our conversations and gave
me an excuse to talk to him and be near him without feeling
that I was sacrificing my strength and integrity-It had made
it so easy for me. I hear the volume on the television get
louder. He's trying to drown out my very presence. My eyes
close with anger and I slam my fist on the counter. Just say
something to me Duo! Anything! Even if it's you hate me.
I clear my head. Just concentrate on putting the food away.
I notice that I have to put the can goods on the top shelf.
Why am I so short? Feeling like a child trying to sneak up
to the cookie jar I climb up on the counter.
Shit! I'm off balance somehow-"Ahhh!"

I jump up off the couch hearing a loud crash followed by
a louder thud and then an even louder yelp. Heero? I race
to the kitchen to see Heero sprawled out on the floor flat
on his back; there are a few cans of vegetables lying
around him and I see the open cabinet and surmise what
happened. The scene is too much for me I start laughing
my ass off. "I can't believe you fell off the counter! You!
Doing-ha ha-something so ...I ..." "Stop laughing or I
swear I'll wring your neck!" My laughter is dying down.
I feel a little vindicated, he being just as embarrassed as
I was a couple of nights ago. I walk over to him not being able
to control myself. I have to rub a little more salt in the wound.
"You know there is the stepstool in the hall closet." He is
standing now, rubbing his tailbone. The look in his eye is
nowhere near friendly. I roll my eyes, and near him. I'm probably
one of the few people who find myself not being intimidated
by Heero, even though I know he's capable of snapping my
neck before I'd even know what had happened. I slap my
arm around his shoulder and start chuckling again and
change my voice to patronizing mothering tone.
"Do you need me to kiss your boo boo and make it feel better?"
My chuckle is starting to roll again into a full laugh... when
I'm silenced. He's kissing me, on the mouth, open mouth,
swallowing my laugher. Luckily I'm not one to pass up an opportunity.

My mind is racing. What's possessed me all of a sudden?
I'm kissing him and he's kissing me back. I feel
light-headed-I need to breathe. I pull away from him and see
that his eyes are as wide. We are both panting. He begins to
smile, but not his usually goofy grin. "So now we both know
what the other wants, eh?" "I suppose we do." "Then there
should be nothing to stop us from going to the next level?"
"No. There isn't." We take each other again in a crushing
embrace and an even more crushing kiss.

God, Yuy feels so good pressed against me. Better then
I could ever have imagined. We break apart again briefly
as I notice that we are now beginning to strip each other of
our clothing, throwing our articles lord knows where. What?
We're now both naked, staring at each other's eyes', bodies-
I always knew he would be beautiful. I reach out and begin
stroking his sex. He clenches the back of the counter and
rolls his head back as I begin my trail of nips down his body.
I hear his sharp intake of breath as I take him fully in my mouth
and down my throat. I swear I can feel him shivering.

I feel my head spinning and I can't concentrate on
anything else except the sensations being stirred in my body
by Duo giving me head. He's really good. I wonder briefly
how many times he's done this before. But that thought is vacuumed
out of my brain straight into my lower region as I arch forward
a little and release a hoarse cry having climaxed. I look down,
but he's not pulled away just yet.

I release him and slowly glide back up his body.
"You didn't have to swallow." He tells me, his voice a
mere whisper. For once I can think of nothing to say I only
want to kiss him again. And so I do. In the middle of our kiss
he pushes me away and hops up on the counter. He is sitting
on the edge. I know he's offering himself to me. I shake my
head, not believing this is happening. "Are, are, you sure?"
"I want you to take me Duo. Now." "But we don't have
anything. I don't want to hurt you." He shoves a bottle of
olive oil in my hands. "Use this." I shrug my shoulders and
unscrew the lid and coat myself. It's absorbing into me. I know
it won't lubricate Heero as well as the real thing but he's staring
at me again with those eyes. I lift his hips and steady them,
knowing within seconds one of my greatest fantasy
will come true.

I feel him entering me slowly, I can tell he is controlling
himself, holding back not wanting to hurt me, but that
is what I want. I jolt myself forward just a little and slam
myself onto to him. His eyes grow wide at the sudden
sensation and he stops all movements for a second,
but then our eyes meet again and he starts to move back
and forth probing me deeply. I close my eyes and moan
as I feel his girth and length, the tip rubbing against my
prostate, but his rhythm is still to slow.

I always figured Heero for some kind of masochist so
that fact that he doesn't mind the initial pain doesn't surprise
me. In fact, it frees me from all concern and control. So, he
wants it? I'll give it him. I speed up my fucking and create
more impact by bringing him down on myself as I thrust upward.
He moans and growls and seethes my name. I respond to
his vocalization with sweet nothings and groans of my own.
I am feeling him tighten and clamp down on me as our fucking
has become easier for my precum has coated my cock as well
as his insides. Shit Heero I swear you're gonna squeeze off my
dick. But hell it feels so damn good. The cry that erupts from
deep inside of me is more of a scream as my cream explodes
deep within his rectal cavity. I shudder violently and ram inside
of him one final time until the last of my jizm is emptied even
deeper into him. My arms go around him and I pull him to the
floor, I am exhausted and jaded by my experience, not my
first, but definitely my best but then, they say the experience
is always best with the one you love. And Heero I do love you.
I kiss the sweat from his cheeks, though my tongue tells me the
taste is slightly different. His tears? I know now this is my eternal
love, my forever mate.

I've stopped my tears, though a couple had escaped the
corners of my eyes. I've never cried, at least not in front of
anyone, they would think me so weak. But I find myself
nonetheless clingy to him, smoothing his braid, something
I swear to myself I will see loosened and free soon, the
silken waves cascading down his strong lean body. That
thought alone makes me shiver. My ass is slimy and wet;
evidence as to the union of our bodies our souls. Duo had
only been the second lover in my entire life, but I promise
myself he will be my last. For never in my life have I felt the
way I've felt with him. Dare I say it is love, yes, I accept that
dare. Duo, I love you and I will love you until
the end of my days.

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