It's 11:47 and I'm going through menopause, but I did it. I updated TONS AND TONS of new pics of my lovely friends. I have twenty-or-so more Individual pics, and thirty-or-so more Missceleny pics, including ones of Guilt By Association!! So go look.

And, in case you didn't come through the main page, I made an awesome (I'm quite conceitedly proud) banner in support of BSB's "Black and Blue" so lookie.

I have a really good rant I need to go on but that'll have to wait 'til tomorrow becuase I'm numb.

Lovingly, Teresa

November 5th, 2K

Sorry, no real updates (not the ones I promised) today, but I DO need to say something:

To Ashley, Jody, Jamie, Samantha, and others who have written me or signed my guestbook expressing sincere hatred/dislike of my upset bitching about Sam Stonebraker (Brian's ex, found in my Backstreet Love section), I APOLOGISE SO LEAVE ME ALONE. I'm sorry, but I was just looking through my stuff and I just discovered how many time I've been bitched out because I call Sam a bitch (repeatedly). True, I've never met her, and true, I've never read her book, so I have no right to say any of that. But free speech is free speech and so, therefore, I have a right to believe what I believe, say what I think, and as do all you pro-Sam people. I just want to apologise for calling her names I had no right to, but I still don't think it's right for her to write a book on her and Brian. Now, some people have told me the book helped them great through tough break-ups, etc. and, in looking at it from that perspective, I shouldn't say that. But, deep within me, something tells me it's not right and I'm not a very good debator.

As for you Sam-impersonators, you know who you are, quit it, it's sad and pathetic. And for the real Samantha Stonebraker out there, believe me when I say that it's nothing personal.

Now, as for other stuff, I am running a fever, I can't swallow pills, I can't breathe through my nose, and my toes are cold. DO YOU THINK I FUCKING WANT TO HEAR ABOUT SAMANTHA FUCKING STONEBRAKER . . . or anything else for that matter?

Jesus fucking Christ! I just really needed to get that stuff off my chest.

November 4th, 2K

I apologize profusely and repeatedly for my severe lack of updates. This is just a public service announcement to let you all know that, yes, I am still alive. Not very kicking, but alive nonetheless.

As soon as Angelfire quits bitching at me, I will finish uploading tons and tons of new pictures that I took of various friends and post them up ASAP! I promise! (So leave me alone, Brad) I'll let you knwo when that's done.

I have much to talk about in my daily life but no time to do it and nobody who really cares, so I leave this entry short and sweet.

Check back soon.

Talk to you when the river bends . . .
Teresa

By the way . . . why do all the Backstreet fans hate me? I've gotten several guestbook entries and emails telling me how great they are and awful I am and how I'm really mean to them. Um . . . Something seems a little bit off, considering I love htem to death . . . but that's besides the point. Grr.

October 15th, 2K

I had a bonding experience on Saturday. With a cat. Yes, a cat. Those things I've always hated/feared . . . but I bonded with one. Her (I believe she's a her, anyway) name was Snowball. I actually laid down in the grass with the cat for fifteen minutes and petted it and we bonded. It was an amazing experience. Of course, a matter of minutes later, I was in the Watkins basement getting my ass beat (literally) by Michael and Dan (more of the former than the latter). But the point is, I had a bonding experience and it was great.

There's lots of other stuff to talk about, but none of it is web page related, so I won't waste your time . . . but I just had to tell you about my bonding experience.

Love you all much,
Teresa who should be Sean -- AGAIN

"Babay, please try to forgive me; stay here, don't put out the glow; Hold me now don't bother, if every minute makes weaker; You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah. Lookin' back on the things I've done, I was trying to be someone, played my part; Kept you in the dark, now let me show you the shape of my heart."

"You know I started to grow since you've been away; lately it's scarier not knowing what's become of you; Are you proud of me now, I can't tell; I'm not as fearless as you; Still I can tell that you're stlil standing by; To show me wrong from right, never got a chance to say goodbye. Take this gift from me, hold it deep in mind, forever and never let this go . . ."

Ack. Great music overload. Two very extremely DIFFERENT genres of great music overloading me, but that just doubles the fun. Wow, I'm excited. Orgy CD came out yesterday and I got it this morning -- thank you James. Wow. Vapor Transmission was definately worth the wait. Eva is the sweetest song ever and I'm going to cry. It's awesome and I demand you all go out and buy it.

And then there's those Backstreet Boys who freakin' SHUT DOWN Times Square. New York fucking declared a state of emergency on Monday when they appeared on TRL. Wow, that was amazing. I cried. TWICE. Once when they first came out and once when they WPed the video for SOMH (which is brilliant, I assure you). *Sighs and wipes away a tear* because babay, Backstreet's Back (Again . . . Alright). And in honor of that, I've updated the main page to Backstreet Crap and you should go see if you're interested.

Woo hoo, 100 signatures in the guestbook today!! Score! I'm excited.

I've also been writing quotes of the days (from me and only me because I'm bitchily conceited) and I'll start putting those up when I get the time. Which is never, because I'm dead tired all the time. I'm writing and updating this right now on pure adrenaline from the BSB/Orgy rush.

Tech is wonderful. WONDERFUL. *Drools* I can't be happier there. I guess if the wood spared me the splinters and the drills didn't die on me, I could be happier, but still . . . I wrote a Techie song like a week ago and now Jeff wrote one too. We're going to make a freakin' CD of all our songs together.

I really don't have time to be writing this but . . . Man!! ORGY CD!! ACK. It's wonderful and the graphics in it are absolutefuckingly amazing. And the music is. Hell, it's Orgy, what do you think it is?

Black and Blue due to come out November 21st, I urge all of you to buy it when it comes out. Think I'll get three copies of this one too? ^_^

As for life outside of music and tech, it sucks and I don't want to to discuss it.

I'm off to do loads of homework now. Aii . . . sorry about the massive lack of updates lately, by the way.

September 30th, 2K

Looking back on the things I've done . . . I've been neglecting the Backstreet Boys and I apologize repeatedly with my head bowed on the floor.

I FINALLY got the whole song of "Shape of My Heart" and I love it. Sure, I've been cynical and saying they could do better (which they could), but the song's grown severely on me and I think I'm in love with them all over again. Yes, again. For the twentieth thousandth time.

And in such Backstreet Spirit, I'm updating the Backstreet Crap with more lyrics to be added and the full songs and lyrics of It's True and Shape Of My Heart . Enjoy and I hope that the boys aren't mad at me . . .

Ooh, and more about the boys: They have been number one on the top 5 at 9 on Z104 for the past three days (I think or so) for "Shape of My Heart" and some radio station in some other state played the song 6 times back to back and one DJ told the DJ that played it 6 times that he would get in trouble for it and the DJ goes: "I don't care, I love this song!" I thought that was sweet.

So, I'm off to update the BSB stuff I promised, but first, please read this:

The Future Educators of America (FEA) of Sherwood High School is sponsoring a stuffed animal drive for the benefit of rescue squads in the Olney area. We are collecting new and "gently loved" stuffed animals and dolls so rescue squads can give them to little kids when they are involved in a traumatic event or if they lose all their belongings. Imagine how much a little thing like that can change a child's life -- it's more than you'd think. If you have anything to contribute, please drop it off in H200 at Sherwood High School (Mrs. Hamidi/Mr. Gonzales's room) or give it to Teresa Tung, Cait Innerfield, Lindsay Robinson, or Nabeel Baba and they will take care of it accordingly. We appreciate all your support and thank you in advance!

In addition, the FEA is still seeking new members! This is great for colleges and a fun experience; if you would like to join, please come to our next meeting on Wednesday, October 11th. Meetings are the second and fourth Wednesdays of every month. We hope to see you there!

***If you could forward this to fellow Sherwoodians, it would be greatly appreciated! ^_^***

Apologies to those of you who do not attend Sherwood for recieving this letter!

That was originally an email, but you get the point. Please help!

Oh yeah, I think I'm going to finally add another Xila letter, since I'm stuck home all weekend with NOTHING to do since I'm grounded for the rest of my life. Hehe . . . on the bright side, I'm going to be Sean for Halloween, and that should be interesting.

There's more I need to say but I don't feel like saying it or doing anything else, so I'm off!