most recent poems
feb 06
dark desire
my dark love
my midnight rose
my dear azure
my true love
his is a darkness only i can see
his is a soul only i can understand
he is my dark desire
he is my twin flame
my black heart, my crystal pain
what we have is so different
what we have is so infinite
ours is something you will never understnad
ours is eternal love
a midnight rose garden
a beautiful dark place only we visit
our own secret dark desire
you think
think you know me
think you understand me
think you get it
when all you get is your limitations
all you get is your narrow mind
all you get is you
no one will ever understand
no one CAN ever understand
to be misunderstood is the greatest sorrow
and the greatest gift
your end
is my beginning
your life
is my death
my black rose
i stroll through the garden
the only light is the bright moon
shining down through my beautiful darkness
darkened green
deathly purple
bloody red
roses, thorny, beautiful
crawing along the ground
dark life
in this night garden
i come to my midnight rose
the most rare
the most unique
she is one so different
no one dare touch her
shes all alone
so misunderstood
there are few that love her that come close
but only one that can
i gaze at her
her beautiful darkness
she is my black rose
another black rose poem, inspired by the last ...
black rose
a midnight rose
the darkest of desires
a unique and unmatchable beauty
that only ONE can love
that only ONE can understand
a dark soul
an undying flame
her thorsn are the sharpest of all
you cant cross her without shedding blood
maybe you think you've seen her
or can undertand exactly what she is
but you cant
only ONE can
her petals are black silk
her leaves are a velvet green
her thorns are dangers and lethal
she is a black rose
different to be
different to be
i cant be anyone
but me
why is it his way
but i am
true and honest
this is what you see
you can never understand
how it is
different to be
infinite love
our love is forever
streaming
flowing all around
indescribeable
and undefinable
our love is a lake ever glowing in the light
no one feels this way
this infinite love
feel the cool water all around
this is our river of love
cold and distant
youre so far away
so far gone from me
you're gone
long past
my distant past
hard to believe you were ever here
you're so far away
so far gone from me
you're lost
never to be found
as time is gone
you are gone
green
green shallow emptyness
you name is hers
the lie you believe
the life you live
hate you with everything
you are all that i hate
you are all that i'll never be
hiding in the light 3.7.06
hiding in the light
waiting to escape you
waiting to kill you
ravenous and strange
green devious nature
kill you with one breath
eating your soul alive
beating your death inside
eat myself in 2
i hate this thing you are
i hate your light
give me time or give me death
the rain is coming
to drown me in you
your delusion is mine
dragon's blood 3.6.06
you think you've known hell
you havent been here
i've been to hell
i've returned re-made
outside is in
and in is out
dragon's blood
burning fast
only death remains
canyons of liberation
cats running
and screaming
alone
the dragon's blood is everywhere
deep deathly red
dripping
forming pools all around you
a sweetly morbid scent in the air
as it cools you pick up the pieces
you put them in your pocket
proof of where you've been
as it poors you head for home
watching the cats running far in distance
you hate this place
but you cant get away
its inside you now
and the dragon's blood is always there
jan 06's
love
my soulmate
my bestfriend
my love
my partner
my husband
hte only one i love
the only one i will EVER love
the only one i will ever be with
he is my reason
he is my being
he is my heart
he is my soul
my other half
i love you trevor.
i will always love you.
gave myself to you
i gave myself to you
body and soul
mind and spirit
you were my first
my one, my only
i love you to death
i love you forever
i love you so deeply
you are my sweet trevor
darkness
darkness envelops me
blackest of days
they were
the darkest rose
alone in the crowd
birghtly colored or dressed in her blackness
she walked alone
no forgiving
no forgetting
the pain marches on
silver studds or hemp
all the same reflections
blackened heart
bright pain
out of the darkness
came a man
who lived in darkness too
he swept her away
and together they lived
in the beautiful darkness...
black magick
playing with black magick
i put a spell on you
i will never forgive you
i will never forget the pain
i will never sell you my soul
gone forever
is your hold on me
raging inside
the world made her rage
her pain died inside her
when the outside grew around
death of her sociality
birth of her love
black in her heart
beautiful darkness growing inside
as she raged on her way.
anger
pounding my fist
throwing your trash away
screaming inside
i want to get out
and tear you apart
with all of my anger
and all of my rage
you will be dead
and i wll be walking on your grave
shallow
shallowness is society
growing all around you
trying to take over your life
the many who let it
are dead already
the world is plastic
and its people are too
the surface of hte earth is dead
with wooden society enveloping it
cold and empty
money, possession, fake beauty
all that people are
all that people have become
to be loved 12.18.05
the greatest of gifts
if you are so blessed
a bond so strong
creates a starry night
in a world of black
to become one
to feel
to reach into anothers soul
so deeply
locked in caress
no one knows but you
this bliss
no one sees this light
or feels its heat
when lovers entwine
wrap in eachothers arms
no one can touch them
no one can awaken them
from their passioned slumber
holding the keys to the universe
the secrets to all mysteries
love unveils your inner spirit
and gives you eternal happiness
old poems -
soulmate 1.3.03
daydreaming of you
wondering who you are
wondering where you are, what your doing
i want to know you, inside and out
i want to touch you, slide my hands over you
become one with you
i want you to know my intimate secrets
feel me in your arms,
my naked body against yours
your are my other half, my soulmate, my friend
i long for the day you will find me...
when we will be one
the dragon '02
beautiful dragon
wings brilliantly spread
all alone in your dark daydream
firey wrath
a tear in time
lost in death
psycho sexy '02
psycho sexy flavor crystal
anarchy insane
parallel lunatics
pierced warped minds
freak
chaos and confusion
while realising pain
breaking the losers
getting psycho
waterfall mysticism '02
crystal droplets
mist in your face
drenching light and rain
blue daydream
you're covered, submerged
swimming through the clear blue water
you stand and see light and misty water falling on your face
cool, dreamy, liquid falling everywhere
falling down, falling, soaking, drenching
sunlit mist, sunlit waters
warm and cool misty spring
best of my old poems , i mean very OLD poems
society's clutches '99
an insane malestrom descends upon us
crazy shit in my front yard
the end is near
the music is over
the creature takes the light from us all
a gray clouds drifts into everyone's eyes
life is lost and my friends are gone
strange eyes follow me where ever i go
i run for my life from the creature that is trying to steal my soul
a cynic's paradise '99
pessimistic gratitude in the open air
people killing eachother everywhere
the world is in chaos
virtual disallusionment
appocalyptic end to our lives?
or perpetual hell
translucent lies fill the open air
i close my ears to protect the innocence i have left
rythmic imbalance at school, amongst society
chaotic scenes, mass hysteria, riots, looting
flickering lights '99
what will i be?
When i am gone
the long and winding road must lead somewhere
the path is faded
which way to turn?
challenges
struggles
i am in knots
i need sweet relief now, but will it come for me?
tied rope around my hands
supressing, oppressing, stressing
clouded lungs, foggy eyes, and a heart of rain
the sun has set
when will it rise for again?
a time of celebration?
rejoyce in a sea of saddness
the lizard queen '99
the lizard queen rides high
on the midnight sky
in her green veil of light
and her crown of fire
she rides the sky to her throne in the sea
when sunrise comes
she crawls to her desert
she dances in the fire, on the sands, in the sun
...waiting for her king to come...
the end '99
the end is near
to take you away
to burn you, to beat you
to rip you, to kill you
this is it
get ready
the mystical kingdom '01
the mystical kingdom
crystal waters
sparkling sunlit clouds
looking glasses and diamonds in the sky
rainbows glowing in the sun
clear droplets of dew shine
misty waterfalls
pure white flowerbuds
rain drifts across the land, leaving moss sweet and moiste
the land of perpetual morning
untitled '99
look into the eyes of the butterfly and
imagine a rainbow of joys and dreams
fucked life '01
games of fucked life
you feel love
you dont know if they do
you wanna act
but you're holding back
you're tied up
locked up, chained up
playing the same old game
of fucked life
you say you wanna be free
but you arent
no one is
you're fucked life
you're stuck in the game