April 11, 2000 I feel alone. I feel angry, confused. I feel depressed. I feel let down. I feel hopeless, and miserable. I feel pathetic. I feel restricted and ashamed. I'm tired. And ready to give up.
Could it be, that this abortion isn't my own decision. Why do i feel so uncertain? I know in my own mind that i can't have a child, but is it my own mind that's telling me to abort it? What do i have against abortion? Why is this idea so hard to swallow?
