~Poems: Kathy~

KATHY
Thought you were my friend
Thought you tried to help me
You knew my weaknesses
My soft spots
So maybe I didn't love him as you claimed to
The facade I put up was to protect us both
Maybe my devotion isn't altogether true
As it is with you
Maybe they all do like you better
Maybe it does say "Dump the blonde"
But you didn't need to rub it in
You can use me
Before I even know you are
Maybe he's my territory
My greed
But I have to have him
And I can manipulate him better than you
I swear I thought you were different
But I guess you are as I first percieved you
A bimbo bitch
Nothing hits harder than a call one night
"David wants to break up with you
Because he likes me better
But you're still having that birthday party tomorrow
Aren't you?"

IF I CARED
If I cared, do you think I'd still be doing this?
If I still cared, would I even try this?
Fuck no, I'm not your "friend"
I'm doing this because of what you did to me
You hurt me at any chance
Rub in all of my faults
Make yourself look better
You are ignorant, senseless, a loose ho
He only wants you because you're easy
Only wants to get in your bra
Only wants you because you're stupid
Why are you so oblivious?
It's obvious, but why do you lie?
Especially to me
Because, of course, you see
I have nothing hidden
If I cared I'd be nicer
If I cared I'd try to be civil
To salvage the pieces from the refuse bin of hatred
But I'm past the breaking point
And you pushed me
Slut

SKULL THAT BRAINS FORGOT
You think you're perfect
You think you have no faults
Well think again
You have hardly an ethic
A perversion of a moral
You think everyone loves you
But they don't
You tell me they say I'm a slut
But you insist it's in the nicest way possible
How do you think I feel?
You have no common sense
You are the skull that brains forgot
You think they like you
All they like is your stupidity
They use it
They'd rape you, and you'd think it was fun
Even when we did hang out
I knew you were annoying
But I was nice
You'd used me before
But I gave you another chance
Not anymore

S.W.
Though I would make you suffer
I had hoped I was beyond that insecurity
But insecurity is what agitates me more
To wrap up this lengthy composition
I would have you rethink your actions
But being the person you are (S.W.)
I can't expect much
Without my inference
Nothing of this would become you
And every night I kill myself for my demise
I provoked so many times
And if you haven't the skill to decipher it
You are weak
But you would drop it anyway

WHORE
He says he loves you
You are really just a whore
-His Slut-
Day in, Day out
Feed his need, fill the craving
You mean nothing to him
A face and body
To Fuck