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X_GOTHIC SURVEY_X by black rose

X_FILL IN WITH AN "X" IF YOU AGREE_X
[x] i love fishnets
[x] i wear black all the time
[x] i love tim burton films
[x] i love horror movies
[x] i wear fishnets
[x] i wear black boots
[x] i shop at hot topic
[x] i have a profile on vampirefreaks.com
[x] i listen to *gothic* music (as which has different definitions*)
[x] i appreciate the darkness
[x] bats are beautiful creatures
[x] it would be cool to be a vampire
[x] i am nocturnal
[x] i am an outcast
[x] i drink lots of coffee (to be nocturnal)
[x] i know who emily the strange is
[x] black roses are great for a wedding boquet
[x] black eyeliner is something i cant live without
[x] my nails are often black
[x] i dont want to fit in
[x] my individuality is important to me
[x] i like piercings
[x] i like tattoos
[x] black hair is much more beautiful than blond hair
[x] i hate people like britney spears
[ ] i am depressed a lot
[ ] i want to die
[x] i think about death often
[x] i'm a loner
[x] i hate people
[x] music = life
[x] i wear band shirts
[ ] i wear skirts and dresses

X_THIS OR THAT_X

x_red or purple_x
purple

x_rock or metal_x
both!

x_fishnets or pvc leather_x
fishnets

x_hot topic or online stores_x
hot topic

x_anarchy or wicca_x
wicca

x_drugs or alcohol_x
alcohol

x_night or later that night_
later that night ahahha

x_friday the 13th or a nightmare on elm street_x
friday the 13th

x_bats or black cats_x
black cats

x_edward scissorhands or sleepy hollow_x
edward scissorhands

x_black hair or multi colored hair_
black

x_goth hello kitty or the black cat from emily the strange_x
goth hello kitty

x_batman or batman begins_x

x_evanescence or HIM_x
evanescence

x_black or red roses_x
black

x_labels or no labels_x
no labels

x_ville valo or trent reznor_x
trent reznor

x_donnie darko or the crow_x
donnie darko

X_FILL IN THE BLANKS_X

x_do you dye your hair?_x
yes black!

x_do you have piercings and how many?_x
yes 10

x_whats your favorite color?_x
BLACK, purple and green

x_how long have you been into gothic culture/the darkness? and how did you get into it?_x
a few years. i got into metal and from there i got into likeing more notcurnal things. i also have been studying paganism as well and theres an abstract connection there too. also i have always been and outcast and hate society. i used to be more of a hippie but my aesthetic changed into heavier music and darker types of art.

x_how do you define the word gothic?_x
a deep appreciation for the darkness and all things nocturnal in nature. its a state of mind that that has to do with a separation from societal norms. it has to do with individuality and the dark aesthetic. i really think at its core its about art.

x_do you label yourself goth or choose not to?_x
i dont no, because its too confining as all labels* are and we are much more than a label. and it takes away individuality.

x_whats your favorite tim burton movie (if you like his work)?_x
batman and batman returns

x_what are your favorite bands?_x
godsmack, NIN, rob zombie, metallica, avenged sevenfold, evanescence

x_do you have a favorite artist?_x
jessica galbreth

x_what do hate most about the world?_x
its people ahhah

x_what do you hate most about people?_x
the way most of them tend to be sheep and follow trends and conform blindly. and the way they are so judgement of anything different than they are. mother fuckers

 

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ULTIMATE SURVEY

001. What is your name? lynn
002. Spell your name backwards. nnly
003. Date of birth: nov 18
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: scorpio
006. Nicknames: black rose, catwoman, godsmack goddess, smackerchickxxx
007. Occupation: artist

008. Height: 5' ish
009. Weight: 130 ish
010. Hair color: Black
011. Eye color: green
013. Where do you reside now? ct, usa
014. Age: 24
015. Screen names: blackrose111881
016. E-mail: blackrose13@vampirefreaks.com
017. What does your screen name stand 4? my wiccan name
018. What is your LJ name?: blackrose111881
019. What does your diary name stand for?: wiccan name again
020. Pets: 5 cats
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?: 24
022. Piercings?: 10

023. Tattoo's?: 5
024. Shoe size: 6
025. Righty or lefty? bothy
026. Wearing: godsmack t, black cargos
027. Hearing: x files on tv
028. Feeling: happy
029. Eating/drinking: cappuccino

~Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? Yes.
062. How many people have you told: 1.
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
064. How many people have you kissed? 2 but i only count 1
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? no
066. How many people have you dated? 2 steady, a bunch not/dont count
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? unique personality, sweet, romantic, loving, sarcastic, cynical
068. Notice about the opposite sex?: eyes, chest, tattoos
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? unique people, differnt people
070. Do you have a bf/gf? yes
071. If so where did you meet them? through a friend
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf?: personality :)
073. Do you have a crush on some one right now?: my man
074. If so who is it?: trevor
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes.
076. Do you remember your first love? Yes.
077. Who is the first person you kissed? tim, but i dont count it and so its trevor
078. Do you believe in fate? no
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes.
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? i have :)

~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 1
105. What are your parents names? sandy and ernie
106. What are your siblings names? jeff
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 5
108. How many siblings does your father have? 1
109. Where are your parents from? ct and mass
110. Is your family close? yes
111. Does your family get together for holidays? the immediated yes

112. Do you have a drunk uncle? hahah no
113. Any medical problems run through your family? yes

114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? yes 5 now i think
116. Are your parents divorced? No.
117. Do you have step parents? No.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? yes
119. If so for what? being horrible people that my parents didnt want us around
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes italy

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? whatever by godsmack :)
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? dont have any
123. What's the best cd you own? godsmack's first album
124. What song do you absolutely hate? anything britney all suck
125. Do you sing in the shower? no
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? beatles songs remind me of trevor

~Favorites~
152. Color: Black, purple and green
153. Food: chinese/japanese
154. Song of all time: imagine by john lennon
155. Show: law and order svu
156. School subject: Art
157. Band/singer: godsmack/sully erna and beatles/john lennon
158. Animal: cats
159. Outfit: black godsmack t's and black cargos and black hoodies
160. Radio station: 106.9 wccc
161. Movie: fight club
162. Pair of shoes: black converse
163. Cartoon: spongebob
164. Actor: brad pitt
165. Actress: angelina jolie
166. Potato chip: lays
167. Drink: dunkin donuts cappuccinos and lattes
168. Alcoholic drink: smirnoff ice triple black
169. Holiday: Halloween
170. Perfume/cologne: black heart and siren from hot topic
171. Pizza topping: everything but anchovies
172. Jello flavor: Lime.
173. Lunch meat: roast beef
174. Board game: dont know
175. Video game: the sims and silent hill
176. Website: vampirefreaks.com, deadjournal.com
177. Book: lots, probably celtic myth and magick by edain mccoy
178. Computer game: the sims
079. Number: 3, 13
180. Cereal: spongebob ahhah
181. Comedian: adam sandler
182. Dessert: chocolate brownies
183. Disney character: gah
184. Clothing store: Hot Topic, old navy, walmart
185. Pasttime: Music., movies art
186. Teacher: gah
187. Childhood toy: batman toys
188. Carnival game/ride: the joker
189. Candy bar: hersheys chocolate, and reeces peanut butter cups
190. Magazine: metal edge
191. Salad dressing: italian
192. Thing to do on the weekend: sleeping, shopping, hanging with my man
193. Hot drink: cappucino
194. Season: Fall.
195. Sport to watch: baseball
196. Person to talk to online: trevor

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets?: blue celestial design
198. What color are your bedroom walls?: White.
199. Do you have posters on your wall?: Yes!
200. If so of what?: lots of godsmack, movies like fight club and batman begins, etc in the rest of the house and mystical/gothic art by jessica galbreth
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? Yes.
202. How many pillows are on your bed?: 4
203. What do you normally sleep in?: pjs
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: old navy sleep bottoms and top
205. What size bed do you have? full
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed?: Noooo.
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom?: No.- but we dont have one at all because we both have cell phones
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep?: no tv sometimes
209. Describe the last nightmare you had? hmm dont know
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: some
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 and 5 cats ahhah
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions?: no
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?: No!
214. Do you snore?: yes
215. How about drool?: No.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room?: yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room?: tan
218. What's under your bed?: lots of stuff hahah

~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: diet coke
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Donuts.
221. Day/night: Night.
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: hhahahh east
223. Heaven/hell: I don't believe in either.
224. Make love/have sex: make love
225. Coffee/tea: both but mainly coffee
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: both
227. Rap/rock: Rock.
228. Britney/Christina: they both suck
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
373. Done drugs? No.
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? No.
376. Gone to camp? Yes.
377. Won a bet? Yes.
378. Written a love letter? yes
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes
380. Written a love poem? Yes.
381. Kissed in the rain? yes
382. Slow danced with someone you love? No.
383. Participated in cyber sex? hahah yes
384. Faked an orgasm? No.
385. Stolen a kiss? yes hahah
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? no
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? No.
390. Done jail time? No.
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? No.
392. Won a trophy? No.
393. Thrown up in public? no
394. Bowled a perfect game? no
395. Failed/got held back? No
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? no
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? no
398. Taken ballet lessons? no
399. Attempted suicide? no
400. Cut yourself? no

~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? Yes.
402. Did you own Treasure Tolls? Yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? No
404. Did you play Simon? Yes.
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? yes
406. Did you wet the bed? no
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? No.
409. Were you shy? yes
410. Were you spoiled? no
411. Were you abused? no
412. Did you go to the circus? no
413. Did you go to the zoo? yes
414. Were you in a car accident? not really
415. Did you build snowmen? Yes.
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Yes
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? no.
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Yeah.
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? hahhah i dont know actually
420. Were you afraid of the dark? yes
421. Did you have slumber parties? no
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? nooooooooooo
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yes

~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? Yes.
426. Name 5 things that are next to your computer: bottle of black rose oil, bottle of dark enchantment spell ink, black rose lotion, spirit runes, dark enchantment purple box
427. Do you have any hidden talents? yes ;)
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? yes because all the shit they play sucks, the shows suck and the few vidoes they do play sucks - except korn and avenged sevenfold that i've seen recently
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? indie film
430. What would your movie star name be? rose maybe hehe
431. Do you play any sports? No.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? the shining maybe
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? new harry potter
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? not another teen movie
435. Do you drive? yes
436. What is your dream car? black jetta
437. Do you think you're good looking? yes
438. Do others think you are good looking? some- the peopel that count , such as my man :)
439. Would you ever sky dive? maybe
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? yes
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 2 bedrooms
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no
443. Do you believe in God? not god god, but my wiccan gods/goddesses
444. Do you believe in Satan? No.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? No.
446. Do you believe there is a hell? No.
447. Do you own a pooltable? No.
448. Do you have a pool? No.
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? no
450. Do you like chocolate? yes
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? witches 2006 calendar, and i have a jessica galbreth 2006 calendar
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 3 i think
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? Yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? catwoman
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? No.
456. What is your weakness? trevor ;)
457. Name something you can't get enough of: tattoos, godsmack
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: unique, creative, spiritual
459. How many kids do you want to have? 0
460. Future daughters names: ---
461. Future sons names: ---
462. What is your ideal way to die? in trevor's arms
463. How do you release stress? Listen to music.
464. Are you a trendy person? fuck no
465. Are you an artistic person? Yes very much
466. Are you a realistic person? only sometimes
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? No
468. Are you a strong person? yes
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? mom i think
471. Who is the last person to IM you? dont know
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes very much so hahah
473. Are you a deep sleeper? no
474. Are you a good story teller? no haha
475. What do you believe is your best quality? my creativity
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? my art
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Yes
478. Do you do yoga? yes
479. Do you have your own credit card? No.
480. Let's say you win the lotto. shopping sprees at hot topic, borders, wind sprites realm, and lots of tattoos, probably a house and more cats :)
481. Do you have a check book? yes
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? no haha
483. Do you tan easily? no i'm fair skinned
484. What color is your hair naturally? ash blond
485. How many fillings do you have? none
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none
487. Worst feeling in the world? anxiety
488. Best feeling in the world? Love.
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half full
490. Last thing you downloaded? dont know
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no ahahah
492. What do you think people think of you?
493. Are you a likeable person? yes
494. Do you need therapy? had it hahahah- for anxiety
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? anxiety yes
496. What the best way to be proposed to? the way it happened with trevor and i- we just knew, kind of a psychic spiritual thing. we knew and we didnt have to 'propose' because it was known.
497. Would you ever smoke Marijuana? no
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? hhahah yes
500. What's your favorite phrase? "you are not youre fucking khakis"

 

About Yourself
What's your name? lynn
What are your nickname(s)? black rose, catwoman, godsmack goddess, smackerchickxxx, bitch, dork
Describe your appearance in five words: dark, unique, different, blackness, godsmacked
Describe your hair in three words: dyed black, short, wavy, beautiful
When's your birthday? nov 18
How old will you be turning? 25 :)

Family
How many people are in your family? 4
Any siblings? 1
Names and ages? jeff 22
Any pets? yessss 5 cats
Names and ages? batman 4, silver moon 1 1/2, ckaldean, bastet & isis all 1 in may
How big is your extended family? lots since i have trevor's in there too

Three Things
Name three things that scare you: losing my loved ones, death of my loved ones, car crashes?
Name three things that make you smile: trevor, my cats, my art
Name three things that make you feel safe: trevor, trevor, TREVOR!!!
Name three things you'd like to do before the end of the year: get tattoos 6&7
Name three regrets: my ex, my ex friends, working at dymax

Fill in the blanks.
Right now: i'm survey addicted
And there is/are: a lot of things i want to do
My ear has: 5 earings in it
My desktop has: has a huge black rose on it
I wish that: trevor was home from work
I love: Chtrevor
I need: a snack maybe
I am: tired

What was the last thing you...
Said? something about the law and order that was on
Ate? chicken
Drank? cappuccino
Felt like smashing into a million pieces? hmm a bunch of people :D
Drew a picture of? runes
Wrote? list of groceries
Touched? my mouse
Smelled? incense
Wanted? trevor

Random
Where did you sleep last night? in my bed
What does your comforter/blanket look like? blue celestial design
Are you a vegetarian? no
Would you ever get plastic surgery? no
Would you wear bows or ribbons in your hair, but not as a joke? NOOOO
Did you vote for Bush or Kerry? hated them both, liked nader
What color do you prefer: blue or pink? BLACK
Do you have AIM? yes
What was your first screenname? blackrose111881
Do reality shows suck? most of them
What's the craziest color you've claimed as your favorite? black
Have you ever taken an online IQ quiz? no
If so, what did you score? ---
What's the most sensual plant? hahaa earth ofcourse
What's a moment that's going to be hard to forget? so many good ones :)
Have you impacted anyone? yes trevor
If you could change one thing about your appearance, what would it be? nothing i love me

If you were a ____, what would you be?
Flower? black rose
Month? october
Element? water
Word? black
Food? shrimp with chinese vegetables :) w000ttt
Drink? cappuccino
Color? black
Season? autumn
Piece of clothing? godsmack tank

Would you rather:
Kiss a frog or kiss someone you hate? the frog please
Die now or live forever? live forever
Get a shot at the doctor's office or go to the dentist's? neither bothers me
Chop off your hair or grow an afro? well i cant grow and affor so...
Have one year of hot sex or a lifetime of love? Lifetime of love
Have candy or flowers? flowers
Listen to rock or rap? rock
Get a piercing or a tattoo? tattoo
Get a hug or a kiss? both

More Stuff
What's the craziest thing you've ever done? hmmm fall in love with trevor fast, go out with him after talking for a week and ditch my ex asshole friends
What's the craziest costume you've ever wore? catwoman hahah
Where's one place you want to visit before you die? japan
Anything else? eh

 

 

 

Just You…

1. What’s your favourite sandwich filling? roast beef, cheese, tomatoe, lettuce, mayo, pepper, oil
2. Do you have any style icons? gothic
3. What’s your skin colour? fair white
4. What colours do you like to wear? black
5. What do you like most about yourself? my hair
6. What colour eyeshadow do you wear? black, but usually eyeliner
7. What colour are your eyebrows? dark almost black
8. Do you keep your armpit hair? no hahah
9. If someone hot asked to see you naked for $200 dollars, would you show them your assets? maybe... hahhah
10. What’s your cup size (If female)? 34C
11. How long is your hair? above my shoulders
12. Which family member do you look like most? mom i guess
13. How long do you spend in the bathroom? not long, i'm low maintenace
14. Do you walk around your house naked? sometimes :)
15. Do you dance around your bedroom in your underwear? hahah no
16. What part of guys do you like the least? hmm usually their piggyness, but my man is no pig so nothing :)
17. What part of guys do you like the most? their sweetness, romanticness, well my man is :)
18. What annoys you about guys? usually their piggyness also
20. Describe your figure: curvey :)
21. Describe your ideal man: my man IS my ideal man. sweet, romantic, caring, funny, crazy, unique, creative
22. Do you like men with beards and goatees? yes
23. Do you like guys who are small in *that* department? size doesnt matter, though big is nice to have ;)
24. What would be one of the things important to you in a relationship? love
25. How do you rate virginity? its sacred to me, and i gave it to the one i love :)
26. Are looks important? i need to be attracted to someone if i go out with them
27. Would you do topless modelling? no
28. Would you get your nipples pierced? maybe
29. What’s the best word to use, ‘sleep with’ ‘shag’ ‘fuck’ ‘sex’ ‘make love’: make love :)
30. What is your most sexiest feature: boobs & butt
31. What is your least sexiest feature: nothing ;)

The Stupid Ones…

32. Are you looking for a partner right now? no i have one, the best guy in the whole world :)
33. So you don’t have a crush on anybody? my man
34. What celebrities do you think are hot? none now, used to like brad pitt and sully erna though
35. If you could look like any celebrity, whom would you look like? i wouldnt want to, i love myself as i am
36. Green apples or red apples? green
37. Lights on or off? on
38. What time do you go to sleep? late very late
39. What TV do you watch on Fridays? law and order if its on
40. Are you still friends with everyone at school if you have left? no way
41. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? trevor
42. What annoys your friends about you? dont know, probably being too happy all the time hahah
43. How high do you play your stereo? high
44. What colour are your curtains? black - soon to be
45. What make mascara do you use? morbid brand
46. Where do you buy your clothes? hot topic, old navy, online
47. What are you thinking right now? i'm kinda hungry i think , esp after that sandwich q at the beginning
48. Are you on speaking terms with your parents? yes
49. Do you like children? noooo
50. Has your love life been good or bad? its been a fairy tale
51 What was the last alcohol you drank? smirnoff ice twisted berry
52. Are you scared of commitment? no i'm married
53. Do you want a serious relationship? have one
54. Are your parents religious? no but my moms a witch

In the Movies…

55. If you could remake/write/direct ANY movie AND star in it, what would it be? eh i dont know
56. Direct or produce? direct
57. Have you ever thought about working in the movie business? no
58. What are, your favourite:
· Horror films: friday the 13th series, halloween series, nightmare elm street series, hannibal series, exorcist series, the grudge, the ring, dark water, sleepy hollow, from hell, the shining,evil dead series, secret window
· Supernatural thrillers:
· Action films: anything johnny depp or brad pitt or christian bale
· Comedies:
· Historical dramas:
· General drama: "
· Tragedies:
· Romantic: romeo and juliet
· Disney:
59. What movie role can you imagine yourself playing? hahah chick in a horror flick is a psychotic killer
60. What is the most non-scary horror film ever? jaws hahah
61. Who would be your love interest/lover in your movie? another psychotic killer, my partner
62. What would your movie be about? our spree of killing
63. Where would it be set? across the usa
64. What era? now
65. Who would be your co-stars? dont know
66. What would be the genre? horror
67. What movies are great to watch if you want to drool over the people in it? well i dont anymore, but fight club was one, and anything brad pitt

Music…

68. Name all your favourite songs from 2 of your favourite bands: godsmack and NIN
69. What band could you NEVER stop listening to? godsmack, the beatles
70. What band/singer have you been listening to for years? the beatles
71. What CDs are you going to get next? avenged sevenfold
72. Describe your music taste? metal and rock
73. What was your music taste like four or five years ago? same
74. What singer would you most love to look like, or sound like? none
75. If you were in a band, what position would you take on (lets just say you CAN play some instruments if you can’t)? bass player or guitarist
76. What kind of music would you play? metal/rock
77. What bands would be your inspirations? godsmack, NIN, rob zombie, the beatles, john lennon
78. You can take 6 musicians for your band – who would you pick? sully erna, trent reznor, rob zombie, m.shadows, johnathan davis, amy lee
79. What band that you listen to now, can you see yourself getting sick of soon? dont know
80. What would your music videos be like? crazy unique, different
81. What movie has the best soundtrack? underworld
82. Besides CDs, do you still keep tapes (and what ones)? my beatles tapes
83. Do you have any mixed albums? yes old beatles ones
84. Do you listen to 80s music (if so, what bands/singers)? some - metallica mostly

More Random Questions…

85. List the stuff you hate, it can be anything: posers, ignorant people, religious right, people who immitate people, the color pink, abc pizza, women, people, suvs, the gap, abercrombie and fitch
86. List the stuff you love, it can be anything: godsmack, fight club, trevor, art, movies, music, batman, cats, wicca, herbs, celtic and egyptian mythology, the color black, hot topic
87. Has your family ever walked in on you while you were naked/in your underwear? mom maybe
88. Have you ever been sprayed with sewage? no
89. What body sprays do you wear? siren from hot topic, ones by the healing garden
90. What’s your BEST facial feature? eyes
91. What’s your WORST facial feature? nothing :)
92. What’s your favourite desert? dark chocolate brownies
93. What was your last most hilarious thought? uhhh that i'm a cat slave hahaha
94. What’s your favourite word? black or fuck

Dreams & Nightmares…

95. Have you ever dreamt of sex with someone you know? yes
96. Do you have a lot of nightmares? no
97. What do you dream about in general? fucked up shit from my life, cats
98. When you dream about friends what are you doing? fighting with them sometimes hmm
99. What did you last dream about? law and order svu hahaha
100. What was your last nightmare? not sure
101. What have been your most interesting dream? too many to list
102. Have any of your dreams ever come true? yes, i sometimes have ones of the future, they are usually messed up some way. also sometimes past relatives come to me in them to tell me things

 

 

lynn's alphabet

A - Available?:
no sorry i'm happily married

B - BEST FRIEND:
my husband

C - CRUSH:
my trevor

D - DOGS NAME:
no dogs, only cats :)

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
my husband

F - FAVORITE SINGER?
Sully Erna and john lennon

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS?
sour worms

H - HOMETOWN:
a little town in ct

I - INSTRUMENT:
some guitar

L-longest car ride?
dont know

M - MILK FLAVOR chocolate or strawberry?
Chocolate.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
1 brother

O -ONE WISH:
to be with trevor till i die :)

P - PHOBIAS:
people

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?
"youre not youre fucking khakis" - tyler durden, fight club

R- REASON TO SMILE:
trevor and my kittens

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
awake by godsmack

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
7 am

U - UNKNOWN RANDOM FACT ABOUT ME:
i am uncomfortable in colors, and only wear black mainly for this reason

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE:
brussel sprouts

W- WORST HABIT:
must have coffee everyday

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
tons - teeth

Y - YUMMY FOOD:
shrimp with chinese vegetables!

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
scorpio!

 

 

body mod survey

Q: What was the reason you got into body modification and why?
I think it's an interesting way of expressing yourself

Q: What do you think about the age limits on body mods?
I think you should be allowed to get your ears done younger than 18... with tattoos I honestly think they should raise the age.. only because if you talk to a lot of older people they usually say they regret their first tattoo b/c they were young and just wanted to get a tattoo so they just picked something without thinking

Q: Do you think there should only be one age for every body mod? (This is mostly a question for piercing)
Nope

Q: What is your opinion on how body mods are stereotyped?
I think it's pretty messed up, you shouldn't judge people on how they look

Q: Why do you think body mods have become so fashionable?
I'm not sure.. it seems to be happening with everything.. being non-popular is the new popular.

Q: Did you get your mods to shock people or was it just because you wanted it/personal reasons?
I did it all for me

Q: Do think it is understandable that parents worry its not safe?
I think they should worry untill a certain age.. they shouldn't be telling their 20 year old that they shouldn't be doing it.. it's the persons choice if they want to change their body

Q: Do you think that they do tend to over react?
Yes sometimes

Q: What is your opinion on tattooists/piercers who do stick to the legal age limits?
They are just doing their job..

Q: In your opinion do you think that tattooist/pierciers shops are checked often enough by the health board?
I honestly don't know how often they check so I can't answer..

 

 

 

survey

1) What would you do if you could be a member of the opposite sex for one day?: have sex with me, since i would be trevor hahahhahha

2) What animal do you most identify with? Why?: cats ofcourse. they are dark, mysterious, arrogant, bitchy, loving, independent and so on...

3) If you could wipe out one group of people off the face of the earth, no repercussions, who would the group be and why?: how about all people?! they suck

4) OK, you get to have any magikal power you want. What do you pick?: i dont know, i practice real magick so..... hhehee. i really dont know.

5) Would you pick the boat, or the mystery box? mystery box

6) How do you want do die?: in the arms of my man in my sleep

7) How do you want to live? with trevor and my cats, creating art my whole life, happy, spiritually

8) Is there any character trait, action, or belief in another person that would make you lose all interest in them immediately?: uber christian- my religion is the correct one and everyone else is evil and i need to save them

9) If you had the power to legalize one illegal thing, what would it be?: maybe make the drinking age the same as the age you can go into the army- if you can die for your governtment at 18 you should be able to drink at the same time gawd!

10) Do eat any foods in an odd way?: dont think so, but probably hahah

11) Have you ever had a supernatural experience?: yes i have had contact with spirits of my family that have past

12) Have you ever thought about something and have it come true?: yes often - its my witchy-ness hahah. well visulation magick anyways.

13) What was the worst experience youve ever had in a relationship?: my ex hahahh asshole!!!

14) Ever switch your religion? To what?: yes was born into catholicism, then renounced and by the time i hit 21 i converted to wicca.

15) What comes first: your lover or your family?: my husband

16) What do you want done with your body once you die?: creamated and spread in a naturey area. maybe central park, havent decided yet ahah

17) Are you attracted to a particular sign of the zodiac?: my gemini man

18) Were you ever really good at something you really didnt like doing?: yeah baby sitting. i hate kids but i'm good at it blah.

19) Is there a word or phrase you used to use that you would feel really embarrassed using now? no, i'll say whatever i want and fuck you if you dont like it

20) You have 5 hours left to live. What do you do?: make love with my husband, tell him i love him, spend some time with my cats (who are my kids), see all the important people in my family tell them i love them. make the last piece of art for my life. speak with my goddess. and spend the end with my husband and cats.

21) If you had to, would you eat another human to survive?: maybe not sure about that one

22) Your walking down the street with your best friend, when all of a sudden two people come out of no where. One grabs your friend and starts beating them up, bad. The other tells you youd better not help, because their friend has a knife, and they will use it. But you dont see a knife. They dont even have their hands in their pockets. What do you do?: well i have a knife so i take it out and say *show it to me bitch* hahahhah

23) Do you have a victory dance?: i have a happy dance yes hahahh

24) Have you started using any phrases that you heard someone use on TV, in the movies, or in a book? If so, what?:

25) Did you ever have to wear a uniform for anything in your life?: no

26) Is there a situation that you still look back on, going over it in your head again and again, thinking of ways you could have handled it better? If so, what? Or if there are a lot, pick one: yeah when someone asked me about a beatles poster and asked "arent they dead" and i said one of them is-was murdered (at the time) , instead of fuck you like i should have.

27) Whats your favorite object that serves no real purpose?: no clue

28) Pro-life or pro-choice? Why?: pro-choice. the government should not interfere in the bodily choices of a woman. its their body and there is the right to privacy. it should be up to the individual. the government should not have control over a womans body or what she does with it. a fetus is just that a fetus. it is not a human being, it cant do anything independently. and does not have equal rights to the woman carrying it. even if i was pro-life i would say pro-choice must be the law because its giving government way too much power to interfere in something that personal.

29): For or against the death penalty? Why?: Against, except maybe in extreme circumstances. but even then. they have wrongly executed innocent people. also killing a killer makes you no better than them.

30) For or against gay marriage? Why?: For. love is love and they should have the same rights as a hetero couple who get married/are in love.

31) Your first born child just told you their gay. How do you feel?: i'm not having kids :)

32) Is there anyone in your life worth going to jail for?: my husband

33) The best thing you like to have done to you during sex/foreplay that is unique to you: touching all over body, neck kissed

34) Men: Are bigger breasts better, even if their fake?:...

35) Women: Are bigger penises better?: better than small yes ;)

36) Have you ever said something really clever to one of those annoying telemarketers? If so, what?: no

37) Whats your favorite weapon?: the guns beckinsale had in underworld :)

38) Were you ever a victim of abuse?: no just at school, verbal by other kids, or should i say demons

39) Which celebrity cant you stand that everyone seems to love?: britney spears, avril lavigne

40) Is there any food that is almost guaranteed to make you sick?: no

41) Do you screen your calls when you dont recognize the number, or does your curiosity get the better of you?: nope screen most of the time

42) Hows your self-esteem? i <3 myself thanks! heheh

 

 

 

 

1. My roommate once: made zombie porn ahhaha

2. Never in my life have I: fit in

3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile: my bro

4. High School was: mother fucking hell

5. When I'm nervous: i get fidgity

6. The last time I cried was: last time i had pms i think hahah

7. If I were to get married right now my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be: my bro, thats it

9. My hair: is short and dyed BLACK

10. When I was 5: i loved graveyards heheheh

11. Last Christmas I: spent with my husband and cats

12. When I turn my head left: i see my jessica galbreth calender

13. I should be: searching craig's list? dont know

14. When I look down I see: BLACK cargos

15. The craziest recent event was: all nighters then off to the diner for breakfast w000t

16. If I were a character on Friends I'd be: a gothy chick no one liked hahhah

17. By this time next year: i will be free lancing web design

18. My favorite Aunt is: aunt debbie :)

19. I have a hard time understanding: why people drive fucking suv's

20. One time at a family gathering: i didnt show up hahah

21. You know I "like" you if: i tell you so

22. If I won an award, the first person(people) I'd thank would be: trevor and the cats haahahah

23. Take my advice: do not give a FUCK what ANYONE thinks of you EVER

24. My ideal breakfast is: dunkin donuts cappuccino and a muffin

25. If you visit my hometown: go to the graveyard first :) heheh

26. Sometime soon I plan to visit: my sister in law in the southern end of the state

27. If you spend the night at my house: it will rock cause my place roccckkss!!

28. I'd stop my wedding if: wouldnt happen, trevor is perfect :)

29. The world could do without: suv's and the bush administration YOURE KILLING THE FUCKING EARTH!!!

30. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: be around suv drivers hahaha

31. The most recent thing I've bought myself is: groceries from bj's w000t

32. The most recent thing someone else bought for me is: chinese food trevor got us :)

33. My favorite blonde is: trevor

34. My favorite brunette is: sully erna

35. And by the way: i'm evillll

36. The last time I was drunk: never

37. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds:

38. I shouldn't have been: so naive to trust fucking backstabbing cunts

39. Once, at a bar: i got to see trevor drunk hahah

40. Last night I: slept all night, way too long hahah

41. There's this girl I know who: is a total mother fucking cunt bitch

42: I dont know: why the fuck people are so fucking stupid

43. A better name for me would be: nicole

44. If I ever go back to school I'll: go back and learn more web design etc

45. How many days until my birthday?: like 10 months and i'll be 25 w000tt

46. One dead celebrity I wish I'd met is: john lennon

47. I've lived at my current address since: Most of my life.

48. I've been told I look like: cleopatra

49. If I could have any car, it would be a: BLACK jetta

50. If I got a new dog tomorrow, I would name it: jason hahah

 

 

 

---------------LAST PERSON WHO--------------
x. Slept in your bed: me and trevor
x. Saw you cry: trevor probably
x. Made you cry: no one
x. You shared a drink with: trevor
x. You went to the movies: trevor
x. You went to the mall with: trevor
x. Yelled at you: no one
x. Sent you an email: wind sprites realm

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------
x. Have you ever liked someone who hadn't like you?: yes
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: hahah no
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: no
x. Been to China: no
x. Been to Canada: no
x. Danced naked: hahah no
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: yes
x. Do you have a crush on someone: my man
x. What book are you reading now: nothing at the moment
x. Worst feeling in the world: being away from trevor
x. Future son's name: none, no kids
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: not usually, but if i do, its with animals trevor gave me
x. What's under your bed: a bunch of stuffs
x. Favorite sport to watch: baseball
x. Siblings: one bro
x. Location: ct
x. College plans: been there done that
x. boyfriend/Girlfriend: have a HUSBAND!!

------------------------EXTRA STUFF----------------------
x. Do you do drugs: no
x. Do you drink: once in a while
x. What are you most scared of: bad things happening to trevor
x. Where do you want to get married: did, at home, halloween in the new england fall- the best weather/season/day!!
x. Who do you really hate: so many ya know, karla, audrey, tim, nate, kate etc
x. Been in Love: yes :) with my man and only my man
x. Do you drive: yes
x. Do you have a job: freelancing web design
x. Do you like being around people: only the people i actually like, which isnt many

----------------------------STUFF---------------------
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yeah when i have pms, and my ex was a jerk so i did
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? creative people
x. Want someone you don't have right now: sure some stuff from wind sprites realm, hot topic, but not much. i have everything i wants :) oh and more tattoos!!!! ofcourse!
x. Are you lonely right now: alittle, cause trevor is at work and i always mis him
x. Song thats sticks in your head a lot: nothin really
x. Do you want to get married: am
x. Do you want kids: never

----------------FAVORITE---------------------
x. Room in house: bedroom
x. music: metal and rock
x. Band(s): godsmack, NIN, avenged sevenfold, evanescence, korn, metallica etc
x. Color: BLACK!!!
x. Perfume or cologne?: Perfume: black heart or siren from hot topic
x. Month: October
x. Stone: amethyst

--------------IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU---------------
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yeah few days ago, dvd
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: no
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes and have
x. Met someone new: no
x. Missed someone: yes my man
x. Hugged someone: yes always huggin trevor
x. Kissed someone: yes my man lots!!

----------- I N F O R M A T I O N ------------
Name: lynn
Status: married
Sex: feline!
Birthday: nov 18
Sign: Scorpio
Hair color: BLACK
Eye color: green
Height: under 5'

----------- F A S H I O N | S T U F F --------------
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: hot topic
Favorite designer?: hot topic
What is your sexiest outfit?: black leather corset and black leather pants
What is your most comfortable outfit?: any band shirt and cargos
What do you usually wear?: cargos and band shirts

-------------- S P E C I F I C S -------------------
What kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal esssences
What are you listening to right now: tv
Who is the last person that called you? trevor
How many buddies are online right now?: dont know, not on

------------- F A V O R I T E S -----------------
Foods: chinese!! or japanese. shrimp w/chinese vegetables!!!
girls name: jade, amethyst
Boys names: trevor
Subjects in school: art
Animals: cats and bats

---------------- H A V E | Y O U | E V E R -------------
Given anyone a bath? a sexy bath yes ;)
Smoked?: Yes and i hated it. blah
Bungee jumped?: No
Made yourself throw up?: no
Ever been in love?: yes once with my one and only
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
Cried when someone died? Yes
Fallen for your best friend?: yeah but not really*
Done something you regret?: yes dated my ex

------------- fave ---------------------
Music: metal and rock
Smell: trevor, or black rose oil
Desktop picture: black rose
DVD in player: fight club

--------------- A R E | Y O U ---------------------
Understanding: depends
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: yes hehe but i dont act like it
Insecure: no
Random: yes
Hungry: kinda
Smart: yes
Organized: Kinda
Healthy: yes very
Shy: NO
Difficult: no
Bored easily: yeah
Obsessed: with my fav things yes
Angry: at the world/people ofcourse
Sad: no
Happy: constantly
Hyper: sometimes
Trusting: too much but not anymore

--------- W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A --------
Kill?: britney spears, avril lavigne
Slap?: fucking dumb whores
Get really wasted with?: no one- i dont want to get wasted at all
Sex it up with: my husband w000tt

------------------ R A N D O M ---------------------
In the morning I: am sleeping haha
All you need is: trevor
Love is: wonderful. serious and not something you are just in with everyone you date. its rare and hard to find.
I dream about: everything, fucked up stuff
Playing with: my hair
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: eyes

--------- W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R ---------------
Coke or Pepsi: diet coke
Flowers or candy: dark red roses mmm
Tall or short: tall, short is not hott

--------------- W H O ---------------
Makes you laugh the most: trevor and my bro and sonny
Makes you smile: trevor

-------------- D O | Y O U | E V E R -----------------
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
Wish you were younger: definitely NOT
Cried because someone said something to you?: not usually. when i was younger maybe

----------------- N U M B E R --------------
Of times I have had my heart broken: 0
Of CD's I own: hundreds
Of scars on my body: a bunch and they dont bother me

 

 

SURVEY - LONG ONE

FAVORITES:
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[An author who had affected you] all my wiccan authors- because they have taught me so much.

[What you most like to do on a Sunday] hang with trevor, get chinese, go to movies, etc

[A monument you would like to view from your bedroom] pyramids, sphinx, or standing stones!

[A taste that makes you melt] chocolate, shrimp

[A hobby that occupies your time] wicca, art, trevor, vf

[The film you could watch over and over] FIGHT CLUB

[Your motto] i dont give a fuck what you or anyone thinks of me

FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR:
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[Your approximate annual income] no clue and i wouldnt say if i knew

[Something important on your computer desk] black rose lotion, spirit runes, morgana le fay herbal blend, black rose oil, dark enchantment ink, and dark enchantment purple trinket box. yes VERY IMPORTANT! heheh to me anyways ahhaha

[What you would keep in a safe, if you had one] money and wedding certificate

[Things you like to buy] stuff from hot topic, make up from hot topic mmm morbid brand!, stuff from windspritesrealm.com - mmm dark enchantment/black roses collection!

[If you could afford it at this moment, you would buy] more windspritesrealm.com stuff, and more hot topic stuff

[You collect] windspritesrealm.com stuff, hot topic clothes, godsmack stuffs, stuff with black roses on it, brad pitt and johnny depp dvds, etc

[Your strangest possession] maybe my witchcraft shit? thats weird to most people i suppose

[Your most expensive possession] no clue

[Your prized possession] trevor, cats, enagement ring and wedding band

[If your house was burning and you only had time to rescue 3 things, they would be] trevor and the cats- more than 3, but they are all coming!

MORALS:
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[Something forbidden you have done that might even surprise your closest friends] nothing is forbidden. and according to what christianity? the only thing is maybe 'witchcraft' but its not bad as some believe.

[The appropriate age for having sex] 19-20 or older because then you are mature enough to really understand fully the consequences of your actions. and youre an adult. and the hormones have calmed down a lot.

[The first time you had sex, you were how old] 21

[Your most recent lie] i dont usually lie, so i cant think of anything

[A lie you tell yourself] i dont lie to myself ever

[A drug or alcoholic beverage you take on a regular basis] paxil

[If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to]
hahah caffiene. cause i dont do other shit.

[What would your reaction be if your spouse or partner cheated on you] its over. but trevor would never do that.

[A time you purposely hurt someone emotionally] dont several times when people have pissed me off

 

FAMILY:
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[Which of your parents do you strongly resemble] both

[If you didn't know your parents, you would choose these two famous people to take their place] brad pitt and angelina jolie- creative, unique people, down to earth, non-traditional

[Something your parents did that you have never forgiven] none

[A trait you do not share with your siblings] conservativeness

[Your least favorite relative] dont have one

FRIENDS:
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[Four traits you look for in a friend] creative mind, unique, wierd, non-girly girl, non-drama queen, non-trendy, understanding, open-minded, easy to talk to

[The friend you have known for the longest time] my bro

[The friend you miss the most] stephanie or dimitri

[A friend who makes you laugh] bro

[A friend who you can tell anything] trevor

[A friend you can go to for advice] trevor or my bro

[A friend you can flirt with] my husband

[A friend you should not flirt with as much as you do] hahha no one

[A friend you should not have kissed] havent kissed a friend

[A friend you may lose soon] no clue

[An acquiantance you would like to make a friend] none

[A friend who has betrayed you] rachel

[A friend to whom you have something important to say, but have not yet had the courage] dont have anything that i wouldnt say

EGO:
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[Your 3 best qualities] creative, spiritual, unique

[Your 3 worst qualities] grudge holding, angry kind easy, too trust worthy

[3 words that describe how others view you] wierd, witchy, artsy

[3 words you would use to describe yourself] creative, spiritual, unique

[A special compliment that made you blush] when trevor told me i was the most beauitful girl he'd ever seen, when he told me i was actually different'- where as most people just think they are. when he told me he'd marry me. so many things... his wedding vows :)

[An insult that made you burn] people usually dont insult me

[The animal that best describes you] BLACK CAT

[The greatest amount of physical pain you ever endured] lower back tat, hurt like a bitch

[Your best physical feature] eyes/hair/boobs/butt

[At your best, you are most like this famous person] noen but if i had to say -sully erna - creatively and spiritually

[At your worst, you are most like this famous person] the bitchyness of courtney love hahah

[Your most recent selfless act] helping my friends with wicca or mental illnesses

TOP THREE:
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[3 people you consider to be geniuses] trevor and my bro.. thats it

[3 inventions you consider to be ingenius] toilet wand, febreeze, rice maker

[Your 3 favorite childhood toys or games] batman, catwoman, teenage mutant ninja turtles

[3 words you often use when speaking] love, trevor, um hehe

[3 sounds that disturb you] nothing really, cracking bones!

[3 lessons youhave learned the hard way] guys are pigs and its a lot harder than people think to find the right one and you dont usually until you are in your 20's atleast, not to trust to easy, that women suck

[3 things you would never do] drugs, promiscuous sex, cheat on trevor

[3 things you would not allow your children to do] i'm not having kids so..

[3 things youhave done in your life that you regret] gone out with tim, trusted people too fast, thats about it..

WISHES:
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[Your dream] be a web designer, which is coming true

[If you had the talent or the opportunity, you would] do art, and i do

[Something you wish you could learn at the snap of your fingers] high magick? no idea

[Something you wish you could change about your life] the job market

[You want to retire at this age] dont want to.

[How do you plan to spend that last years of your life] with trevor and the cats, making art, and witchcrafting

[How would you like to spend the last few minutes of your life]
in trevors arms

[At your funeral, you want people to remember you as]
a crazy artist with a story book marriage that lasted some 70 years :) ehhehe

[Something you dreamed that later happened or turned out to be true] too many to list

EMOTIONS:
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[The emotion you tend to hide the most] i dont hide anything

[The emotion you seem to experience the most] happiness/love

[A moment you achieved absolute happiness] my first time with trevor/when trevor and i married, etc

[You would feel envious right now if] if nothing, i love myself and my life- its perfect!

[A piece of music that makes you sentimental] lots- beatles, from autumn to ashes, stabbing westward.

[When you are happy, you need] trevor

[When you are sad, you need] trevor

[When you are nostalgic, you need] to write in my journal.

[When you are angry, you need] some godsmack

[When you are lonely, you need] trevor

[When you are in love, you need] be with that person- trevor

[You would jump up and down with joy if someone told you] i do inside everytime trevor says i love you, which is everyday

[The last time you cried uncontrollably was when] maybe when i had pms, been a while

[A moment in your life when your emotions froze and you felt absolutely nothing] no clue

[You get angry with yourself when you] trust people too fast and get screwed

MEMORIES:
---------------
[Your earliest memory] no clue

[Describe your first paying job] baby sitting yay

[Describe your best paying job] last job, dont want to think about it though, bad memories

[You are haunted by the memory of] some ex friends i kinda miss

[A person who was exceptionally kind to you] trevor

[A person who made you miserable for a long time] nate

[A smell that reminds you of your childhood] baby powder

[A routine you remember from your childhood] going to school blah

FEARS:
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[Your greatest fear] bad things happening to those i love

[A crime or natural disaster you were a victim of] none

[A sickness or disease you fear] cancer

[A reason for which you would seriously contemplate suicide] if trevor was killed right in front of me or something along those lines

[When people first meet you, you are afraid they will think] that i'm satanic or something

[Your greatest fear about aging] not afraid of it, with age comes wisdom

[Your greastest fear about marriage] no fear, i'm married and soo happy

[Your greastest fear about having children] not having um so no fear

[A plan or project you worry may fail] eh nothing really

[Something on your mind you are afraid to share] not afraid of anything

CAT AND MOUSE:
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[When you really want to get to know someone, you say or ask] i ask questions about likes/dislikes, etc

[The largest age difference youhave had in a relationship] 2 years

[Who was younger] me.

[Something someone said or did that you found extremely attractive] everything trevor does and says

[Something someone said or did that you found frighteningly unattractive] anything tim did ahha

[A saying you've heard about men or women that you believe is true] women are drama queens men are pigs

[A phyisical trait you find attractive] eyes/ strong arms and cheset

[An intellectual ability you find attractive] creativity/art

[A personality trait you find attractive] when a guy is totally not a typical pig guy and has a really unique personality and romantic view of love- my trevor!

[You are irritated when people ask you] my age

[You love it when people ask you] about wicca

[Your secret passion] shrimp with chinese vegetables

[Your longest grudge] more than 4 years

[A type of person you don't seem to get along with] drama queens, girly girls, gossipy people, trendy people, posers, people who have no personality of their own and copy their friends ideas all the tiem

[You and your spouse or partner argue about this issue often]
we dont fight or argue about anything. :) we're unique that way. and i wouldnt want to either- most that do argue a lot dont stay together- as we have seen a dozen times with our friends.

[What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship]
having someone who loves me for me, who i can talk to about anything, who is like me and i have a great relationship with.

[What you dislike most about having a committed relationship] nothing not to like

SEXUALITY:
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[Your sexiest feature] trevor says my boobs and butt

[A place where you've always wanted to make love] beach

[A wonderful place where you have made love] our home, our bed

[A strange place where you have made love] none really

[A special place on your body that, when kissed or touched, feels unbelievably good] neck, chest, stomach

[An unfulfilled fantasy] none ;)

[A fulfilled fantasy] all fullfilled

[A fragrance that reminds you of someone with whom you have been intimate] axe and old spice reminds me of trevor

[The most perverted situation you have ever been in] none

[The approximate number of sexual partners you have had] 1

[The largest age difference between you and a sexual partner]
2 years

[Who was younger] me

[The first time you achieved orgasm] thats private

[You feel most attractive when] when trevor is touching me

[The book, song, or movie title that best describes your sexuality]
dont now

[Sex is] about love for me and something i saved myself till i was engaged for

IF:
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[If you could change one law] stricter laws on rapists, less strict on drugs

[If you could erase one memory] tim

[If you had extra money] more windspritesrealm.com and more hot topic stuffs

[If you could bring one person back from the dead] grandpa on moms side

[If you could start all over] i wouldnt

HERE AND NOW:
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[Your current philosophy] i dont give a fuck what anyone thinks of me

[Something you learned this week] the gov' wants to fuck everyone!

[Your most important goal right now] gettin the web design started

[The best word to describe your love life] prefect <3
[The best word to describe your job] not quite there

[Your biggest obstacle right now] job

[The most important thing in life] trevor and my cats

[The last person you said "I love you' to] trevor
[A piece of wisdom you would pass on to a child] nothing dont want kids

 

 

 

SURVEY

The Basics
Guy or Girl or Other: non-girly girl
Age: 24
Nationality: american
Place of Residence:ct
Zodiac Sign: scoprio!!!

Write the first thing that comes to mind
love: trevor
metal: godsmack
cube: game
religion: wicca
devastation: hurricane katrina
giraffes: zoo
the moon: goddess

Sex and Love
Are you a virgin? no
If not, how many sexual partners have you had? 1
Do you want children? no
Have you ever cheated on someone? no
Have you ever broke up with someone? yes
Have you ever been cheated on? no
What's the craziest sexual thing you've ever done? secret ;)
Have you ever done anything sexual for money, food, drugs, or something else? no
Which is better: very plastic looking fake breasts or real breasts that aren't perky? real that arent perky- PLASTIC SURGERY IS HORRIBLE!!!
What's the first thing you like to do after sex? cuddle
When your looking for someone to date do you pay attention to their zodiac sign? i research their sign after i meet/like them
Do you send mixed signals? no
Do you masturbate? no need to ;)
Do you find vampires sexy? only my husband ;)
If your straight, have you ever kissed someone of the same sex while drunk? no
If your straight, have you ever kissed someone of the same sex sober? no

Favorites
What's your favorite alcoholic drink? smirnoff ice tripple black
What's your favorite season? autumn
What's your favorite book? too many too list
What's your favorite candy? reeces peanut butter cups
What's your favorite fast food chain? taco bell
What's your least favorite color? pink ewww
What's your favorite word? craptacular at the moment
What's your favorite swear word? fuck
What's your favorite time period? 60's and late 90's/ and now
What's your favorite holiday? halloween
What's your favorite website? vampirefreaks.com

The Physical
Can you roll your tongue? no
Have you ever been stung by a bee? yes many a times
Have you ever practiced self mutilation? NOOOO way. i love my self
What was the stupidest most life threatening thing you've ever done? tried a ciggarette. ahah. none really, i never wanted to fuck up my life
Have you ever laughed so hard something came out of your nose? yes hahah
When was the last time you got 8 full hours of sleep (no more no less)? no clue, i usually sleep more haha
When was the last time you ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner (not all at once)? dont know
Can you turn your eyelids inside out? no
What do you think is your best physical feature? hair, eyes, boobs, butttttttttt
Can you balance a spoon on your nose? havent tried but dont think so
What's the longest amount of time you've gone without sleep? 24 hours probably
Do you use chapstick? sometimes, should more. i like chapstick all natural :) mmm herbs. and i like lip gloss from hot topic. and bonne bell flavored lip gloss
How many times a day do you brush your teeth? 1-2
Can you do a hand stand? used to havent tried in a long time haha
When you count do you still use your fingers? sometimes hahah
Do you have a high threshold for pain? yes very
Do you shave any part of your body? yes legs, arm pitts, pussy
Do you ever get mistaken for a person of the opposite sex? ahahh yes ahhahah
Do you blush? no

Fucked Questions
If you could only save the life of one of your parents, who would it be? i dont even want to think about that
Do you know anyone who died in 9/11? no
If you knew you were going to die without being able to say goodbye to the one person you wanted to, what message would you want them to get? i love you

Violence and Breaking the Law
Have you ever used a substance that is illegal where you live? no
Have you ever been in an all out fist fight? no
Have you ever sent anyone to the ER? no
Have you ever drawn blood from someone? yes accidently haha
If you were told you could get away with killing one person, who would it be and why? i wouldnt
Do you own any weapons (kitchen knives don't count)? air soft guns ahhha and trevor has swords and hunting knives
Have you ever shoplifted? no
Have you ever gotten caught shoplifting? no
Have you ever committed a felony? no
Have you ever fired a gun? no
Have you ever been the victim of a crime? no
Is there anything that is legal now that you think should be made illegal? no
Have you ever “relieved” yourself in someplace that was not an official bathroom? no
In a fight, who would win: astronauts or cavemen? haahhah cavemen ofcourse!

Childhood and Family
What did you want to be when you were a kid? dont know
Are you an only child? no
Are you parents divorced or split up or were they just never married? still happily married
Have you ever gone to a Catholic or private school? no thank gawd
Did you have any nick names as a kid? shorty

Others
Do you know anyone who has been in the army? yes
Who knows you best? trevor
Who do you know the best? trevor
Who would you give your life for? trevor
Who do you have more respect for: firefighters or police officers? firefighters
What was the name of your first pet? dusty i think
Do you know anyone who is a size 0 or smaller? (And yes, you can be less then nothing, according to the fashion industry) hahhhahh NO and i dont want to.
Who is the weirdest person you've ever met (can include strangers on the street who do things like smell your hair)? ME
Have you ever seen a therapist or psychiatrist? yes for anixety
Have you ever been to a psychic? not yet but i might some time. i know of some in my area. REAL ones.

Beliefs and Brains
Do you believe in hell? NO
Can you point out the West Bank on a map? think so
Are you good at math? used to be, not anymore since now i used my right brain lots more than my left
Is there anything you think is underrated? godsmack
Do you know what the current foreign policy is for the US? yes and it fucking sucks. we're fucking policing the world.
Whose got it harder: guys say the do, but i think girls do. girls are much more evil to eachother than guys. gossip, backstabbing, most are drama queens- i cant stand that shit.
Does Canada suck? no

The Chick-Magazine-Lets-Talk-About-Our-Feelings-Questions
What time of the day do you find most depressing? none
Have been officially diagnosed with a mental illness? social anxiety disorder/gernalised anxiety disorder
What are you most afraid of? bad things happening to those ilove
What's your biggest regret in life? my ex ahahhah but i learned from him i didnt want a whiney fucking guy who cried a lot and was too thin and shit. or a guy that gawked at other girls right in front of me. mother fucking loser.
Are you happy right now? yes very
Have you ever let a dream of yours die? no
What are you most passionate about? trevor, art and wicca
What emotion do you feel most frequently? love


Everything Else
Do you name inanimate objects? hahah occasionally
Have you ever written a poem? yes lots
Are you bilingual? yes
If you could have any super power, what would it be? ehhh i dont know
Do you talk to yourself? sometimes
What is the most expensive thing you ever bought, and how much was it (not counting cars and homes)? no clue
What's the worst song you've ever heard? anything by britney spears
Have you ever visited another country? no
What's your standard greeting when you answer the phone? hey
Do you own a pair of handcuffs? no
Do you use the word “pussy”? If so, why? I mean really, come on! hahahah yes i do why- why the fuck not?!
What type of gas do you fill up your car with? regular
What career would you like to eventually have? web designer
Ever had a supernatural experience? yes many
Are you trendy? mother fucking hell no
Any guilty pleasures? chocolate
What article of clothing do you have the most of? BLACK shirts, pants, victoria's secret bras and panties
What country do most of your clothes come from? usa
Do you still have dialup? ahhhah no digital biatch
Do you put ketchup on your eggs? no
Do you put mayo on your burgers? sometimes
Speaking of food, what was the last thing you ate? spaghetti

Your Turn...
Write your name, add your own question, then pass this on. Or don't. I'm not one of those pricks who says your dick will fall off if you break the stupid chain. I just need your first born....

lynn: do you believe in soulmates?: yes i do, i found mine mine!!!

 

 

Four jobs I've had:
1. green house assistant
2. graphic artist at a newspaper
3. factory worker
4. babysitter

Four movies I can watch over and over:
1. fight club
2. american psycho
3. batman
4. se7en

Four places I've lived:
1. ct
2. nyc (sort of)
3.
4.

Four TV shows I love:
1. law and order svu
2. the x-files
3. the boondocks
4. king of the hill

Four highly regarded and recommended TV shows that I've never watched a single minute of:
1. part of 5
2. 24
3. 90210
4. the real world

Four places I've vacationed:
1. ny
2.
3.
4.

Four of my favorite dishes:
1. shrimp with chinese vegetables
2. shrimp lo mein
3. zesty chicken bowl and cheesey bean and rice burrito
4. spaghetti and meat balls

Four sites I visit daily:
1. vampirefreaks.com
2. myspace.com
3. livejournal.com
4. msn.com

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. with trevor (hes at work)
2.
3.
4.

 

WHAT STRESSES YOU? work
HOW MANY LICKS DOSE IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF THE… no clue
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO THE ONES YOU LOVE IF YOU WERE DYING? i love you and see you in the next life
IF YOU WERE TO CREATE A POEM WITH THE WORD INDIFFERENT WERE WOULD YOU USE IT HOW WOULD YOU USE IT? i'm indifferent to this world
IF YOU COULD DINE WITH A FAMOUS PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE WHO WOULD YOU INVITE AND WHY? john lennon, because he has had such and impact on my life and my art and i love his art and work so much
HOW DO YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW? good
NAME: lynn
NICKNAME: black rose, catwoman, bitch, dork, godsmack goddess, smackerchickxxx
AGE: 24
SEX: feline*
SEXUAL PREFERANCE: straight
LOCATION: connecticut
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU USE THE BATHROOM? a few
ANY ODD FACTS ABOUT YOU? i only wear black most of the time because i am uncomfortable in colors. febreeze makes me thirsty! heheheh so does the ring
DO YOU LIKE PIE? some
HOW WOULD YOU USE THE WORD LAMB IN A PHRASE? i would never eat lamb
ARE YOU GOING TO USE THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL/DIARY? no hahha
LASTLY, WHERE YOUR ANSWERS TRUE? yes

 

Re l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? trevor and my brother
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? husband- trevor

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? hot topic, borders, wind sprites realm
02. any tattoos or piercings? yes 5 tattoos so far and 10 piecings

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essences
03. what are you most scared of? bad things happening to my loved ones
04. what are you listening to right now? adult swim friday night fix
05. where do you want to get married? already did- home in ct because i got married in october and we have the best fall here
06. how many buddies are online right now? dont know i'm not on at the moment
07. what would you change about yourself? nothing

f a v o u r i t e s
01. color: BLACK, purple, green
02. food: chinese and japanese
03. boys' names: trevor
04. girls' names: amber, jade, rose
05. subjects in school: art
06. animals: cats
07. sports: --
08. perfume: black heart and siren by hot topic
09. cologne: axe

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? no
02. smoked? yes and it sucked
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? no
05. skinny dipped? no
06: ever been in love? yes - am very much so
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
08. pictured your crush naked? yes
09. actually seen your crush naked? yes
10. cried when someone died? yes
11. lied? yes
12. fallen for your best friend? no
13. been rejected? yes
14. rejected someone? yes
15. used someone? sort of

c u r r e n t
clothes: bed clothes and godsmack hoodie to keep warm
music: godsmack new!
make-up: none
annoyance: none
smell: none
favorite artiest: ?you mean artist? jessica galbreth
desktop picture: black rose
book your reading: a complete guide to night magic
cd in player: none
dvd in player: king of the hill
color of toenails: none

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: trevor
hugged: trevor
you imed: brittany
you kissed: trevor

a r e | y o u
understanding: yeah
open-minded: yeah
arrogant: somewhat yes, but i dont act it
insecure: no
interesting: yeah
hungry: kinda
smart: yeah
moody: when i have pms
hardworking: yes
organized: yes
healthy: yes
shy: no
attractive: yes very ;)
bored easily: kinda
responsible: yes
obsessed: yes
angry: yes
sad: no
disapointed: yes at the moment
happy: yes
hyper: sometimes
trusting: yes too but i'm done being that way
talkative: sometimes
legal: yes

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: too many to list- bush comes to mind, my ex, nate, kate ya know, all those motherfuckers
slap: bush
get high with: dont want to get high
look like: me
talk to offline: the people i love/know offline
talk to online: my friends

r a n d o m
in the morning i am: in need of coffee
all i need is: love and art
love is: amazing
i dream about: everything and everyone!

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: diet coke
flowers or candy: dark red roses
tall or short: tall for guys, short for girls

r a n d o m
what do you notice first: eyes
last person you danced with: no clue
worst question to ask: hmm i dont know
who makes you laugh the most: trevor
who makes you smile: trevor
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: trevor
who do you have a crush on: trevor
who has a crush on you: trevor

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
wish you were younger: no
cry because someone said something to you: i have

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: none
of hearts i have broken: a few
of guys i've kissed: 2 but i only count 1
of girls i've kissed: 0
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: 2
of cds i own: hundreds
of scars on body: a few

 

basic info

* what is your name?: lynn
* what is the current date?: 2-10-06
* what is your sex?: feline*
* what is your birthday?: 11/18
* what is your current relationship status?: married
* what is your sexual orientation? (if you don't mind me asking): straight
* what character traits do you look for in a potential interest?: uniqueness, sweetness, honesty, creativity, romanticness
* what sort of people do you like, as far as what they're interested in in life?: artsy
* what physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?: taller than me, strong muscular, average, handsome
* what kind of fashion-sense attracts you?: unique, artistic
* what kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate?: short spikey
* what is the usual age range you look at?: older than me
* what traits turn you off?: obnoxious, pigishness, over sensitive
* do you prefer to date various people, or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?: monogamous
* are you afraid to ask people out on dates?: no but i dont have to worry about that anymore

single life
* if you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?: ---
* what are the positive points about being single?: can do as you please, look at and oogle who you want, dont have to answer to anyone, no obligations
* what are the negative points about being single?: lonely
* when single, do you often find youself longing for companionship?: not really
* how well do you handle rejection?: eh they anyone does, it sucks
* do you miss your last sweetie?: no
* do you think it's better to look for love, or let it find you?: let it find you, and thats what happened to me

when you're in a relationship
* if you're currently in a relationship right now, how long have you been in it?: 3 years, married over a year
* what's the longest relationship you've been in?: same
* the shortest?: a few days
* what are the positive points about being in a relationship?: having someone to share everything with and that truly understands you
* what are the negative points about being in a relationship?: there arent any unless you end up with a loser, like my ex
* have you ever gone out with someone you didn't know very well?: sort of
* have you ever gone out with someone you had a crush on?: yes
* have you ever gone out with someone who had a crush on you?: yes
* what is an example of an ideal, perfect day with your sweetie?: hanging out at one of our houses watching movies, cuddling - that was our first date
* how important is it to you to know the exact status of your relationships (ie: "dating", "going steady", etc)?: very
* do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together, or space things out a tad?: large amounts of time if its serious
* have you ever found yourself worried about commitment?: no
* when involved, do you try to think about the here-and-now, or do you often think about the future?: always about the future because i only wanted to find my soulmate, not just date*
* how do you prefer to handle disagreements?: talk it out
* when in a fight, it is better to euphamize things to soften the hurt, or should one be blunt?: well we dont fight, we always talk things out if we disagree on something, but thats rare
* how do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why?: upset but we work things out and i dont think hes ever been mad at me. i only get mad at him when i'm being irrational/pmsing hehehe thats why we never fight- theres just no reason to and we agree on 99% of things

feelings
* do you have a crush right now?: yes
* do they know?: yes
* what's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush?: a few years
* have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?: yes
* has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?: yes
* do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?: overall yeah, a fair amount
* how do you feel about long-distance relationships?: i lived it with trevor and if you want it to work, you make it work and we did
* if so, does a phone call with them make you feel better of worse?: better
* have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them?: yes
* would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?: no
* what would you do if you got pregnant / made her pregnant while in a relationship?: do what i have to do, cause i dont want kids
* would you get involved with someone if they were previously married?: no
* how big of an issue is your mate's morals, to your compatibility?: yes
* how big of an issue is political beliefs, to your compatibility?: none
* how big of an issue is religion to your compatibility?: well would prefer an athiest or pagan or wiccan, and they have to be accepting of mine, so i wouldnt get along with a bible thumping christian type
* how big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity?: i'm attracted to white so thats about all, have to be attracted to them and thats part of it
* in a potential mate, how important is conversation to you?: very
* in a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you?: pretty important
* in a potential mate, how important is sense of humor to you?: very
* in a potential mate, how important is understanding to you?: extremely
* in a potential mate, how important is forgiveness to you?: very to an extent, shouldnt forgive certain things- like cheating
* how tangible do your shared feelings have to be? (aka: are words even necessary?): some, but showing it is more important
* what makes your heart flutter, and brings a bit cheesy smile to your face?: hahah when he hugs me/says i love, etc

makin' out
* what was your first kiss like?: eh, my first REAL kiss was wonderful! with trevor that is. i count that as it
* what parts of a person's body do you find most attractive?: arms, chest
* what's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to?: eyes
* how important is the looks of a mate's face to you?: very
* how important is the looks of a mate's body to you?: somewhat, they have to have some muscle and be average weight, i dont want a skinny guy or a fat guy
* when you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it, or the other?: both
* when you are about to kiss someone for the first time, do you generally feel calm, or are you nervous?: calm
* can you generally tell when the time is right for a first kiss to happen with your object of interest?: yes
* what are you're favorite places to be touched?: everywhere! breast and stomach and ass, particularly! hahah
* what are your favorite places to touch?: arms, chest, below the belt ;)
*shudders*
* what are you're favorite places to be kissed?: mouth, neck, chest, stomach
* what are your favorite places to kiss?: everywhere baby!
* do you prefer long sensual kisses or shorter pecks?: loving kisses
* have you ever kissed someone you longed for?: yes
* how did that make you feel?: wonderful! (trevor)
* have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with?: no
* were you single at the time?: --
* what are your ticklish areas?: arms legs, etc
* what are your turn-offs?: obnoxiousness, pigishness, oversensitivity
* what do you most like about making out?: being close to my man

sex (there are a lot of action-specific questions I could ask, but I'll save those for the purity tests) (oh, and remember, all this is optional)

* are you a virgin?: no
*if not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one?: it was wonderful!
* how old were you when you lost your virginity?: 21
* have you ever had sex with someone you loved?: yes, my fiance
* have you ever turned down an offer for sex?: yes when i was sooooo tired or felt sick but thats rare
* if you are a virgin, how do you feel about sex?: cant wait
* if you are a virgin, (rock on!), what are your reasons to stay that way?: --
* how much do you think sex changes a relationship?: a lot
* has anyone ever walked in on you during love-making?: no
* on a scale from 1 to 10 (10 being highest) how would you rate your sexual attractiveness?: 8ish, trevor would say 10 hehehe
* on a scale from 1 to 10 (10 being highest) how would you rate your - *ahem* - kink factor?: eh not too kinky, like 3
* how do you feel about casual sex?: it's bad
* at what level of importance does sex factor into your relationships?: if youre serious and in love or engaged, whatever, its important, otherwise it was never to me
* how important is it to talk frankly about sex?: yes
* would you stay with a lover if the love stopped, but the sex was still enjoyable?: no
* would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped / got boring, but there was still love?: yes and we would work on the spice ahahha but that doesnt happen if you really LOVE the person, because you need to make love to them to express it

love
* do you believe in love?: yes
* do you believe in love at first sight?: yes (me and trevor!!!)
* what would it take for you to love someone?: a special unique spiritual connection and total understanding
* has someone ever told you they loved you?: yes
* have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it?: yes
* have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it?: no
* do you believe it's necessary to express your love in words, of is just the atmosphere and feelings enough?: both
* are you a monogamous person, or do you believe in open-ended realtionships?: monogamous
* do you believe love can end, or do you think it never goes away, and just changes, or what?: if it ends it wasnt real love, thats who i feel about it. real love doesnt end.- it can change- grow.

marriage
* have you ever been married?: yes am
* how do you feel about marriage?: its romantic, i dont believe in the institution of marriage, but i believe in the bond and the romance of it
* if you're currenlty not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot?: ---
* do you plan on having children some day?: no
* what are your feelings on polyamoury (an "open" marriage, aka: swinging)?: its not for me i dont care what others do
* Do you feel that Bill Clinton's extramarital affairs were really the business of everyone else in the world?: no only because it was a harrassement case and they were trying to prove character.

breakups
* have you ever had your heart broken?: no
* have you ever been dumped?: yes
* have you ever dumped someone?: yes
* have you ever mutually broke up with someone?: no
* has a romantic companion ever made you cry?: yes
* did you cry in thier presence?: yes
* did you cry with them?: yes
* have you ever made a romantic companion cry?: yes
* have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?: yes
* have you ever been unfaithful? if so, how did it make you feel?: no
* if so, did they find out?: ---
* have you ever been cheated on? if so, how did it make you feel?: no
* have you ever had to end a relationship due to life changes not related to romance (ie: moving, strict parents, etc)?: no
* have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up?: YES GOD YES- that i cant stand obnoxious wussy over sensitive piggy guys

the aftermath
* have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up?: no
* did it work?: ---
* do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together, or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break-up will resurface?: they will have the same problems again- i have SEEN it first hand
* have you ever broke up and remained friends afterward?: no
* have you ever broke up and became bitter enemies?: yes
* if so, did you ever made amends?: no
* have you ever broke up and lost touch?: yes
* have you ever got back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?: no
* were you afraid to do so?: would be yeah
* do you ever check up on old flames (weather by asking mutual friends, for example), without actually contacting them?: yes
* if you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone who you loved, how did it make you feel?: no
* have you ever longed to get back together with someone?: i thought i did but i was just lonely after being with someone a long time
* although it surely depends of specific relationships, how long does it take before your out looking for companionship again?: dont know

 

I AM: artsy
MY HAIR: dyed BLACK
MAKEUP: black eyeliner and mascara
I'M WEARING: bed clothes, godsmack hoodie
I'M EATING: nothing
I'M DRINKING: coffee
I'M LISTENING TO: batman returns
I'M FEELING: good
I'M THINKING: surveys
I'M GOING TO: finish this and get more coffee
I SEE: the computer screen and catwoman on tv
I NEED: more coffee
I FIND: the world to seriously suck
I WANT: to order more stuff from wind sprites realm
I HAVE: a cold i think? maybe
I WISH: trevor was home

DO YOU EXIST? yes in the terms of this life being an illusion yes
I LOVE: trevor
I HATE: people
I MISS: trevor
I FEAR: bad things happening
I SMELL: coffee
I THINK: i am pissed at a few people
I CRAVE: coffee
I SEARCH: for a job blah
I WONDER: why people suck so bad
I REGRET: my ex - the fucker!

Basics
[Name] lynn
[Birthday] 11/18
[Sign] scorpio
[Sex] feline*
[Location] ct
[Screen Name] blackrose111881
[Hair Length) above shoulder
[Hair Color] dyed BLACK
[Eye Color] green
[Piercings] 10
[Tattoos] 5 more coming!

||Favorites||
[Color] BLACK, purple, green
[Cologne] black heart and siren from hot topic
[T.V. Show] law and order svu
[Movie] fight club
[Band/Singer] godsmack
[Song of the Moment] speak by godsmack
[Subject] art
[Hangout) with my husband
[Fruit] green apples
[Month] october
[Season] autumn
[Holiday] halloween

||Do Questions||
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] yes
[Do you get along with your parents?] yes
[Do you think about suicide?] no
[Do you drink?] some
[Do you do drugs?] no
[Do you smoke?] no
[Do you think you have multiple personalities?) no

||Have Questions||
[Have you ever fallen for your best friend?] no
[Have you ever made out with just a friend?] no
[Have you ever used someone?] kind of
[Have you ever been used?] yes
[Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?] yes

||Best Questions||
[Best feeling] happiness and love
[Best thing in the world] love and art
[Best stuffed animal you own] goth/punk hello kitty! trevor got her for me as a suprise!!!

 

the boring questions
ok so whats your name? lynn
how old are you? 24
your home town..? ct
where you live right now? ct
who do you live with? husband and 5 cats
how many friends do you have? some

have you ever
wanted to die: no
made smores: no
cheated on a test: yes
wished upon a star: yes
prank called: no
used up 10 bottles of silly string: no
cried in front of your crush or boyfrined/girlfrined: yes
missed someone so much your heart hurt: yes
beaten someone up: no
have been beaten up: no
not gone to the bathroom for longer than a week: no
won an award: yes
kissed someone in the rain: yes
kissed somone in the snow: yes
kissed someone while playing truth or dare, 7 minutes in heaven, etc.: no
been hit my lightning: no
almost drowned: no
bought a lava lamp: no

your love life
are you single, in a relationship, married etc : married
are you straight, bi, homosexual etc. : straight
if your taken, what is their name? : trevor
if you're single do you have someone in mind? --
who? --
are you IN love : yes
have you ever been in love: only with trevor
do you love someone : yes
how far have you gone, first, second, third, home plate: home

randomness
so how is this quiz so far? : good
honestly : sure
that bad.. really? : hahah
aw, i knew you liked it..
so, do you own a cell phone? yes
an iPod : no
do you have AIM or any other instant messenger? : yes
if so, whats your screen name? : blackrose111881
do you have a myspace? : yes
livejournal? : yes
xanga? : yes
any of those other journal things? yes
whats your favorite restraunt? : china delight, sakura japan
favorite food? : chinese, japanese
favorite drink : dunkin donuts cappuccinos and lattes
how many closets do you have in your room? : 1
how about in your house? : 3
is your phone ringing right now? : no
mine is...
but im not picking it up. : ok
ok.. back to the survey..
what time is it right now? 12:40am
what kind of computer do you own? a trevor made pc
so i have to ask..
do you like cheese? i love cheese
whats your favoirte kind of cheese? cheddar
what are you listening to right now? batman returns on tv
are you eating anything? no
do you like febreeze? yessssssss!!!!!!!!!

the last time
burped: dunno
laughed : earlier
showered : today
went to the bathroom : earlier
vacumed : dunno
went to school : hahah years ago
cried : few days ago, pms
turned on a light : earlier
threw something away : earlier
did the dishes : today
did the laundry? : yesterday
talked on the phone and who with: earlier, trevor
flunked a test : years ago
aced a test : years
broke something : haha dont know
lost a tooth : when i was little
went swimming : summer before last
went on a date : we dont call them dates, but any time trevor and i are together
had sex..? yesterday
ate something : earlier

this or that
powerade or gatorade : gatorade
sushi or chicken : chicken
IM or TV : tv
MP3 or radio : radio
going on a date, or hanging out with your frineds : date
group or just the two of you (dating) : just the two
yahoo or hotmail : hotmail
1% or 2% milk? : 2%
south park or the simpsons : the simpsons
mary kate or ashley (HA) : gahhhhh nether
BSB or N*sync? (HA) : neither
dog or cat : cat
french fries or potato chips : fries
cola softdrinks or lemon lime softdrinks : cola
mellow yellow or mt. dew : mt dew
panera or frishes : neither
eating out or in : out
crayons or colored pencils : colored pencils
Mondays or Sundays : sundays
Saturdays or Fridays : saturdays
summer or fall : fall
spring or winter : spring
TV or reading : tv
newport or kenwood : neither
this is a this, this, or that question... sex, rock and roll, or drugs? sex and rock and roll

do u have:
[ ] an ipod.
[ ] a tiffany's bracelet.
[ ] a louis vuttion purse.
[x] a computer.
[x] a cd player.
[x] a stereo.
[ ] a spice girl cd.
[ ] a cosmo girl magazine.
[ ] a teddy bear.
[ ] a build a bear.
[ ] an american eagle purse.
[ ] hollister shirt.
[s]a hot topic shirt or pants
[x] a cell phone.
[ ] an aeropostale shirt.
[x] big screen tv.
[ ]the mean girls dvd.
[x]A tv in my room.
[x] a big bed.
[x] a brother or sister.
[ ] a diamond ring.
[ ] a pearl necklace.
[ ] a prom dress.
[x] a book.
[x] a myspace.
[ ] curious perfume.
[ ] g-unit sneakers.
[x] a black shirt.
[ ] clique.

 

1. If your life was a little glass ball, who would you trust enough to give it to?: trevor
2. Do you think our futures are already planned out for us?: no
3. Do adults really understand teenagers?: hahah from going from on to another, i can say yes. we can see how teens are young and stupid (often act so) and are run by hormones because we were there
4. How often do you feel like you just need OUT?: no
5. What would you do if you found out someone very close to you (for example, boy/girlfriend you've been dating for years) told you they were a member of the KKK?: i would dis-own them
6. Does the music you listen to effect decisions you make in your every day life?: some things yes- artistically and maybe what you wear- if you want to reflect it, band shirts, etc
8. Do you understand why some people want to commit suicide?: no
9. Have you ever been to a big protest?: sort of yes
10. What does it take for you to assume a guy is gay?: haahh wearing a pink shirt ahahhha
11. Truthfully, do you want to make a difference when you grow up?: yes
12. Are we really free in America?: yes but there are lots of problems ofcourse as with any government, especially right now
13. Are you/have you ever been clinically depressed?: no
14. Do you have any mental disorders, etc?: yes, anxiety, but its under control
15. Is it noble of a person to actually forgive everyone, even people like Saddam Hussein?: no its rediculous
16 Is it fair for a president to draft soldiers to the army?: no
17. Are we a lost generation?: i think yes some are - the newer generations. mine probably too
18. Is it bad to call someone retarded?: no its just a word
19. Would you consider AIDS the worst disease on earth?: one of them

 

 

creative survey

1. If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why? walk on the moon i suppose, i like the cool darkness better than blinding light and heat

2. If you could share that experience with one person, who would that be, and why? trevor because hes my other half and i share everything with him

3. What colour do you think best describes you and why? black because it isnt a color and is different (absense of color) because of that. i am outcast as well for being different and alone in a lot of ways as well. i also appreciate the dark aesthetic and its all i wear

4. Do you know what your element is? If so what is it? yes water

5. Do you know your astrological sign? If so what is it? yes scorpio

6. Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul? to an extent yes. they are hard to understand sometimes though

7. What is your most vivid dream? i have many vivid dreams

8. If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing and why? snuggling with trevor watching king of the hill in bed. i miss him, hes at work. because its fun :) and my fav place to be- in our bed with trevor!

9. If you could only choose one element to surround yourself with either a)wind, b)fire, c)earth, or d)water, which would you choose and why? water because it is MY element and i love it.

10. Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes, who, if no, why not? yes and i do because i found someone that is so much like me and that understands me completely and we have a strong psychic, spiritual, and emotional bond.

11. Who runs circles around your mind? trevor cause i think of him most :) heheh

12. If you had to paint a self-portrait would you make it a)realistic, b)abstract, or c)you'd rather die than have to pick up a paint brush? i have done some self portraits in painting classes and drawing classes and i prefer abstract or in some how imaginative

13. Which do you prefer more and why, a)natural light, b)candle light, c)florescent light, or d)moonlight? moonlight because its so beautiful and i love the night

14. Do you believe in karma? Do you even know what karma is? yes i know what it is and i believe in the wiccan brand of karma, which is the law of 3.

15. How about fate? Are we all fulfilling a destiny here on earth? no i dont believe in fate and no we are not. we can control our own destiny.

16. Who is the most thought-provoking person you know, and why? my husband trevor, hes the most intresting person i know and i learn so much from him. hes got such intresting and creative ideas

17. Who is the most inspiring and why? trevor because hes such a great artist and has such a creative mind and it makes me want to be even more creative than i am as well

18. If you had to spend the rest of your natural life with only one other human being, who would that be and why? trevor because hes my husband and the person i am closest to and i love him to death

19. Which sense could you not live without, and why? gahhh i really dont know. thats a really hard one. i guess sight? i dont know

20. Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write? no

21. Have you ever written or drawn on another person? If so who, and what did you write/draw? hahah sure i have written stuff on trevor, like i love you and stuff like that.

22. What do you wish on? shooting stars

23. Tell the person who sent this to you one thing about yourself, however big or small, that you've never told before. hmm thats hard i really have no idea

24. Right now is your life, spiraling, or ascending? Why? ascending

25. If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why? whats to change from 1 day? i dont know

26. What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully, physical or mental, or both? it would have to be trevor, when he touches me :)

27. Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors? Why? cozy bed, because it is soooooo cozy! but i like outdoors too. but its harder to sleep because of animals and bugs and stuff.

28. What is the most beautiful thing in the world? trevor, love, art, my cats

29. Name one person whose changed your life for the better. trevor- hes added so much to it. i was always happy before but hes my other half, and my soulmate. hes taught me a lot about life and showed me what real love is. hes become everything to me.

30. Name one person whose changed your life for the worse. ummm hhahahahha i dont think anyone has had that much impact for the worse/bad on me.

31. If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to? i would tell trevor i love him and i would see him in the next life.

32. Do you believe in heaven? If so what do you think it will be like? no

33. Would you rather a)run through a sunflower field, b)jump inside a waterfall, or c)hike through the woods? Why? jump inside a waterfall, i love waterfalls, and my name even means watefall (lynn). and i've never done that so that would rock!

34. What is your worst fear in the world? Does it consume you? bad things happening to those i love and no it doesnt.

35. What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in? trevor teasing me or hugging me or kissing me, pretty much doing or saying anything to me.

36. If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why? john lennon because hes had such an impact on my life and inspired me to go into art. and i love his art and work so much. he was an amazing man.

37. Have you ever written poetry? Have you shared it? yes and yes

38. Do you believe experimentation can be a good thing? Why or why not? in like art yeah, but not drugs because it can fuck you up and lead to other worse drugs and mess up your life.

39. What was the last thing someone said to you? my bro said something but i dont remember what.

40. What was the last thing you said to them? dont know

41. If you had the ability to change one thing about the world, what would it be and why? gahh get rid of man's hate because its whats destroying the world, or maybe its the stupidity, i dont know.

42. If you could go back in time, where would you go, what would you do, and why? eh i dont think i would. i'm happy where i am.

43. What is the most bizzare thing you've ever done to yourself? pierced myself i guess hahaha.

44. And finally, what makes you you? i'm not like most people, i do everything my own way and i stand up for what i believe. i express myself freely in art, art is my life. i am brutally honest and very opinionated. i love life and live it the best i can.

 

 

1. How many tattoos do you have? 5 so far

2. When did you get your first tattoo? When I was 21

3. What was your first tattoo? godsmack orange & black tribal sun

4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? all of them are special

5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? yes my husband and i have tattoo wedding bands - a design we made - black ring with runes on it, that we chose

6. Do you have a tattoo that someone fucked up? no

7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? no, bad luck! lol

8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? the purple & black wiccan goddess symbol on my lower back. its actually one of the most painful spots and i got a big tattoo for that area- usually chicks get tiny pretty things. hahaha. not me so yeah. it hurt like a mother fucking bitch!

9. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? no

10. Have you ever had to have a tattoo artist stop in the middle?
yeah he had to let me break during the goddess symbol hahah it was rough lol

11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? my pentacle LOL stupid people!

12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? No.

13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight through?2 or 3 hours i guess

14. What is the biggest tattoo that you have and how long did it take altogether? probably my wiccan goddess symbol probably 2 hours not sure, the guy was fast though

15. Have you ever gotten a tattoo of something just because it was funny or shocking? No.

16. Do you have any unfinished projects on you right now? my black rose needs to be touched up, but i still love it as it is!

17. What is the most you've ever spent on a tattoo? $150

18. Has anyone (i.e. parents or girlfriend/boyfriend) tattooed you on them? no, trevor wont cause its bad luck lol and he wants to keep me hahaha

19. Do you have any tattoos in places that most people don't get to see unless they see you naked? no

20. Do you have any people tattooed on you? No
1. How many tattoos do you have? 5 so far

2. When did you get your first tattoo? When I was 21

3. What was your first tattoo? godsmack orange & black tribal sun

4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? all of them are special

5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? yes my husband and i have tattoo wedding bands - a design we made - black ring with runes on it, that we chose

6. Do you have a tattoo that someone fucked up? no

7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? no, bad luck! lol

8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? the purple & black wiccan goddess symbol on my lower back. its actually one of the most painful spots and i got a big tattoo for that area- usually chicks get tiny pretty things. hahaha. not me so yeah. it hurt like a mother fucking bitch!

9. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? no

10. Have you ever had to have a tattoo artist stop in the middle?
yeah he had to let me break during the goddess symbol hahah it was rough lol

11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? my pentacle LOL stupid people!

12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? No.

13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight through?2 or 3 hours i guess

14. What is the biggest tattoo that you have and how long did it take altogether? probably my wiccan goddess symbol probably 2 hours not sure, the guy was fast though

15. Have you ever gotten a tattoo of something just because it was funny or shocking? No.

16. Do you have any unfinished projects on you right now? my black rose needs to be touched up, but i still love it as it is!

17. What is the most you've ever spent on a tattoo? $150

18. Has anyone (i.e. parents or girlfriend/boyfriend) tattooed you on them? no, trevor wont cause its bad luck lol and he wants to keep me hahaha

19. Do you have any tattoos in places that most people don't get to see unless they see you naked? no

20. Do you have any people tattooed on you? No

21. Are you worried about what your tattoos will look like when you get old? no way

22. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? No.

23. Would you consider ever getting any of your tattoos removed? fuck no! i want more!

24. I know this is a hard one, but what is your favorite tattoo? my godsmack tribal sun!!! its so pretty! i love them all though!

25. What are you going to get for your next tattoo? green and black celtic tree of life in the middle of my back. i cant wait!!!
21. Are you worried about what your tattoos will look like when you get old? no way

22. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? No.

23. Would you consider ever getting any of your tattoos removed? fuck no! i want more!

24. I know this is a hard one, but what is your favorite tattoo? my godsmack tribal sun!!! its so pretty! i love them all though!

25. What are you going to get for your next tattoo? green and black celtic tree of life in the middle of my back. i cant wait!!!