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February 9, 2002 Where do I even begin to explain what has happened between Dom and I. There once was a time where life was so perfect between us; we had our little scuffles, but things were still ideal between us. Now that she has started seeing her guy, we haven't been the same dynamic duo that we once were. I used to know every last thing about her, but now when I look at her, I barely know who she is. I almost have to fight to find things about her, when she used to tell me everything. I miss my best friend. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel so selfish wishing that things would end between her and her man because somehow I feel that everything will just magically be fine between us, but I also want her to be happy, and I know that she is happy with her man. I pray that the day will come when I will be able to spend time with my best friend and not have the feeling of this invisible wall diving us apart. It hurts me that even as I sit in the same room as her right now, that I feel like she is worlds apart from me right now. I just wish that we could be happy again. |
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