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May 22, 2001

When I woke up this morning, I started to get ready for work. I was able to really see what Alan's mouth had done to my now soar neck. It hurt after I saw him the first time, and it hurt even more after he left my house early this morning. My neck looked like the neck of a severely abused child.

I covered as best as I could with make up, but I didn't really have my color. So, I want to work with the cover-up so that I could touch up during the day.

I was really happy that morning, and all of my favorite people were working…one of which is Cory. She is my favorite, favorite mom, and we do nothing but talk and hug. I tell her all the time that I am going to steal her away from her husband because I love her so much. So, I haven't exactly told her that I was gay…but I really wanted to because I wanted to tell her my stories about Alan.

Well, Cory and I were standing near the front door, and I had my arm around her. We were talking when I saw Alan with a flower in his hands. He was walking towards me, and when he came near, Cory told him that he should have brought her a flower. He then handed me the flower, and Cory went off on how cute it was. I introduce him to Cory, and when I turned around, my manager, Kevin, said hello to Alan. I couldn't believe that they had known each other. It was so odd. But not as odd as my finding out that Alan is the brother to this former gymnast boy that I used to know. Small world, eh?!

Anywho, I asked Kevin if I could take a fifteen, and I did. Alan and I walked outside for a little, and then we sat on the benches outside my store. Kevin, Cory, and another employee were spying on my as I sat on the bench. It was so cute. She made me laugh. I pointed them out to Alan, and we just smiled. He walked me back into the store, and he shopped around for a little. He had to go, and so we kissed goodbye. Cory came over, and talked to us for a while, and she said goodbye to Alan.

When he left, Cory rushed over to me. The first thing she said was that she didn't know that I was gay. I told her I was really going to tell her this morning, but I didn't know that Alan was going to surprise me today. I told Cory all the gory details. She was happy for him, and I was on cloud nine. Kevin immediately started to make fun of my hickeys…and he never stopped. Kevin's gay, and I confide a lot to him… I guess it's not more so than anyone else, but I still feel that he can relate more…when he's not being the goofster that he is…hehe…

Kevin made sure to tell all the employees to make fun of me…and they certainly did. One of the stock boys asked what Alan was trying to do to my neck… "going for blood," was the only thing I could say. My fellow employees were kind enough to inform all the managers that came in that day about my necks….aren't I so loved?!! My L came into the store today. She wasn't working today, but I was glad she stopped by because I got to tell her about Alan, and how he brought me a flower to work. I was still on cloud nine!!!

After work got out that night, I called Alan. I asked if I could come over to his place. I did, and we talked for a while. I could only stay a little while, but we manager to get in a good sex session in 45 minutes. I went home happy knowing that I got to see Alan again…










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