'What just happened here?' I asked myself. 'Did I just let my first love walk out of my life?' 'Was love really as fake as I thought it was?' All these questions were running through my head. A single tear fell down my face as I glanced out the open window that my love exited out of. I had to see him and talk to him. I stood up and ran out of my house over to his. *~* I climbed up Justin's window and saw him in a white wife beater and boxer shorts. He was sitting on his king size bed with his arms folded over his chest. I lightly knocked on the window. Justin stood up and unlatched it. He opened it and a smile slightly appeared on his face. "You were right." I said. He looked at me with question. "I am afraid of love, I know I am falling for you and I am just scared." Justin smiled and took my hand and pulled me out of the night air. I looked into his sea blue eyes and felt like I was drowning. He rested his hand on the side of my arm. His warm hands on my cold skin made Goosebumps appear on my skin. Justin pulled me to him, I rested my head on his chest swaying back in forth. A yawn came out and Justin looked at me. "Would you like to spend the night here?" He smiled. "Sure." I said my eyes getting drowsy. "Here." Justin said sitting me on his bed walking to his dresser. "You can wear one of my shirts." He said pulling out a thin white shirt and handing it to me. I went into his bathroom and changed. I walked out to find Justin doing push ups on the floor. This was a daily ritual of his. I smiled and walked to the side of the bed. He stood up off the ground and smiled laying down on the pillow. I laid next to him looking into his eyes. Justin took his hand and brushed the strand of hair that hung in my face behind my ear. I smiled closing my eyes feeling safe. He kissed my head and flipped off the light and we fell asleep. Justin woke up and found Mandy sleeping, wrapped in his arms. A warm feeling came over him. He needed to see Sydney, he knew that was one reason Mandy was so scared but the other reason he knew he still had to figure out. He kissed Mandy's head and stood up. He glanced at the beautiful girl and wanted to stay but he knew he had to go. He got dressed and snuck out to Sydney's. Sydney woke up hearing something clinging to her window. She stood up and saw a small pebble hitting the glass of her window. Question filled her face. She peered down to see what it was. Justin. 'What's he doing here?' she asked herself excitement raising inside of her. 'He's come to his senses , he realizes that we are meant for each other.' She told herself. She jumped with anxiety running down herself and checking herself in the mirror one last time and opening the door smiling. Justin smiled back. His face made Sydney's heart skip a beat and she felt warm all over. "We need to talk Syd." Justin said taking her hand. She glowed. "You don't have to say a word." She added. Justin frowned knowing what she was thinking, and shook his head. "No Sydney, I know how you feel about me and its sweet…but." He started. "But…oh please no but Justin." Sydney begged. "I love someone Sydney." He said with deep sympathy. Sydney removed her hand from his. "its Mandy isn't it?" She questioned. "Yes, Sydney I…" He was soon cut off by Sydney's sudden tears. He reaches to give Sydney a hug, but she backed away. "I hope we can still be friends and you understand." He said turning to head home. The door slammed behind him. *~* I woke up and glanced at the clock. I heard the shower running in the bathroom. I stood up wrapping Justin's robe around me and walked out onto the balcony. I stared at the blue sky. Not a single cloud could be in this perfect sky. I closed my eyes and took a long breath feeling the breeze hit my face. An arm wrapped around my waist and a nose in my neck. I smiled feeling warm. His kisses hit my face and then to my lips. I smiled deepening my kiss. He stared at me and smiled brushing his fingers through my hair. "Beautiful day." I said smiling as the sun hit my face. "Just like I ordered." Justin said. "A beautiful day for a beautiful girl." I walked back into the room sitting on Justin's old worn rocking chair with my arms wrapped tightly around me. Justin smiled slipping on a black shirt that clung to him. I turned my head to let him slip on his boxers. He kinda laughed and told me I was ok. I looked back at him. "I have to tell you something." Justin said being serious. "What?" I asked feeling my heart race. "I left while you were sleeping." Justin said above a slight whisper. "Where did you go?" I asked. "Sydney's." He answered fast and abrupt. "Why?" I asked afraid to hear his answer. "I had to tell her about us, and I knew that was one reason you were afraid to love." He said touching my shoulder. A relief filled me. Justin sat on his bed and patted next to him for me to join him. I stood up and joined him on the bed. I laid my head on his stomach. "I also went to see my mom." He said. "Oh Really?" I asked. "And what did Mrs. Harless have to say?" I asked. "Well, I told her what is happening between us and she is happy she said she knew you could keep me in line, plus she loves when you call her mom she feels special." Justin laughed. I smiled. "You never told me about your parents." Justin said. I frowned this was a subject I always avoided with Justin. It's just sad and embarrassing. I shook my head and gave a nervous laugh. "What is there to know?" I said. "Oh, Come on!" He begged. I swallowed the gulp in my throat as the memories flooded my head of why I wanted out so bad. "Justin, this isn't an easy subject for me." I said feeling the tears ready to fall. "It's ok then you don't have to tell me." He said noticing this was a touchy subject. "No I want to tell you, if I want to learn to trust you, you have to trust me." I said determined to do this. I sat up and looked at him a little uneasy. "Wait." Justin said. "Let's go for a walk in the park and you can tell me everything." He said. *~* I held Justin's hand as we walked around the crystal clear lake. My mind fluttered. "Ok, now go ahead." Justin said gripping my hand tighter. "Well." My voice cracked. "My mom was an alcoholic who beat me up on occasions, and my father abandoned me when I was 14. Only person I had was god and Audrey." I said feeling the tears hit my cheeks as I went on. "We lived in this small trailer with only two bedrooms and my mom slept with my brother, I starved myself trying to save what little money I could for my brother and food. If my mom hadn't already spent it all on wine. My grandma and dog died that same year and same month. My life fell at my feet. I had lost everything. So when I turned 18 I ran." I said choked up. Justin stopped walking and hugged me. I let the last of my tears fall and dried up. Justin lifted my chin and wiped the fallen tears from my eyes. We sat at a near by bench and talked about everything. From family, to friends, to crazy fans, to old boyfriends and girlfriends, to childhood memories. "Well that's my life." I said. Justin smiled. "Me too." He said kissing me. "Now for the present time." He said. "I found me a best friend and she was the sweetest girl you ever met no girl has ever understood me the way she does and that's why ever since I met her I knew she was the one." Justin said. I looked into his soft blue eyes as a twinkle glowed. I was speechless. "Wait here." He said disappearing into the trees. I looked onto the lake. I smiled to myself. I think I was in love Justin had my heart and now I knew what love was. It's was the best feeling in the world. At that moment Justin returned from the brush leaving my thoughts to be later continued. He was carrying something in his hands. I smiled at him as he handed me a crown of icy BabyBlue forget-me-nots, on the back of the crown there was yellow ribbon hanging down. "Aww, Justin." I smiled as he put it on my head. "My fair Juliet." He said. "Ouch!! wait I think I sat on something in my pocket!!" He pulls a box out and said "Oh. I forgot this is for you." I was so astonished already. What more could there be I opened the box and there upon the inside was a gold necklace with sapphire flowers and the phrase inscribed on the chain.. "thou the angels and heavens sent love shall be forever upon us" Tears welded my eyes this was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. "Oh Justin. I've waited so long for us to feel this way about each other and I hoped it would come." "They sent me an angel and now I am in love with him." I said out loud. Justin smiled and then spoke… "so you always did have feelings for me too. I loved you with all my soul and prayed the angels would help me this time just like how I helped u and was afraid u didn't feel the same. But something in my head told me not to give up, cause I knew we were meant for each other. The way your smile brightened my day, and your words always touched my heart. It all seems so clear to me now." Those words made my heart jump and all my love ran through my veins. "I Love you." I spoke letting the words just flow out. Justin smiled and kissed me. I flew up in the clouds with Justin and I knew that this was love. Everything Audrey told me was coming true. I smiled in my head as I kissed Justin. He pulled away and looked into my eyes. "I Love you till the day winter comes in summer and the ocean never touches the sand." "Now come on I have another surprise." He said. "Another one?" I laughed taking his hand. He made me close my eyes as he led me somewhere. "No Peeking!" He said. "I'm not." I laughed "Ok now open them." He whispered in my ear. I opened my eyes to see a golden brown horse in front of me. "Oh Justin." I smiled admiring the horses beauty. "She's beautiful." I said. Justin picked me up. "Come with me Juliet to my castle in the clouds." He said getting on his horse and leading me into the sunset.
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