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July 27, 2000
11:42p.m.

I was telling Dom about the surprise thta Josh is giving...I mean, the little that I know, and I remember that I had to call Josh to tell him something. I was complely joking with him when I asked if he set me up with a guy. Surprisingly enough, he said that he would tell me one thing about my surprise, and that he set me up on a blind date. He told me that for a portion of the night, he would be leaving me and this guy alone. The thing that bugs me the most is tht Josh said that I know who this guy is, but he has just recently come out. I have no idea who it is. Dom and I were going through one of my yearbooks thinking of who it might be. The only conclusion that I have come to, is that it can possibly be my friend Nathan....but if you knew Nathan, you would know how extremely wrong that assumption is. He's an extremely nice guy, and I love hanging out with him...not to mention being overly flirtatious with him...but he's pussy wiped. He goes into length about how he loves going down a girl, and he's not just overcompensating to hide a side of his sexuality that he is uncomfortable with. I'm telling you that he's as straight as they come..

When I finally gave up on trying to figure out who this mystery date might be, Josh was telling me that this kid asked about me, and wanted to go on this "date" with me. But, one night, way back when, Josh and I were looking through our yearbook mentioning all of the guys we thought were cute, and Josh told me last night that my blind date is one of the guys who I thought was cute...

AHH!!!

But, I have basically given up on trying to figure out who it is(didn't I say that already).. and even thinking about the whole subject (yeah right).. I am just going to wait until next week to find out. I could absolutely kill Josh for putting me through all this suspense, but for that alone...I love the guy.



Dom and I went to Friday's to celebrate the end of her summer school. We were sitting at our table, and there was this overly flamboyant guy at the table over. He was with a bunch of girls and this one other guy. The one other guy was really cute, and we kept on exchanging glances at each other. Well, I think that the overly flamboyant guy, let's just call him Bubba...started staring at me. Then he started talking about me to his friends, but it didn't seem like he was complimention my keen fashion sense. I think that he was bad-mouthing me because he was jealous that he friend was interested in me. I don't know, but it made me really self conscious the rest of the night until Dom and I left the restaurant.

Well, Dom and did leave the restaurant, and Bubba, in a really obnoxious voice said, "Bye..." I don't know, it just really ticked me off. Dom and I just wanted to sit somewhere and talk, but there wasn't really anywear. We ended up going to some coffee place, and I ordered a caramel machiatto. It was delish.. Then, we saw this cool magazine store, and we walked in. It was pretty busy, but they were closing soon. The whole time that Dom and I were there, though, there was this security officer following us. It seemed as if he thought we were going to steal something. Dom and I would look at a magazine, and he would straighten that same pile, as if he was counting them. Then, when Dom and I left one section, he went there and mumbled something. I was going to buy two cards, and when I went to pay for them, he "escorted" me to the registeres, and he watched the entire transaction. He even leaned in when I was signing the credit slip for my transaction. Oh...he was "nice" enough to walk Dom and I to the door as well.. Now he really ticked me off...even more so than Bubba.









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