April 5, 2000
There really is nothing better than a few good friends to cheer you up. I dont wanna make it sound as though im really unhappy, but i do have enough troubling thoughts flying through my life that there is a definite possibility of a frown finding its way to my face now and then.
The other day someone mentioned to me that they thought it was rather strange how i could easily joke about my pregnancy. I saw it as perfectly normal. Sure if someone else was makeing a joke about it, i may feel differently. But im simply trying to make light of a rough situation. I couldnt imagine spending all my days worried sick about what was growing inside my uterus. I would become ridiculously depressed, and upset. Abortion is one of the most controversial ideas in todays society, and becoming an active part in it, certainly hasn't been my goal in life. But thats the consequence. And to deal with it, i feel its necessary to stay positive and calm. And strangely enough i find it nice to release my thoughts publicly.
