WORM
As I wait in the darkness
The black void envelopes me
and I feel alone. Afraid.
The dripping of blood is
One of the hearings that plague
Me in the underworld
And I am one with the worm.
Through and through I feel it.
There is no hope.

POINTY
Idiosy beyond the frequency of knowledgability
Filled with contemplations and ponderisms
And they all question me
Is life pointless?

DEAD AIR
The urge to express
The constraints of culture
Censorship reigns over art
We all need to breath
We all have to die.

WITHOUT US
Beauty abounds, flair, glamour
Why are we here?
We don't belong, cast to the sidelines
The world goes on without us
Yet we persist
A call to arms, a cry for help
We are denied what is ours, but we strive to live
The world goes on without us
And we die

SACRELIGIOUS
I've stood in the house of your God
The God I have no faith in
Plastered in death, Mary, Joseph
The maimed Jesus
Body, blood
Not for me, not for us
Is it literal, but yet figurative
Doesn't matter when you don't believe
How ironic to be made to recite the psalms
When your place is not in church?

KILL ME
Kill me would you notice
Kill me would you see
Try and maybe would you care
Of what you've done to me

NOTHING WOULD MATTER
To be excluded
To be included
To be slayed
To be granted life
What are the differences
When this world is already dead
There would be no alterations
If I were to die
And nothing matters
Nothing would be my demise

SICK
Nausea creeping up from it's hiding place...
Will I always be sick with you?
I think so, I hope not
I'm not questioning why I was blind
I'm questioning why I cannot accept
I have seen the light

BLOODY STARLIGHT
Bloody starlight
Filter into my room
Anytime you can
Bloody dripping starlight
You can see through me
You can fill me up
Then take my life away

ENDLESS ANALOGIES TO NATURAL FORMATIONS
I've stood on the threshhold of pain
I've overlooked the valleys of greed
But nothing has changed me
Everything around me is altered
While I remain the same
The threshhold is less significant
When you've counted how many times
I've succumbed to the valleys
Maybe I have changed...
How can you enamor over someone
When you don't love yourself
The feelings stem from empty voids
Emotional obsession that mocks love
Soul holes
And they are meaningless as the sands of time
And as desired as the seas of serendipity

BENEATH MY ROCK
So hard to write
Suffocating under depression
Crushed by the stress and change
If it would only be the same as when I first knew you
Maybe I could function
When I first understood what you meant
I could possibly crawl out from under my rock
And bask in the light of relief
And take this burden off my shoulders
But that day still has yet to come
So under my rock I stay
Cold, damp, and dark
My nose is running
And I'm feeling feverish
But what can I do
I can't change anything
I can't help anything
It's getting harder to write
And I just want to sleep
To forget everything
And try to accept all the new things
Though I know I never will