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Entering Torpor. 1417 AD

It has been some 800 years since Mancheaka blessed me with the gift of eternal life. In my time I have witnessed much. Yet no matter where I am. I continue to mourn for my lost sire. So I have returned to where it was reported that she met her final death. I have looked around and sat in silence for many hours. Hoping to catch a feeling of her prescene. I feel strangely comfortable within this cave, so it is here that I shall remain and here I shall sleep to once again be close to my fallen sire. Even as I prepair myself my thoughts turn towards my childe.

She has come all this way to be near me and I have consealed my intentions from her. I know she is aware of something, yet I can not bring myself to tell her of my intentions. I know that if I tell her of my plans she will protest whole hardily, and it would make my choice all the more harder. So even as I have SinJi here with me here now in this cave I feel this need to complete my task and once complete I shall be able to fully emerse myself fully in the life of my childe. I feel as if I am not being nowhere near the sire that Mancheaka was to me. So I lie to SinJi, and to myself by saying that this is needed to fully wash away the grief and the pain that I feel over the lost of Mancheaka.

Even as I lay here fully prepaired to sleep. I find myself full of regret.Regretting that this will leave my childe without her sire, Yet I find solace in the fact that she has made her mark within the Childer of Haqim. Even as I look on her smiling face, I stay on my course.

Sleep. To sleep away all my ills. SinJi my sweet childe I am sure you will endure. When I wake I shall find you. Now the darkness comes and I prepair to sleep with thoughts of you along with thoughts of my sire. So I sleep now with hopes of awaking without my grief and you close at hand when I do.

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