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ME, ME, ME...

All about me...Like, yey or something or rather...

::mumbles to herself::
From left to right: Ashley West (guitarist), Me, Terry Lapointe (keyboardist)

Bottom: DJ Grynch, Xavi Campo (not apart of the band)


I know this isn't a really good pic. its all fuzzy and looks weird. Hopefully I'll be able to scan some recent ones cause that was taken on dec. 29th of 1998, So that's kind of like a long time ago.


November 28th 1998 Ashley, Sheena, Terry


October 7th 1999 Tripp and I


October 7th 1999 Edsel and I


November 16th 2000 Brad, Rori, Byron


December 15th 2000 Me again.


January 29th 2001 Rob is going to kill me


January 29th 2001 Rockn' Rob


December 15th 2000 Anna trying to get with Matt (again) hmm....

(the night my cell phone got stolen)

K well there's not much to know about me...I'm your typical teenager except most of the time i have different views on everything, and well i spend most of my life over annalyzing situations... my most known one is the whole "If a girl sleeps around shes looked down upon. Shes a whore, a slut, but when a guy does the exact same thing, he's "the man" and congradulated for it. Why is that? It can't go both ways, it has to be one way or another..."


MUSIC I'M INTO: hmm, lets see there's DOPE of course, Deftones, Jack off Jill, Cradle of Filth, NIN, Rob (White) Zombie, Drown, System of a Down, Slipknot, Bile..(hey Dave are you still ignoring me?), Emperor, Sisters of Mercy, Coal Chamber, Type O Negative, Nile, Morbid Angel, Frontline Assembly, Human waste Project, Switchblade Symphony, Tree ::ugghh:: (don't remind me), Machinehead, Pantera, Snot, Tura Santana, Pitbull Daycare, Nation of Fear, Stuck Mojo, ect.....

and my secret shames are: Queen, Twisted Sister, and Creed oh and Eminem.
HOBBIES: Lying on the floor, listening to music, mostly going to concerts, driving aimlessly around although i don't have my liscense yet, going on a killing spree ::shh::, throwing cats against the wall, putting barbies in the oven (hey don't they need a sauna?!),thinking, and currently working on roadkill project (it's art god damnit!) as well as my book...
here's an excerpt from it...

"I cried myself every night to sleep wondering if you'd ever accept me for who i am. I'm not anyone's shadow or portrait anymore. I've come to realize The choice is set before you, thou shall lead or thou shall follow. Those who follow are adored while those who lead are left with this burden of leadership and are made outcasts from the rest of society. Which path is yours? Are you content? I choose to lead my own life now, I fear becoming another adored sheep following the next trend. Where were you when i needed you most? Out making money i suppose to provide for me. A good school, an education, but Fuck the money, Fuck the superficial shit. Where's the support? Where's the love i needed all along? If i took my life out of this world right this second, in this bliss, in this state of mind, what would be your excuse then? Would you turn it around so everyone would be sympathetic torward you once again...you never could let me be the star role once in my life, that would kill you because you wouldn't know who you were anymore. Would my "friends" mourn and cry..but then get caught in their own lives and once again forget about my emotions? Neglect me, abuse me, I've been through it all. You were just too busy to ever notice I've been fucked up the ass. My innocence taken away from me, stripped of my sanity and love and of course denied of my "free thinking". Who am i? I ask myself everyday, what is the purpose of my life? I'll never be who you want me to be. Everyday i'm spoonfed the same old bullshit how i'm useless, i'm a whore, i'm nothing. I'll never be loved no matter how hard i look for it, it'll never be there but i refused to neglect someone that was always there for me. Myself. The truth is i'll only be free in hell where i'll no longer live In a society where i fear everyone i come in contact with for the simple fact that i'll be teased and tormented for who i am..."

Things I Hate: