THE WISH

I remember the days long past.... Days of love and laughter... I remember moments shared together Moments etched deep within my memories.... I remember the feel of your arms around me.... Feeling safe and loved in them.... I remember the promises we made to each other.... Promises we really did mean to keep... I remember the joy we created with our love... A joy that was shared by those around us... I remember the flowers that you sent... Flowers sent just because you loved me... I remember the quiet moments before sleep... Moments we spent sharing our day... I remember the love shining for me... Love which showed every time our eyes met... I remember your touch upon my body.... A touch that was soft and exciting.... I remember the passion we shared.... A passion all consuming and oh so fulfilling.... I remember the taste and feel of your lips... A taste so sweet and soft against my own... I remember our life together.... A life we shared with ups and downs... I feel the changes upon us.... Changes which have been subtle and slow... I feel the anger inside of you.... Anger that flows towards me hot and strong.... I feel the loneliness inside me growing.... Loneliness borne from your absence in my life... I feel the confusion stronger every day.... Confusion of my feelings and love for you... I feel the pain as you grow further away from me... Pain which comes from love grown cold... I feel the emptiness creating a void within me.... Emptiness which begins to fill my soul.... I feel the tears as they flow down my face... Tears cried alone in the dark of night.... I wish for the days of long ago.... Days of love and laughter to return... I wish for the moments we are now missing... Moments together now being wasted by fighting... I wish for the love we once shared.... A love which was suppose to last forever... I wish to be able to turn back time... To a time long ago, before the change began..... I wish to grow old with you.... That is how it was suppose to be... But above all I wish, oh how I wish... For you to love me once more......