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July 29, 2000 9:35 This morning, my parents went to St. Louis…for reason unbeknownst to me (something family related)… I woke up and I started to watch tv with my sister, but that got old real fast. So, I worked on my computer, and I thought about writing a journal entry, but I wasn't that motivated. I ended up listening to music and falling asleep on my bed. By 1:00 p.m., my sister had left for the weekend herself, and Dom called. Let it be known that I am really crabby when I just wake up from a peaceful nap by the phone, so needless to say, I wasn't anything less than bitchy to Dom on the phone. I do feel bad because she was just returning my phone call, but hey, I need my beauty sleep. I slept until around 4:00 p.m….and I would've stayed in bed, but I really needed to take a shower and get ready for work. I took my time in the shower because I never get to, so by the time I was all dressed and ready to go, it was an hour later. I got in my car, lit a cigarette, and I hit the road. Driving to work, I was totally not in the mood to hold a fake smile for four hours. But, once I got to work, I saw David..and keeping a fake smile wasn't the problem anymore...wink, wink... Now, I've never mentioned David before, but he happens to be one the cutest guys at Pacific Sunwear. The great thing is that he's gay!! We have never worked before (seeing as this was only my third day). So, I introduced myself. "How's it going…my name is BJ.." "Pretty good, the pleasure is all mine. I'm David…" :) We chatted(flirted) for a little, and I punched into work. Unfortunately we were on opposite sides of the store the whole night, and he left earlier than I, but at least we still had a somewhat decent conversation. Now, he's a cutie and all, but I don't think that I could ever go out with him. He doesn't seem like the brightest star in the sky, and for me…that's a real big turn off. I truly that believe that if you give me an average looking guy who is intelligent, I would be on top of him in a second. Acumen(intelligence) is really sexy in man… It's just one of my stipulations in a boyfriend… So, work was done, and I had called Dom earlier to reserve a table for us at Fridays. She was in the smoking section, but before I got to our table, I ran in Cassandra. Now, Cassandra and I went to high school together and I absolutely loved her. Everyone needs a friend like her. I sat next to her for a second, and we hugged and said I love you about a hundred times. I felt bad for Dom because she had already been sitting waiting, so I told Cassandra that she should say hello to Dom as well. So…there's Dom, Cassandra and I catching up on all the high school gossip and such, and guess who walks into Fridays….the same guy who was hitting on me two nights ago. (This is the guys who's friend …Bubba…. was jealous of me and felt he needed to aggravate me just because his friend was eyeing me.)… Well, talk about six degrees of separation, but the girl that Cassandra was having dinner with just so happed to be friends with the guy who was hitting on me. Whatever… Dom and I finished up dinner and we went back to my place. We watched Armageddon, and of course I teared up. I also could help but drift off in the middle of the movie and think to myself…"Why can't I have a relationship like Ben Affleck's character…" Needless to say, I was jealous. But, if what my best friend, Josh, says is true, after this Thursday, I will be out of the pool of single people… I'm not crossing my fingers… Three o'clock in the morning rolled around, and I really need to get back into bed. We finished up the movie, and we kissed goodbye. Routines, routines, routines… 
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