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May 23, 2001 Hmm…highlight of my day was getting out of work and having Alan call me. He called while I was driving home from work. I said that I was going to be home soon, and he said that he was going to bless me with his presence soon after that. When he got to my house, we talked for a little, and then we laid down on my couch. I suggested that we move to my bedroom because it was cold in my family room. I closed and locked my bedroom door. We were planning on just going to sleep that night…and that's what we did. A bit later, my mom came to my door, and since the door was locked, she knocked. I got up from the bed and turned on the lights. I told Alan to sit up. When I opened the door, I looked behind, me and then I saw Alan completely under the covers. You should have seen the look on my face. It looked like Alan was completely naked. My mom asked a question, and I directed it towards Alan so that he would get up. So, what did he do? He peeked his head out…which made it look even more like he was naked. Finally, he sat up and showed that he was actually wearing clothes. My mom left, and I went back into my room. I locked the door, of course. Alan and I fell asleep. Ever once in a while when we would both be awake, we would kiss each other…but tonight's activities pertained purely of sleep. It felt so nice to just be able to lay side by side and know that we didn't have to have sex. It is one of the most comforting feelings, having someone just sleep and cuddle with you. In the morning, I didn't want him to leave…but he had to. I felt such a void inside of me when he left. I don't know if this is necessarily a good thing in the long run…but for now, it's a definite good feeling!!! 
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