I used to cry to you
no more
Now we stand silently
now you don't know just what it is
stand together
fully separated in our contact
And you drink
and no emotional explanation is given
I'm assumed to understand
or understanding is no longer necessary
And look how stable I am
I haven't cried once
I'm not thrown to decision.
Instead I sit fully sedated
with slight waves of emotion
Until the moment when the
inevitable comes
and you wipe me out
I AM SUPREMELY FUCKED!!
