Ungod

1. Lost

Lost is all I will be
You are all I will be
Wasted, broken
Promise, silent
Lies

2. Control

So much of me is you I dont know just who I am
Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything

And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me

I gave you my soul I gave you control of me
Now I just can't believe in myself or anything

And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me

Can't you just believe "you are my everything"

And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
(Repeat to the point of stupidity....)

3. Nothing

Some nights I feel like I have died
Or something deep inside is dying
I try to understand my crimes
But there's nothing here that really matters

I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you

I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself

Now endless questions fill my head
Some nights I'm frightened by the answers
No you can't hurt me, nothing's real
No pain you cause can last forever

I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself

One night I swore I'd die for you
There's nothing else I'd rather die for
But I'll try to live another night
There's too much hate to be forgotten

I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you

I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself

4. ACF

You are all I am, you are all I ever want to be
I think of you

A solitary cry echoes through my throad and through my mind
I think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

For hours I'll just stare at my ceiling at nothing at all
And think of you

The candlelight through bells makes shadows just like roses in my mind
And I think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Just can I die?

Maybe I could try to take a bath and drink a little wine
And think of you

But probably I'll lie naked on the floor by candlelight
And I'll think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
I think I woke up (repeat)
Screaming again

5. Lies

Your soul a pit of stone, the depths I
Wish I could have known
Dangerous, black and full of spite,
Thoughts of you fill my night
But now we lay naked on the floor, I'm
Lost, I'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your
Eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love
That has died

You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I
Believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die

Hatred runs through me marrow deep
I long to tear your eyes out in your
Sleep
This pasion can lead to evil crimes
Do I kill you or do I choose to die?
Acid burn etched through my brain
Someone dies before I go insane
I was searching for some answer in your
Eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love
That has died

You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I
Believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die
Lies

Soon now you'll be gone - I wish to God
I could have known
I love you I hate you every nigh, this
Longing for your soul has got me scared
But now we lay naked on the floor, I'm
Lost, I'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your
Eyes
I find malicious laughter, hate and
Lies fucking lies

You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I
Believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die
(repeat)
Lies

6. Ungod

You don't understand this, I think you never did
Silently I search for a reason to exist this emptiness
I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking old.

You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm
I have finally made you warm

You stare at me so silent, you stare at me so cold
I think you stare right through me, that stare has
Made me old
I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking cold

You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm

Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from me?

I sink into this darkness, I sink into this cold
This emptiness is calling, I've nothing left to lose
I've found a way to kill you, I feel so fucking cold
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking old

You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself tonight
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm

Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from?
Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from me?

7. Throw

The night is cold as I roam these streets
The air is thick with hints of coming rain
Your face flashes through my head I swallow pain
So this is how it feels to be betrayed

This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when

You throw this all away (Silent)
You throw this all away (Laughing)
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

The lake is rough as I sit quietly
Remembering how our life used to be
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead

This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
this is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when

You throw this all away (Silent)
You throw this all away (Laughing)
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

The night is old, the sky a shade of grey
The tears roll off my face die in the rain
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead

This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when

You throw this all away (Silent)
You throw this all away (Laughing)
You throw this all away
You throw this all away
You throw this all away (Silent)
You throw this all away (Laughing)
You throw this all away
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

8. Violent Mood Swings

You've left me with nothing left but questions
You left me here not knowing who I am
You've left me so much fucking time to hate you
You left me with no choice but to die

Violent mood swings

Your voice whispers nearly all the time now
Reminding me just how worthless I am
Sometimes I just hear you laugh forever
I want you the fuck out of my head

Violent mood swings

9. Red On White

Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out
Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am
Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you

(I come down)

Now this is real
I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight
Going to fuck myself up
Going to throw myself away
Going to give this to you
Give you what I've become

First red on white then red on red
I left my sould back in my bed
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you

(I come down)

10. Can't Happen Here

Late last night I tripped in
Violent shades of green
1000 voiceless faces were chasing
Me
I ran through the air as thick as
Glue
From a thousand fucking faces that
All look like you
Through night as black as hate my
Spirit fled
Through branches filled with thorns
My eyes bled and bled
How could I ever hope to win this
Race
When everytime I close my eyes I
See your
Face

It just can't happen here (repeat)





Wither, Blister, Burn + Peel

1. I Don't Believe

I'm such an asshole
God I'm such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again

You crawled inside my mind when you
Crawled into my bed
Said everything I've ever longed to hear
So perfect so alive, once inside you
Sucked me dry
Used me up and left me here for dead
I crabe it desprately, a cancer eating me
And addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless little whore, crawling back for more
Pathetic how I feed of this abuse
You told me that you loved me
I believed you loved me
You swore that you loved me
And I believed, now I know it was a lie

(Chorus)
I don't believe
I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe
I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing
Left for me

2. Shame

I only see myself reflected in your eyes
So all that I believe I am essentially are lies
And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was
Died with your believe in me so who the hell am I?
I'm wondering 'round confused
Wondering why I try
The more that you deny my pain
The more it intensifies...
I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you...
If you ignore that I'm alive
I've nothing to cling too
I stare in this mirror
So tired of this life
If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive
Once I swore I would die for you
But I never meant it like this

(Chorus)
I don't know if I'm real without you
What is left of me without you?
I don't know what's real without you
How can I exist without you?

3. What Do I Have To Do?

You make it hard to breathe
It's as if I'm suffocating
And when you're next to me
I can feel your heartbeat through my sking
It makes me sad to think
This could all be for nothing
I wish there was a way
For you to see inside me
I've never felt this way
About anyone or anything

Tell me
What do I have to do
To make you happy?
What do I have to do
To make you understand?
What do I have to do
To make you want me?
And if I can't make you want me
What do I have to do?

I know exactly what you're thinking
But I swear this time I will not let you down
I'm not as selfish as I used to be
That was a part of me that never made me proud
Right now I think I would try anything
Anything at all to keep you satisfied
God I hope you see what losing you would do to me
All I want is one more chance so tell me...
What do I have to do to make you love me?

4. Why

I am not here
I think I've never been here at all
Or ever will be
I feel like a place
Where no one goes anymore
Why can't you see that everything's broken?
Why does it seem that this life's turned grey?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am real

It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear, hope has died
Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here
Why can't you see my need for forgiveness?
The truth and the lies confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe in anything

I am alone
Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left for me to hide
Bt I am not real
I've made all I am with lies
Why does it seem that Everything's different?
Why does it seem that only you
Are real?
I don't believe in anything sacred
So why do I feel so damned alone?

(Chorus)
I need someone to break the silence
That's creaming in my head
And in my soul

5. Inside You

I feel your lips
I taste your skin
I need to know
I need to feel you from within
As your blood burns through my skin
I feel complete I breathe you in
It's where you end and I begin
If only I could stay here...forever
So much to tell you
So much to show you
So much to confide
Now that I'm inside you

We are flesh
We are one
So why do I feel so much guilt
For what I've done?
As your blood burns through my skin
I feel release
I breathe you in
It's where you end and I begin
If only I could stay here...forever
So much to tell you
So much to give you
So much to confide
Now that I'm inside you

6. Falls Apart

I'm tangled and broken
Left scattered on the floor
It's useless now
These pieces
Can never make me whole

You wither
You blister
I watch you burn and peel
It's not like you
Can save me
It's not like you even care
I'm finding it so hard to hold on

(Chorus)
This is where it falls apart
This is where it falls apart
I feel helpless as my everything
Comes crashing down on me
This is where it falls apart
This is where it falls apart
I feel helpless as my fucking world
Comes crashing down
Crashing down on me

7. So Wrong

Wasted thoughts of you
Useless prayers to you
Give me back my mind
I'm empty inside

What have I become?
Everything's undone
A candle burns here in your honor
My sould a shrine I've built for you
I've got nothing left inside me
There's nothing left inside but you

Can't seem to pretend
This night has to end
I can't fill this hole
You are all I know

(Chorus)
It's so wrong that I need you
It's so wrong that I need abuse
I'ts so wrong that I need you
So wrong that I'm scared I'll die alone

8. Crushing Me

I'm feeling the weight of the world and
It's crushing me
I'm feeling the weight of everyday life and it's
Crushing me
How much more will it take?
How much more until it breaks me?
This world...is crushing me

I'm feeling the hate of the world and
It's crushing me
I'm feeling the hate of everyday life and it's
Crushing me
I swallow the hate, betrayal and lies
Swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me
I'm feeling the weight of the world and it's crushing me

How much more will it take?
How much more until it breaks me?
This world is crushing me

9. Sleep

She's been here so many times before she can't remember
When she last felt anything at all but this fear and anger
She stares intently at the door, listens for his footsteps
She knows exactly what's in stre and the knowing makes it worse

When he calls her daddy's little girl, she doesn't hear him
And when he crushes her she can't feel her screams are silent
Hides in the corner of her mind where she plays contently
She leaves this nightmare far behind, escapes inside her dreams

Floating high above her bed
Staring at her father's head
Wishing one of them were dead
So this hell could finally end

10. Slipping Away

I feel it slipping away
I gave it all and no one cared
I feel it slipping away
I feel it slipping away
No more pain, no more fear
I feel it slipping away
I just can't learn to forget
I'm choking on the memories
Choking on regret
I tried but I can't find a way
To untangle all the pieces
After they've been thrown away
I will not suffer this loss
Of you again and again and again
I refuse to continue to live
In this perpetual nightmare
I decide it ends right here
I feel it slipping
I feel it slipping
I feel it slipping
Everything is slipping away